Sai Satcharitra
Chapter I
Salutations
-- The Story of Grinding Wheat and Its Philosophical Significance.
According to
the ancient and revered custom, Hemadpant begins the work, Sai Satcharitra,
with various salutations.
First, he makes obeisance to the God Ganesha to remove all obstacles and make
the work a success and says that Shri Sai is the God Ganesha.
Then, to the Goddess Saraswati to inspire him to write out the work and says
that Shri Sai is one with this Goddess and that He is Himself singing His own
life.
Then, to the Gods; Brahma, Vishnu and Shankar - the Creating, Preserving and
Destroying Deities respectively; and says that Sainath is one with them and He
as the great Teacher, will carry us across the River of Worldly Existence.
Then, to his tutelary Deity Narayan Adinath who manifested himself in Konkan
- the land reclaimed by Parashurama, (Rama in the Hindi version) from the sea;
and to the Adi (Original) Purusha of the family.
Then, to the Bharadwaja Muni, into whose gotra (clan) he was born and also
to various Rishis, Yagyavalakya, Bhrigu, Parashara, Narad, Vedavyasa, Sanak,
Sanandan, Sanatkumar, Shuka. Shounak, Vishwamitra, Vasistha, Valmiki, Vamadeva,
Jaimini, Vaishampayan, Nava Yogindra etc, and also modern Saints such as
Nivritti, Jnanadev, Sopan, Muktabai, Janardan, Ekanath, Namdev, Tukaram, Kanha,
and Narahari etc.
Then, to his grandfather Sadashiv, father Raghunath, his mother, who left
him in his infancy, to his paternal aunt, who brought him up, and to his loving
elder brother.
Then, to the readers and prays them to give their whole and undivided
attention to his work.
And lastly, to his Guru Shri Sainath - an Incarnation of Shri Dattatreya,
Who is his sole Refuge and Who will make him realize that Brahman is the
Reality and the world an illusion; and incidentally, to all the Beings in whom
the Lord God dwells.
After describing in brief the various modes of devotion according to
Parashara, Vyasa and Shandilya etc., the author goes on to relate the following
story:
"It was
sometime after 1910 A.D. that I went, one fine morning, to the Masjid in Shirdi
for getting a darshan of Sai Baba. I was wonder-struck to see the following
phenomenon. After washing His mouth and face, Sai Baba began to make
preparations for grinding wheat. He spread a sack on the floor; and thereon set
a hand-mill. He took some quantity of wheat in a winnowing fan, and then
drawing up the sleeves of His Kafni (robe); and taking hold of the peg of the
hand-mill, started grinding the wheat by putting a few handfuls of wheat in the
upper opening of the mill and rotated it. I thought ‘what business Baba had
with the grinding of wheat, when He possessed nothing and stored nothing, and
as He lived on alms!’ Some people who had come there thought likewise, but none
had the courage to ask baba what He was doing. Immediately, this news of Baba's
grinding wheat spread into the village, and at once men and women ran to the
Masjid and flocked there to see Baba's act. Four bold women, from the crowd,
forced their way up and pushing Baba aside, took forcibly the peg or handle
into their hands, and, singing Baba's Leelas, started grinding. At first Baba
was enraged, but on seeing the women's love and devotion, He was much pleased
and began to smile. While they were grinding, they began to think that Baba had
no house, no property, no children, none to look after, and He lived on alms,
He did not require any wheat-flour for making bread or roti, what will He do
with this big quantity of flour? Perhaps as Baba is very kind, He will
distribute the flour amongst us. Thinking in this way while singing, they
finished the grinding and after putting the hand-mill aside, they divided the
flour into four portions and began to remove them one per head. Baba, Who was
calm and quiet up till now, got wild and started abusing them saying,
"Ladies, are you gone mad? Whose father's property are you looting away?
Have I borrowed any wheat from you, so that you can safely take the flour? Now
please do this. Take the flour and throw it on the village border limits."
On hearing this, the women felt abashed and whispering amongst them, went away
to the outskirts of the village and spread the flour as directed by Baba.
I asked the Shirdi people - "What was this that Baba did?" They
replied that as the Cholera Epidemic was spreading in the village and this was
Baba's remedy against the same; it was not wheat that was ground but the
Cholera itself was ground to pieces and pushed out of the village. From this
time onward, the Cholera Epidemic subsided and the people of the village were
happy. I was much pleased to know all this; but at the same time my curiosity
was also aroused. I began to ask myself - What earthly connection was there
between wheat flour and Cholera? What was the casual relation between the two?
And how to reconcile them? The incident seems to be inexplicable. I should
write something on this and sing to my heart's content Baba's sweet Leelas.
Thinking in this way about this Leela, my heart was filled with joy and I was
thus inspired to write Baba's Life - The Satcharita.
And as we know, with Baba's grace and blessing this work was successfully
accomplished.
Philosophical Significance of
Grinding
Apart from
the meaning that the people of Shirdi put on this incident of grinding wheat,
there is, we think, a philosophical significance too. Sai Baba lived in Shirdi
for about sixty years and during this long period; He did the business of
grinding almost every day - not, however, the wheat alone; but the sins, the
mental and physical afflictions and the miseries of His innumerable devotees.
The two stones of His mill consisted of Karma and Bhakti, the former being the
lower and the latter the upper one. The handle with which Baba worked the mill
consisted of Jnana. It was the firm conviction of Baba that Knowledge or
Self-realization is not possible, unless there is the prior act of grinding of
all our impulses, desires, sins; and of the three gunas, viz. Sattva, Raja and
Tama; and the Ahamkara, which is so subtle and therefore so difficult to be got
rid of.
This reminds us of a similar story of Kabir who seeing a woman grinding corn
said to his Guru, Nipathiranjana, "I am weeping because I feel the agony
of being crushed in this wheel of worldly existence like the corn in the
hand-mill." Nipathiranjana replied, "Do not be afraid; hold fast to
the handle of knowledge of this mill, as I do, and do not wander far away from
the same but turn inward to the Center, and you are sure to be saved."
Bow to Shri Sai
-- Peace be to all
Chapter II
Object of
Writing the Work - Incapacity and Boldness in the Undertaking - Hot Discussion
- Conferring Significant and Prophetic Title of Hemadpant - Necessity of a
Guru.
In the last Chapter, the author mentioned in the original Marathi book that
he would state the reason that led him to undertake the work, and the persons
qualified to read the same and such other points. Now in this chapter, he
starts to tell the same.
Object of Writing the Work
In the first
chapter, I described Sai Baba’s miracle of checking and destroying the epidemic
of Cholera by grinding wheat and throwing the flour, on the outskirts of the
village. I heard other miracles of Sai Baba to my great delight, and this
delight burst forth into this poetic work. I also thought, that the description
of these grand miracles of Sai Baba would be interesting, and instructive to
His devotees; and would remove their sins, and so I began to write the sacred
life and teachings of Sai Baba. The life of the saint is neither logical nor
dialectical. It shows us the true and great path.
Incapacity and Boldness in
Undertaking the Work
Hemadpant
thought that he was not a fit person to undertake the work. He said, "I do
not know the life of my intimate friend nor do I know my own mind, then how can
I write the life of a saint or describe the nature of Incarnations, which even
the Vedas were unable to do? One must be a saint himself, before he could know
other saints, then how can I describe their glory? To write the life of a saint
is the most difficult, though one may as well measure the depth of the water of
the seven seas or enclose the sky with cloth-trappings. I knew, that this was
the most venturous undertaking, which might expose me to ridicule. I,
therefore, invoked Sai Baba’s grace.
The premier poet-saint of Maharashtra, Shri Jnaneshwar Maharaj, has stated
that the Lord loves those who write the lives of saints; and the saints also
have a peculiar method of their own of getting the service, which the devotees
long for, successfully accomplished. The saints inspire the work; the devotee
becomes only an indirect cause or instrument to achieve the end. For instance,
in 1700 Shaka year, the poet Mahipati aspired to write the lives of saints.
Saints inspired him, and got the work done; so also in 1800 Shaka year, Das
Ganu’s service was accepted. The former wrote 4 works-Bhakta Vijaya, Santa
Vijaya, Bhakta Leelamrit and Santa Kathamrit, while the latter wrote two -
"Bhakta Leelamrit and Santa Kathamrit", in which the lives of modern
Saints were described. In chapters 31,32,33 of Bhakta Leelamrit and in chapter
57 of Santa Kathamrit, the sweet life and teachings of Sai Baba are very well
depicted. These have been separately published in Sai Leela Magazine, Nos. 11
and 12, Vol. 17; the readers are advised to read these chapters. So also Sai
Baba’s wonderful Leelas are described in a small decent book named Shri Sainath
Bhajana Mala by Mrs. Savitribai Raghunath Tendulkar of Bandra. Das-Ganu Maharaj
also has composed various sweet poems on Sai Baba. A devotee named Amidas
Bhavani Mehta has also published some stories of Sri Baba in Gujarathi; some
Nos. of Sainath Prabha, a magazine published by Dakshina Bhiksha Sanstha of
Shirdi, are also published. Then the question of objection comes in, that while
so many works regarding Sai Baba are extant, why should this (Satcharita) be
written? And where is its necessity?
The answer is plain and simple. The life of Sai Baba is as wide and deep as
the infinite ocean; and all can dive deep into the same and take out precious
gems (of knowledge and Bhakti), and distribute them to the aspiring public. The
stories, parables, and teachings of Sai Baba are very wonderful. They will give
peace and happiness to the people, who are afflicted with sorrows and heavily
loaded with miseries of this worldly existence, and also bestow knowledge and
wisdom, both in the worldly and in spiritual domains. If these teachings of Sai
Baba, which are as interesting and instructive as the Vedic lore, are listened
to and meditated upon, the devotees will get, what they long for, viz., union
with Brahman, mastery in eight-fold Yoga, Bliss of meditation etc. So I
thought, that I should call these stories together that would be my best
Upasana. This collection would be most delightful to those simple souls, whose
eyes were not blessed with Sai Baba’s darshana. So, I set about collecting Sai
Baba’s teachings and expressions - the outcome of His boundless and natural
self-realization. It was Sai Baba, who inspired me in this matter; in fact, I
surrendered my ego at His feet, and thought that my path was clear; and that He
would make me quite happy here, and in the next world.
I could not myself ask Sai Baba to give me permission for this work; so I
requested Mr. Madhavrao Deshpande alias Shama, Baba’s most intimate devotee, to
speak to Him for me. He pleaded for my cause and said to Sai Baba, "This
Annasaheb wishes to write Your biography, don’t say that You are a poor begging
Fakir, and there is no necessity to write it, but if You agree and help him, he
will write or rather, Your feet (grace) will accomplish the work. Without Your
consent and blessing, nothing can be done successfully." When Sai Baba
heard this request, He was moved and blessed me by giving me His Udi (sacred
ashes) and placing His boon-bestowing hand on my head said :- "Let him
make a collection of stories and experiences, keep notes and memos; I will help
him. He is only an outward instrument. I should write Myself My autobiography
and satisfy the wishes of My devotees. He should get rid of his ego, place (or
surrender) it at My feet. He who acts like this in life, him I help the most.
What of My life-stories? I serve him in his house in all possible ways. When
his ego is completely annihilated and there is left no trace of it, I Myself
shall enter into him and shall Myself write My own life. Hearing my stories and
teachings will create faith in devotees’ hearts and they will easily get self -
realization and Bliss; let there be no insistence on establishing one’s own
view, no attempt to refute other’s opinions, no discussions of pros and cons of
any subject."
The word ‘discussion’ put me in mind of my promise to explain the story of
my getting the title of Hemadpant and now I begin to relate the same. I was on
close friendly terms with Kakasaheb Dixit and Nanasaheb Chandorkar. They pressed
me to go to Shirdi and have Baba’s darshana, and I promised them to do so. But
something in the interval turned up, which prevented me from going to Shirdi.
The son of a friend of mine at Lonavala fell ill. My friend tried all possible
means, physical and spiritual, but the fever would not abate. At length he got
his Guru to sit by the bedside of his son, but this too was of no avail.
Hearing this, I thought ‘what was the utility of the Guru, if he could not save
my friend’s son? If the Guru can’t do anything for us, why should I go to
Shirdi at all?’ Thinking in this way, I postponed my Shirdi-trip; but the
inevitable must happen and it happened in my case as follows: - Mr. Nanasaheb
Chandorkar, who was a Prant Officer, was going on tour to Bassein. From Thana
he came to Dadar and was waiting for a train bound for Bassein. In the
meanwhile, a Bandra Local turned up. He sat in it and came to Bandra; and sent
for me and took me to task for putting off my Shirdi trip. Nana’s argument for
my Shirdi trip was convincing and delightful, and so I decided to start for
Shirdi, the same night. I packed up my luggage and started for Shirdi. I
planned to go to Dadar and there to catch the train for Manmad, and so I booked
myself for Dadar and sat in the train. While the train was to start, a
Mahomedan came hastily to my compartment and seeing all my paraphernalia, asked
me where I was bound. I told him my plan. He then suggested that I should go
straight to Boribunder, and not get down at Dadar, for the Manmad Mail did not
get down at Dadar at all. If this little miracle or Leela had not happened, I
would not have reached Shirdi next day as settled, and many doubts would have
assailed me. But that was not to be. As fortune favoured me, I reached Shirdi
the next day before 9 or 10 A.M. Mr. Bhausaheb (Kaka) Dixit was waiting for me
there. This was in 1910 A.D., when there was only one place, viz., Sathe’s Wada
for lodging pilgrim devotees. After alighting from the Tonga, I was anxious to
have darshana, when the great devotee, Tatyasaheb Noolkar returned from the
Masjid and said that Sai Baba was at the corner of the Wada, and that I should
first get the preliminary darshana and then, after bath, see Him at leisure.
Hearing this I ran and prostrated before Baba and then my joy knew no bounds. I
found more than what Nana Chandorkar had told me. All my senses were satisfied
and I forgot thirst and hunger. The moment I touched Sai Baba’s feet, I began a
new lease of life. I felt myself much obliged to those who spurred and helped
me to get the darshana; and I considered them as my real relatives, and I
cannot repay their debt. I only remember them and prostrate (mentally) before
them. The peculiarity of Sai Baba’s darshana, as I found it, is that by His
darshana our thoughts are changed, the force of previous actions is abated and
gradually non-attachment of dispassion towards worldly objects grows up. It is
by the merit of actions in many past births that such darshana is got, and if
only you see Sai Baba, really all the world becomes or assumes the form of Sai
Baba.
Hot Discussion
On the first
day of my arrival in Shirdi, there was a discussion between me and Balasaheb
Bhate regarding the necessity of a Guru. I contended, "Why should we lose
our freedom and submit to others? When we have to do our duty, why a Guru is
necessary? One must try his best and save himself. What can the Guru do to a
man who does nothing but sleeps indolently?" Thus I pleaded freewill,
while Mr. Bhate took up the other side, viz., Destiny, and said, "Whatever
is bound to happen must happen; even great men have failed, man proposes one
way, but God disposes the other (contrary) way. Brush aside your cleverness;
pride or egoism won’t help you." This discussion, with all its pros and
cons went on for an hour or so, and as usual no decision was arrived at. We had
to stop the discussion ultimately as we were exhausted. The net result of this
was that I lost my peace of mind and found that unless there is strong
body-consciousness and egoism, there would be no discussion; in other words, it
is egoism which breeds discussion.
Then when we went to the Masjid with others, Baba asked Kakasaheb Dixit the
following: -
"What was going on in the (Sathe’s) Wada? What was the discussion
about?" and staring at me, Baba further added, "What did this
Hemadpant say?"
Hearing these words, I was much surprised. The Masjid was at a considerable
distance from Sathe’s Wada where I was staying and where the discussion was
going on. How could Baba know our discussion unless He be omniscient and Inner
Ruler of us all?
Significant and Prophetic Title
I began to
think why Sai Baba should call me by the name Hemadpant. This word is a corrupt
form of Hemadripant. This Hemadripant was a wellknown Minister of the kings
Mahadev and Ramadev of Devgiri of the Yadav dynasty. He was very learned,
good-natured and the author of good works, such as Chaturvarga Chintamani
(dealing with spiritual subjects) and Rajprashasti. He invented and started new
methods of accounts and was the originator of the Modi (Marathi Shorthand)
script. But I was quite the opposite, an ignoramus, and have dull, mediocre
intellect. So I could not understand why the name or title was conferred upon
me, but thinking seriously upon it, I thought that the title was a dart to
destroy my ego, so that, I should always remain meek and humble. It was also a
compliment paid to me for the cleverness in the discussion.
Looking to the future history, we think that Baba’s word (calling Mr.
Dabholkar by the name Hemadpant) was significant and prophetic, as we find that
he looked after the management of Sai Sansthan very intelligently, kept nicely
all the accounts and was also the author of such a good work "Sai
Satcharita", which deals with such important and spiritual subjects as Jnana,
Bhakti and dispassion, self-surrender and self-realization.
About the Necessity of a Guru
Hemadpant
has left no note, no memo about what Baba said regarding this subject, but
Kakasaheb Dixit has published his notes regarding this matter. Next day after
Hemadpant’s meeting with Sai Baba, Kakasaheb went to Baba and asked whether he
should leave Shirdi. Baba Said, "Yes". Then someone asked -
"Baba, where to go?" Baba said, "High up." Then the man
said, "How is the way?" Baba said, "There are many ways leading
there; there is one way also from here (Shirdi). The way is difficult. There
are tigers and wolves in the jungles on the way." I (Kakasaheb) asked -
"But Baba, what if we take a guide with us?" Baba answered, -
"Then there is no difficulty. The guide will take you straight to your
destination, avoiding wolves, tigers and ditches etc. on the way. If there be
no guide, there is the danger of your being lost in the jungles or falling into
ditches." Mr. Dabholkar was present on this occasion and he thought that
this was the answer Baba gave to the question whether Guru was a necessity
(Vide Sai Leela Vol. I, No.5, Page 47); and he thereupon took the hint that no
discussion of the problem, whether man is free or bound, is of any use in
spiritual matters, but that on the contrary real Paramartha is possible only as
the result of the teachings of the Guru, as is illustrated in this chapter of
the original work in the instances of great Avatars like Rama and Krishna, who
had to submit themselves to their Gurus, Vasishtha and Sandipani respectively,
for getting self- realization and that the only virtues necessary for such
progress are faith and patience. (Vide Sai Satcharita, Ch. II, 191-92).
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter III
Sai Baba’s
Sanction and Promise - Assignment of Work to Devotees - Baba’s Stories as
Beacon - Light - His Motherly Love - Rohilla’s Story - His sweet and Nectar -
like Words.
Sai Baba’s Sanction and Promise
As described
in the previous chapter, Sai Baba gave His complete assent to the writing of
the Sat-Charita and said, "I fully agree with you regarding the writing of
Sat Charita. You do your duty, don’t be afraid in the least, steady your mind
and have faith in My words. If My Leelas are written, the Avidya (nescience) will
vanish and if they are attentively, and devoutly listened to, the consciousness
of the worldly existence will abate, and strong waves of devotion, and love
will rise up and if one dives deep into My Leelas, he would get precious jewels
of knowledge."
Hearing this, author was much pleased, and he at once became fearless and
confident, and thought that work was bound to be a success. Then turning to
Shama (Madhavrao Deshpande) Sai Baba said.
"If a man utters My name with love, I shall fulfill all his wishes,
increase his devotion. And if he sings earnestly My life and My deeds, him I
shall beset in front and back and on all sides. Those devotees, who are
attached to Me, heart and soul, will naturally feel happiness, when they hear
these stories. Believe Me that if anybody sings My Leelas, I will give him
infinite joy and everlasting contentment. It is My special characteristic to
free any person, who surrenders completely to Me, and who does worship Me
faithfully, and who remembers Me, and meditates on Me constantly. How can they
be conscious of worldly objects and sensations, who utter My name, who worship
Me, who think of My stories and My life and who thus always remember Me? I
shall draw out My devotees from the jaws of Death. If My stories are listened
to, all the diseases will be got rid of. So, hear My stories with respect; and
think and meditate on them, assimilate them. This is the way of happiness and
contentment. The pride and egoism of My devotees will vanish, the mind of the
hearers will be set at rest; and if it has wholehearted and complete faith, it
will be one with Supreme Consciousness. The simple remembrance of My name as
‘Sai, Sai’ will do away with sins of speech and hearing".
Different Works Assigned to Devotees
The Lord
entrusts different works to different devotees. Some are given the work of
building temples and maths, or ghats (flight of steps) on rivers; some are made
to sing the glories of God; some are sent on pilgrimages; but to me was
allotted the work of writing the Sat Charita. Being a jack-of-all-trades but
master of none, I was quite unqualified for this job. Then why should I
undertake such a difficult job? Who can describe the true life of Sai Baba? Sai
Baba’s grace alone can enable one to accomplish this difficult work. So, when I
took up the pen in my hand, Sai Baba took away my egoism and wrote Himself His
stories. The credit of relating these stories, therefore, goes to Him and not
to me. Though Brahmin by birth, I lacked the two eyes. (i.e. the sight or
vision) of Shruti and Smriti and therefore was not at all capable of writing
the Sat-Charita, but the grace of the Lord makes a dumb man talk, enables a
lame man to cross a mountain. He alone knows the knack of getting things done,
as He likes. Neither the flute, nor the harmonium knows how the sounds are
produced. This is the concern of the Player. The oozing of Chandrakant jewel
and the surging of the sea are not due to the jewel and the sea but to the rise
of the moon.
Baba’s Stories as Beacon- Light
Light houses
are constructed at various places in the sea, to enable the boatmen to avoid
rocks and dangers, and make them sail safely. Sai Baba’s stories serve a
similar purpose in the ocean of worldly existence. They surpass nectar in
sweetness, and make our worldly path smooth and easy to traverse. Blessed are
the stories of the saints. When they enter our hearts through the ears, the
body - consciousness or egoism and the sense of duality vanish; and when they
are stored in the heart, doubts fly out to all sides, pride of the body will
fall, and wisdom will be stored in abundance. The description of Baba’s pure
fame, and the hearing of the same, with love, will destroy the sins of the
devotee and, therefore, this is the simple Sadhana for attaining salvation. The
Sadhana for Krita Age was Shamadama (tranquillity of mind and body), for Treta
Age, sacrifice, for Dwapara, worship, and for Kali (present) Age, it is singing
of the name and glory of the Lord. This last Sadhana is open to all the people
of the four varnas (Brahmins, etc.). The other Sadhanas, viz. Yoga, Yagya
(sacrifice), Dhyana (meditation) and Dharana (concentration) are very difficult
to practice, but singing and hearing the stories and the glory of the Lord (Sai
Baba) is very easy. We have only to turn our attention towards them. The
listening and singing of the stories will remove the attachment to the senses
and their objects, and will make the devotees dispassionate, and will
ultimately lead them to self-realization. With this end in view, Sai Baba made me
or helped me to write His stories, Sat-Charitamrita. The devotees may now
easily read and hear these stories of Sai Baba and while doing so, meditate on
Him, His form and thus attain devotion to Guru and God (Sai Baba), get
detachment and self-realization. In the preparation and writing of this work,
Sat-Charitamrita, it is Sai Baba’s grace which has accomplished everything,
making use of Me as a mere instrument.
Motherly Love of Sai Baba
Everybody
knows how a cow loves her infant calf. Her udder is always full and when the
calf wants milk and dashes at the udder, out comes the milk in an unceasing
flow. Similarly a human mother knows the wants of her child and feeds it, at
her breast in time. In case of dressing and adorning the child, the mother
takes particular care to see that this is well done. The child knows or cares
nothing about this, but the mother’s joy knows no bounds, when she sees her
child beautifully dressed and adorned. The love of mother is peculiar,
extraordinary and disinterested, and has no parallel. Sadgurus feel this
motherly love towards their disciples. Sai Baba had this same love towards me,
and I give an instance of it below: -
In 1916 A.D. I retired from Government Service. The pension that was settled
in my case was not sufficient to maintain my family decently. On Guru-Pournima
(15th of Ashadha) day of that year, I went to Shirdi with other devotees.
There, Mr. Anna Chinchanikar, of his own accord, prayed to Baba for me as
follows: - "Please look kindly on him, the pension he gets is quite
insufficient, his family is growing. Give him some other appointment, remove
his anxiety and make him happy." Baba replied - " He will get some
other job, but now he should serve Me and be happy. His dishes will be ever
full and never empty. He should turn all his attention towards Me and avoid the
company of atheists, irreligious and wicked people. He should be meek and
humble towards all and worship Me heart and soul. If he does this, he will get
eternal happiness".
The question Who is this HE, Whose worship is advocated, is already answered
in a note on "Who is Sai Baba" in the prologue, at the beginning of
this work.
Rohilla’s Story
The story of
the Rohilla illustrates Sai Baba’s all embracing love. One Rohilla, tall and
well built, strong as a bull, came to Shirdi, wearing a long Kafni (robe) and
was enamoured of Sai who stayed there. Day and night he used to recite in a
loud and harsh tone Kalma (verses from Holy Koran) and shout "ALLAH HO
AKBAR" (God is Great). Most people of Shirdi were working in their fields
by day and when they returned to their homes at night, they were welcomed with
the Rohilla’s harsh cries and shouts. They could get no sleep and felt much
trouble and inconvenience. They suffered in silence this nuisance for some days,
and when they could stand it no longer, they approached Baba, and requested Him
to check the Rohilla and stop the nuisance. Baba did not attend to their
complaint. On the contrary, Baba took the villagers to task, and asked them to
mind their own business, and not the Rohilla. He said to them that the Rohilla
had got a very bad wife, a Zantippi, who tried to come in and trouble the
Rohilla and Himself; but hearing the Rohilla’s prayers, she dare not enter and
they were at peace and happy. In fact, the Rohilla had no wife and by his wife
Baba meant DURBUDDHI, i.e. bad thoughts. As Baba liked prayers and cries to God
better than anything else, He took the side of the Rohilla, and asked the
villagers to wait and suffer the nuisance, which would abate in due course.
Baba’s Sweet and Nectar-like Words
One day at
noon after the Arti, devotees were returning to their lodgings, when Baba gave
the following beautiful advice:-
"Be wherever you like, do whatever you choose, remember this well that
all what you do is known to Me. I am the Inner Ruler of all and seated in their
hearts. I envelope all the creatures, the movable and immovable world. I am the
Controller - the wirepuller of the show of this Universe. I am the mother -
origin of all beings - the Harmony of three Gunas, the propeller of all senses,
the Creator, Preserver and Destroyer. Nothing will harm him, who turns his
attention towards Me, but Maya will lash or whip him who forgets Me. All the
insects, ants, the visible, movable and immovable world, is My Body or
Form".
Hearing these beautiful and precious words, I at once decided in my mind to
serve no man henceforward, but my Guru only; but the reply of Baba to Anna
Chinchanikar’s query (which was really mine) that I would get some job began to
revolve in my mind, and I began to think whether it would come to happen. As
future events showed, Baba’s words came true and I got a Government job, but
that was of short duration. Then I became free and solely devoted my self to
the service of my Guru-Sai Baba.
Before concluding this Chapter, I request the readers to leave out the
various hindrances viz. indolence, sleep, wandering of mind, attachments to
senses, etc. and turn their whole and undivided attention to these stories of
Sai Baba. Let their love be natural, let them know the secret of devotion; let
them not exhaust themselves by other Sadhanas, let them stick to this one
simple remedy, i.e. listening to Sai Baba’s stories. This will destroy their
ignorance and will secure for them salvation. A miser may stay at various
places; but he always thinks of his buried treasure. So let Sai Baba be
enthroned in the hearts of all.
In the next chapter, I shall speak of Sai Baba’s advent in Shirdi.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter IV
SAI
BABA’S FIRST ADVENT IN SHIRDI
Mission of the Saints - Shirdi a Holy Tirth -
Personality of Sai Baba - Dictum of Goulibuva - Appearance of Vithal -
Kshirsagar’s Story - Das Ganu’s Bath in Prayag - Immaculate Conception of Sai
Baba and His First Advent in Shirdi - Three Wadas.
In the last chapter, I described the circumstances, which led me to write
Sai-Sat-Charita. Let me now describe the first advent of Sai Baba in Shirdi.
Mission of the Saints
Lord Krishna
says in Bhagvadgita (Chapter IV, 7-8) that "Whenever there is a decay of
Dharma (righteousness) and an ascendancy of unrighteousness, I manifest Myself;
and for the protection of the virtuous, the destruction of the vicious and for
the establishment of righteousness, I manifest Myself in age after age".
This is the mission of Lord, and the Sages and Saints, Who are His
representatives and who appear here at proper times, help in their own way to
fulfil that mission. For instance, when the twice born, i.e. the Brahmins, the
Kshatriyas and the Vaishyas neglect their duties and when the Shudras try to
usurp the rights of the higher classes, when spiritual preceptors are not
respected but humiliated, when nobody cares for religious instructions, when
every body thinks himself very learned, when people begin to partake of
forbidden foods and intoxicating drinks, when under the cloak of religion,
people indulge in malpractices, when people belonging to different sects fight
amongst themselves, when Brahmins fail to do Sandhya adoration, and the
orthodox their religious practices, when Yogis neglect their meditation, when
people begin to think that wealth, progeny, wife are their sole concern, and
thus turn away from the true path of salvation, then do Saints appear and try
to set matters right by their words and action. They serve us as beacon-lights,
and show us the right path, and the right way for us to follow. In this way,
many saints, viz. Nivritti, Jnanadev, Muktabai, Namdev, Gora, Gonayi, Ekanath,
Tukaram, Narahari, Narsi Bhai, Sajan Kasai, Sawata, Ramdas, and various others
did appear at various times to show the right path to the people, and so
presently came Shri Sai Baba of Shirdi.
Shirdi - A Holy Tirth
The banks of
the Godavari river, in the Ahmednagar District, are very fortunate for they
gave birth and refuge to many a Saint, prominent amongst them being Jnaneshwar.
Shirdi also falls in the Kopargaon Taluka of the Ahmednagar District. After
crossing the Godavari River at Kopargaon, one gets the way to Shirdi. When you
go three Koss (9 miles), you come to Nimgaon, from whence; Shirdi is visible.
Shirdi is as famous and well known as other holy places like Gangapur,
Narsinhwadi, Audumbar on the banks of Krishna River. As the devotee Damaji
flourished in and blessed Mangalvedha (near Pandharpur) as Samarth Ramdas at
Sajjangad, as Shri Narasimha Saraswati at Saraswatiwadi, so Sainath flourished
at Shirdi and blessed it.
Personality of Sai Baba
It is on
account of Sai Baba that Shirdi grew into importance. Let us see what sort of a
personage Sai Baba was. He conquered this Samsar (worldly existence), which is
very difficult and hard to cross. Peace or mental calm was His ornament, and He
was the repository of wisdom. He was the home of Vaishnava devotees, most
liberal (like Karna) amongst liberals, the quint-essence of all essences. He
had no love for perishable things, and was always engrossed in
self-realization, which was His sole concern. He felt no pleasure in the things
of this world or of the world beyond. His Antarang (heart) was as clear as a
mirror, and His speech always rained nectar. The rich or poor people were the
same to Him. He did not know or care for honour or dishonour. He was the Lord
of all beings. He spoke freely and mixed with all people, saw the actings and
dances of Nautchgirls and heard Gajjal songs. Still, He swerved not an inch
from Samadhi (mental equilibrium). The name of Allah was always on His lips.
While the world awoke, He slept; and while the world slept, He was vigilant.
His abdomen (Inside) was as calm as the deep sea. His Ashram could not be
determined, nor His actions could be definitely determined, and though He sat
(lived) in one place, He knew all the transactions of the world. His Darbar was
imposing. He told daily hundreds of stories; still He swerved not an inch from
His vow of silence. He always leaned against the wall in the Masjid or walked
morning, noon and evening towards Lendi (Nala) and Chavadi; still He at all
times abided in the Self. Though a Siddha, He acted like a Sadhaka. He was
meek, humble and egoless, and pleased all. Such was Sai Baba, and as Sai Baba’s
Feet treaded the soil of Shirdi, it attained extraordinary importance. As
jnaneshwar elevated Alandi, Ekanath did to Paithan, so Sai Baba raised Shirdi.
Blessed are the grass-leaves and stones of Shirdi, for they could easily kiss
the Holy Feet of Sai Baba, and take their dust on their head. Shirdi became to
us, devotees, another Pandharpur, Jagannath, Dwarka, Banaras (Kashi) and
Rameshwar, Badrikedar, Nasik, Tryambakeshwar, Ujjain, and Maha Kaleshwar or Mahabaleshwar
Gokarn. Contact of Sai Baba in Shirdi was like our Veda and Tantra; it quieted
our Samsara (world consciousness) and rendered self-realization easy. The
darshana of shri Sai was our Yoga-Sadhana, and talk with Him removed our sins.
Shampooing His Legs was our bath in Triveni Prayag, and drinking the holy water
of His Feet destroyed our desires. To us, His commands were Vedas, and
accepting (eating) His Udi (sacred ashes) and Prasad was all purifying. He was
our Shri Krishna and Shri Rama who gave us solace and He was our Para Brahma
(Absolute Reality). He was Himself beyond the Pair of dwandwas (opposite),
never dejected nor elated. He was always engrossed in His Self as ‘Existence,
Knowledge and Bliss.’ Shirdi was His centre; but His field of action extended
far wide, to Punjab, Calcutta, North India, Gujarat, Dacca (Now in Bangladesh)
and Konkan. Thus the fame of Sai Baba spread, far, and wide, and people from
all parts came to take His darshana and be blessed. By mere darshan, minds of
people, whether, pure or impure, would become at once quiet. They got here the
same sort of unparalleled joy that devotees get at Pandharpur by seeing Vithal
Rakhumai. This is not an exaggeration. Consider what a devotee says in this
respect.
Dictum of Goulibuva
An old
devotee by name Goulibuva, aged about 95 years, was a Varkari of Pandhari. He
stayed 8 months at Pandharpur and four months - Ashadha to Kartik (July -
November) on the banks of the Ganges. He had an ass with him for carrying his
luggage, and a disciple, as his companion. Every year he made his Vari or trip
to Pandharpur and came to Shirdi to see Sai Baba, Whom he loved most. He used
to stare at Baba and say, "This is Pandharinath Vithal incarnate, the
merciful Lord of the poor and helpless." This Goulibuva was an old devotee
of Vithoba, and had made many a trip to Pandhari; and he testified that Sai
Baba was real Pandharinath.
Vithal Himself Appeared
Sai Baba was
very fond of remembering and singing God’s name. He always uttered Allah Malik
(God is Lord) and in His presence made others sing God’s name continuously, day
and night, for 7 days. This is called Namasaptaha. Once He asked Das Ganu
Maharaj to do the Namasaptaha. He replied that he would do it, provided he was
assured that Vithal would appear at the end of the 7th day. Then Baba, placing
His hand on his breast assured him that certainly Vithal would appear, but that
the devotee must be ‘earnest and
devout’. The Dankapuri (Takore) of Takurnath, the Pandhari of Vithal, the
Dwarka of Ranchhod (Krishna) is here (Shirdi). One need not go far out to see
Dwarka. Will Vithal come here from some outside place? He is here. Only when
the devotee is bursting with love and devotion, Vithal will manifest Himself
here (Shirdi).
After the Saptaha was over, Vithal did manifest Himself in the following
manner. Kakasaheb Dixit was, as usual, sitting in meditation after the bath,
and he saw Vithal in a vision. When he went at noon for Baba’s darshana, Baba
asked him point-blank - "Did Vithal Patil come? Did you see Him? He is a
very truant fellow, catch Him firmly, otherwise, he will escape, if you be a
little inattentive." This happened in the morning and at noon there was
another Vithal darshana. One hawker from outside came there for selling 25 or
30 pictures of Vithoba. This picture exactly tallied with the figure that
appeared in Kakasaheb’s vision. On seeing this and remembering Baba’s words,
Kakasaheb Dixit was much surprised and delighted. He bought one picture of
Vithoba, and placed it in his shrine for worship.
Bhagwantrao Kshirsagar’s Story
How fond was
Baba for Vithal worship was illustrated in Bhagwantrao Kshirsagar’s story. The
father of Bhagwantrao was a devotee of Vithoba, and used to make Varis (annual
trips) to Pandharpur. He also had an image of Vithoba at home, which he
worshipped. After his death, the son stopped everything - the Vari, the worship
and shraddha ceremony etc. When Bhagwantrao came to Shirdi, Baba on remembering
his father, at once said - "His father was my friend, so I dragged him
(the son) here. He never offered naivaidya (offering of food) and so he starved
Vithal and Me. So I brought him here. I shall remonstrate him now and set him
to worship."
Das Ganu’s Bath in Prayag
The Hindus
think that a bath in the holy Tirth of Prayag, where the Ganga and Yamuna meet,
is very meritorious and thousands of pilgrims go there, at periodical times, to
have the sacred bath there. Once, Das Ganu thought that he should go to Prayag
for a bath, and came to Baba to get His permission for doing so. Baba replied
to him - "It is not necessary to go so long. Our Prayag is here, believe
me." Then wonder of wonders! When Das Ganu placed his head on Baba’s Feet,
out came or flowed streams, of Ganga - Yamuna water, from both the toes of Baba.
Seeing this miracle, Das Ganu was overwhelmed with feelings of love and
adoration and was full of tears. Inwardly, he felt inspired, and his speech
burst forth into a song in praise of Baba and His Leelas.
Immaculate Conception of Sai Baba and
His First Advent in Shirdi
Nobody knew
the parents, birth or birthplace of Sai Baba. Many inquiries were made, many
questions were put to Baba and others regarding these items, but no
satisfactory answer or information has yet been obtained. Practically we know
nothing about these matters. Namdev and Kabir were not born like ordinary
mortals. They were found as infants in mother-of-pearls, Namdev being found on
the bank Bhimrathi River by Gonayee, and Kabir on the bank Bhagirathi River by
Tamal. Similar was the case with Sai Baba. He first manifested Himself as a
young lad of sixteen under a Neem tree in Shirdi, for the sake of Bhaktas. Even
then He seemed to be full with the knowledge of Brahman. He had no desire for
worldly objects even in dream. He kicked out Maya; and Mukti (deliverance) was
serving at His feet. One old woman of Shirdi, the mother of Nana Chopdar,
described Him thus. This young lad, fair, smart and very handsome, was first
seen under the Neem tree, seated in an Asan. The people of the village were
wonder-struck to see such a young lad practising hard penance, not minding heat
and cold. By day he associated with none, by night he was afraid of nobody.
People were wondering and asking, whence this young chap had turned up. His
form and features were so beautiful that a mere look endeared Him to all. He
went to nobody’s door, always sat near the Neem tree. Outwardly he looked very
young; but by His action he was really a Great Soul. He was the embodiment of
dispassion and was an enigma to all. One day it so happened, that God Khandoba
possessed the body of some devotee and people began to ask Him, "Deva
(God), you please enquire what blessed father’s son is this lad and whence did
He come". God Khandoba asked them to bring a pickaxe and dig in a particular
place. When it was dug, bricks were found underneath a flat stone. When the
stone was removed, a corridor led to a cellar where cow-mouth-shaped
structures, wooden boards, necklaces were seen. Khandoba said - "This lad
practiced penance here for 12 years." Then the people began to question
the lad about this. He put them off the scent by telling them that it was His
Guru’s place, His holy Watan and requested them to guard it well. The people
then closed the corridor as before. As Ashwattha and Audumbar trees are held
sacred, Baba regarded this Neem tree equally sacred and loved it most.
Mhalasapati and other Shirdi devotees regard this site as the resting place
(Samadhi-Sthana) of Baba’s Guru and prostrate before it.
Three Wadas
(1) The site with the Neem tree and surrounding space was bought by Mr. Hari
Vinayak Sathe, and on this site a big building styled Sathe’s Wada was erected.
This Wada was the sole resting place for pilgrims, who flocked there. A Par
(platform) was built round the neem tree and lofts with steps were constructed.
Under the steps, there is a niche facing south and devotees sit on the Par
(platform) facing north. It is believed, that he who burns incense there, on
Thursday and Friday evenings will, by God’s grace, be happy. This Wada was old
and dilapidated and wanted repairs. The Sansthan has made the necessary
repairs, additions and alterations now. (2) Then after some years another Wada,
Dixit’s Wada was constructed. Kakasaheb Dixit, Solicitor of Bombay, had gone to
England. He had injured his leg by an accident there. The injury could not be
got rid of by any means. Nanasaheb Chandorkar advised him to try Sai Baba. So
he saw Sai Baba in 1909 A.D., and requested Him to cure rather the lameness of
his mind than that of his leg. He was so much pleased with the darshana of Sai
Baba that he decided to reside in Shirdi. So he built a Wada for himself and
other devotees. The foundation of this building was laid on 10-12-1910. On this
day, two other important events took place. (1) Mr. Dadasaheb Khaparde was
given permission to return home, and (2) the night Arti in Chavadi was
commenced. The Wada was complete and was inhabited on the Rama-Navami day in
1911 A.D., with due rites and formalities. (3) Then another Wada or palatial
mansion was put up by the famous millionaire, Mr. Booty, of Nagpur. Lots of
money was spent on this building, but the entire amount was well utilized, as
Sai Baba’s body is resting in this Wada, which is now called the Samadhi
Mandir. The site of this Mandir had formerly a garden, which was watered and
looked after by Baba. Three Wadas thus sprang up, where there was none
formerly. Of these, Sathe’s Wada was most useful to all, in the early days.
The story of the garden, attended to by Sai Baba with the help of Vaman Tatya,
the temporary absence of Sai Baba from Shirdi, and His coming again to Shirdi
with the marriage-party of Chand Patil, the company of Devidas, Jankidas and
Gangagir, Baba’s wrestling match with Mohdin Tamboli, residence in Masjid, love
of Mr. Dengale and other devotees; and other incidents will be described in the
next Chapter.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter V
Baba’s Return with Chand Patil’s Marriage -
party - Welcomed and Addressed as "Sai" - Contact with Other Saints -
His Dress and Daily Routine - The Story of the Padukas - Wrestling Bout with
Mohdin and Change in Life - Turning Water into Oil - The Pseudo - Guru Javhar
Ali.
Return with Chand Patil’s Marriage -
Party
As hinted in
the last Chapter, I shall now describe first how Sai Baba returned to Shirdi
after His disappearance.
There lived in the Aurangabad District (Nizam State), in a village called
Dhoop, a well-to-do Mahomedan gentleman by name Chand Patil. While he was
making a trip to Aurangabad, he lost his mare. For two long months, he made a
diligent search but could get no trace of the lost mare. After being
disappointed, he returned from Aurangabad with the saddle on his back. After
travelling four Koss and a half, he came, on the way, to a mango tree under the
foot of which sat a RATNA (queer
fellow). He had a cap on His head, wore Kafni (long robe) and had a
"Satka" (short stick) under His armpit and He was preparing to smoke
a Chilim (pipe). On seeing Chand Patil pass by the way, He called out to him
and asked him to have a smoke and to rest a little. The Fakir asked him about
the saddle. Chand Patil replied that it was of his mare, which was lost. The
queer fellow or Fakir asked him to make a search in the Nala close by. He went
and the wonder of wonders! He found out the mare. He thought that this Fakir
was not an ordinary man, but an Avalia (a great saint). He returned to the
Fakir with the mare. The Chilim was ready for being smoked, but two things were
wanting; (1) fire to light the pipe, and (2) water to wet the chhapi (piece of
cloth through which smoke is drawn up). The Fakir took His prong and thrust it
forcibly into the ground and out came a live burning coal, which He put on the
pipe. Then He dashed the Satka on the ground, from whence water began to ooze.
The chhapi was wetted with that water, was then wrung out and wrapped round the
pipe. Thus everything being complete, the Fakir smoked the Chilim and then gave
it also to Chand Patil. On seeing all this, Chand Patil was wonderstruck. He
requested the Fakir to come to his home and accept his hospitality. Next day He
went to the Patil’s house and stayed there for some time. The Patil was a
village - officer of Dhoop. His wife’s brother’s son was to be married and the
bride was from Shirdi. So Patil made preparations to start for Shirdi for the
marriage. The Fakir also accompanied the marriage-party. The marriage went off
without any hitch, the party returned to Dhoop, except the Fakir alone stayed
in Shirdi, and remained there forever.
How the Fakir Got the Name Sai
When the
marriage - party came to Shirdi, it alighted at the foot of a Banyan tree in
Bhagat Mhalsapati’s field near Khandoba’s temple. The carts were loosened in
the open courtyard of Khandoba’s temple. The carts were loosened in the open
courtyard of Khandoba’s temple, and the members of the party descended one by
one, and the Fakir also got down. Bhagat Mhalsapati saw the young Fakir getting
down and accosted Him "YA SAI" (Welcome Sai). Others also addressed
Him as Sai and thenceforth he became known as Sai Baba.
Contact with Other Saints
Sai Baba
began to stay in a deserted Masjid. One Saint named Devidas was living in
Shirdi many years before Baba came there. Baba liked his company. He stayed
with him in the Maruti temple, in the Chavadi, and some time lived alone. Then
came another Saint by name Jankidas. Baba spent most of His time in talking
with him, or Jankidas went to Baba’s residence. So also one Vaishya householder
Saint, from Puntambe by name Gangagir always frequented Shirdi. When he first
saw Sai Baba, carrying pitchers of water in both hands, for watering the
garden, he was amazed and said openly, "Blessed is Shirdi, that it got
this precious Jewel. This man is carrying water today; but He is not an
ordinary fellow. As this land (Shirdi) was lucky and meritorious, it secured
this Jewel." So also one famous Saint by name Anandnath of Yewala Math, a
disciple of Akkalkot Maharaj came to Shirdi with some Shirdi people. When he
saw Sai Baba, he said openly, "This is a precious Diamond in reality. Though
he looks like an ordinary man, he is not a ‘gar’ (ordinary stone) but a
Diamond. You will realize this in the near future." Saying this he
returned to Yewala. This was said while Sai Baba was a youngster.
Baba’s Dress and Daily Routine
In his young
days, Sai Baba grew hair on His head; never had His head shaved. He dressed
like an athlete. When He went to Rahata (3 miles from Shirdi), He brought with
Him small plants of Merry Gold, Jai and Jui, and after cleaning, he planted and
watered them. A devotee by name Vaman Tatya supplied Him daily with two earthen
pitchers. With these Baba Himself used to water the plants. He drew water from
the well and carried the pitchers on His shoulders. In the evening the pitchers
were kept at the foot of the Neem tree. As soon as they were placed there, they
were broken, as they were made of raw earth and not baked. Next day, Tatya
supplied two fresh pitchers. This course went on for 3 years; and with Sai
Baba’s toil and labour, there grew a flower garden. On this site, at present,
stands the big mansion - Samadhi Mandir of Baba, which is now frequented and
used by so many devotees.
The Story of Padukas (foot-prints)
under the Neem Tree
A devotee of
Akkalkot Maharaj by name Bhai Krishnaji Alibagkar worshipped the photo of
Akkalkot Maharaj. He once thought of going to Akkalkot (Sholapur District),
taking the darshana of the Padukas (foot-prints) of the Maharaj and offering
his sincere worship there; but before he could go there, he got a vision in his
dream. Akkalkot Maharaj appeared in the vision and said to him - "Now
Shirdi is my resting place, go there and offer your Worship." So Bhai
changed his plan and came to Shirdi, worshipped Baba, stayed there for six
months and was happy. As a reminiscence of this vision etc., he prepared the
Padukas and installed them on an auspicious day of Shravan, Shaka 1834 (1912
A.D.) under the Neem tree with due ceremonies and formalities, conducted by
Dada Kelkar and Upasani. One Dixit Brahmin was appointed for worship, and the
management was entrusted to devotee Sagun.
Complete Version of this Story
Mr. B.V.
Deo, Retired Mamalatdar of Thana, and a great devotee of Sai Baba, made
enquired about this matter with Sagun Meru Naik and Govind Kamlakar Dixit and
has published a full version of the Padukas in Sai Leela Vol. 11, No. 1, page
25. It runs as follows:
In 1834 Shaka (1912 A.D.) one Doctor Ramarao Kothare of Bombay came to
Shirdi for Baba’s darshana. His compounder; and his friend, Bhai Krishnaji
Alibagkar, accompanied him. The compounder and Bhai became intimate with Sagun
Meru Naik and G.K. Dixit. While discussing things, these persons thought that
there must be some memorial of the fact of Sai Baba’s first coming to Shirdi
and sitting under the holy Neem tree. They thought of installing Baba’s Padukas
there and were going to make them of some rough stones. Then Bhai’s friend, the
compounder, suggested that if this matter be made known to his master, Dr.
Ramarao Kothare, who would prepare nice Padukas for this purpose. All liked the
proposal and Dr. Kothare was informed of it. He came to Shirdi and drew a plan
of the Padukas. He went to Upasani Maharaj in Khandoba’s temple, and showed him
his plan. The latter made many improvements, drew lotuses, flowers, conch,
disc, man etc., and suggested that the following SHLOKA (verse) regarding Neem
tree’s great ness and Baba’s Yogi powers be inscribed. The verse was as
follows:
"Sada Nimbarvrikshasya mooladhiwasat,
Sudhasravinam tiktamapi-apriyam tam,
Tarum Kalpavrikshadhikam sadhayantam
Namameeshwaram Sadgurum Sai Natham"
Upasani’s suggestions were accepted and carried out. The Padukas were made
in Bombay and sent to Shirdi with the compounder. Baba said that they should be
installed on the Pournima (15th) of Shravan. On that day at 11 a.m., G.K. Dixit
brought them on his head from Khandoba’s temple to the Dwarkamai (Masjid) in
procession. Baba touched the Padukas, saying that these are the feet of the
Lord and asked the people to instal them, under foot of the Neem tree.
A day before, one Parsi devotee of Bombay named Pastha Shet sent Rs.25/- by
money order. Baba gave this sum for the installation of the Padhukas. The total
expense of installation came up to Rs.100/- out of which Rs.75/- were collected
by subscriptions. For the first 5 years, G.K. Dixit worshipped the Padukas
daily and then Laxman Kacheshwar Jakhadi did this. In the first five years, Dr.
Kothare sent Rs. 2 per month for lighting and he also sent the railing round
the Padukas. The expense of bringing the railing from the station to Shirdi
(Rs. 7-8-0) (presently Rs.7.50p) and roofing was paid by Sagun Meru Naik. Now,
Jakhadi (Nana Pujari) does the worship and Sagun Meru Naik offers the naivaidya
and lights the evening lamps.
Bhai Krishnaji was orginally a devotee of Akkalkot Maharaj. He had come to
Shirdi at the installation of the Padukas, in Shaka 1834 on his way to
Akkalkot. He wanted to go to Akkalkot after taking the darshana of Baba. He
asked Baba’s permission for this. Baba said - "Oh, what is there in
Akkalkot? Why do you go there? The incumbent Maharaj of that place is here,
Myself." Hearing this Bhai did not go to Akkalkot. He came to Shirdi off
and on, after the installation of the Padukas.
Mr. B.V. Deo concluded that Hemadpant did not know these details. Had be known
them, he would not have failed to depict them in his Sat-charita.
Wresting Bout with Mohdin Tamboli and
Change in Life
To return to
other stories of Baba. There was a wrestler in Shirdi, by name Mohdin Tamboli.
Baba and he did not agree on some items, and both had a fight. In this Baba was
defeated. Thenceforth, Baba changed His dress and mode of living. He donned
Kafni, wore a Langot (waist band) and covered His head with a piece of cloth.
He took a piece of sackcloth for His seat, sackcloth for His bed and was
content with wearing torn and worn out rags. He always said "Poverty is
better than Kingship, far better than Lordship. The Lord is always brother
(befriender) of the poor." Gangagir was also very fond of wrestling. While
he was once wrestling, a similar feeling of dispassion came over him, and at
the proper time he heard the voice of an adept, saying that he should wear out
his body, playing with God. So he too gave up Samsara and turned towards
God-realization. He established a math on the banks of the river near Puntambe,
and lived there with disciples.
Sai Baba did not mix and speak with the people. He only gave answers when he
was questioned. By day he always sat under the Neem tree, sometimes under the
shade of a branch of a Babul tree near the stream at the outskirts of the
village. In the afternoon, He used to walk at random and go at times to
Nimgaon. There He frequented the house of Balasaheb Dengale. Baba loved Mr.
Balasaheb. His younger brother, named Nanasaheb, had no son, though he married
a second wife. Balasaheb sent Nanasaheb for taking darshana of Sai Baba, and
after some time with His grace, Nanasaheb got a son. From that time onwards,
people began to come in numbers to see Sai Baba, and His fame began to spread
and reached Ahmednagar; from thence Nanasaheb Chandorkar and Keshav Chidamber,
and many others began to come to Shirdi. Baba was surrounded by His devotees
during day; and slept at night in an old and dilapidated Masjid. Baba’s
paraphernalia at this time consisted of a Chilim, tobacco, a "Tumrel"
(tin pot), long flowing Kafni, a piece of cloth round His head, and a Satka
(short stick), which He always kept with Him. The piece of white cloth on the
head was twisted like matted hair, and flowed down from the left ear on the back.
This was not washed for weeks. He wore no shoes, no sandals. A piece of
sack-cloth was His seat for most of the day. He wore a coupin
(waist-cloth-band) and for warding off cold he always sat in front of a Dhuni
(sacred fire) facing south with His left hand resting on the wooden railing. In
that Dhuni, He offered as oblation; egoism, desires and all thoughts and always
uttered Allah Malik (God is the sole owner). The Masjid in which He sat was
only of two room dimensions, where all devotees came and saw Him. After 1912
A.D., there was a change. The old Masjid was repaired and a pavement was
constructed. Before Baba came to live in this Masjid, He lived for a long time
in a place Takia, where with GHUNGUR (small bells) on His legs, Baba danced
beautifully sang with tender love.
Turning Water into Oil
Sai Baba was
very fond of lights. He used to borrow oil from shopkeepers, and keep lamps
burning the whole night in the Masjid and temple. This went on for some time.
The Banias, who supplied oil gratis, once met together and decided not to give
Him oil. When, as usual, Baba went to ask for oil, they all gave Him a distinct
No. Unperturbed, Baba returned to the Masjid and kept the dry wicks in the
lamps. The banias were watching Him with curiosity. Baba took the Tumrel (tin
pot) which contained very little (a few drops) of oil, put water into it and
drank it and forced it fall in the container. After consecrating the tin-pot in
this way, He again took water in the tin-pot and filled all the lamps with it
and lighted them. To the surprise and dismay of the watching Banias, the lamps
began to burn and kept burning the whole night. The Banias repented and
apologized. Baba forgave them and asked them to be more truthful in future.
The Pseudo-Guru Javhar Ali
Five years
after the wrestling bout mentioned above, one Fakir from Ahmednager by name
Javhar Ali came to Rahata with his disciples and stayed in Bakhal (spacious
room) near Virabhadra temple. The Fakir was learned, could repeat the whole
Koran and had a sweet tongue. Many religious and devout people of the village
came to him and began to respect him. With the help of the people, he started
to build an Idgah (a wall before which Mahomedans pray on Idgah day), near the
Virabhadra temple. There was some quarrel about this affair, on account of
which, Javhar Ali had to leave Rahata. Then he came to Shirdi and lived in the
Masjid with Baba. People were captured by his sweet talk, and he began to call
Baba his disciple. Baba did not object and consented to be his Chela. Then both
Guru and Chela decided to return to Rahata and live there. The Guru (Teacher)
never knew his disciple’s worth, but the disciple knew the defects of the Guru,
still he never disrespected him, observing carefully his duties. He even served
the Master in various ways. They used to come to Shirdi off and on, but their
main stay was in Rahata. The loving devotees of Baba in Shirdi did not like,
that Baba should stay away from them in Rahata. So they went in a deputation to
bring Baba back to Shirdi. When they met Baba near the Idgah and told the
purpose for which they came, Baba said to them that the Fakir was an
ill-tempered fellow, he would not leave him and that they should better return
to Shirdi without him, before the Fakir returned. While they were thus talking,
the Fakir turned up and was very angry with them for trying to take away his
disciple. There was some discussion and altercation and it was finally decided
that both the Guru and Chela should return to Shirdi. And so they returned and
lived in Shirdi. But after a few days the Guru was tested by Devidas and he was
found wanting. Twelve years before Baba arrived in Shirdi with the
marriage-party, this Devidas aged about 10 or 11 came to Shirdi and lived in
the Maruti temple. Devidas had fine features and brilliant eyes, and he was
dispassion incarnate and a Jnani. Many persons, namely Tatya Kote, Kashinath
and others regarded, him as their Guru. They brought Javhar Ali in his
presence, and in the discussion that followed; Javhar was worsted and fled from
Shirdi. He went and stayed in Bijapur and returned after many years to Shirdi,
and prostrated himself before Sai Baba. The delusion that he was Guru and Sai
Baba his Chela was cleared away, and as he repented, Sai Baba treated him with
respect. In this case Sai Baba showed by actual conduct how one should get rid
of egoism and do the duties of a disciple to attain the highest end, viz.,
self-realization. This story is told here according to the version given by
Mhalsapati (a great devotee of Baba).
In the next Chapter will be described Rama-Navami Festival, the Masjid, its
former condition and later improvement etc.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter VI
RAMA-NAVAMI
FESTIVAL AND MASJID REPAIRS
Efficacy of the Touch of Guru’s Hand -
Rama-Navami Festival - Its Origin, Transformation etc. Repairs to the Masjid.
Before describing Rama-Navami Festival and Masjid Repairs, the author makes
some preliminary remarks about Sad-Guru as follows: -
Efficacy of the Touch of Guru’s Hand
Where Real
or Sadguru is the helmsman, he is sure to carry us safely and easily beyond the
worldly ocean. The word Sadguru brings to mind Sai Baba. He appears to me, as
if standing before me, and applying Udi (scared ashes) to my forehead and
placing his hand of blessing on my head. Then joy fills my heart and love
overflows through my eyes. Wonderful is the power of the touch of Guru’s hand.
The subtle-body (consisting of thoughts and desires), which cannot be burnt by
the world dissolving fire, is destroyed by the mere touch of the Guru’s hand,
and the sins of many past births are cleaned and washed away. Even the speech
of those, whose heads feel annoyed when they hear religious and Godly talks,
attains calmness. The seeing of Sai Baba’s handsome form, chokes our throat
with joy, makes the eyes overflowing with tears, and overwhelms the heart with
emotions. It awakens in us ‘I am He (Brahman)’ consciousness, manifests the joy
of self-realization, and dissolving the distinction of Thou, and I then and
there, makes us one with the Supreme (One Reality). When I begin to read
scriptures, at every step I am reminded of my Sadguru, and Sai Baba, assumes
the form of Rama or Krishna and makes me listen to his Life. For instance when
I sit to listen to Bhagwat, Sai becomes Krishna from top to toe, and I think he
sings the Bhagwat or Uddhava Gita (song of teachings by Lord Shri Krishna to
His disciple, Uddhava) for the welfare of the devotees. When I begin to
chitchat, I am at once put in mind of Sai’s stories for enabling me to give
suitable illustrations. When I myself start to write anything, I cannot compose
a few words or sentences, but when He of his own accord makes me write, I go on
writing and writing and there is no end to it. When the disciple’s egoism props
up, He presses it down with His hand, and giving him His own power, makes him
gain His object, and thus satisfies and blesses him. If any one prostrates
before Sai and surrenders heart and soul to Him, then unsolicited, all the
chief objects of life viz. Dharma (righteousness), Artha (wealth), Kama
(Desire) and Moksha (Deliverance), are easily and unsolicitedly attained. Four
paths, viz., of Karma, Jnana, Yoga and Bhakti lead us separately to God. Of
these, the path of Bhakti is thorny and full of pits and ditches, and thus
difficult to traverse, but if you, relying on your Sadguru, avoid the pits and
thorns and walk straight, it will take you to the destination (God). So says
definitely, Sai Baba.
After philosophising about the Self-Existent Brahman, His Power (Maya) to
create this world and the world created, and stating that all these three are
ultimately one and the same, the author quotes Sai Baba’s words guaranteeing
the welfare of the Bhaktas: -
"There will never be any dearth or scarcity, regarding food and
clothes, in any devotees’ homes. It is my special characteristic, that I always
look to, and provide, for the welfare of those devotees, who worship Me
whole-heartedly with their minds ever fixed on Me. Lord Krishna has also said
the same in the Gita. Therefore, strive not much for food and clothes. If you
want anything, beg of the Lord, leave worldly honours, try to get Lord’s grace
and blessings, and be honored in His Court. Do not be deluded by worldly honor.
The form of the Deity should be firmly fixed in the mind. Let all the senses
and mind be ever devoted to the worship of the Lord, let there be no attraction
for any other thing; fix the mind in remembering Me always, so that it will not
wander elsewhere, towards body, wealth and home. Then it will be calm, peaceful
and carefree. This is the sign of the mind, being well engaged in good company.
If the mind is vagrant, it cannot be called well-merged."
After quoting these words, the author goes on to relate the story of Rama
Navami festival in Shirdi. As Rama-Navami is the greatest festival celebrated
at Shirdi, another fuller account, as published in Sai Leela Magazine of 1925,
page 197, is also referred to and a summary of the festival, as related in both
these accounts is attempted here.
Origin
One, Mr.
Gopalrao Gund, was a Circle Inspector at Kopergaon. He was a great devotee of
Baba. He had three wives, but had no issue. With Sai Baba’s blessings, a son
was born to him. In the joy that he felt regarding the event, an idea of
celebrating a fair or ‘Urus’ occurred to him in the year 1897, and he placed it
for consideration before other Shirdi devotees, viz. Tatya Patil, Dada Kote
Patil and Madhavrao Deshpande (Shama). They all approved of the idea, and got
Sai Baba’s permission and blessings. Then an application for getting the
Collector’s sanction for celebrating the urus was made, but as the village
Kulkarni reported against holding the fair, the sanction was refused. But as
Sai Baba had blessed it, they tried again, and ultimately succeeded in getting
the Collector’s sanction. The day for the Urus was fixed on the Rama-Navami
day, after having consultation with Sai Baba. It seems, He had some end in
view, in this, viz., the Unification of the two fairs of festivals, the Urus
and the Rama-Navami and the unification of the two communities - the Hindus and
the Mahomedans. As future events showed, this end or object was achieved.
Though the permission was obtained, but other difficulties cropped up.
Shirdi was a village, and there was scarcity of water. There were two wells in
the village, the one in use, dried up soon, and the water from the second was
brackish. This brackish water was turned into sweet one by Sai Baba, by
throwing flowers into it. The water of this well was insufficient, so Tatya
Patil had to arrange to get water, from a well by fixing Moats (leather sacks)
thereon, at a considerable distance. Then temporary shops had to be
constructed, and wrestling bouts arranged. Gopalrao Gund had a friend, by name
Damu Anna Kasar, of Ahmednagar. He also was similarly unhappy in the matter of
progeny, though he married two wives. Sai Baba too blessed him with sons, and
Mr. Gund prevailed upon his friend to prepare and supply one simple flag for
the procession of the fair; he also succeeded in inducing Mr. Nanasaheb
Nimonkar to supply another embroidered flag. Both these flags were taken in
procession through the village, and finally fixed at the two ends or corners of
the Masjid, which is called by Sai Baba as Dwarkamai. This is being done even now.
The ‘Sandal’ Procession
There was
another procession, which was started in this fair. This idea of ‘Sandal’
procession originated with one Mr. Amir Shakkar Dalal, a Mahomedan Bhakta from
Korhla. This procession is held in honour of great Muslim Saints. Sandal i.e.
Chandan paste and scrappings are put in the THALI (flat dishes), and these are
carried with incense burning before them in procession to the accompaniment of
band and music through the village and then after returning to the Masjid, the
contents of the dishes are thrown on the ‘Nimbar’ (nitche) and walls of the
Masjid with hands. This work was managed by Mr. Amir Shakkar for the first
three years, and then afterwards by his wife. So on one day, the two
processions, the ‘Flags’ by the Hindus and that of ‘Sandal’ by the Muslims,
went on side by side, and are still going on without any hitch.
Arrangement
This day was
very dear and sacred to the devotees of Sai Baba. Most of them turned out on
the occasion, and took a leading part in the management of the fair. Tatya Kote
Patil looked to all outward affairs, while the internal management was entirely
left to one Radha Krishna Mai, a female devotee of Baba. Her residence was full
of guests on the occasion, and she had to look to their needs, and also to
arrange for all the paraphernalia of the fair. Another work, which she
willingly did, was to wash out and clean and white-wash the entire Masjid, its
walls and floor, which were blackened and were full of soot on account of the
ever-burning Dhuni (sacred fire) of Sai Baba. This work, she did during the
night, when Sai Baba went to sleep every alternate day in the Chavadi. She had
to take out all the things, including even the Dhuni, and after thorough
cleaning and whitewashing replace them, as they were before. Feeding the poor,
which was so dear to Sai Baba, was also a great item in this fair. For this
purpose, cooking, on a grand scale and preparing various sweet dishes, was done
in Radha-Krishna Mai’s lodging, and, various rich and wealthy devotees took a
leading part in this affair.
Transformation of Urus into
Rama-Navami Festival
Things were
going on in this way and the fair was gradually increasing in importance till
1912 A.D., when a change took place; That year one devotee, Mr. Krishnarao Jageshwar
Bhisma (the author of the pamphlet ‘Sai Sagunopasana’), came for the fair with
Dadasaheb Khaparde of Amraoti, and was staying on the previous day in the Dixit
Wada. While he was lying on the verandah, and while Mr. Laxmanrao alias Kaka
Mahajani, was going down with Puja materials to the Masjid, a new thought arose
in his mind and he accosted the latter thus - There is some providential
arrangement in the fact that the Urus or fair is celebrated in Shirdi on the
Rama-Navami day; this day is very dear to all the Hindus; then why not begin
the Rama-Navami Festival - the celebration of the birth of Shri Rama here on
this day? Kaka Mahajani liked the idea, and it was arranged to get Baba’s
permission in this matter. The main difficulty was how to secure a Haridas, who
would perform ‘Kirtan’ and sing the glories of the Lord on the occasion. But
Bhishma solved the difficulty, by saying that his ‘Rama Akhyan’ (composition on
Rama’s birth) was ready, and he would do the ‘Kirtan’ himself, while Kaka
Mahajani should play on the harmonium. It was also arranged to get the
‘Sunthavada’ (ginger-powder mixed with sugar) as Prasad prepared by
Radha-Krishna Mai. So they immediately went to the Masjid to get Baba’s
permission. Baba, who knew all things and what was passing there, asked
Mahajani, as to what was going on in the Wada. Being rather perturbed, Mahajani
could not catch the purport of the question and remained silent. Then Baba
asked Bhishma, what he had to say. He explained the idea of celebrating
Rama-Navami festival, and asked for Baba’s permission and Baba gladly gave it.
All rejoiced and made preparations for the Jayanti-festival. Next day, the
Masjid was decorated with buntings etc., a cradle was supplied by Radha-Krishna
Mai, and placed in front of Baba’s seat and the proceedings started. Bhishma
stood up for Kirtan and Mahajani played on the harmonium. Sai Baba sent a man
to call Mahajani. He was hesitating to go, doubting whether Baba would allow
the festival to go on; but when he went to Baba, the latter asked him as to
what was going on and why the cradle was placed there. He answered that the
Rama-Navami festival had commenced, and the cradle was put on for that purpose.
Then Baba took a garland from the ‘Nimbar’ (nitche), and placed it round his
neck and sent another garland for Bhishma. Then commenced the Kirtan. When it
came to a close, pound sounds of "Victory to Rama" went up; and Gulal
(red - powder) was thrown up all round, amidst band and music. Everybody was
overjoyed, when suddenly roaring was heard. The red-powder thrown promiscuously
all round, went up, somehow entered Baba’s eyes. Baba got wild and began to
scold and abuse loudly. People got frightened by this scene and took to their
heels. Those intimate devotees, who knew Baba well, took these scoldings and
outpourings of Baba, as blessings in disguise. They thought that when Rama was
born, it was proper for Baba to get wild and enraged to kill Ravana; and his
demons, in the form of egoism and wicked thoughts etc. Besides they knew, that
whenever a new thing was undertaken at Shirdi, it was usual with Baba to get
wild and angry, and so they kept quiet. Radha-Krishna Mai was rather afraid;
and thought that Baba might break her cradle, and she asked Mahajani to get the
cradle back. When he went to loosen and unfasten the cradle, Baba went to him,
and asked him not to remove it. Then after some time, Baba became calm, and
that day’s programme, including Mahapuja and Arati was finished. Later on, Mr.
Mahajani asked Baba, for permission to remove the cradle, Baba refused the same
saying, that the festival was not yet finished. Next day, another ‘Kirtan’ and
Gopal-Kala ceremony (an earthern pot containing parched rice mixed with curds
is hung, only to be broken after the ‘Kirtan’, and the contents distributed to
all, as was done by Lord Krishna amongst His cow-herd (friends), were
performed, and then Baba allowed the cradle to be removed. While the
Rama-Navami festival was thus going on, the procession, of the two flags by day
and that of the ‘Sandal’ by night, went off with the usual pomp and show. From
this time onwards, the ‘Urus of Baba’ was transformed into the Rama-Navami
festival.
From next year (1913), the items in the programme of Rama-Navami began to
increase. Radha-Krishna Mai started a ‘Nama-Saptah’ (singing the glory of God’s
name continuously day and night for seven days), from 1st of Chaitra, For this,
all devotees took part by turns, and she also joined it, sometimes early in the
morning. As Rama-Navami Festival is celebrated in many places all over the
country, the difficulty of getting a Haridas was felt again. But 5 or 6 days
before the festival, Mahajani met accidentally Balabuva Mali, who was known as
modern Tukaram, and got him to do the ‘Kirtan’ that year. The next year (1914),
another Balabuva Satarkar of Brihadsiddha Kavate, District Satara, could not
act as a Haridas in his own town, as plague was prevailing in his town, and so
he came to Shirdi; With Baba’s permission, which was secured through Kakasaheb
Dixit, he did the Kirtan; and was sufficiently recompensed for his labour. The
difficulty of getting a new Haridas every year was finally solved from 1914 by
Sai Baba, as He entrusted this function to Das Ganu Maharaj permanently, and
since that time, he has been successfully and creditably conducting that
function uptill now.
Since 1912, this festival began to grow gradually year-by-year. From the 8th
to 12th of Chaitra, Shirdi looked like a beehive of men. Shops began to
increase. Celebrated wrestlers took part in wrestling bouts. Feeding of the
poor was done on a grander scale. Hard work and sincere efforts of
Radha-Krishna Mai turned Shirdi into a Sansthan (State). Paraphernalia
increased. A beautiful horse, a palanquin, chariot and many silver things,
pots, buckets, pictures, mirrors etc. were presented. Elephants were also sent
for the procession. Though all this paraphernalia increased enormously, Sai
Baba ignored all these things, and maintained His simplicity as before. It is
to be noted that both the Hindus and Mahomedans have been working in unison in
both the processions, and during the entire festival, there has been no hitch
or quarrel between them at all so far. First about 5000-7000 people used to
collect, but that figure went up to 75000 in some years; still there was no
outbreak of any epidemic or any riots worth the name during so many past years.
Repairs to the Masjid
Another
important idea occured to Gopal Gund. Just as he started the Urus or fair, he
thought that he should put the Masjid in order. So in order to carry out the
repairs, he collected stones and got them dressed. But this work was not
assigned to him. This was reserved for Nanasaheb Chandorkar, and the pavement
-work for Kakasaheb Dixit. First, Baba was unwilling to allow them to have
these works done, but with the intervention of Mahalsapati, a local devotee of
Baba, His permission was secured. When the pavement was completed in one night
in the Masjid, Baba took a small Gadi for His seat, discarding the usual piece
of sack - cloth used till then. In 1911, the Sabha - Mandap (court - yard) was
also put in order with great labour and effort. The open space in front of the
Masjid was very small and inconvenient. Kakasaheb Dixit wanted to extend it and
put on it roofing. At great expense, he got iron-posts, and pillars and trusses
and started the work. At night, all the devotees worked hard and fixed the
posts; but Baba, when he returned from Chavadi next morning, uprooted them all
and threw them out. Once it so happened that Baba got very excited, caught a
pole with one hand, and began to shake and uproot it, and with the other hand
caught the neck of Tatya Patil. He took by force Tatya’s Pheta, struck a match,
set it on fire and threw it in a pit. At that time, Baba’s eyes flashed like
burning embers. None dared to look at Him. All got terribly frightened. Baba
took out a rupee from his pocket and threw it there, as if it were an offering
on an auspicious occasion. Tatya also was much frightened. None knew what was
going to happen to Tatya, and none dared to interfere. Bhagoji Shinde, the
leper devotee of Baba, made a little boldly advance, but he was pushed out by
Baba. Madhavrao was also similarly treated, he being pelted with brick pieces.
So all those, who went to intercede, were similarly dealt with. But after some
time, Baba’s anger cooled down. He sent for a shopkeeper, got from him an
embroidered Pheta and Himself tied it on Tatya’s head, as if he was being given
a special honour. All the people were wonderstruck to see this strange behavior
of Baba. They were at a loss to know, what enraged Baba so suddenly and what
led Him to assault Tatya Patil, and why His anger cooled down, the next moment.
Baba was sometimes very calm and quiet and talked sweet things with love, but
soon after, with or without any pretext, got enraged. Many such incidents may
be related; but I do not know which to choose and which to omit. I, therefore,
refer them as they occur to me.
In the next Chapter the question whether Baba was a Hindu or a Mahomedan
will be taken up; and His Yogic practices and powers, and other matters will be
dealt with.
Bow to Shri Sai Baba - Peace be to all
Chapter VII
Wonderful Incarnation - Behaviour of Sai Baba
- His Yoga Practices - His All-pervasiveness - Leper Devotee’s service - Master
Khaparde’s Plague-case - Going to Pandharpur.
Wonderful Incarnation
Sai Baba
knew all Yogic Practices. He was well-versed in the six processes including
Dhauti (Stomach-cleaning by a moistened piece of linen 3" in breadth and
22 1/2" in length), Khandayoga, i.e., separating His limbs and joining
them again, and Samadhi, etc. If you think that He was a Hindu, He looked like
a Yavan. If you think Him to be a Yavan, He looked like a pious Hindu. No one
definitely knew whether He was a Hindu or a Mahomedan. He celebrated the Hindu
festival of Rama-Navami with all due formalities, and at the same time
permitted the ‘Sandal’ procession of the Mahomedans. He encouraged wrestling
bouts in this festival, and gave good prizes to winners. When the Gokul Ashtami
came, He got the ‘Gopal-Kala’ ceremony duly performed and on Id festivals, He
allowed Mahomedans to say their prayers (Namaj) in His Masjid. Once in the
Moharum festival, some Mahomedans proposed to contruct a Tajiya or Tabut in the
Masjid, keep it there for some days and afterwards take it in procession
through the village. Sai Baba allowed the keeping of the Tabut for four days,
and on the fifth day removed it out of the Masjid without the least
compunction. If we say that He was a Mahomedan, His ears were pierced (i.e. had
holes according to Hindu fashion). If you think that He was a Hindu, He
advocated the practice of circumcision (though according to Mr. Nanasaheb
Chandorkar, who observed Him closely, He was not Himself circumcised. Vide
article in Sai Leela on "Baba Hindu Ki Yavan" by B.V. Deo, page 562).
If you call Him Hindu, He always lived in the Masjid; if Mahomedan, He had
always the Dhuni - sacred fire there, and the following things which are
contrary to Mahomedan religion, i.e., grinding on the handmill, blowing of the
conch and bells, oblation in the fire, Bhajan, giving of food, and worship of
Baba’s Feet by means of ARGHYA (water) were always allowed there. If you think
that He was a Mahomedan, the best of Brahmins and Agnihotris, leaving aside their
orthodox ways, fell prostrate at His Feet. Those who went to make enquiries
about his nationality, were dumb-founded and were captured by his darshana. So
none could definitely decide whether Sai Baba was a Hindu or a Mahomedan*.(see
below this paragraph) This is no wonder; for he who completely surrenders
himself to the Lord, by getting rid of his egoism; and body - consciousness
thus becomes one with Him, and has nothing to do with any questions of caste or
nationality. Such a one as Sai Baba was, saw no difference between caste and
caste and even beings and beings. He took meat and fish with Fakirs, but did
not grumble when dogs touched the dishes with their mouths.
[* Note--(1) Mhalsapati, an intimate Shirdi devotee of Baba, who always
slept with Him in the Masjid and Chavadi, said that Sai Baba told him that He
was a Brahmin of Pathari and was handed over to a Fakir in his infancy, and
when He told this, some men from Pathari had come, and Baba was enquiring about
some men from that place. Vide sai Leela 1924, Page 179. (2) Mrs. Kashibai
Kanitkar, the famous learned woman of Poona says in the experience No.8,
published on Page 79, Sai Leela Vol. 11,1934, - "On hearing of Baba’s
miracles, we were discussing according to our theosophic convention and fashion
whether Sai Baba belonged to Black or White Lodge. When once I went to Shirdi,
I was thinking seriously about this in my mind. As soon as I approached the
steps of the Masjid, Baba came to the front and pointing to His chest and
staring at me spoke rather vehemently -"This is a Brahmin, pure Brahmin.
He has nothing to do with black things. No Musalman can dare to step in here.
He dare not." Again pointing to his chest - "This Brahmin can bring
lacks of men on the white path and take them to their destination. This is a
Brahmin’s Masjid and I won’t allow any black Mahomedan to cast his shadow
here." ]
Such a unique and wonderful incarnation was Sai Baba. On account of the
merits in my past birth, I had the good fortune to sit at His Feet and enjoy
His blessed company. The joy and delight I derived therefrom was incomparable.
In fact Sai Baba was pure Anand and Consciousness. I cannot sufficiently
describle Him, His greatness and uniqueness. He who took delight at His Feet,
was established in His own self. Many Sanyasis, Sadhakas and all sorts of men
aspiring for salvation came to Sai Baba. He always walked, talked and laughed
with them and always uttered with His tongue ‘Allah Malik’ (God is the sole
owner). He never liked discussion or arguments. He was always calm and
controlled, though irritable at times, always preached full Vedanta and nobody
knew till the last Who was Baba. Princes and poor people were treated alike by
Him. He knew the inmost secrets of all, and when He gave expression to them,
all were surprised. He was the repository of all knowledge, still He feigned
ignorance. He also disliked honour. Such were the characteristics of Sai Baba.
Though, He had a human body, His deeds testified to HIS Godhood. All people
considered Him as the Lord God in Shirdi.
Behaviour of Sai Baba
Fool that I am, I cannot describe Baba’s miracles. He got almost all the
temples in Shirdi repaired. Through Tatya Patil, the temples of Shani,
Ganapati, Shankar-Parvati, Village Deity, and Maruti were put in order. His
charity was also remarkable. The money He used to collect as Dakshina was
freely distributed, Rs.20 to some, Rs.15 or 50, to others everyday. The
recipients thought that this was ‘pure’ charity money, and Baba wished that it
should be usefully employed.
People were immensely benefited by having a darshana of Baba. Some became
hale and hearty; wicked people were turned into good ones. Kushtha (Leprosy)
was cured in some cases, many got their desires fulfilled, without any drops or
medicine being put in the eyes, some blind men got back their sight and some
lame ones got their legs. Nobody could see the end of His extraordinary
greatness. His fame spread far and wide, and pilgrims from all sides flocked to
Shirdi. Baba sat always near the Dhuni and eased Himself there, and always sat
in meditation; sometimes with and on other times without a bath.
He used to tie a white turban on his head; and wear a clean Dhotar round his
waist, and a shirt on his body. This was his dress in the beginning. He started
practicing medicine in the village, examined patients and gave medicines. He
was always successful, and He became famous as a Hakim (Doctor). A curious case
may be narrated here. One devotee got his eye balls quite red and swollen. No
Doctor was available in Shirdi. The other devotees took him to Baba. Other
Doctors would use ointments, Anjans, cow’s milk and camphorated drugs etc., in
such cases. Baba’s remedy was quite unique. He pounded some ‘BEEBA’ (Some
Carpus Ana Cardium i.e. marking nuts) and made two balls of them, thrust them
on in each eye of the patient and wrapped a cloth-bandage round them (eyes).
Next day, the bandage was removed and water was poured over them in a stream.
The inflammation subsided and the pupils became white and clear. Though the eyes
are very delicate, the BEEBA caused no smarting; but removed the disease of the
eyes. Many such cases were cured and this is only an instance in point.
Baba’s Yoga Practices
Baba knew
all the processes and practices of Yoga. Two of them will be described here:
(1) DHAUTI or CLEANING PROCESS: Baba went to the well near a Banyan tree at
a considerable distance from the Masjid every third day and washed his mouth
and had a bath. On one occasion, He was seen to vomit out his intestines, clean
them inside and outside and place them on a Jamb tree for drying. There are
persons in Shirdi, who have actually seen this, and who have testified to this
fact. Ordinary Dhauti is done by a moistened piece of linen, 3 inches broad 22
1/2ft. long. This piece is gulped down the throat and allowed to remain in the
stomach for about half an hour for being reacted there and then taken out. But
Baba’s Dhauti was quite unique and extraordinary.
(2) KHANDA YOGA: In this practice, Baba extracted the various limbs from His
body, and left them separately at different places in the Masjid. Once, a
gentleman went to the Masjid, and saw the limbs of Baba lying separately at
separate places. He was much terrified; and he first thought of running to the
village officers, and informing them of Baba being hacked to pieces and
murdered. He thought that he would be held responsible, as he was the first
informant, and knew something of the affair. So he kept silent. But next day
when he went to the masjid, he was very much surprised to see Baba, hale and
hearty and sound, as before. He thought, that what he had seen the previous
day, was only a dream.
Baba practised Yoga since, His infancy and nobody knew or guessed the
proficiency He attained. He charged no fees for His cures, became renowned and
famous by virtue of His merits, gave health to many a poor and suffering
person. This famous Doctor of doctors cared not for His interests, but always
worked for the good and welfare of others, Himself suffering unbearable and
terrible pain many a time in the process. One such instance, I give below,
which will show the all-pervasive and most merciful character of Sai Baba.
Baba’s All-pervasiveness and Mercy
In the year
1910 A.D., Baba was sitting near the Dhuni on Divali holiday and warming Himself.
He was pushing fire-wood into the Dhuni, which was brightly burning. A little
later, instead of pushing logs of woods, Baba pushed His arm into the Dhuni;
the arm was scorched and burnt immediately. This was noticed by the servant
Madhava, and also by Madhavrao Deshpande (Shama). They at once ran to Baba and
Madhavarao clasped Baba by His waist from behind and dragged Him forcible back
ward and asked, "Deva, for what have You done this?" Then Baba came
to His senses and replied, "The wife of a blacksmith at some distant
place, was working the bellows of a furnace;her husband called her. Forgetting
that her child was on her waist, she ran hastily and the child slipped into the
furnace. I immediately thrust My hand into the furnace and saved the child. I do
not mind My arm being burnt, but I am glad that the life of the child is
saved."
Leper Devotee’s Service
On hearing
the news of Baba’s hand being burnt from (Shama) Madhavrao Deshpande, Mr.
Nanasaheb Chandorkar, accompanied by the famous Doctor Parmanand of Bombay with
his medical outfit consisting of ointments, lint and bandage etc. rushed to
Shirdi, and requested Baba to allow Dr. Parmanand to examine the arm, and dress
the wound caused by the burn. This was refused. Ever since the burn, the arm
was dressed by the leper devotee, Bhagoji Shinde. His treatment consisted in
massaging the burnt part with ghee and then placing a leaf over it and
bandaging it tightly with Pattis (bandages). Mr. Nanasaheb Chandorkar solicited
Baba many a time to unfasten the Pattis and get the wound examined and dressed
and treated by Dr. Parmanand, with the object that it may be speedily healed.
Dr. Parmanand himself made similar requests, but Baba postponed saying that
Allah was His Doctor; and did not allow His arm to be examined. Dr.
Paramanand’s medicines were not exposed to their air of Shirdi, as they
remained intact, but he had the good fortune of getting a darshana of Baba.
Bhagoji was allowed to treat the hand daily. After some days, the arm healed
and all were happy. Still, we do not know whether any trace of pain was left or
not. Every morning, Bhagoji went throught his programme of loosening the
Pattis, massaging he arm with ghee and tightly bandaging it again. This went on
till Sai Baba’s Samadhi (death). Sai Baba, a perfect Siddha, as He was, did not
really want this treatment, but out of love to His devotee, He allowed the
‘Upasana’ - service of Bhagoji to go on un-interrupted all along. When Baba
started for Lendi, Bhagoji held an umbrella over Him and accompanied Him. Every
morning, when Baba sat near the post close to the Dhuni, Bhagoji was present
and started his service. Bhagoji was a sinner in his past brith. He was
suffering from leprosy, his fingers had shrunk, his body was full of pus and
smelling badly. Though outwardly he seemed so unfortunate, he was really very
lucky and happy, for he was the premier servant of Baba, and got the benefit of
His company.
Master Khaparde’s Plague-Case
I shall now
relate another instance of Baba’s wonderful Leela. Mrs. Khaparde, the wife of
Mr. Dadasaheb Khaparde of Amraoti, was staying at Shirdi with her young son for
some days. One day the son got high fever, which further developed into Bubonic
plague. The mother was frightened and felt most uneasy. She thought of leaving
the place for Amraoti, and went near Baba in the evening, when He was coming
near the Wada (now Samadhi Mandir) in His evening rounds, for asking His
permission. She informed Him in a trembling tone, that her dear young son was
down with plague. Baba spoke kindly and softly to her, saying that the sky is
beset with clouds; but they will melt and pass off and everything will be
smooth and clear. So saying, He lifted up His Kafni up to the waist and showed
to all present, four fully developed bubos, as big as eggs, and added,
"See, how I have to suffer for My devotees; their difficulties are
Mine." Seeing this unique and extraordinary deed (Leela), the people were
convinced as to how the Saints suffer pains for their devotees. The mind of the
saints is softer than wax, it is soft, in and out, as butter. They love their
devotees without any idea of gain, and regard them as their true relatives.
Going to Pandharpur and Staying There
I shall now
close this Chapter after relating a story illustrating how Sai Baba loved His
devotees and anticipated their wishes and movements. Mr. Nanasaheb Chandorkar,
who was a great devotee of Baba, was Mamlatdar at Nandurbar in Khandesh. He got
an order of transfer to Pandharpur. His devotion to Sai Baba bore fruit, as he
got an order to go and stay at Pandharpur which is regarded as the
‘BHUVAIKUNTHA’ - Heaven on earth. Nanasaheb had to take immediate charge, so he
left, immediately, for the place, without even writing or informing anybody at
Shirdi. He wanted to give a surprise visit to Shirdi - his Pandharpur, see and
salute his Vithoba (Baba), and then proceed. Nobody dreamt of Nanasaheb’s
departure for Shirdi, but Sai Baba knew all about this, as His eyes were
everywhere (omniscient). As soon as Nanasaheb approached Neemgaon, a few miles
from Shirdi, there was stir in the Masjid at Shirdi. Baba was sitting and
talking with Mhalsapati, Appa Shinde and Kashiram, when He at once said,
"Let us all four do some Bhajan, the doors of Pandhari are open, let us
merrily sing." Then they began to sing in chorus, the burden of the song
being "I have to go to Pandharpur and I have to stay on there, for it is
the house of my Lord."
Baba sang and the devotees followed Him. In a short time Nanasaheb came
there with his family, prostrated before Baba and requested Him to accompany
them to Pandharpur and stay with them there. This solicitation was not
necessary, as the devotees told Nanasaheb that Baba was already in the mood of
going to Pandharpur and staying there. Hearing this Nanasaheb was moved and
fell at Baba’s Feet. Then getting Baba’s permission, Udi (sacred ashes) and
Blessings, Nanasaheb left for Pandharpur.
There is no end to Baba’s stories, but let me now make a halt here,
reserving for the next Chapter other topics, such as importance of human life,
Baba’s living on alms, Bayajabai’s service and other stories.
Bow it Shri Sai -- Peace be to all
Chapter VIII
Importance
of Human Birth-Sai Baba Begging Food - Bayajabai's Service - Sai Baba's
Dormitory - His Affection for Khushalchand.
As hinted in the last Chapter, Hemadpant now explains at length, in his
preliminary remarks, on the importance of human birth; and then proceeds to
relate how Sai Baba begged His food, how Bayajabai served Him, how He slept in
the Masjid with Tatya Kote Patil and Mhalsapati and how He loved Khushalchand
of Rahata.
Importance of Human Birth
In this
wonderful universe, God has created billions (84 lacs according to Hindusastra
calculation) of creatures or beings (including Gods, demigods, insects, beasts
and men) inhabiting heaven, hell, earth, ocean, sky and other intermediate
regions. Of these, those creatures or souls, whose merits preponderate, go to
heaven and live there till they enjoy the fruits of their actions, and when
this is done, they are cast down while those souls, whose sins or demerits
preponderate, go down to hell, and suffer the consequences of their misdeeds
for so long a time as they deserve. When their merits and demerits balance each
other, they are born on earth as human beings, and are given a chance to work
out their salvation. Ultimately when their merits and demerits both drop down
(are got rid of) completely, they get their deliverance and become free. To put
the matter in a nutshell, souls get their births or transmigrations according
to their deeds and intelligence (development of their minds).
Special Value of the Human Body
As we all
know, four things are common to all the creatures, viz. food, sleep, fear and
sexual union. In the case of man, he is endowed with a special faculty, viz.
knowledge, with the help of which he can attain God-vision, which is impossible
in any other birth. It is for this reasons that Gods envy man's fortune and
aspire to be born as men on earth, so as to get their final deliverance.
Some say, that there is nothing worse than the human body, which is full of
filth, mucus, phlegm and dirt, and which is subject to decay, disease and
death. This is no doubt true to a certain extent; but inspite of these
drawbacks and defects, the special value of the human body is - that man has
got the capacity to acquire knowledge: it is only due to the human knowledge
that one can think of the perishable and transitory nature of the body itself,
and of the world and get a disgust for the sense-enjoyments and can discriminate
between the unreal and the real, and thus attain God-vision. So, if we reject
or neglect the body because it is filthy, we lose the chance of God-vision, and
if we fondle it, and run after sense - enjoyments, because it is precious, we
go to hell. The proper course, therefore, for us to pursue is the following;
that the body should neither be neglected nor fondled, but should be properly
cared for, just as a traveler on horse-back takes care of his pony on the way
till he reaches his destination and returns home. Thus the body should ever be
used or engaged to attain God-vision or self-realization, which is the supreme
end of life.
It is said that though God created various sorts of creatures he was not
satisfied, for none of them was able to know and appreciate His work. So he had
to create a special being - Man, and endow him with a special faculty, viz.
Knowledge and when He saw that man was able to appreciate His Leela -
marvellous work and intelligence. He was highly pleased and satisfied. (Vide,
Bhagawat 11-9-28). So really it is good luck to get a human body, better luck
to get birth in a Brahmin family, and best one, to get an opportunity of having
recourse to Sai Baba's Feet and surrendering to Him.
Man's Endeavour
Realizing
how precious the human life is, and knowing that Death is certain and may
snatch us at any time, we should be ever alert to achieve the object of our
life, we should not make the least delay but make every possible haste to gain
our object, just as a widower is most anxious to get himself married to a new
bride, or just as a king leaves no stone unturned to seek his lost son. So with
all earnestness and speed, we should strive to attain our end, i.e.,
self-realization. Casting aside sloth and laziness, warding off drowsiness, we
should day and night meditate on the Self. If we fail to do this, we reduce
ourselves to the level of beasts.
How to Proceed?
The most
effective and speedy way to gain our object is to approach a worthy Saint or
Sage - Sadguru, who has himself attained God-vision. What cannot be achieved by
hearing religious lectures and study of religious works, is easily obtained in
the company of such worthy souls. Just as the sun alone gives light, which all
the stars put together cannot do, so the Sad-Guru alone imparts spiritual
wisdom which all the sacred books and sermons cannot infuse. His movements and
simple talks give us 'silent' advice. The virtues of forgiveness, calmness,
disinterestedness, charity, benevolence, control of mind and body, egolessness
etc. are observed by the disciples as they are being practiced in such pure and
holy company. This enlightens their minds and lifts them up spiritually. Sai
Baba was such a Sage or Sad-Guru. Though He acted as a Fakir (mendicant), He
was always engrossed in the Self. He always loved all beings in whom He saw God
or Divinity. By pleasures He was not elated. He was not depressed by
misfortunes. A king and a pauper were the same to Him. He, whose glance would
turn a beggar into a king, used to beg His food from door to door in Shirdi,
and let us now see how He did it.
Baba Begging Food
Blessed are
the people of Shirdi, in front of whose houses, Baba stood as a beggar and
called out, "Oh Lassie, give Me a piece of bread" and spread out His
hand to receive the same. In one hand He carried a Tumrel (tinpot) and in the
other a zoli or choupadari, i.e., a rectangular piece of cloth. He daily
visited certain houses and went from door to door. Liquid or semi-liquid things
such as soup, vegetables, milk or butter-milk were received in the tinpot,
while cooked rice, bread, and such solid things were taken in the zoli. Baba's
tongue knew no taste, as He had acquired control over it. So how could He care
for the taste of the different things collected together? whatever things He
got in His zole and in the tinpot were mixed together and partaken by Baba to
His heart's content. Whether particular things were tasty or otherwise was
never noticed by Baba as if His tongue was devoid of the sense of taste
altogether. Baba begged till noon, but His begging was very irregular. Some
days He went a few rounds, on other days up to twelve noon. The food thus
collected was thrown in a kundi, i.e. earthen pot. Dog, cats and crows freely
ate from it and Baba never drove them away. The woman who swept the floor of
the Masjid took some 10 or 12 pieces of bread to her house, and nobody
prevented her from doing so. How could, He, who even in dreams never warded off
cats and dogs by harsh words and signs, refuse food to poor helpless people?
Blessed indeed is the life of such a noble person! People in Shirdi took Him in
the beginning for a mad Fakir. He was known in the village by this name. How
could one, who lived on alms by begging a few crumbs of bread, be revered and
respected? But this Fakir was very liberal of heart and hand, disinterested and
charitable. Tough He looked fickle and restless from outside. He was firm and
steady inside. His way was inscrutable. Still even in that small village, there
were a few kind and blessed people who recognized and regarded Him as a Great
Soul. One such instance is given below.
Bayajabai's Brilliant Service
Tatya Kote's mother, Bayajabai, used to go to the woods every noon with a
basket on her head containing bread and vegetables. She roamed in the jungles
koos (about 3 miles) after koss, trampling over bushes and shrubs in search of
the mad Fakir, and after hunting Him out, fell at His feet. The Fakir sat calm
and motionless in meditation, while she placed a leaf before Him, spread the
eatables, bread, vegetables etc. thereon and fed Him forcibly. Wonderful was
her faith and service. Every day she roamed at noon in the jungles and forced
Baba to the partake of lunch. Her service, Upasana or Penance, by whatever name
we call it, was never forgotten by Baba till his Maha Samadhi. Remembering
fully what service she rendered, Baba benefited her son magnificently. Both the
son and the mother had great faith in the Fakir, Who was their God. Baba often
said to them that "Fakir (Mendicacy) was the real Lordship as it was
everlasting, and the so called Lordship (riches) was transient". After
some years, Baba left off going into the woods, began to live in the village
and take His food in the Masjid. From that time Bayajabai's troubles of roaming
in the jungles ended.
Dormitory of Trio
Even blessed are the Saints in whose heart Lord Vasudeo dwells, and
fortunate, indeed, are the devotees who get the benefit of the company of such
Saints. Two such fortunate fellows, Tatya Kote Patil and Bhagat Mhalsapati,
equally shared the company of Sai Baba. Baba also loved them both equally.
These three persons slept in the Masjid with their heads towards the east, west
and north and with their feet touching one another at the centre. Stretching
their beds, they lay on them, chitchatting and gossiping about many things,
till late at midnight. If any one of them showed any signs of sleep, others
would wake him up. For instance, if Tatya began to snore, Baba at once got up
and shook him from side to side and pressed his head. If it was Mhalsapati, He
hugged him close, stroked his legs and kneaded his back. In this way for full
14 years, Tatya, leaving his parents at home, slept in the Masjid on account of
his love for Baba. How happy and never to be forgotten were those days! How to
measure that love and how to value the grace of Baba? After the passing away of
his father, Tatya took charge of the household affairs and began to sleep at
home.
Khushalehand of Rahata
Baba loved Ganpat Kote Patil of Shirdi. He equally loved Chandrabhanshet
Marwadi of Rahata. After the demise of the Shet, Baba loved his nephew
Khushalchand equally or even perhaps more, and watched his welfare, day and
night. Sometimes in a bullock cart, at other times in a tanga with intimate
friends, Baba went to Rahata. People of that village came out, with band and
music, and received Baba at the Ves or gate of the village and prostrated
before Him. Then He was taken into the village with great pomp and ceremony.
Khushalchand took Baba to his house, seated Him on a comfortable seat and gave
Him a good lunch. Then they talked freely and merrily for some time, after
which Baba returned to Shirdi, giving delight and blessing to all.
Shirdi is midway between and equidistant from Rahata on one side (south) and
Nimgaon on the other (north). Baba never went beyond these places during His
life time. He never saw any railway train nor travelled by it. Still, He knew
exactly the timing of arrival and departure of all trains. Devotees who acted
according to Baba's instructions (re : their departure)which were given by him
at the time of taking His leave fared well, while those who disregarded them
suffered many a mishap and accident. More about this and other matters will be
told in the next Chapter.
Bow to Shri Sai-- Peace to be all
NOTE: An incident, given in the footnote at the end of this Chapter, showing
Baba's love for Khusalchand how He asked one afternoon Kakasaheb Dixit to go to
Rahata and fetch Khushalchand to Him, and at the same time appeared before
Khushalchand in his noon-nap dream asking him to come to Shirdi, is not given
here as it is described in the body of the book (Sai-Charita) later on (Chapter
30).
Chapter IX
Effect of compliance and Non-compliance with
Baba's Orders at the Time of Taking Leave - A few Instances - Mendicancy and
Its Necessity - Devotees' (Tarkhad family's) Experiences - Baba fed sumptuously
- How?
At the end of the last chapter, it was barely stated that the Bhaktas, who
obeyed Baba's orders at the time of taking leave, fared well and those, who
disobeyed them, suffered many a mishap. This statement will be amplified and
illustrated, with a few striking instances; and by other matters dealt with in
this Chapter.
Characteristic of Shirdi - Pilgrimage
One special
peculiarity of Shirdi-pilgrimage was this, that none could leave Shirdi,
without Baba's permission; and if he did, he invited untold sufferings, but if
any one was asked to quit Shirdi, he could stay there no longer. Baba gave
certain suggestions or hints, when Bhaktas went to bid good-bye and take leave.
These suggestions had to be followed. If they were not followed or were
departed from, accidents were sure to befall them, who acted contrary to Baba's
directions. We give below a few instances.
Tatya Kote Patil
Tatya Kote
was once going in a tanga to Kopargaon bazar. He came in haste to the Masjid,
saluted Baba, and said that he would go to Kopargtaon bazar. Baba said,
"Don't make haste, stop a little, let go the bazar, don't go out of the
village". On seeing has anxiety to go, Baba asked him to take Shama
(Madhavrao Deshpande) at least with him. Not minding this direction, Tatya Kote
immediately drove his tanga. Of the two horses one, which cost Rs.300/- was
very active and restless. After passing Sawul well, it began to run rashly, got
a sprain in its waist and fell down. Tatya was not much hurt, but was reminded
of Mother Sai's direction. On another occasion while proceeding to Kolhar
village, he disregarded Baba's direction, and drove in a tanga, which met with
a similiar accident.
European Gentleman
One European
gentleman of Bombay once came to Shirdi, with an introductory note from
Nanasaheb Chandorkar, and with some object in view. He was comfortably
accommodated in a tent. He wanted to kneel before Baba and kiss His hand.
Therefore, he tried thrice to step into the Masjid, but Baba prevented him from
doing so. He was asked to sit in the open court-yard below and take Baba's
darshan from there. Not pleased with this reception he got, he wanted to leave
Shirdi at once and came to bid good-bye. Baba asked him to go the next day and
not to hurry. People also requested him to abide by Baba's direction. Not
listening to all this, he left Shirdi in a tanga. The horses ran at first all
right, but when Sawul well was passed, a bicycle came in front, seeing which
the horses were frightened and ran fast. The tanga was turned topsy-turvy and
the gentleman fell down and was dragged some distance. He was immediately
released; but had to go and lie in Kopargaon hospital for the treatment of the
injuries. Because of such experiences all people learnt the lesson, that those
who disobeyed Baba's instruction met with accidents in one way or the other,
and those who obeyed them were safe and happy.
The Necessity of Mendicancy
Now to return
to the question of mendicancy. A question may arise in the minds of some that
if Baba was such a great personage - God in fact, why should He have recourse
to the begging bowl, all His lifetime? This question may be considered and
replied from two standpoints. (1) Who are the fit persons, who have a right to
live by the begging-bowl? Our Shastras say that those persons, who, getting rid
of, or becoming free from the three main Desires, viz. (1) for progeny, (2) for
wealth, (3) for fame, accept Sannyas, are the fit persons to live by begging
alms. They cannot make cooking arrangements and dine at home. The duty of
feeding them rests on the shoulders of house-holders. Sai Baba was neither a
house-holder nor Vanaprastha. He was a celibate sannyasi, i.e., sannyasi from
boyhood. His firm conviction was that the universe was His home, He was the
Lord Vasudeo - the Supporter of the universe and the Imperishable Brahman. So
He had the full right to have recourse to the begging-bowl. (2) Now from the
standpoint of (1) Pancha-soon - five sins and their atonement. We all know that
in order to prepare food-stuffs and meals, the householders have to go through
five actions or processes, viz. (1) Kandani-Pounding, (2) Peshani-Grinding, (3)
Udakumbhi - Washing pots, (4) Marjani - Sweeping and cleaning, (5)
Chulli-Lighting hearths. These processes involve destruction of a lot of small
insects and creatures, and thus the householders incur a lot of sin. In order
to atone for this sin, our Shastras prescribe five kinds of sacrifices, viz.
(1) Brahma-Yajna, (2) vedadhyayan - offerings to Brahman or the study of the
Vedas. (3) Pitra-Yajna-offerings to the ancestors, 4)Deva-Yajna - offerings to
the Gods, (5) Bhoota-Yajna-offerings to the beings, (6)
Manushya-Atithi-Yajna-offerings to men or uninvited guests. If these
sacrifices, enjoined by the Shastras are duly performed, the purification of
their minds is effected and this helps them to get knowledge and
self-realization. Baba, in going from house to house, reminded the inmates of
their sacred duty, and fortunate were the people, who got the lesson at their
homes from Baba.
Devotee's Experiences
Now to
return to the other more interesting subject. Lord Krishna has said in the
Bhagawadgeeta (9-26) "Whosoever devoutly offers to me a leaf, a flower, or
a fruit or water, of that pure-hearted man, I accept that pious offering."
In the case of Sai Baba, if a devotee really longed to offer anything to Sai
Baba, and if he afterwards forgot to offer the same, Baba reminded him, or his
friend about the offering, and made him present it to Him, and then accepted it
and blessed the devotee. A few instances are given below.
Tarkhad Family (father and son)
Mr.
Ramachandra Atmaran alias Babasaheb Tarkhad, formerly a Prarthana-Samajist, was
a staunch devotee of Sai Baba. His wife and son loved Baba equally or perhaps
more. It was once proposed that Master Tarkhad should go with his mother to
Shirdi and spend his May vacation there, but the son was unwilling to go, as he
thought that in case he left his home at Bandra, the worship of Sai Baba in the
house would not be properly attended to, as his father being a Prarthana
Samajist, would not care to worship Sai Baba's enlarged portrait. However, on
his father's giving an assurance of oath, that he would perform the worship
exactly as the son was doing, the mother and the son left for Shirdi on one
Friday night.
Next day (Saturday) Mr. Tarkhad got up early, took his bath and before
proceeding with the Puja, prostrated himself before the Shrine and said -
"Baba, I am going to perform the Puja exactly as my son has been doing,
but please let it not be a formal drill." After he performed the Puja, he
offered a few pieces of lump-sugar as naivedya (offering), which were
distributed at the time of the lunch.
That evening and on Sunday, everything went on well. The following Monday
was a working day and it also passed well. Mr. Tarkhad, who had never performed
Puja like this in all his life, felt great confidence within himself, that
every thing was passing on quite satisfactorily according to the promise given
to his son. On Tuesday, he performed the morning Puja as usual and left for his
work. Coming home at noon, he found that there was no Prasad (sugar) to partake
of, when the meal was served. He asked the servant - cook, who told him that
there was no offering made that morning, and that he had completely forgotten
then to perform that part of the Puja (offering naivedya). After hearing that
he left his seat and prostrated himself before the Shrine, expressed his
regret, at the same time chiding Baba for the want of guidance in making the
whole affair a matter of mere drill. Then he wrote a letter to his son stating
the facts and requested him to lay it before Baba's feet and ask His pardon for
his neglect.
This happened in Bandra at Tuesday noon.
At about the same time, when the noon Arati was just about to commence in
Shirdi, Baba said to Mrs. Tarkhad, "Mother, I had been to your house in
Bandra, with a view to having something to eat. I found the door locked. I
somehow got an entrance inside and found to My regret, that Bhau (Mr. Tarkhad)
had left nothing for Me to eat. so I have returned from there without eating
anything."
The lady could not understand anything; but the son, who was close by, understood
that there was something wrong with the Puja in Bandra and he, therefore,
requested Baba to permit him to go home. Baba refused the permission, but
allowed him to perform Puja there. Then, the son wrote a letter to his father,
stating all that took place at Shirdi and implored his father not to neglect
the Puja at home.
Both these letters crossed each other and were delivered to the respective
parties the next day.
Is this not astonishing?
Mrs. Tarkhad
Let us now
take up the case of Mrs. Tarkhad herself. She offered three things, viz. (1)
Bharit (roasted brinjal egg plant mixed curds and spice). (2) Kacharya
(circular pieces of brinjal fried in ghee), (3) Peda (sweetmeat ball). Let us
see how Baba accepted them.
Once Mr. Raghuvir Bhaskar Purandare of Bandra, a great devotee of Baba
started for Shirdi with his family. Mrs Tarkhad went to Mrs. Purandare, and
gave her two brinjals and requested her to prepare Bharit of one bringal and
Kacharya of the other, when she went to Shirdi and serve Baba with them. After
reaching Shirdi, Mrs. Purandare went with her dish of Bharit to the Masjid when
Baba was just about to start his meals. Baba found the Bharit very tasty. So He
distributed it to all and said that He wanted Kacharyas now. A word was sent to
Radha Krishna-Mai, that Baba wanted Kacharyas. She was in a fix, as that was no
season of brinjals. How to get brinjals was the question? When an enquiry was
made as to who brought the Bharit, it was found that Mrs. Purandare was also
entrusted with the duty of serving Kacharyas. Everybody then came to know the
significance of Baba's enquiry regarding Kacharyas, and was wonderstruck at
Baba's all-pervasive knowledge.
In December 1915 A.D., one Govind Balaram Mankar wanted to go to Shirdi to
perfrom the obsequies of his father. Before he left, he came to see Mr.
Tarkhad. Then Mrs. Tarkhad wanted to send something with him to Baba. She
searched the whole house but found nothing, except a Peda, which had already
been offered as naivedya. Mr. Mankar was in mourning. Still out of great
devotion to Baba, she sent the Peda with him, hoping that Baba would accept and
eat it. Govind went to Shirdi and saw Baba, but forgot to take the Peda with
him. Baba simply waited. When again he went to Baba in the afternoon, he went
empty-handed without the Peda. Baba could wait no longer and, therefore, asked
him straight, "What did you bring for me?" "Nothing" was
the reply. Baba asked him again. The same reply came forth again. Then Baba
asked him the leading question, "Did not the mother (Mrs. Tarkhad) give
some sweetmeat to you for Me at the time of your starting?" The boy then
remembered the whole thing. He felt abashed, asked Baba's pardon, ran to his
lodging, brought the Peda and gave it to Baba. As soon as Baba got it in His hand.
He put it into His mouth and gulped it down. Thus the devotion of Mrs. Tarkhad
was recognized and accepted. "As men believe in Me, so do I accept
them" (Gita, 4-11) was proved in this case.
Baba Fed Sumptuously, -- How?
Once, Mrs.
Tarkhad was staying in a certain house in Shirdi. At noon, meals were ready and
dishes were being served, when a hungry dog turned up there and began to cry,
Mrs. Tarkhad got up at once and threw a piece of bread, which the dog gulped
with great relish. In the afternoon, when she went to the Masjid and sat at
some distance, Sai Baba said to her, "Mother, you have fed Me sumptuously
up to my throat, My afflicted pranas (life-forces) have been satisfied. always
act like this, and this will stand you in good stead. Sitting in this Masjid I
shall never, never speak untruth. Take pity on Me like this. First give bread
to the hungry, and then eat yourself. Note this well." She could not at
first understand the meaning of what Baba said. So she replied -- "Baba,
how could I feed You? I am myself dependent on others and take my food from
them on payment." Then Baba replied -- "Eating that lovely bread I am
heartily contended and I am still belching. The dog which you saw before meals
and to which you gave the piece of bread is, one with Me, so also other
creatures (cats, pigs, flies, cows etc.) are one with Me. I am roaming in their
forms. He, who sees Me in all these creatures is My beloved. So abandon the
sense of duality and distinction, and serve Me, as you did today." Drinking
these nectar-like words, she was moved, her eyes were filled with tears, her
throat was choked and her joy knew no bounds.
Moral
"See
God in all beings" is the moral of this chapter. The Upanishads, the Geeta
and the Bhagwat, all exhort us to perceive God or Divinity in all the
creatures. By the instance given at the end of this Chapter and others too
numerous to mention. Sai Baba has practically demonstrated to us how to put the
Upanishadic teachings into practice. In this way Sai Baba stands as the best Exponent
or Teacher of the Upanishadic doctrines.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter X
Sai Baba's
Mode of Life - His Sleeping - board - His Stay in Shirdi - His Teachings - His
Humility - The Easiest Path.
Remember Him (Sai Baba) always with love, for He was engrossed in doing good
to all, and always abided in His Self. To remember Him only is to solve the
riddle of life and death. This is the best and easiest of Sadhanas, as it
involves no expenditure. A little exertion here brings great rewards. So as
long as our senses are sound, we should, minute my minute, practice this
Sadhana. All other Gods are illusory ; Guru is the only God. If we believe in
Sad-guru's holy feet, he can change our fortune for the better. If we serve Him
nicely, we get rid of our Samsar. We need not study any philosophy like the
Nyaya and the Mimansa. If we make Him our Helmsman, we can easily cross over
the sea of all our pains and sorrows. As we trust the helmsman in crossing
rivers and seas, so we have to trust our Sadguru in getting over the ocean of
worldly existence. The Sadguru looks to the intense feeling and devotion of his
devotees, endows them with knowledge and eternal bliss.
In the last chapter, Baba's mendicancy, and devotees' experiences and other
subjects are dealt with. Let the readers now hear, where and how Baba lived,
how He slept, and how He taught etc.
Baba's Wonderful Bed-Stead
Let us first
see where and how Baba slept, Mr. Nanasaheb Dengale brought, for Sai Baba, a
wooden plank, amount 4 cubits in length and only a span in breath, for sleeping
upon. Instead of keeping the plank on the floor and then sleeping on it, Baba
tied it like a swing to the rafters of the Masjid with old shreds or rags and
commenced to sleep upon it. The rags were so thin and worn out that it was a
problem how they could bear or support even weight of the plank itself, let
alone the weight of Baba. But somehow or other-it was Baba's sheer Leela that
the worn out rags did sustain the plank, with the weight of Baba on it. On the
four corners of this plank, Baba lighted panatis (earthen lamps), one at each
corner, and kept them burning the whole night. It was a sight for the Gods to
see Baba sitting or sleeping on this plank! It was a wonder to all, how Baba
got up and down the plank. Out of curiosity, many careful observers kept
watching the process of mounting and dismounting, but none succeeded. As crowds
began to swell so to detect this wonderful feat, Baba one day broke the plank
into pieces and threw it away. Baba had all the eight Siddhis (powers) at His
command. He never practiced nor craved for them. They came to Him naturally, as
a result of His perfection.
Sagun Manifestation of Brahman
Though Sai
Baba looked like a man, three cubits and a half in length, still He dwelt in
the hearts of all. Inwardly, he was unattached and indifferent, but outwardly,
He longed for public welfare. Inwardly most disinterested, He looked outwardly
full of desires, for the sake of His devotees. Inwardly an abode of peace, he
looked outwardly restless. Inwardly He had the state of Brahman, outwardly He
acted like a devil. Inwardly He had the state of Brahman, outwardly he acted
like a devil. Inwardly He loved Adwaita (union or monism), outwardly He got
entangled with the world. Sometimes He looked on all with affection, and at
times He threw stones at them; sometimes He scolded them, while at times He
embraced them and was calm, composed, tolerant and well-balanced. He always
abided and was engrossed in the Self and was well-disposed towards His Bhaktas.
He always sat on one Asan and never travelled. His 'band' was a small stick,
which He always carried in His hand. He was calm, being thought-free. He never
cared for wealth and fame and lived on begging. Such a life He led. He always
uttered 'Allah Malik' (God the real owner). Entire and unbroken was His love
for the Bhaktas. He was the mine or store-house for self-knowledge and full of
Divine Bliss. Such was the Divine Form of Sai Baba, boundless, endless and
undifferentiated. One principle which envelopes the whole universe, (from a
stone pillar to Brahma) incarnated in Sai Baba. The really meritorious and
fortunate people got this treasure-trove in their hands, while those people who
not knowing the real worth of Sai Baba took or take Him to be a man, a mere
human being, were and are indeed miserable.
His Stay in Shirdi and Probable
Birth-date
None knew or
knows the parents and exact birth-date of Sai Baba; but it can be approximately
determined by His stay in Shirdi. Baba first came to Shirdi, when he was a
young lad of sixteen and stayed there for three years. Then all of a sudden He
disappeared for some time. After some time, He reappeared in the Nizam state
near Aurangabad, and again came to Shirdi with the marriage-party of Chand
Patil, when He was twenty years old. Since then, He stayed in Shirdi
continuously for a period of sixty years, after which Baba took His
Maha-Samadhi in the year 1918. From this we can say that the year of Baba's
birth is approximately 1838 A.D.
Baba's Mission and Advice
Saint
Ramadas (1608-1681) flourished in the 17th century, and fulfilled to a great
extent his mission of protecting cows and Brahmins against the Yavanas
(Mahomedans), but within two centuries after him, the split between the two
communities -- Hindus and Mahomedans widened again, and Sai Baba came to bridge
the gulf. His constant advice to all was to this effect. "Rama (the God of
the Hindus) and Rahim (the God of the Mahomedans) were one and the same; there
was not the slightest difference between them; then why should their devotees
and quarrel among themselves? You ignorant folk, children, join hands and bring
both the communities together, act sanely and thus you will gain your object of
national unity. It is not good to dispute and argue. So don't argue, don't
emulate others. Always consider your interest and welfare. The Lord will
protect you. Yoga, sacrifice, penance, and knowledge are the means to attain
God. If you do not succeed in this by any means, vain is your birth. If any one
does any evil unto you, to do not retaliate. If you can do anything, do some
good unto other." This in short was Sai Baba's advice to all; and this
will stand in good stead both in material and spiritual matters.
Sai Baba as Sadguru
There are
Gurus and Gurus. There are many so-called Gurus, who go about from house to
house with cymbals and veena in their hands, and make a show of their
spirtituality. They blow mantras into the ears of their disciples and extract
money from them. They profess to teach piety and religion to their disciples,
but are themselves impious and irreligious. Sai Baba never thought of making
the least show of His worth (piety). Body-consciousness, He had none, but He
had great love for the disciples. There are two kinds of Gurus (1) 'Niyat'
(appointed or fixed) and (2) 'Aniyat' unappointed or general). The latter by
their advice develop the good qualities in us, purify our hearts and set us on
the path of salvation; but contact with the former, dispels our quality (sense
of difference); and estalishes us in Unity by making us realize "Thou art
that". There are various Gurus imparting to us various kinds of wordly
knowledge, but he, who fixes us in our Nature (Self) and carries us beyond the
ocean of worldly existence, is the Sadguru. Sai Baba was such a Sadguru. His
greatness is undescribable. If anybody went to take His darshana, he, without
being asked, would give every detail of his past, present and future life. He
saw Divinity in all beings. Friends and foes were alike to Him. Disinterested
and equal-balanced, He obliged the evil-doers. He was the same in prosperity
and adversity. No doubt, ever touched Him. Though He possessed the human body,
He was not in the least attached to His body or house. Though He looked
embodied, He was really disembodied, i.e., free in this every life.
Blessed are the people of Shirdi, who worshipped Sai as their God. While
eating, drinking, working in their backyards and fields and doing various
household works, they always remembered Sai and sang His glory. They knew no
other God except Sai. What to speak of the love, the sweetness of the love, of
the women of Shirdi! They were quite ignorant, but their pure love inspired
them to compose poems or songs in their simple rural language. Letters or
learning they had none, still one can discern real poetry in their simple
songs. It is not intelligence, but love, that inspires real poetry as such.
Real poetry is the manifestation of true love; and this can be seen and
appreciated by intelligent listeners. Collection of these folk songs is
desirable and Baba willing, some fortunate devotee may undertake the task of
collecting and publishing these folk-songs, either in the Sai Leela magazine or
separately in a book-form.
Baba's Humility
Lord or
Bhagwan is said to have six qualities, viz. (1) Fame, (2) Wealth, (3)
Non-attachment, (4) Knowledge, (5) Grandeur, and (6) Generosity. Baba had all
these in Him. He incarnated in flesh for the sake of the Bhaktas. Wonderful was
His grace and kindness! He drew the devotees to Him, or how else one could have
known Him! For the sake of His Bhaktas Baba spoke such words, as the Goddness
of Speech dare not utter. Here is a specimen. Baba spoke very humbly as
follows:- "Slave of slaves I am your debtor, I am satisfied at your darshan.
It is a great favour that I saw your feet. I am an insect in your excreta. I
consider Myself blessed thereby". What humility is this? If anybody would
think that by publishing this, any disrespect is shown to Sai, we beg His
pardon and to atone for this we sing and chant Baba's name.
Though Baba seemed outwardly to enjoy sense-objects, he had not the least
flavour in them, nor even the consciousness of enjoying them. Though He ate, he
had no taste and though He saw, He never felt any interest in what He saw.
Regarding passion, He was as perfect a celibate as Hanuman. He was not attached
to anything. He was pure consciousness, the resting place of desire, anger, and
other feelings. In short, He was disinterested, free and perfect. A striking
instance may be citied in illustration of this statement.
Nanavalli
There was in
Shirdi, a very quaint and queer fellow, by name Nanavalli. He looked to Baba's
work and affairs. He once approached Baba who was seated on His Gadi (seat) and
asked Him to get up, as he wanted to occupy the same. Baba at once got up and
left the seat, which he occupied. After sitting there awhile Nanavalli got up,
and asked Baba to take His seat. Then Baba sat on the seat and Nanavalli fell
at His feet, and then went away. Baba did not show the slightest displeasure in
being dictated to and ousted.
This Nanavalli loved Baba so much that he breathed his last, on the thirteenth
day of Baba's taking Maha-Samadhi.
The Easiest Path
Hearing the stories of the Saints and Being in their Company:
Though Sai Baba acted outwardly like an ordinary man, His actions showed
extraordinary intelligence and skill. Whatever He did, was done for the good of
His devotees. He never prescribed any asan, regulation of breathing or any
rites to His Bhaktas, nor did He blow any mantra into their ears. He told them
to leave off all cleverness and always remember "Sai"
"Sai". "If you did that" He said, "all your shackles
would be removed and you would be free". Sitting between five fires,
sacrifices, chantings, eight-fold Yoga are possible for the Brahmins only. They
are of no use to the other classes. The function of the mind is to think, it
cannot remain for a minute without thinking. If you give it a Sense-object, it
will think about it. If you give it to a Guru, it will think about Guru. You
have heard most attentively the greatness, grandeur of Sai. This is the natural
remembrance, worship and Kirtan of Sai. Hearing the stories of the Saints is
not so difficult, as the other Sadhanas mentioned above. They (stories) remove
all fear of this Samsar (worldly existence), and take you on to the spiritual
path. So listen to these stories, meditate on them, and assimilate them. If
this is done, not only the Brahmins, but women and lower clases will get pure
and holy. You may do or attend to your worldy duties, but give your mind to Sai
and His stories, and then, He is sure to bless you. This is the easiest path,
but why do not all take to it? The reason is that without God's grace, we do
not get the desire to listen to the stories of Saints. With God's grace
everything is smooth and easy. Hearing the stories of the Saints is, in a way,
keeping their company. The importance of the company of Saints is very great.
It removes our body-consciousness and egoism, destroys completely the chain of
our birth and death, cuts asunder all the knots of the heart, and takes us to
God, Who is pure Consciousness. It certainly increases our non-attachment to
sense-objects, and makes us quite indifferent to pleasures and pains, and leads
us on the spiritual path. If you have no other Sadhana, such as uttering God's
name, worship or devotion etc., but if you take refuge in them (Saints)
whole-heartedly, they will carry you off safety across the ocean of wordly
existence. It is for this reason that the Saint manifest themselves in this
world. even sacred rivers such as the Ganges, Godavari, Krishna and Kaveri
etc., which wash away the sins of the world, desire that the Saints should come
to them, for a bath and purify them. Such is the grandeur of the Saints. It is
on account of the store of merit in past births that we have attained the feet
of Sai Baba.
We conclude this chapter with meditation on Sai's Form. He, the beautiful
and handsome Sai, standing on the edge of the Masjid and distributing Udi to
each and every Bhakta, with a view to his welfare. He who thinks the world as
naught and Who is ever engrossed in Supreme Bliss -- before Him -- we humbly
prostrate ourselves.
Bow to Shri Sai -- Peace be to all
Chapter XI
Sai, as
Sagun Brahman -- Dr. Pandit's Worship -- Haji Sidik Falke --Control over the
Elements
Let us now,
in this Chapter, describe the manifested (Sagun) Brahman Sai. How He was
worshipped and how He controlled the elements.
Sai as Sagun Brahman
There are
two aspects of God or Brahman : (1) the Unmanifested (Nirgun) and (2) the
Manifested (Sagun). The Nirgun is formless, while the Sagun is with form,
though both denote the same Brahman. Some prefer to worship the former, some
the latter. As stated in the Gita (chapter XII) the worship of the latter is
easy and preferable. As man has got a form (body, senses, etc.), it is natural
and easy for him to worship the God with form. Our love and devotion do not
develop unless we worship Sagun Brahman for a certain period of time, and as we
advance; it leads us to the worship (meditation) of Nirgun Brahman. So let us
start with Sagun worship. Image, altar, fire, light, sun, water, Brahman are
the seven objects of worship, but Sadguru is better than all these. Let us, on
this occasion, bring to our mind the form of Sai, Who was non-attachment
Incarnate, and Who was a resting-place for His whole-hearted devotees. Our
faith in His words is the seat of Asan; and our Sankalpa (determination to
start and finish the Puja) is the abandonment of all our desires. Some say that
Sai was a Bhagwad-bhakta (devotee of the Lord), others say He was a
Maha-Bhagwat (a great devotee), but to us He is God Incarnate. He was extremely
forgiving, never irritable, straight, soft, tolerant and content beyond comparison.
Though He looked embodied (as having the form), He was really dis-embodied,
emotionless, unattached and internally free. The Ganges on its way to the sea,
cools and refreshes the creatures affected with heat, gives life to the crops
and trees, and quenches the thirst of many. Similarly Saints (Souls) like Sai,
while they live their own life, give solace and comfort to all. Lord Krishna
has said that 'the Saint is My soul, My living image, I am He or He is My pure
form (Being).' This in-describable Shakti or Power of God, known as Pure
Existence, Knowledge and Bliss, incarnated in the form of Sai in Shirdi. The
Shruti (Taitiriya Upanishad) describes Brahman as Bliss. This we read or hear
daily in the books, but the devout people experienced this Brahman or Bliss in
Shirdi. Baba, the support of all, required no prop or support (Asan) from
anybody. He always used a piece of sack-cloth for His seat, which was covered
with a small beautiful bed by His bhaktas and has a bolster placed by them, as
a rest to His back. Baba respected the feelings of His devotees and allowed
them to worship Him as they liked. Some waved Chamara or fans before Him, some
played on musical instruments, some washed His hands and Feet, some others
applied scent and chandan, some gave betel nut with leaves and other things,
and some others offered naivedya. Though He looked like living in Shirdi, He
was present everywhere. This all-pervasiveness of His way daily experienced by
His devotees. Our humble prostration to this all-pervasive Sadguru.
Dr. Pandit's Worship
One Dr.
Pandit, a friend of Tatyasaheb Noolkar, once came to Shirdi for Baba's
darshana. After saluting Baba, he stayed in the Masjid for some time. Baba
asked him to go to Dadabhat Kelkar. He went to Dadabhat, by whom he was well
received. Then Dababhat left his house for Puja and Dr. Pandit accompanied him.
Dadabhat worshipped Baba. Nobody until then dared to apply sandal paste to
Baba's forehead. Only Mhalsapati used to apply it to His throat. But this
simple-hearted devout, Dr. Pandit, took Dabadhat's dish containing
Puja-materials and taking sandal-paste out of it, drew a Tripundra, i.e. there
horizontal lines on Baba's forehead. To the surprise of all, Baba kept silent
without uttering a single word. Then Dababhat that evening asked Baba,
"How is it, that though You object to the sandal-paste being applied by
others to Your forehead, but You allowed Dr. Pandit to do so now?" Baba
replied that Dr. Pandit believed Him to be the same as his Guru, Raghunath Maharaja
of Dhopeshwar, known as Kaka Puranik, and he applied the paste to His forehead,
as he was doing to his Guru. Hence He could not object. On enquiry, Dr. Pandit
told Dadabhat that he took Baba as his Guru Kaka Puranik, and hence he marked
the Tripundra on Baba's forehead, as he did on his Guru's head.
Though Baba allowed the devotees to worship Him as they pleased, still
sometimes, He acted in a strange way. Sometimes, He threw away the Puja-dish
and was wrath Incarnate, then who could approach Him? Sometimes, He scolded the
devotees, at times, He looked softer than wax, a statue of peace and
forgiveness. Though He seemed to shake with anger and His red eyes rolled round
and round, still, He was internally a stream of affection and motherly love.
Immediately, He called out His devotees and said, that He ever angry with His
devotees; that if mothers kicked their children and if the sea turned back the
rivers, He would neglect the devotees' welfare: that He, the slave of His
devotees, always stood by them, and responded to them, whenever they called
upon Him, and that He always longed for their love.
Haji Sidik Falke
There was no
knowing, when Baba would accept a devotee. That depended on His sweet will.
Sidik Falke's story is to the point. One Mahomedan gentleman by name Sidik
Falke of Kalyan, after making a pilgrimage to Mecca and Madina, came to Shirdi.
He lived in a Chavadi, facing north, and sat in the open court-yard of the
Masjid. For nine months, Baba ignored him, and did not allow him to step into
the Masjid. Falke felt much disconsolate, and did not know what to do. Somebody
advised him not to be disappointed; but to try to approach Baba through Shama
(Madhavarao Deshpande), a close and intimate devotee of Baba. He told him that
as they approach the God Shiva through his servant and devotee, Nandi, so Baba
should be approached through Shama. Falke liked the idea and implored Shama to
intercede for him. Shama agreed and on a convenient occasion spoke to Baba
about him thus:- "Baba, why don't You allow the old Haji to step into the
Masjid, while so many persons freely come and go, after taking Your darshan;
why not bless him once?" Baba replied "Shama, you are too young to
understand things. If the Fakir (Allah) does not allow, what can I do? Without
His grace, who will climb into the masjid? Well, go to him and ask him whether
he will come to the narrow footpath near the Barvi well." Shama went and
returned with an affirmative answer. Again Baba said to Shama,"Ask him
whether he is willing to pay me the sum of Rs. 40,000/- in four
instalments." Shama went and returned with the answer that he was willing
to pay even 40 lacs. Again Baba said to Shama- "We are going to butcher a
goat in the Masjid, so ask him, whether he would like to have mutton, haunch or
testicles of the goat." Shama returned with the answer that the Haji would
be happy to receive a small crumb from Baba's kolamba (mudpot). Hearing this
Baba got excited and with His hands threw away the earthen jars and kolamba and
straightway advanced to the Haji and lifting His Kafni up with His hands said -
"Why do you brag and fancy yourself great and pose yourself as an old
Haji? Do you read Koran like this? You are proud of your pilgrimage to Macca,
but you do not know Me." Being thus scolded, the Haji was confounded. Baba
then went back to the Masjid, purchased a few baskets of mangoes and sent them
to the Haji. Then again Baba went to the Haji and taking out Rs.55/- from His
pocket, gave them to the Haji. From that time, Baba loved the Haji, invited him
for meals and the Haji, thereafter, came into the Masjid whenever he liked.
Baba gave him at times some rupees, and thus the Haji was enlisted in Baba's
Darbar.
Baba's Control over the Elements
We shall
close this Chapter after describing two incidents showing Baba's control over
the elements. (1) Once at evening time, there was a terrible storm at Shirdi.
The sky was overcast with thick black clouds. The winds began to blow forcibly;
the clouds roared and the lighting began to flash, and the rains began to descend
in torrents. In a short time, the whole place was flooded with water, All the
creatures, birds, beasts and men got terribly frightened; and they all flocked
to the Masjid for shelter. There are many local deities in Shirdi, but none of
them came to their help. So they all prayed to Baba - their God, Who was fond
of their devotion, to intercede and quell the storm. Baba was much moved. He
came out and standing at the edge of the Masjid, addressed the storm in a loud
and thunderous voice - "Stop, stop your fury and the calm." In a few
minutes the rains subsided, the winds ceased to blow, and the storm came to a
stop. Then the moon rose in the sky, and the people then went back home
well-pleased, (2) On another occasion at noon the fire in the Dhuni began to
burn brightly, its flames were seen to be reaching the rafters above. The
people who were sitting in the Masjid did not know what to do. They dared not
to ask Baba to pour water or do anything to quench the flames. But Baba soon
came to realize, what was happening. He took up His Satka (short stick) and
dashed it against a pillar in front, saying - "Get down, Be calm." At
each stroke of the Satka, the flames began to lower and slow down; and in a few
minutes the Dhuni became calm and normal.
This is our Sai, an Incarnation of God. He will bless any man who will
prostrate and surrender himself to Him. He, who will read the stories of this
Chapter daily with faith and devotion, will soon be free from all calamities;
not only this, but always attached and devoted to Sai, he will get very soon
God-vision: all his desires will be fulfilled and being ultimately desireless,
he will attain the Supreme. Amen!
Bow to Shri Sai -- Peace be to all
Chapter XII
Sai Leelas -
Experience of (1) Kaka Mahajani - (2) Dhumal Pleader - (3) Mrs. Nimonkar - (4)
Moolay Shastri - (5) A Doctor
Now let us see in this Chapter how devotees were received and treated by
Baba.
Saints' Mission
We have seen
before, that the purpose or object of Divine Incarnation is to protect the good
and destory the wicked. But the mission of the Saints is quite different. To
them the good and the wicked are the same. First they feel for the evil-doers
and set them on the right path. They are like the Agasti to destroy the
Bhava-sagar (the ocean of wordly existence) or like the Sun to the darkness of
ignorance. The Lord (God) dwells in the Saints. In fact they are not different
from Him. Our Sai is One of these, Who incarnated for the welfare of the
devotees, Supreme in knowledge and surrounded with divine lustre, He loved all
beings equally. He was unattached. Foes and friends, kings and paupers, were
the same to Him. Hear His powers. For the sake of devotees, He spent His stock
of merits and was ever alert to help them. But the devotees could never
approach HIm, unless He meant to receive them. If their turn did not come, Baba
did not remember them, and His Leelas could not reach their ears. Then, how
could they think of seeing Him? some men desired to see Sai Baba's but they did
not get any opportunity of taking His darshan, till His Mahasamadhi. There are
many such persons, whose desire for Baba's darshan was not thus satisfied. If
these persons, believing in Him, listen to His Leelas, their quest for milk
(darshan) will be, to a great extent, satisfied by the butter-milk (Leelas). If
some persons went there by sheer luck and took Baba's darshan, were they able
to stay there longer? No. Nobody could go there of his own accord, and nobody
culd stay there long even if he so wished. They could stay there, so long as
Baba permitted them to stay, and had to leave the place when asked to do so by
Baba; so everything depended of Baba's will.
Kala Mahajani
Once, Kaka
Mahajani went to Shirdi from Bombay. He wanted to stay there for one week, and
enjoy the Gokul-Ashtami festival. As soon as he took Baba's darshan, Baba asked
him - "When are you returning home?" He was rather surprised at this
question, but he had to given an answer. He said that he would go home when
Baba ordered him to do so. Then Baba said - "Go to-morrow". Baba's
word was law and had to be obeyed. Kaka Mahajani, therefore, left Shirdi,
immediately. When he went to his office in Bombay, he found that his employer
was anxiously waiting for him. His munim, i.e., the manager, suddenly fell ill,
hence Kaka's presence was absolutely necessary. He had sent a letter to Kaka at
Shirdi, which was redirected to him at Bombay.
Bhausaheb Dhumal
Now listen
to an opposite story. Once Bhausaheb Dhumal, a pleader, was going to Niphad for
a case. On the way he came to Shirdi, took Baba's darshan and wanted to proceed
to Niphad immediately. But, Baba did not premit him to do so. He made him stay
at Shirdi, for a week or more. In the meanwhile, the magistrate at Niphad
suffered intensely from pain in his abdomen, and the case was adjourned. Mr.
Dhumal was then allowed to go and attend to his case. It went on for some
months and was tried by four magistrates. Ultimately Mr. Dhumal won the case,
and his client was acquitted.
Mrs. Nimonkar
Mr.
Nanasaheb Nimonkar, Watandar of Nomon and Honorary Magistrate, was staying at
Shirdi with his wife. Mr. and Mrs. Nimonkar were spending most of their time in
the Masjid with Baba and serving Him. It so happened, that their son fell ill
at Belapur and the mother decided, with Baba's consent, to go to Belapur, and
see her son and other relatives; and stay there for a few days, but Mr.
Nanasaheb asked her to return the next day. The lady was in a fix and did not
know what to do; but her God Sai came to her help. While leaving Shirdi she
went to Baba, who was standing in front of Sathe's wada with Mr. Nanasaheb and
others, and prostrated at His Feet and asked His permission to go. Baba said to
her, "Go, go quickly, be calm and unperturbed. Stay comfortably at Belapur
for four days. See all your relatives and then return to Shirdi." How
opportune were Baba's words! Mr. Nanasaheb's proposal was overruled by Baba's
decree.
Moolay Shastri of Nasik
An orthodox
Agnihotri Brahmin of Nasik, by name moolay Shastri, who had studied the six
Shastras and was well-versed in astrology and palmistry, once came to Shirdi to
see Mr. Bapusaheb Booty, the famous millionarire of Nagpur. After seeing him,
he and others went to see Baba in the Masjid. Baba bought various fruits and
other things from vendors with His own money, and distributed them to the
persons present in the Masjid. Baba used to press the mango on all sides so
skilfully that when any person received it from Baba and sucked it, he got all
the pulp at once in his mouth and could throw away the stone and the skin
forthwith. Plantains were peeled off by Baba and the kernel was distributed to
the devotees, while the skins were retained by Baba for Himself. Moolay
Shastri, as a palmist, wanted to examine Baba's hand or plam and requested Him
to extend the same. Baba ignored his request and gave four plantains to him.
Then, they all returned to the Wada and Moolay Shastri bathed, wore sacred
clothes, and started his routine duties, viz. Agnihotra etc. Then Baba as usual
started for Lendi and said - "Take some Geru (i.e. a red miry substance,
to dye clothes in saffron-colour), we shall today don saffron-coloured cloth.
None understood what Baba meant. Then after some time when Baba returned, and
preparations for the noon-Arati were being made. Bapusaheb Jog asked Moolay
Shastri, whether he would accompany him for the Arti. He replied that he would
see Baba in the afternoon. Very soon Baba sat on his seat, was worshipped by
the devotees and Arti commenced. Then Baba said - "Get some Dakshina from
the new (Nasik) Brahmin." Booty himself went to get the Dakshina; and when
he gave Baba's message to Moolay Shastri, he was sorely perplexed. He thought
in his mind thus: "I am a pure Agnihotri Brahmin, why should I pay
Dakshina? Baba may be a great Saint. I am not His dependent." But as a
great Saint like Sai Baba was asking for Dakshina through a millionaire like
Booty, he could not refuse. So leaving his routine unfinished, he forthwith
started with Booty to the Masjid. Thinking himself holy and sacred, and the
Masjid otherwise, he remained at a distance, and joining his hands threw
flowers at Baba. Then lo! all of a sudden, he saw no Baba on the seat, but saw
his late Guru Gholap Swami there. He was wonder-struck. Could this be a dream?
No, it was not, as he was wide awake; but though awake, how could his late Guru
Gholap be there? He was speechless for some time. He pinched himself and
thought again, but could not reconcile the fact of his late Guru Gholap being
in the Masjid. Ultimately, leaving all doubt, he went up, fell at his Guru's
feet and then getting up stood there with folded hands. Other people sang
Baba's Arati, while Moolay Shastri chanted his Guru's name. Then casting off
all pride of caste and ideas about sacredness, he fell flat at his Guru's feet
and closed his eyes. When he got up and opened his eyes, he saw Baba asking for
Dakshina. Seeing Baba's blissful form, and His inconceivable power, Moolay
Shastri forgot himself. He was extremely pleased, his eyes were full of tears
of joy. He again saluted Baba and gave the Dakshina. He said that his doubt was
removed and that he saw his own Guru. On seeing his wonderful Leela of Baba all
the people, including Moolay Shastri, were much moved, and they realized the
meaning of Baba's words, "Bring Geru, we shall don saffron-coloured
garment." Such is the wonderful Leela of Baba.
A Doctor
Once a
Mamlatdar came to Shirdi with a doctor friend of his. The Doctor said that his
Deity was Rama and that he would not bow before a Mahomedan, and so, he was unwilling
to go to Shirdi. The Mamlatdar replied, that nobody would press him to make a
bow, nor would ask him to do so. So he should come and give the pleasure of his
company. Accordingly, they came to Shirdi, and went to the Masjid for Baba's
darshan. All were wonder-struck to see the Doctor going ahead and saluting
Baba. They asked him how he forgot his resolve and bowed before a Mussalman.
Then the Doctor replied that he saw his beloved Deity, Rama, on the seat and
he, therefore prostrated himself before Him. Then as he was saying this, he saw
Sai Baba there again. Being dismayed, he said, "Is this a dream? How could
He be a Mahomedan? He is a great Yogasampanna (full of Yoga) Avatar."
Next day, he made a vow and began to fast. He absented himself from the
Masjid, resolving not to go there, until Baba blessed him. Three days passed
and on the fourth day, a close friend of his from Khandesh, turned up, and with
him, he went to the Masjid for Baba's darshan. After the salutation, Baba asked
him, whether anybody had gone to call him, so that he had come. Hearing this
vital question, the doctor was moved. The same night he was blessed by Baba,
and he experienced the Bliss supreme, in his sleep. Then he left for his town,
where the experienced the same state of a fortnight. Thus his devotion to Sai
Baba increased manifold.
The moral of all the stories mentioned above, specially, that of Moolay
Shastri, is this that we should have firm faith in our Guru and nowhere else.
More Leelas of Sai Baba will be described in the next Chapter.
Bow to Shri Sai -- Peace be to all
Chapter XIII
More Sai Leelas - Diseases Cured - (1) bhimaji Patil - (2) Bala Shimpi - (3)
Bapusaheb Booty - (4) Alandi Swami - (5) Kaka Mahajani - (6) Dastopant of
Harda.
The Inscrutable Power of Maya
Baba's words
were always short, pithy, deep, full of meaning, efficient and well-balanced.
He was ever content and never cared for anything. He said, "Though I have
become a Fakir, have no house or wife, and though leaving off all cares, I have
stayed at one place, the inevitable Maya teases Me often. Though I forgot
Myself I cannot forget Her. She always envelops Me.This Maya (illusive power)
of the Lord (Shri Hari) teases God Brahma and others; then what to speak of a
poor Fakir like Me? Those who take refuge in the Lord wil be freed from Her
clutches with his grace".
In such terms Baba spoke about the power of Maya. Lord Shri Krishna has said
to Uddhava in the Bhagwat that the Saints are His living forms; and see what
Baba had said for the welfare of His devotees: "Those who are fortunate
and whose demerits have vanished; take to My worship. If you always say 'Sai,
Sai' I shall take you over the seven seas; believe in these words, and you will
be certainly benefited. I do not need any paraphernalia of worship - either
eight-fold or sixteen-fold. I rest there where there is full devotion".
Now read what Sai, the friend of those, who surrendered themselves to Him, did
for their welfare.
Bhimaji Patil
One Bhimaji
Patil of Narayanagaon, Taluka Junnar, Dist. Poona, suffered in the year 1909
A.D. from a severe and chronic chest-disease which ultimately developed into
Tuberculosis. He tried all sorts of pathos (remedies), but to no effect. Losing
all hopes, he ultimately prayed to God - "Oh Lord Narayana, help me
now". It is a well known fact that, when our circumstances are well off,
we do not remember God, but when calamities and adversities overtake us, we are
reminded of Him, So Bhimaji now turned to God. It occurred to him that he
should consult Mr. Nanasaheb Chandorkar, a great devotee of Baba, in this
respect. So he wrote to him a letter, giving all details of his malady, and
asking for his opinion. In reply, Mr. Nanasaheb wrote to him that there was
only one remedy left, and that was to have recourse to Baba's Feet. Relying on
Mr. Nanasaheb's advice, he made preparations for going to Shirdi. He was
brought to Shirdi and taken to the Masjid, and placed before Baba. Mr.
Nanasaheb and Shama (Madhavrao Deshpande) were then present. Baba pointed out that
the disease was due to the previous evil karma, and was not at first disposed
to interfere. But the patient cried out in despair that he was helpless, and
sought refuge in Him, as He was his last hope, and prayed for mercy. Then
Baba's heart melted an He said, "Stay, cast off your anxiety, your
sufferings have come to an end. However, oppressed and troubled one may be as
soon as he steps into the Masjid, he is on the pathway to happiness. The Fakir
here is very kind and He will cure the disease, and protect all with love and
kindness." The patient vomitted blood every five minutes, but there wa no
vomiting in the presence of Baba. From the time, Baba uttered the words of hope
and mercy, the malady took a favourable turn. Baba asked him to stay in Bhimabai's
house, which was not a convenient and healthy place, but Baba's order had to be
obeyed. While he was staying there, Baba cured him by two dreams. In the first
dream, he saw himself as a boy suffering the severe pain of a flogging, which
he received for not reciting his 'Swami-poetry' lesson before his class-master.
In the second dream, some one caused him intense pain, and torture, by rolling
a stone up and down over his chest. With the pain thus suffered in dream, his
cure was complete, and he went home. He then often came to Shirdi, gratefully
remembering what Baba did for him, and prostrated before Him. Baba also did not
expect anything from devotees, but grateful remembrance, unchanging faith and
devotion. People in the Maharashtra, always celebrate Satya-Narayana Puja in
their homes every fortnight or month. But it was this Bhimaji Patil, who
started a new Sai Satya-vrata Puja, instead of Satya-Narayana-vrata Puja, in
his house, when he returned to his village.
Bala Ganpat Shimpi
Another
devotee of Baba by name Bala Ganapat Shimpi, suffered much from a malignant
type of Malaria. he tried all sorts of medicines and decoctions, but in vain.
The fever did not abate a jot and so he ran to Shirdi and fell on Baba's Feet.
Baba gave him a strage recipe, in this case as follows:- "Give a black dog
some morsels of rice mixed with curds in front of the Laxmi temple". Bala
Shimpi did not know, how to execute this recipe; but no sonner he went home,
then he found rice and curds. After mixing them together, he brought the
mixture near the Laxmi temple, when he found the a black dog waving its tail.
He placed the curds and rice before the dog. The dog ate it and, strange to
say, Bala got rid of his Malaria.
Bapusaheb Booty
Shriman
Bapusaheb Booty suffered, once from dysentery and vomitting. His cupboard was
full of patent drugs and medicines, but none of them had any effect. Bapusaheb
got very weak, on account of purgings and vomittings and, therefore, was not
able to go to the Masjid for Baba's darshana. Baba then sent for him and made
him sit before Him and said, "Now take care, you should not purge any
more" and waving His index-finger "The vomiting must also stop".
Now look at the force of Baba's words. Both the maladies took to their heels
(disappeared) and Booty felt well.
On another occasion he had an attack of Cholera, and suffered from severe
thirst. Dr. Pillai tried all sorts of remedies but could give him no relief.
Then he went to Baba and consulted Him as what to drink that would allay his
thirst and cure the disease. Baba prescribed an infusion of almonds, walnuts,
pistachio (a kind of dry fruit), boiled in sugared milk. This would be
considered, as a fatal aggravation of the disease by any other doctor or
physician, but in implicit obedience to Baba's order, the infusion was
administered and strange to say, the disease was cured.
Alandi Swami
A Swami from
Alandi, wishing to take Baba's darshana, came to Shirdi. He suffered form a
severe pain in his ear, which prevented him from getting the sleep. He was
operated for this, but it served no purpose. The pain was severe and he did not
know what to do. While he was returning, he came to take Baba's leave, when
Shama (Madhavrao Deshpande) requested Baba to do something for the pain in the
Swami's ear. Baba comforted him saying, "Alla Accha Karega (God will do
good)." The Swami then returned to Poona, and after a week sent a letter
to Shirdi, stating that the pain in his ear had subsided though the swelling
was there, and in order to get the swelling removed, he went to Bombay for
operation, but the surgeon on examining the ear said that no operation was then
necessary. Such was the wonderful effect of Baba's words.
Kaka Mahajani
Another
devotee named Kaka Mahajani suffered once from diarrhea. In order that there
should be no break in his services to Baba, Kaka kept a tambya (pot) with water
in some corner of the Masjid and whenever there was a call, he would go out. As
Sai Baba knew everything, Kaka did not inform Him of his disease, thinking that
Baba would of His own cure it soon. The work of constructing the pavement in
front of the Masjid was permitted by Baba, but when the actual work was begun,
Baba got wild and shouted out loudly. Everybody ran away, and as Kaka was also
doing the same, Baba caught hold of him and made him sit there. In the
confusion that followed, somebody left the a small bag of groundnuts. Baba took
a handful of groundnuts, rubbed them in His hands, blew away the skins, and
gave the clean nuts to Kaka and made him eat them. Scolding and cleaning the
nuts, and making Kaka eat them, went on similtaneously. Baba Himself ate some
of them. Then, when the bag was finished, Baba asked him to fetch water as He
felt thirsty. Kaka brought a pitcher full of water. Then Baba drank some water and
made Kaka also drink it. Baba then said, "Now your diarrhea has stopped,
and you may attend to the work of the pavement." In the meanwhile other
persons, who had run away, returned and started the work; and Kaka, whose
motions had stopped, also joined them. Are groundnuts medicine for diarrhea?
According to current medical opinion, groundnuts would aggravate the disease,
and not cure it. The true medicine, in this as in other cases, was Baba's word.
Dattopant of Harda
A gentleman
from Harda by name Dattopant suffered form stomach-ache for fourteen yeas. None
of the remedies gave him any relief. Then hearing of Baba's fame, that He cures
diseases by sight he ran to Shirdi, and fell at Baba's Feet. Baba looked at him
kindly and gave him blessings. When Baba placed His hand on his head, and when
he got Baba's Udi with blessing, he felt relieved and there was no further
trouble about the malady.
Towards the end ot his Chapter three cases are cited in footnotes:
1. Madhavrao Deshpande suffered from Piles. Baba gave him decoction of
Sonamukhi (senna pods). This relieved him. Then after two years the trouble
again recurred and Mahdavrao took the same decoction without consulting Baba.
The result was that the disease aggravated but later on it was cured by Baba's
grace.
2. Kaka Mahajani's elder brother, Gangadharpant, suffered for many years
from stomach-pain. Hearing Baba's fame he came to Shirdi and requested Baba to
cure him. Baba touched his belly and said, "God will cure". From that
time there was no stomach-pain and he was completely cured.
3. Nanasaheb Chandorkar also once suffered from intense stomach-pain; he was
restless the whole day and night. Doctors administered syringes which produced
no effect. Then he approached Baba, who told him to eat Burfi (a kind of
sweetmeat) mixed with ghee. This recipe gave him complete relief.
All these stories go to show, that the real medicine that cured the various
diseases permanently was Baba's word, and grace, and not any medicines or
drugs.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XIV
Ruttonji
Wadia of Nanded - Saint Moulisaheb - Dakshina Mimansa.
In the last Chapter, we described how Baba's word and grace cured many
incurable diseases. Now, we shall describe, how Baba blessed Mr. Ruttonji Wadia
with an issue.
The life of this Saint is naturally sweet in and out. His various doings,
eating, walking and His natural sayings are also sweet. His life is Bliss
incarnate. Sai gave it out as a means of His devotee's remembrance to Him. He
gave them various stories of duty and action, which ultimately led them to true
religion. His object may be that people should live happily in this world, but
they should be ever cautious and gain the object of their life, viz.
self-realization. We get human body as a result of merits in past births and it
is worth-while that with its aid, we should attain devotion and liberation in
this life. So we should never be lazy, but always be on the alert to gain our
end and aim of life.
If you daily hear the Leelas (stories) of Sai, you will always see Him. Day
and night you will remember Him in your mind, When you assimilate Sai in this
way, your mind will lose its fickleness and if you go on in this manner, it
will finally be merged in pure Consciousness.
Ruttonji of Nanded :
Now let us
come to the main story of this Chapter. In Nanded, in the Nizam state, there
lived a Parsi mill-contractor and trader, by name Ruttonji Shapurji Wadia. He
had amassed a large amount of money and had acquired fields and lands. He had
got cattle, horses and conveyances and was very prosperous. To all outward
appearances he looked very happy and contented, but inwardly, and really he was
not so. Providential dispensation is such, that no one in this world is
completely happy and rich; Ruttonji was no exception to this. He was liberal
and charitable, gave food and clothing to the poor and helped all in various
ways. The people took him to be a good and happy man, but Ruttonji thought
himself miserable as he had no issue, male or female, for a long time. As Kirtan
(singing glories of the Lord) without love or devotion, music of singing
without rhythmical accompaniments, Brahmin without the sacred thread,
proficiency in all arts without commonsense, pilgrimage without repentance and
ornamentation without a necklace, are ugly and useless, so is the house of a
man or house-holder without a male issue. Ruttonji always brooded on this
matter and said in his mind, "Would God be ever pleased to grant me a
son?" He thus looked morose, had no relish for his food. Day and night, he
was enveloped with anxiety whether he would ever be blessed with a son. He had
a great regard for Dasganu Mahajat. He saw him and opened his heart before him.
Dasganu advised him to go to Shirdi, take Baba's darshan, fall at His Feet and
seek His blessing and pray for issue. Ruttonji liked the idea, and decided to
go to Shirdi. After some days he went to Shirdi, took Baba's darshana and fell
at His Feet. Then opening a basket, he took out a beautiful garland of flowers
and placed it around Baba's neck and offered Him a basket of fruits. With great
respect he then sat near Baba, and prayed to Him saying- "Many persons who
find themselves in difficult situations come to You, and You relieve them
immediately. Hearting this, I have sought anxiously Your Feet; please,
therefore, do not disappoint me." Sai Baba then asked him for Daksbina of
Rs. five which Ruttonji intended to give, but added, that He has already
received Rs. 3-14-0 from him, and that he should pay the balance only. Hearing
this, Ruttonji was rather puzzled. he could not make out what Baba meant. That
was the first time, he thought, that he went to Shirdi and how was it that Baba
said that He had formerly got Rs. 3-14-0 from him? He cold not solve the
riddle. But he sat at Baba's Feet and gave the balance of the Dakshina asked
for, explained to Baba fully, as to why he came and sought His help, and prayed
that Baba should bless him with a son. Baba was moved and told him not to be
worried, and that that time his bad days had ended. He then gave him Udi,
placed His hand on his head and blessed him saying that Allah (God) would
satisfy his heart's desire.
Then after taking Baba's leave, Ruttonji returned to Nanded and told Dasganu
everything that took place at Shirdi, He said that everything went on well
there, that he got Baba's darshan and blessing with Prasad, but there was one
thing which he could not understand. Baba said to him that he had got Rs.3-14-0
before. Please explain as to what Baba meant by this remark. He said to
Dasganu, "I never went to Shirdi before, and how cold I give Him the sum
to which Baba referred?" To Dasganu also, it was a puzzle, and he pondered
much over it for a long time. Some time afterwards it struck him that Ruttonji
had received some days ago a Mahomedan Saint, by name Moulisaheb, in his house
and had spent some money for his reception. This Moulisaheb was coolie-saint
wellknown to the people of Nanded. When Ruttonji decided to go the Shirdi, this
Molisaheb accidentally came to Ruttonji's house. Ruttonji knew him and loved
him. So he gave a small party in his honour. Dasganu got from Ruttonji the yadi
or memo of expenses of this reception, and everybody was wonderstruck to see,
that the expenses amounted to exactly Rs.3-14-0, nothing more, nothing less. They
all came to know, that Baba was omniscient, that thought He lived in Shirdi, He
knew what happened outside far away from Shirdi. In fact He knew the past,
present and future, and could identify Himself heart and soul with anybody. In
this particular instance how could He know the reception given to Moulisaheb,
and the amount spent therefore, unless He could identify Himself with him, and
be One with him?
Ruttonji was satisfied with this explanation and his faith in Baba was
confirmed and increased. In due time afterwards, he was blessed with a son and
his joy knew no bounds. It is said that he had in all a dozen (12) issues out
of which only four survived.
In a foot-note towards the end of this Chapter,it is stated that Baba told
Rao Bahadur Hari Vinayak Sathe, after the death of his first wife, to remarry
and that he would get a son. R.B. Sathe married second time. The first two
issues by this wife were daughters and he, therefore, felt very despondent. But
the third issue was a son. Baba's word did turn out true and he was satisfied.
Dakshina - Mimansa
Now we shall
close this Chapter with a few remarks about Dakshina. It is a well-known fact
that Baba always asked for Dakshina from people who went to see Him. Somebody
may ask a question, "If Baba was a Fakir and perfectly non-attached, why
should he ask for Dakshina and care for money?" We shall consider this
question broadly now.
First for a long time, Baba did not accept anything. He stored burnt matches
and filled His pocket with them. He never asked anything from anybody--whether
he be a devotee or otherwise. If anybody placed before Him a pice or two, He
purchased oil or tobacco. He was fond of tobacco, for He always smoked a bidi
or Chilim (an earthen pipe). Then some persons thought that they could not see
the Saints empty-handed, and they, therefore, placed some copper coins before
Baba. If a pice was placed before Him. He used to pocket it; if it was a two
pice coin, it was returned immediately. Then after Baba's fame had spread far
and wide, people began to flock in numbers; and Baba began to ask Dakshina from
them. It is said in the Shruti (veda) that Puja of the Gods is not complete,
unless a golden coin was offered. If a coin was necessary in the Puja of the
Gods, why should it be not so in the Puja of the Saints also? Ultimately, the
Shastras laid it down that, when one goes to see God, King, Saint or Guru, he
should not go empty-handed. He should offer something, preferably coin or
money. In this connection we may notice the precepts recommended by the
Upanishads. The Brihadaranyak Upanishad says that the Lord Prajapati advised
the Gods, men and demons by one letter "Da". The Gods understood by
this letter that they should practice (1) "Dama" i.e. self-control;
the men thought or understood that they should practice (2) "Dana"
i.e. charity; the demons understood that they should practice (3)
"Daya" i.e. compassion. To men Charity or giving was recommended. The
teacher in the Taittiriya Upanishad exhorts his pupils to practise charity and
other virtues. Regarding charity he says, "Give with faith, give with
magnanimity, i.e. liberally, give with modesty, with awe and with sympathy. In
order to teach the devotees the lesson of charity and to remove their
attachment to money and thus to purify their minds, Baba extracted Dakshina
from them; but there was this peculiarity, as Baba said, that He had to give
back hundred times more of what He received. There are many instances, in which
this has happened. To quote an instance, Mr. Ganpatrao Bodas, the famous actor,
says in his Marathi autobiography, that on Baba's pressing him often and often
for Dakshina, he emptied his money-bag before Him. The result of this was, as
Mr. Bodas says, that in later life he never lacked money, as it came to him
abundantly.
There were also secondary meanings of Dakshina, in many cases, in which Baba
did not want any pecuniary amount. To quote two instances - (1) Baba asked
Rs.15/- as Dakshina from Pro. G.G.Narke, who replied that he did not have even
a pie. Then Baba said, "I know you have no money; but you are reading
Yoga-Vashistha. Give Me Dakshina from that." Giving Dakshina in this case
meant - `Deriving lessons from the book and lodging them in the heart where
Baba resides'. (2) In the second case Baba asked a certain lady (Mrs. R. A.
Tarkhad) to give Rs.6/- as Dakshina. The lady felt pained, as she had nothing
to give. Then her husband explained to her that Baba wanted six inner enemies
(lust, anger, avarice etc.) to be surrendered to Him. Baba agreed with this explanation.
It is to be noted, that though Baba collected a lot of money by Dakshina, He
would distribute the whole amount the same day, and the next morning He would
become a poor Fakir as usual. When Baba took His Mahasamadhi, after receiving
thousands and thousands of Rupees as Dakshina for about ten years, He had only
a few Rupees in His possession.
In short, Baba's main object in taking Dakshina, from His devotees was to
teach them the lessons of Renunciation and Purification.
Post-script
Mr. B. V.
Deo of Thana, retired Mamlatdar, and a great devotee of Baba, has written an
article on this subject (Dakshina) in "Shri Sai Leela" magazine,
Vol.VII, P.6-26, in which he says amongst other things, as follows:-
"Baba did not ask Dakshina from all. If some gave Dakshina without
being asked, He sometimes accepted it; and at other times He refused it. He
asked it from certain devotees only. He never demanded it, from those devotees,
who thought in their minds that Baba should ask them for it, and then they should
pay it. If anybody offered it against His wish, He never touched it, and if he
kept it there, He asked him to take it away. He asked for small or big amounts
from devotees, according to their wish, devotion and convenience. He asked it,
even from women and children. He never asked all the rich for it, nor from all
the poor."
"Baba never got angry with those from whom He asked Dakshina, and who
did not give it. If any Dakshina was sent, through some friend, who forgot to
hand over the same to Baba, He reminded him somehow of it and made him pay it.
On some occasons, Baba used to return some sum from the amount tendered as
Dakshina, and ask the donor to guard it or keep it in his shrine for worship.
This procedure benefited the donor or devotee immensely. If anybody offered
more than he originally intended to give, He returned the extra amount.
Sometimes, He asked more Dakshina from some, than what they originally intended
to give and, if they had no money, asked them to get or borrow from others.
From some, He demanded Dakshina three or four times a day."
"Out of the amount collected as Dakshina, Baba spent very little for
His own sake, viz., for buying Chilim (clay pipe) and fuel for His Dhuni
(sacred fire), and all the rest, He distributed as charity in varying
proportions to various persons. All the paraphenalia of the Shirdi Sansthan was
brought, by various rich devotees at the instance and suggestion of
Radha-Krishna-Mai. Baba always used to get wild and scolded those, who brought
costly and rich articles. He said to Mr. Nanasaheb Chandorkar, that all His
property consisted of one koupin (codpiece), one stray piece of cloth, one
Kafni and a tumrel (tinpot), and that all the people troubled Him by bringing
all these unnecessary, useless and costly articles."
Woman and wealth are the two main obstacles in the way of our Pramartha
(spiritual life); and Baba and provided in Shirdi two institutions, viz.,
Dakshina and Radha-Krishna-Mai. Whenever they came to Him, He demanded Dakshina
from them, and asked them to go to the 'SCHOOL' (Radha-Krishna-Mai's house). If
they stood these two tests well, i.e. if they showed that they were free from
attachment for woman and wealth, their progress in spirituality was rapid and
assured by Baba's grace and blessings.
Mr. Deo has also quoted passanges from the Gita and Upanishads; and shown
that charity given in a holy place and to a holy personage, conduces to the
donors' welfare to a great degree. What is more holy than Shirdi and its
Presiding Deity -- Sai Baba?
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XV
Naradiya
Kirtan - Paddhati - Mr. Cholkar's Sugarless Tea - Two Lizards.
The readers may remember that mention was made in the 6th Chapter regarding
the Rama-Navami Festival in Shirdi; how the festival originated and how in the
early years there was a great difficulty in getting a good Hardidas for
performing Kirtan on that occasion, and how Baba permanently entrusted this
function (Kirtan) to Dasganu permanently. Now in this Chapter we shall describe
the manner in which Dasganu was performing the Kirtan.
Naradiya Kirtan-Paddhati
Generally
our Haridasas, while performing the Kirtan, wear a gala and full dress. They
put on a head-dress, either a pheta or a turban, a long flowing coat with a
shirt inside, an uparane (short dhotar) on the shoulders and the usual long
dhotar from the waist below. Dressed in this fashion for some Kirtan in the
Shirdi village, Dasganu once went to bow to Baba. Baba asked him - "Well,
bridegroom! where are you going dressed so beautifully like this?" 'For
performing a Kirtan' was the reply. Then Baba said - "Why do you want all
this paraphemalia-coat, uparani and pheta etc, doff all that before Me, why
wear them on the body?" Dasganu immediately took them off and placed them
at the Baba's Feet. From that time Dasganu never wore these things while
performing the Kirtan. He was always bare from waist upwards, a pair of
`chiplis' was in his hand and a garland round his neck. This is not in
consonance with the practice generally followed by all the Hardidasa, but this
is the best and the purest method. The sage Narada, from whom the
Kirtan-Paddhati originated, wore nothing on his trunk and head. He carried a
'veena' in his hand, and wandered from place to place everywhere singing the
glory of the Lord.
Mr. Cholkar's Sugarless Tea
Initially,
Baba was known in Poona and Ahmednagar Districts, but Nanasaheb Chandorkar, by
his personal talks and by Dasganu, by his splendid Kirtans, spread the fame of
Baba in the Konkan (Bombay Presidency). In fact, it was Dasganu - May God bless
him-who, by his beautiful and inimitable Kirtans, made Baba available to so
many people there. The audience, who come to hear the Kirtans have different
tastes. Some like the erudition of the Haridas; some his gestures, some his
singing, some his wit and humour, some his preliminary dissertation on Vedanta,
and some others, his main stories and so on; but among them, there are very
few, who by hearing the Kirtan get faith and devotion or love for God or
saints. The effect of hearing Dasganu's kirtan on the minds of audience was
however electric, as it were. We give an instance here
Dasganu was once performing his Kirtan and singing the glory of Sai Baba, in
the Koupineshwar temple in Thana. One Mr. Cholkar, a poor man serving as a
candidate in the Civil Courts in Thana, was amongst the audience. He heard
Dasganu's Kirtan most attentively and was much moved. He there and then
mentally bowed and vowed to Baba saying - "Baba, I am a poor man, unable
to support my family. If by your grace, I pass the departmental examination,
and get a permanent post, I shall go to Shirdi, fall at Your Feet and
distribute sugar-candy in Your name." As good luck would have it,
Mr.Cholkar did pass te examination and did get the permanent post and now it
remained for him to fulfil his vow, the sooner the better. Mr. Cholkar was a
poor man with a large family to support; and he could not afford to pay for the
expenses of a Shirdi trip. As is well said, one can easily cross over Nahne
ghat in Thana District or even the Sahyadri Range; but it is very difficult for
a poor man to cross Umbareghat, i.e., the threshold of his house. As Mr.
Cholkar was anxious to fulfill his vow as early as possible, he resolved to
economize, cut down his expenses, and save money. He determined not to use
sugar in his diet; and began to take his tea without it. After he was able to
save some money in this way, he came to Shirdi, took Baba's darshan, fell at
His Feet, offered a coconut, distributed it with a clean conscience along with
sugar-candy as per his vow and said to Baba that he was much pleased with His
darshan and that his desires were fulfilled that day. Mr. Cholkar was in the
Masjid with his host Bapusaheb Jog. When the host and the guest both got up and
were about to leave the Masjid, Baba spoke to Jog as follows:- "Give him
(your guest) cups of tea, fully saturated with Sugar." Hearing these
significant words, Mr. Cholkar was much moved, he was wonderstruck, his eyes
were bedewed with tears, and he fell at Baba's Feet again. Mr. Jog was also
curious about this direction, regarding the tea-cups to be given to his guest.
Baba wanted by His words to create faith and devotion in Cholkar's mind. He
hinted as it were, that He got the sugar-candy as per his vow and that He knew
full well his secret determination not to use sugar in his diet. Baba meant to
say, "If you spread your palms with devotion before Me, I am immediately
with you, day and night. Though, I am here bodily, still I know what you do;
beyond the saven seas. Go wherever you will, over the wide world, I am with
you. My abode is in your heart and I am within you. Always worship Me, Who is
seated in your heart, as well as, in the hearts of all beings, Blessed and
fortunate, indeed, is he who knows Me thus."
What a beautiful and important lesson was thus imparted by Baba to Mr. Chokar !
Two Lizards
Now we close
this Chapter, with a story of two little lizards. Once Baba was sitting in the
Masjid. A devotee sat in front of Him, when a lizard tick-ticked. Out of curiosity,
the devotee asked Baba whether this tick-ticking of the lizard signified
anything; was it a good sign or a bad omen? Baba said that the lizard was
overjoyed as her sister from Aurangabad was coming to see her. The devotee sat
silent, not making out the meaning of Baba's words. Immediately, a gentleman
from Aurangabad came on horse-back to see Baba. He wanted to proceed further,
but his horse would not go, as it was hungry and wanted grams. He took out a
bag from his shoulders to bring grams and dashed it on the ground to remove
dirt. A lizard came out therefrom and in the presence of all, climbed up the
wall. Baba asked the questioner devotee to mark her well. She at once went
strutting to her sister. Both sisters met each other after a long time, kissed
and embraced each other, whirled round and danced with love! Where is Shirdi
and where is Aurangabad? How should the man on horse-back come there from
Aurangabad with the lizard? And how should Baba make the prophesy of the
meeting of the two sisters? All this is really very wonderful and proves the
omniscience -- the all-knowing nature of Baba.
Post Script
He who respectfully reads this Chapter or studies it daily, will get all his
miseries removed by the grace of the Sadguru Sai Baba, Hence:
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapters XVI & XVII
These two
Chapters relate the story of a rich gentleman, who wanted Brahma-Jnana, quickly
from Sai Baba.
Preliminary
The last
Chapter described how Mr. Cholkar's vow of small offering was completed and
accepted. In that story, Sai Baba showed that He would accept with appreciation
any small thing offered with love and devotion, but if the same thing was
offered with pride and haughtiness, He would reject it. Being Himself full of
Sat-Chit-Anand (Existence, Knowledge and Bliss) He did not care much for more
outward formalities but if an offering was made in meek and humble spirit, the
same was welcome and He accepted it with pleasure and avidity. In fact there is
no person more liberal and benevolent than a Sadguru, like Sai Baba. He cannot
be compared to the Chintamani jewel (the Philosopher's stone which satisfies
desires), the Kalpataru (the Celestial Tree which fulfills our desires) or the
the Kamadhenu (the Celestial Cow which yields what we desire), for they give us
only what we desire; but the Sadguru gives us the most precious thing that is
inconceivable and inscrutable (The reality). Now let us hear, how Sai Baba
disposed of a rich man, who came to Him and implored Him to give him
Brahma-Jnana.
These was a rich gentleman (unfortunately his name and whereabouts are not
mentioned) who was very prosperous in his life. He had amassed a large quantity
of wealth, houses, field and lands, and had many servants and dependents. When
Baba's fame reached his ears, he said to a friend of his, that he was not in
want of anything, and so he would go to Shirdi and ask Baba to give him
Brahma-Jnana which, if he got, would certainly make him more happy. His friend
dissuaded him, saying, "it is not easy to know Brahman, and especially so
for an avaricious man like you, who is always engrossed in wealth, wife and
children. Who will, in your quest of Brahma-Jnana, satisfy you that won't give
away even a pice in charity?"
Not minding his friend's advice, the fellow engaged a return-journey tanga
and came to Shirdi. He went to the Masjid, saw Sai Baba, fell at His Feet and
said, "Baba, hearing that You show the Brahman to all who come over here
without any delay, I have come here all the way from my distant place. I am much
fatigued by the journey and if I get the Brahman from You, my troubles will be
well-paid and rewarded." Baba then replied, "Oh, My dear friend, do
not be anxious, I shall immediately show you the Brahman; all My dealings are
in cash and never on credit. So many people come to Me, and ask for wealth,
health, power, honour, position, cure of diseases and other temporal matters.
Rare is the person, who comes here to Me and asks for Brahma-Jnana. There is no
dearth of persons asking for wordly things, but as persons interested in
spiritual matters are very rare, I think it a lucky and auspicious moment, when
persons like you come and press Me for Brahma-Jnana. So I show to you with
pleasure, the Brahman with all its accompaniments and complications."
Saying this, Baba started to show him the Brahman. He made him sit there and
engaged him in some other talk or affair and thus made him forget his question
for the time being. Then He called a boy and told him to go to one Nandu
Marwari, and get from him a hand-loan of Rs. five. The boy left and returned
immediately, saying that Nandu was absent and his house ws locked. Then Baba
asked him to go to Bala grocer and get from him, the said loan. This time also,
the boy was unsuccessful. This experiment was repeated again twice or thrice,
with the same result.
Sai Baba was, as we know, the living and moving Brahman Incarnate. Then,
some one may ask - "Why did He want the paltry sum of five rupees, and why
did He try hard to get it on loan? Really He did not want that sum at all. He
must have been fully knowing, that Nandu and Bala were absent, and he seems to
have adopted this procedure as a test for the seeker of Brahman. That gentleman
had a roll or bundle of currency notes in his pocket, and if he was really earnest,
he would not have sat quiet and be a mere onlooker, when Baba was frantically
trying to get a paltry sum of Rs. five. He knew that Baba would keep His word
and repay the debt, and that the sum wanted was insignificant. Still he could
not make up his mind and advance the sum. Such a man wanted from Baba the
greatest thing in the world, viz., the Brahma-Jnana! Any other man, who really
loved Baba, would have at once given Rs. five, instead of being a mere
onlooker. It was otherwise with this man. He advanced no money nor did he sit
silent, but began to be impatient, as he was in a haste to return and implored
Baba saying- "Oh Baba, please show me the Brahman soon." Baba replied
- "Oh my dear friend, did you not understand all the procedure that I went
through, sitting in this place, for enabling you to see the Brahman? It is, in
short this. For seeing Brahman one has to give five things, i.e. surrender five
things viz. (1) Five Pranas (vital forces), (2) Five senses (five of action and
five of perception), (3) mind, (4) intellect and (5) ego. This path of
Brahma-Jnana of self-realization is 'as hard as to tread on the edge of a
razor'.
Sai Baba then gave rather a long discourse on the subject, the purport of
which is given below
Qualifications for Brahma-Jnana or
Self-Realization
All persons
do not see or realize the Brahman in their life-time. Certain qualifications
are absolutely necessary. (1) Mumuksha or intense desire to get free. He, who
thinks that he is bound and that he should get free from bondage and works
earnestly and resolutely to that end;and who does not care for any other
thinks, is qualified for the spiritual life. (2) Virakti or a feeling of
disgust with the things of this world and the next. Unless a man feels
disgusted with the things, emoluments and honors, which his action would bring
in this world and the next, he has no right to enter into the spiritual realm.
(3) Antarmukhata (introversion). Our senses have been created by God with a
tendency to move outward and so, man always looks outside himself and not
inside. He who wants self-realization and immortal life, must turn his gaze
inwards, and look to his inner Self. (4) Catharsis from (Purging away of) sins.
Unless a man has turned away from wickedness, and stopped from doing wrong, and
has entirely composed himself and unless his mind is at rest, he cannot gain
self-realization, even by means of knowledge. (5) Right Conduct. Unless, a man
leads a life of truth, penance and insight, a life of celibacy, he cannot get
God-realization. (6) Preferring Shreyas, (the Good) to Preyas (the Pleasant).
There are two sorts of things viz., the Good and the Pleasant; the former deals
with spiritual affairs, and the latter with mundane matters. Both these
approach man for acceptance. He has to think and choose one of them. The wise
man prefers the Good to the Pleasant; but the unwise, through greed and
attachment, chooses the Pleasant. (7) Control of the mind and the senses. The
body is the chariot and the Self is its master; intellect is the charioteer and
the mind is the reins; the senses are the horses and sense-objects their paths.
He who has no understanding and whose mind is unrestrained, his senses
unmanageable like the vicious horses of a charioteer, does not reach his
destination (get realization), but goes through the round of births and deaths;
but he who has understanding and whose mind is restrained, his senses being
under control, like the good horse of a charioteer, reaches that place, i.e.,
the state of self-realization, when he is not born again. The man, who has
understanding as his charioteer (guide) and is able to rein his mind, reaches
the end of the journey, which is the supreme abode of the all-pervading, Vishnu
(lord). (8) Purification of the mind. Unless a man discharges satisfactorily
and disinterestedly the duties of his station in life, his mind will not be
purified and, unless his mind is purified, he cannot get self-realization. It
is only in the purified mind that Viveka (discrimination between the Unreal and
the Real), and Vairagya (Non-attachment to the unreal) crop up and lead on the
self-realization. Unless egoism is dropped, avarice got rid of, and the mind
made desireless (pure), self-realization is not possible. The idea that 'I am
the body' is a great delusion, and attachment to this idea is the cause of
bondage. Leave off this idea and attachment therefore, if you want to get to
the Self-realization. (9) The necessity of a Guru. The knowledge of the self is
so subtle and mystic, that no one could, by his own individual effort ever hope
to attain it. So the help of another person-Teacher, who has himself got
self-realization is absolutely necessary. What others cannot give with great
labour and pains, can be easily gained with the help of such a Teacher; for he
has walked on the path himself and can easily take the disciple, step by step
on the ladder of spiritual progress. (10) and lastly the Lord's Grace is the
most essential thing. When the Lord is pleased with any body, He gives him
Viveka and Vairagya; and takes him safe beyond the ocean of mundane existence,
"The Self cannot be gained by the study of Vedas, nor by intellect, nor by
much learning. He, whom the Self chooses, by him It is gained. To him the Self
reveals Its nature", says the Katha Upanishad.
After the dissertation was over, Baba turned to the gentleman and said -
"Well sir, there is in your pocket the Brahma (or Mammon) in the form of
fifty-times five(Rs.250/-) rupees; please take that out." The gentleman
took out from his pocket the bundle of currency notes, and to his great
surprise found, on counting them, that there were 25 notes of 10 rupees each,
Seeing this ominiscience of Baba, he was moved and fell at Baba's Feet and
craved for His blessings. Then Baba said to him, "Roll up your bundle of
Brahma viz. Currency notes. Unless you get rid completely of your avarice or
greed, your will not get the real Brahma. How can be, whose mind is engrossed
in wealth, progeny and prosperity, expect to know the Brahma, without removing
away his attachment for the same? The illusion of attachment or the love for
money is a deep eddy (whirlpool) of pain full of crocodiles in the form of
conceit and jealousy. He, who is desireless, can alone cross this whirlpool.
Greed and Brahma are as poles asunder, they are eternally opposed to each
other. Where there is greed, there is no room for thought or meditation of the
Brahma. Then how can a greedy man get dispassion and salvation? For a greedy
man there is no peace, neither contentment, nor certainty (steadiness). If there
be even a little trace of greed in mind, all the Sadhanas (spiritual endeavors)
are of no avail. Even the knowledge of a well-read man, who is not free from
the desire of the fruit or reward of his actions, and who has got no disgust
for the same, is useless and can't help him in getting self-realization. The
teachings of a Guru are of no use to a man, who is full of egoism, and who
always thinks about the sense-objects. Purification of mind is absolutely
necessary; without it, all our spiritual endeavors are nothing, but useless
show and pomp. It is, therefore, better for one to take only what he can digest
and assimilate. My treasury is full, and I can give anyone, what he wants, but
I have to see whether he is qualified to receive what I give. If you listen to
Me carefully, you will be certainly benefited. Sitting in this Masjid, I never
speak any untruth."
When a guest is invited to a house, all the members of the household and
other friends and relations that happen to be present, are entertained, along
with the guest. So all those that were present in the Masjid at this time,
could partake of the spiritual feast, that was served by Baba for the rich
gentleman. After getting Baba's blessings, one and all, including the gentleman
left the place quite happy and contented.
Special Characteristic of Baba
There are
many Saints, who leaving their houses, stay in forest, caves or hermitages and
remaining in solitude, try to get liberation or salvation for themselves. They
do not care for other people, and are always self-absorbed. Sai Baba was not of
such a type. He had no home, no wife, no progency, nor any relations, near or
distant. Still, He lived in the world (society). He begged His bread from four
or five houses, always lived at the foot of the (Neem) tree, carried on wordly
dealings, and taught all the people how to act. and behave in this world. Rare
are the Sadhus and Saints who, after attaining God-vision, strive for the
welfare of the people. Sai Baba was the foremost of these and, therefore, says Hemadpant.
"Blessed is the country, blessed is the family, and blessed are the
chaste parents where This extraordinary, transcendent, precious and pure jewel
(Sai Baba) was born."
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapters XVII & XIX
How Hemadpant was Accepted and
Blessed
Stories of
Mr. Sathe and Mrs. Deshmukh - Encouraging Good Thoughts to Fruition-Variety in
Upadesh-Teachings Readings Slander, and Remuneration for Labour.
In the last two Chapters, Hemadpant described, how a rich gentleman, aspiring
for quick Brahma-Jnana, was treated by Baba, and now in these two Chapters, he
describes how Hemadpant, himself, was accepted and blessed by Baba, how Baba
encouraged good throughts and fructified them; and gives His teachings
regarding Self-improvement, slander and remuneration for labour.
Preliminary
It is a
well-known fact, that the Sadguru looks first to the qualifications of his
disciples; and then gives them suitable instructions, without unsettling their
minds in the least, and leads them on towards the goal of self-realization. In
this respect, some say that what the Sadguru teaches or instructs, should not
be divulged to others. They think that their instructions, become useless, if
they are published. This view is not correct. The Sadguru is like a monsoon
cloud. He pours down profusely, i.e., scatters widely his nectar-like
teachings. These, we should enjoy and assimilate to our heart's content; and
then serve others with them, without any reserve. This rule should apply, not
only to what he teaches in our waking state, but to the visions he gives us in
our dreams. To quote an instance: Budhakowshik Rishi composed his celebrated
Ram-raksha stotra, which he had seen in his dream.
Like a loving mother forcing bitter but wholesome medicines down the throats
of her children for the sake of their health, Sai Baba imparted spiritual
instructions to His devotees. His method was not veiled or secret, but quite
open. The devotees who followed His instructions got their object. Sad-gurus
like Sai Baba open our (eyes of the) intellect and show us the divine beauties
of the Self, and fulfill our tender longings of devotion. When this is done,
our desire for sense-objects vanishes, twin fruits of Viveka (discrimination)
and Vairagya (dispassion or non-attachment) come to our hands; and knowledge
sprouts up even in the sleep. All this we get, when we come in contact with
Saints (Sad-guru), serve them and secure their love. The Lord, who fulfills the
desires of His devotees, comes to our aid, removes our troubles and sufferings,
and makes us happy. This progress or development is entirely due to the help of
the Sadguru, who is regarded as the Lord Himself. Therefore, we should always
be after the Sad-guru, hear His stories, fall at His Feet and serve Him. Now we
come to our main story.
Mr. Sathe
There was a
gentleman named Mr. Sathe, who had attained some publicity many year ago during
Crowford Regime, which was put down by Lord Reay, the then Governor of Bombay.
He suffered servere losses in trade. Other adverse circumstances gave him much
trouble, and made him sad and dejected. Being restless, he thought of leaving
home; and going out to a distant place. Man does not generally think of God,
but when difficulties and calamities overtake him, he turns to Him and prays
for relief. If his evil actions have come to an end, God arranges his meeting
with a Saint, who gives him proper directions regarding his welfare. Mr. Sathe
had similar experience. His friends advised him to go to Shirdi, where so many
people were flocking to get Sai Baba's darshan, for getting peace of mind and
the satisfaction of their wants. He liked the idea, and at once came to Shirdi
in 1917. Seeing Baba's Form, which was like Eternal Brahma, Self-luminous,
Spotless and Pure, his mind lost its restlessness and became calm and composed.
He thought, that it was the accumulation of merits in his former births, that
brought him to the Holy Feet of Baba. He was a man of strong will. He at once
started to make a parayana (study) of Guru-charitra. When the reading was
finished in the saptaha (seven days), Baba gave him a vision that night. It was
to this effect: Baba with Guru-charitra in His hand was explaining its contents
to Mr. Sathe, who was sitting in front and listening carefully. When he woke up,
he remembered the dream and felt very happy. He thought that it was extremely
kind of Baba. Who awakens souls like his that are snoring in ignorance, and
makes them taste the nectar of Guru-charitra. Next day, he informed Kakasaheb
Dixit of this vision, and requested him to consult Sai Baba regarding its
meaning or significance -- whether one saptah (week's) reading was sufficient
or whether he should begin again. Kakasaheb Dixit, when got a suitable
opportunity, asked Baba - "Deva (Oh God), what did you suggest to Mr.
Sathe by this vision? Whether he should stop or continue the saptaha? He is a
simple devotee, his desire should be fulfilled and the vision explained to him,
and he should be blessed." Then Baba replied - "He should make one
more saptah of the book; if the work be studied carefully, the devotee will
become pure and will be benefited, the Lord will be pleased and will rescue him
from the bondage of the mundane existence."
At this time, Hemadpant was present there. He was shampooing Baba's Legs.
When he heard Baba's words, he thought in his mind as follows - "What! Mr.
Sathe read for a week only and got a reward; and I am reading it for forty
years with no result! His seven days' stay here becomes fruitful while my seven
years' stay (1910 to m1917) goes for nothing. Like a Chatak bird I am ever
waiting for the Merciful Cloud (Baba) to pour its nectar on me; and bless me
with His instructions." No sooner did this thought cross his mind, Baba
knew it then and there. It was the experience of the Bhaktas that Baba read and
understood all their thoughts, and that He suppressed the evil thoughts and
encouraged the good ones. Reading Hemadpant's mind Baba at once asked him to
get up, go to Shama (Madhavrao Deshpande), get from him Rs. 15/- as Dakshina, sit
and chitchat with him for a while and then return. Mercy dawned in Baba's mind,
and so he issued this order. And who could disobey Baba's order?
Hemadpant immediately left the Masjid and came to Shama's house. He had just
bathed, and was wearing a dhotar. He came out and asked Hemadpant - "How
is it that you are here now? It seems that you have come from the Masjid. Why
do you look restless and dejected? Why are you alone? Please sit and rest,
while I shall just do my worship and return: in the meanwhile you please take
pan-vida (leaves and betel nuts etc.) let us then have a pleasant chat."
After saying his, he went inside and Hemadpant sat alone in the front varandah.
He saw in the window a wellknown Marathi book named 'Nath-Bhagwat.' This is a commentary
by the Saint Ekanath, on the eleventh Skandha (chapter) of the bigger Sanskrit
work, the Bhagwat. At the suggestion or recommendation of Sai Baba, Messrs.
Bapusaheb Jog and Kakasaheb Dixit read daily in Shirdi, BhagwadGeeta with its
Marathi commentary named Bhawartha-Deepika or Jnaneshwari (A dialogue between
Krishna and His friend devotee Arjuna) and Nath Bhagwat (A dialogue between
Krishna and His servant devotee Uddhava) and also Ekanath's othe big work, viz.
Bhawartha Ramayana. When devotees came to Baba and asked Him certain questions.
He sometimes answered them in part, and asked them to go and listen to the
readings of the above-mentioned works, which are the main treatises of Bhagwat
Dharma. When the devotes went and listened, they got full and satisfactory
replies to their questions. Hemadpant also used to read daily some portions of
the book Nath-Bhagwat.
That day, he did not complete the daily portion of his reading, but had left
it unfinished in order to accompany certain devotees, who were going to the
Masjid. When he took up the book from Shama's window and casually opened, it,
he found, to his surprise, that the unfinished portion turned up. He thought
that Baba sent him very kindly to Shama's house for enabling him to complete
his daily reading. So he went throught the unfinished portion and completed it.
As soon as this was over, Shama, after doing his worship came out, and the
following conversation took place between them.
Hemadpant :- I have come with a message from Baba. He has asked me to return
with Rs. 15/- as Dakshina from you, also to sit with you for a while and have a
pleasant chitchat and then return to the Masjid with you.
Shama (with surprise):- I have no money to give. Take my 15 Namaskaras
(bows) in lieu of rupees as Dakshina, to Baba.
Hemadpant:- Alright, your Namaskaras are accepted. Now let us have some
chitchat. tell me some stories and Leelas of Baba, which will destroy our sins.
Shama:- Then sit here for a while. Wonderful is the sport (Leela) of this
God (Baba). You know it already. I am a village rustic, while you are an
enlightened citizen. You have seen some more Leelas since your coming here. How
should I describe them before you? Well, take these leaves, betel nut and
chunam and eat the pan-vida; while I go in, dress myself and come out.
In a few minutes Shama come out and sat talking with Hemadpant. He said -
"The Leela of this God (Baba) is inscrutable; there is no end to His
Leelas. Who can see them? He plays or sports with His Leelas, still He is
outside of (unaffected by) them. What do we rustics know? Why does not Baba
Himself tell stories? Why does He send learned men like you to fools like me?
His ways are inconceivable. I can only say, that they are not human." With
this preface Shama added, - "I now remember a story, which I shall relate
to you. I know it personally. As a devotee is resolute and determined, so is
Baba's immediate response. Sometimes Baba puts the devotees to sereve test; and
then gives them 'Upadesh' (instructions).
As soon as Hemadpant heard the word 'Upadesh', a flash of lightning crossed,
through his mind. He at once remembered the story of Mr. Sathe's Guru-charitra
reading and thought that Baba might have sent him to Shama, in order to give
peace to his restless mind. However, he curbed this feeling, and began to
listen to Shama's stories. They all showed how kind and affectionate Baba was
to His devotees. Hemadpant began to feel a sort of joy while hearing them. Then
Shama began to tell the following story.
Mrs. Radhabai Deshmukh
There was an
old woman by name Radhabai, She was the mother of one Khashaba Deshmukh.
Hearing Baba's fame, she came to Shirdi with the people of Sangamner. She took
Baba's darshan and was much satisfied. She loved Baba intimately and resolved
in her mind, that She should accept Baba as her Guru, and take some Upadesh
from Him. She knew nothing else. She determined to fast herself unto death, so
long as Baba did not accept her, and give her any Upadesh or Mantra. She stayed
in her lodging and left off taking any food or water for three days. I was
frightened by this ordeal of the old woman, and interceded with Baba on her
behalf. I said, "Deva, what is this You have started? You drag so many
persons here. You know that old lady. She is very obstinate and depends on You
entirely, She has resolved to fast unto death, if You don't accept and instruct
her. If any thing worse happens, people will blame You, and say that Baba did
not instruct her, and consequently she met her death. So take some mercy on
her, bless her and instruct her." On seeing her determination, Baba sent
for her, changed the turn of her mind by addressing her as follows:-
"Oh mother, why are you subjecting yourself to unnecessary tortures and
hastening your death? You are really My Mother and I am your child. Take pity
on Me and hear Me through. I tell you My own story, which if you listen
carefully, will do you good. I had a Guru. He was a great Saint and most
merciful. I served him long, very long; still he would not blow any Mantra into
My ears. I had a keen desire, never to leave him but to stay with and serve
him; and at all costs receive some instructions from him. But he had his own
way. He first got my head shaved and asked Me two pice as Dakshina. I gave the
same at once. If you say that as My Guru was perfect, why should he ask for
money and how should he be called desireless? I replied plainly that he never
cared for coins. What had he to do with them? His two pice were (1) Firm Faith
and (2) Patience or perseverance. I gave these two pice or things to him, and
he was pleased.
"I resorted to My Guru for 12 years. He brought Me up. There was no
dearth of food and clothing. He was full of love nay, he was love incarnate.
How can I describe it? He loved Me most. Rare is a Guru like him. When I looked
at him, he seemed as if he was in deep meditation, and then we both were filled
with Bliss. Night and day, I gazed at him with no thought of hunger and thirst.
Without him, I felt restless. I had no other object to meditate, nor any other
thing than My Guru to attend. He was My sole refuge. My mind was always fixed
on him. This is one pice Dakshina. Saburi (Patience or perseverance) is the
other pice. I waited patiently and very long on My Guru and served him. This
Saburi will ferry you across the sea of this mundane existence. Saburi is
manliness in man, it removes all sins and afflictions, gets rid of calamities
in various ways, and casts aside all fear, and ultimately gives you success.
Saburi is the mine of virtues, consort of good thought. Nishtha (Faith) and
Saburi (Patience) are like twin sisters, loving each other very
intimately."
"My Guru never expected any other thing from Me. He never neglected Me,
but protected Me at all times. I lived with him, and was sometimes away from
him; still I never felt the want or absence of his love. He always protected Me
by his glance, just as the tortoise feeds her young ones, whether they are near
her or away from her on the other side of the river bank, by her loving looks.
Oh mother, My Guru never taught Me any Mantra, then how shall I blow any Mantra
in your ears? Just remember that Guru's tortoise-like loving glance gives us
happiness. Do not try to get Mantra or Upadesh from anybody. Make Me the sole
object of your thoughts and actions; and you will, no doubt, attain Paramartha
(the spiritual goal of life). Look at Me whole-heartedly, and I in turn look at
you similarly. Sitting in this Masjid, I speak the truth, nothing but the
truth. No Sadhanas, nor proficiency in the six Shastras, are necessary. Have
faith and confidence in your Guru. Believe fully, that Guru is the sole Actor
or Doer. Blessed is he who knows the greatness of his Guru and thinks him to be
Hari, Hara and Brahma (Trimurti) Incarnate."
Instructed in this way, the old lady was convinced; she bowed to Baba and
gave up her fast.
Hearing this story carefully and attentively, and marking its significance and
appropriateness, Hemadpant was most agreeably surprised. Seeing this wonderful
Leela of Baba, he was moved from top to toe, he was overflowing with joy, his
throat was choked, and he was not able to utter a single word. Shama, on seeing
him in this condition asked him, - "What is the matter with you, why are
you silent? How many innumerable Leelas of Baba shall I describe!"
Just at that time the bell in the Masjid began to ring, proclaiming that the
noon-worship and Arati ceremony had begun. Therefore, Shama and Hemadpant
hurried to the Masjid. Bapusaheb Jog had just started the worship. Women were
up in the Masjid, and men were standing below in the open courtyard and they
were all loudly singing the Arati in chorus to the accompaniment of drums.
Shama went up, pulling Hemadpant with him. He sat to the right and Hemadpant in
front of Baba. On seeing them, Baba asked Hemadpant to give the Dakshina
brought from Shama. He replied that Shama gave Namaskaras in lieu of Rupees and
that he was there in person. Baba said, "Alright, now let Me know whether
you both had a chitchat, and if so, tell Me all that you talked about."
Not minding the sounds of the bell, the drum and the chorus songs, Hemadpant
was eager to tell what they had talked and started to narrate it. Baba was also
anxious to hear, and so He left the bolster and leaned forward. Hemadpant said
all that they talked about was very pleasant, and that specially the story of
the old lady was most wonderful and that on hearing it, he thought that His
Leela was inexplicable, and under the guise of that story, He really blessed
him. Baba then said - "Wonderful is the story. How were you blessed? I
would like to know everything in detail from you, so tell Me all about
it." Then Hemadpant related in full the story which he had heard a little
while before, and which had made a lasting impression on his mind. Hearing this
Baba was much pleased and asked him - "Did the story strike you and did
you catch its significance?" He replied - "Yes, Baba the restlessness
of my mind has vanished and I have got true peace and rest, and come to know
the true path."
Then Baba spoke as follows:- "My method is quite unique. Remember well,
this one story, and it will be very useful. To get the knowledge (realization)
of the Self, Dhyana (meditation) is necessary. If you practice it continuously,
the Vrittis (thoughts) will be pacified. Being quite desireless, you should
meditate on the Lord, Who is in all the creatures, and when the mind is
concentrated, the goal will be achieved. Meditate always on My formless nature,
which is knowledge incarnate, consciousness and bliss. If you cannot do this,
meditate on My Form from top to toe as you see here night and day. As you go on
doing this, your Vrittis will concentrate on one point and the distinction
between the Dhyata (meditator), Dhyana (act of meditation), Dhyeya (this
meditated upon) will be lost and the meditator will be one with the
Consciousness and be merged in the Brahman. The (mother) tortoise is on one
bank of the river, and her young ones are on the other side. She gives neither
milk, nor warmth to them. Her mere glance gives them nutrition. The young ones
do nothing, but remember (meditate upon) their mother. The tortoise glance is,
to the young ones, a down-pour of nectar, the only source of sustenance and
happiness. Similar is the relation, between the Guru and disciples."
When Baba uttered these last words, the chorus of the Arati songs stopped
and all cried out loudly in one voice: "Victory be to our Sadguru Sai
Maharaj, Who is Existence, Knowledge and Bliss." Dear readers, let us
imagine, that we are at this time, standing amongst the crowd in the Masjid;
and let us join them in this Jayajayakar.
After the Arati ceremony was over, Prasad was distributed. Bapusaheb Jog
advanced as usual, and after saluting Baba, gave into His hand a handful of
sugar-candy. Baba pushed all this quantity into the hands of Hemadpant and said
to him, "If you take this story to heart and remember it well, your state
will be sweet as the sugar-candy, all your desires will be fulfilled and you
will be happy." Hemadpant bowed before Baba and implored, "Do favour
me like this, bless and protect me always." Baba replied - "Hear this
story, meditate on it and assimilate its spirit. Then you will always remember
and meditate on the Lord, Who will manifest Himself to you."
Dear readers! Hemadpant got Prasad of sugar-candy then; and we now get the
Prasad of sugar-candy or nectar of this story. Let us drink it to out heart's
content, meditate on it, and assimilate it, and be strong and happy by Baba's
grace. Amen!
Towards the end of the 19th Chapter Hemapter Hemadpant had dealt with some
other matters which are given below.
Baba's Advice Regarding our Behaviour
The
following words of Baba are general and invaluable. If they are kept in mind
and acted upon, they will always do you good. "Unless there is some
relationship or connection, nobody goes anywhere. If any men or creatures come
to you, do not discourteously drive them away, but receive them well and treat
them, with due respect. Shri Hari (God) will be certainly pleased, if you give
water to the thirsty, bread to the hungry, clothes to the naked, and your
verandah to strangers for sitting and resting. If anybody wants any money from
you, and you are not inclined to give, do not give, but do not bark at him,
like a dog. Let anybody speak hundreds of things against you, do not resent by
giving any bitter reply. If you always tolerate such things, you will certainly
be happy. Let the world go topsy-turvy, you remain where you are. Standing or
staying in your own place, look on calmly at the show of all things passing
before you. Demolish the wall of difference that separates you from Me; and
then the road for our meeting will be clear and open. The sense of
differentiation, as I and thou, is the barrier that keeps away the disciple
from his Master, and unless that is destroyed the state of union or atonement
is not possible, "Allah Malik" i.e. God is the sole Proprietor,
nobody else is our Protector. His method of work is extra-ordinary, invaluable,
and inscrutable. His will will be done and He will show us the way, and satisfy
our heart's desires. It is on account of Rinaubandh (former relationship) that
we have come together, let us love and serve each other and be happy. He, who
attain the supreme goal of life, is immortal and happy; all others merely
exist, i.e., live so long as they breathe".
Encouraging Good Thoughts of Fruition
It is
interesting to note how Sai Baba encouraged good thoughts. You have to
surrender yourself completely to Him with love, and devotion, and they you will
see how, He helps you, off and on, in so many things. Some Saint has said, that
when you get a good thought, immediately after awakening from sleep, and if you
develop the same afterwards during the day, your intellect will be unfolded and
your mind will attain calmness. Hemadpant wanted to try this. On one Wednesday
night before going to bed, be thought - "To-morrow is Thursday - an
auspicious day and the place, viz. Shirdi, is so holy; so let me pass the whole
day in remembering and chanting the Rama-nama, and then he slept. Next morning
when he got up he remembered without any effort the name of Rama and was much
pleased. He then, after finishing his morning duties, went to see Baba with
flowers. When he left Dixit's Wada, and was just passing Booty's Wada (present
Samadhi-mandir) he heard a beautiful song that was being sung nicely by one
Aurangabadkar, in the Masjid before Baba. The song was Guru - kripanjan payo
mere bhai" etc. by Ekanath, in which he says that he got collyrium in the
form of Guru's grace which opened his vision and made him see Rama, in and out,
in sleep, dream, and waking state and everywhere. There were so many songs; and
why was this song particularly chosen by Aurangabadkar, a devotee of Baba? Is
this not a curious coincidence arranged by Baba to feed the determination of Hemadpant
to sing unceasingly Rama-nama, during the day?
All Saints agree on and lay stress upon the efficacy of uttering Rama's
(God's) name, in fulfilling the ambitions of the Bhaktas and in protecting and
saving them from all calamities.
Variety in Upadesh -- Slanderer
Condemned
Sai Baba
required no special place, nor any special time for giving instructions.
Whenever any occasion demanded, He gave them freely. Once it so happened that a
Bhakta of Baba, reviled another behind his back, before other people. On
leaving aside merits, he dwelt on the faults of his brother, and spoke so
sarcastically, that the hearers were disgusted. Generally, we see that people
have a tendency to scandalize others, un-necessarily; and this brings on hatred
and ill-will. Saints see scandal, in another light. They say that there are
various ways of cleansing or removing dirt, viz. by means of earth, water and
soap etc., but a scandal-monger has got a way of his own. He removes the dirt
(faults) of others by his tongue; so in a way of obliges the person, whom he
reviles and for this he is to be thanked. Sai Baba had his own method of
correcting the scandal-monger. He knew by his omniscience what the slanderer
had done and when He met him at noon near the Lendi, Baba pointed out to him a
pig that was eating filth near the fence and said to him - "Behold how,
with what relish it is gorging dung. Your conduct is similar. You go on
reviling your own brethren to your heart's content. After performing many deeds
of merit, you are born a man, and if you act like this, will Shirdi help you in
any way?" Needless to say, that the Bhakta took the lesson to his heart,
and went away.
In this way Baba went on giving instructions whenever necessary. If these
are borne in our minds and acted upon, the spiritual goal (realization) is not
far off. There is a proverb which says - "If there be my Hari (Lord), He
will feed me on my cot." This proverb is only true in respect of food and
clothing, but if anyone trusting in this, sits quiet and does nothing in
spiritual matters, he will be ruined. One has to exert himself to his utmost
for attaining self-realization. The more he endeavours, the better for him.
Baba said that He was omnipresent, occupying land, air, country, world,
light and heaven, and that He was not limited. To remove the misunderstanding
of those, who thought that Baba was only His body - three cubits and a half in
length, He incarnated Himself in this form and if any devotee meditated on Him
day and night with complete self-surrender, he experienced complete union
(without any difference) with Him like sweetness and sugar, waves and sea, eye
and its luster. He, who wants to get rid of the cycle of births and deaths,
should lead a righteous life, with his mind calm and composed. He should always
engage himself in good actions, should do his duties and surrender himself,
heart and soul to Him. He need not then be afraid of anything. He who trusts
Him entirely, hears and expounds His Leelas and does not think of anything
else, is sure to attain Self-realization. Baba asked many to remember His name
and to surrender to Him, but to those, who wanted to know who they were ('Who
am I' enquiry), He advised Shravanam (study) and Mananam (meditation). To some,
He advised remembering God's name, to others hearing His Leelas, to some
worship of His Feet, to others reading and studying Adhyatma Ramayan,
Jnaneshwari and other sacred scriptures. Some He made sit near His Feet, some
He sent to Khandoba's temple, and some He advised the repetition of the thousands
names of Vishnu and some the study of Chhandogya Upanishad and Geeta. There
were no limit, nor restriction to His instructions. To some, He gave them in
person. To others by visions in dreams. To one addicted to drink, He appeared
in his dream, sat on his chest, pressed it and left him, after he gave a
promise not to touch liquor anymore. To some, He explained some Mantras like
`Gurur Brahma' in dreams. To some devotee, who was practising Hath-Yoga, He
sent word that he should leave off Hath-Yoga practices, sit quiet and wait
(Saburi). It is impossible to describe all His ways and methods. In ordinary
wordly dealings, He set examples by His actions, one of which is given below.
Remuneration for Labour
One day at
noon, Baba came near Radha-Krishna-Mai's house and said - "Bring Me a
ladder." Some men brought it and set it against a house as directed by
Baba. He climbed up on the roof of Vaman Gondkar's house, passed the roof of
Radha-Krishna-Mai's house and then got down from the other corner. What object
Baba had, none could know. Radha-Krishna-Mai was, at that time, shivering with
Malaria. It may be to drive off that fever, that He may have gone there.
Immediately after getting down, Baba paid Rupees two to the persons who brought
the ladder. Somebody asked Baba, why he paid so much for this. He replied that
nobody should take the labour of others, in vain. The worker should be paid,
his dues promptly and liberally.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XX
Das Ganu's
Problem Solved by Kaka's Maid-Servant
In this Chapter, Hemadpant describes, how Das Ganu's problem was solved by
Kakasaheb Dixit's maid-servant.
Preliminary
Sai (Lord)
was originally formless. he assumed a form for the sake of Bhaktas. With the
help of the actress Maya, He played the part of the Actor in the big drama of
the universe. Let us remember and visualize Shri Sai. Let us go to Shirdi, and
see carefully the programmes, after the noon-Arati. After the Arati ceremony
was over, Sai used to come out of the Masjid, and standing on its edge,
distribute udi to the devotees with very kind and loving looks. The Bhaktas
also got up with equal fervour, clasped His Feet, and standing and staring at
Him, enjoyed the shower of Udi. Baba passed handfuls of Udi into the palms of
the devotees and marked their foreheads with Udi with His fingers. The love He
bore for them in His heart was boundless. Then He addressed the Bhaktas as
follows:- "Oh Bhau, go to take your lunch; you Anna, go to your lodgings;
you Bapu, enjoy your dishes". In this way He accosted each and every
devotee and sent them home. Even now, you can enjoy these sights if you bring
into play your imagination. You can visualize and enjoy them. Now bringing Sai
before our mental vision, let us meditate on Him, from His Feet upwards to His
face, and prostrating before Him humbly, lovingly and respectfully, revert to
the story of this Chapter.
Ishavasya Upanishad
Das Ganu
once started to write a Marathi commentary ont he Ishavasya Upanishad. Let us
first give a brief idea of this Upanishad, before proceeding further. It is
called a `Mantropanishad', as it is embodied in the Mantras of the Vedic
Samhita. It constitutes the last or the 40th Chapter of the Vajasaneyi Samhita
(Yajurveda) and it is, therefore, called Vajasaneyi Samhitopanishad. Being
embodied in Vedic Samhitas, this is regarded as superior to all other
Upanishads, which occur in the Brahmanas and Aranyakas (explanatory treatises
on Martras and rituals). Not only this, other Upanishads are considered to be
commentaries on the truths mentioned briefly in the Ishavasya Upanishad. For
instance, the biggest of the Upanishads, viz, the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, is
considered by Pandit Satwalekar to be a running commentary on the Ishavasya
Upanishad.
Profesor R.D. Ranade says:- "The Ishopanishad is quite a small
Upanishad; and yet it contains many hints which show an extraordinarily
piercing insight. Within the short compass of 18 verses, it gives a valuable
mystical description of the Atman, a description of the ideal sage, who stands
unruffled in the minds of temptations and sorrows; and adumbration of the
doctrine of Karma-Yoga as later formulated, and finally a reconciliation of the
claims of knowledge and works. The most valuable ideas, that lies at the root
of the Upanishad, is that of a logical synthesis between the two opposites of
knowledge; and work, which are both required according to the Upanishad to be
annulled in a higher synthesis". (page 24 of the Constructive Survey of
the Upanishad Philosophy). In another place he says that "The poetry of
the Ishopanishad is a Commixture of moral, mystical and metaphysical (ibid,
Page 41)".
From the brief description given above about this Upanishad, any one can see
how difficult it is to translate this Upanishad in a vernacular language, and
brief out its exact meaning. Das Ganu translated it in Marathi 'Ovi'metre,
verse by verse, but as he did not comprehend the gist or essence of the
Upanishad, he was not satisfied with his performance. He therefore consulted
some learned men regarding his doubts and difficulties and discussed with them
at great length. They did not solve them nor did they give him any rational and
satisfactory explanation. So Das Ganu was a little restless over this matter.
SadGuru only competent and Qualified
to Explain
As we have
seen, this Upanishad is the quintessence of the Vedas. It is the science of
self-realization, it is the scythe or weapon which can rend asunder the bondage
of life and death, and make us free. Therefore, he thought, that he who has
himself attained self-realization, can only give him the true or correct
interpretation of the Upanishad. When nobody could satisfy Das Ganu, he
resolved to consult Sai Baba about this. When he got an opportunity to go to
Shirdi, he saw Sai Baba, prostrated himself before Him, and mentioned his
difficulties about the Ishavasya Upanishad and requested Him to give the
correct solution. Sai Baba, blessed him and said- "You need not be
anxious, there is no difficulty about the matter, the mind-servant of Kaka
(Kakasaheb Dixit) will solve your doubts at Vile Parle, on your way home".
The people who went present then and heard this, thought that Baba was joking
and said, "How could an illiterate maid-servant solve the difficulties of
this nature", but Das Garu thought otherwise. He was sure, that whatever
Baba spoke, must come true, Baba's word was the decree of the Brahma
(Almighty).
Kaka's Maid-Servant
On fully
believing in Baba's words, he left Shirdi and came to Vile Parle (a suburb of
Bombay), and stayed with Kakasaheb Dixit. There the next day, when Das Ganu was
enjoying his morning nap (some say when he was engaged in worship), he heard a
poor girl singing a beautiful song in clear and melodious tones. The subject
matter of the song was a crimson coloured Sari, how nice it was, how fine was
its embroidery, how beautiful were its ends and borders etc. He liked the song
so much that he came out, and saw that it was being sung by a young girl, the
sister of Namya, who was a servant of Kakasaheb. The girl was cleaning vessels,
and had only a torn rag on her person. On seeing her impoverished condition,
and her jovial temperament, Das Ganu felt pity for her and when Rao Bahadur
M.V.Pradhan next day gave him a pair of dhotars, he requested him to give a
sari to the poor little girl also. Rao Bahadur bought a good Chirdi (small
Sari) and presented it to her. Like a starving person getting luckily good
dishes to eat, her joy knew to bounds. Next day she wore the new Sari, and out
of great joy and merriment, whirled, danced round and played `Fugadi' with
other girls and excelled them all. The Day following, she kept the new Sari in
her box at home and came with the old and torn rags, but she looked as merry as
she did the previous day. On seeing this, Das Ganu's pity was transferred into
admiration. He thought that the girl being poor had to wear a torn rag, but now
she had a new Sari which she kept in reserve and putting on the old rag,
strutted herself, showing no trace of sorrow or dejection. Thus he realized that
all our feelings of pain and pleasure depend upon the attitude of our mind. On
thinking deeply over this incident, he realized that a man ought to enjoy
whatever God has bestowed on him in the firm conviction that He besets every
thing, from behind and before, and on all sides and that whatever is bestowed
on him by God must be for his good. In this particular case, the impoverished
condition of the poor girl, her torn rag and the new Sari, the donor, the dance
and the acceptance were all parts of the Lord and pervaded by Him. Hence, Das
Ganu got a practical demonstration of the lesson of the Upanishad - the lesson
of contentment with one's own lot in the belief that whatever happens, is
ordained by God, and is ultimately good for us.
Unique Method of Teaching
From the
above incident, the reader will see that Baba's method was unique and varied.
Though Baba never left Shirdi, He sent some to Machhindragad, some to Kolhapur
or Sholapur for practising sadhanas. To some He appeared in His usual form, to
some He appeared in waking or dreaming state, day or night and satisfied their
desires. It is impossible to describe all the methods, that Baba used in
imparting instructions to His Bhaktas. In this particular case, He sent Das
Ganu to Vile Parle, where he got his problem solved, through the maid-servant.
To those, who say that it was not necessary to sent Das Ganu outside and that
Baba could have personally taught him, we say that Baba followed the right or
best course, or how else could Das Ganu would have learnt a great lesson, that
the poor maid-servant and her Sari were pervaded by the Lord.
Now we close the Chapter with another beautiful extract about this Upanishad.
The Ethics of the Ishavasya Upanishad
"One of the main features of the Ishavasya Upanishad, is the ethical
advice it offers, and it is interesting to note that the ethics of the
Upanishad are definitely based upon the meta-physical position advanced in it.
The very opening words of the Upanishad tell us that God pervades every thing.
As a corollary from this metaphysical position, the ethical advice it offers
is, that a man ought to enjoy whatever God bestows on him in the firm belief,
that as He pervades everything, whatever is bestowed on him by God must be
good. It follows naturally, that the Upanishad should forbid us from coveting
another man's property. In fact, we are fittingly taught here a lesson of
contentment with one's own lot in the belief that whatever happens, it is
divinely ordained and it is hence good for us. Another moral advice is, that
man must spend his life-time always in doing action, specially the karmas
enjoined in the Shastras, in a mood of believing resignation to His will.
Inactivity, according to this Upanishad, would be the canker of the soul. It is
only when a man spends his life-time on doing actions in this manner, that he
can hope to attain the ideal of Naishkarmya. Finally, the text goes on to say
that a man, who sees all beings in the Self and sees the Self as existing in
all beings; in fact, for whom all beings and everything that exists have
becomes the Self - how can such a man suffer infatuation? What ground would
such a man have for grief? Loathfulness, infatuation and grief verily proceed
from our not being able to see the Atman in all things. But a man, who realizes
the oneness of all things, for whom everything has become the Self, must ipso
facto, cease to be affected by the common foibles of humanity. (Page 169-170 of
The Creative Period by Messrs. Belvalkar and Ranade).
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXI
Stories of
(1) V.H. Thakur (2) Anantrao Patankar and (3) Pandharpur Pleader.
In this Chapter, Hemadpant relates the stories of Vinayak Harishchandra
Thakur, B.A., Anantrao Patankar of Poona, and a pleader from Pandharpur. All
these stories are very interesting which if very carefully read and grasped,
will lead the readers on to the spiritual path.
Preliminary
It is a
general rule, that it is our good luck in the form of accumulation of merits in
past births, that enables us to seek the company of Saints and profit thereby.
In illustration of this rule, Hemadpant gives his own instance. He was a
resident Magistrate of Bandra, A suburb of Bombay, for many years. A famour
Mahomedan Saint named Pir Moulana was living there and many Hindus, Parsis and
many others who followed different religion used to go to him and take his
darshan. His Mujavar (priest) by name Inus pressed Hemadpant many a time, night
and day, for going to see him, but for some reason or other he was not able to
see him. After many years his turn came and he was called to Shirdi where he
was permanently enlisted in Sai Baba's Darbar. Unfortunate fellows do not get
this contact of the Saints. It is only the fortunate ones that get it.
Institution of Saints
There have been
institutions of Saints in this world, from time immemorial. Various Saints
appear (incarnate) themselves in various places to carry out the missions
allotted to them, but though they work in different places, they are, as it
were, one. They work in unison under the common authority of the Almighty Lord
and know full well what each of them is doing in his place, and supplement his
work where necessary. An instance illustrating this is given below.
Mr. Thakur
Mr.
V.H.Thakur, B.A., was a clerk in the Revenue Department and he once came to a
town named Vadgaum near Belgaum (S.M. Country) along with a Survey party. There
he saw a Kanarese Saint (Appa) and bowed before him. The Saint was explaining a
portion from the book "Vichar-Sagar" of Nischaldas (a standard work
on Vedanta) to the audience. When Thakur was taking his leave to go, he said to
him, "you should study this book, and if you do so, your desires will be
fulfilled, and when you go to the North in the discharge of your duties in
future, you will come across a great Saint by your good luck, and then he will
show you the future path, and give rest to your mind and make you happy".
Then, he was transferred to Junnar, where he had to go by crossing Nhane
Ghat. This Ghat was very steep and impassible, and no other conveyance, than a
buffalo was of use in crossing it. So he had to take a buffalo-ride through the
Ghat, which inconvenienced and pained him much. Thereafter, he was transferred
to Kalyan on higher post, and there he became acquainted with Nanasaheb
Chandorkar. He heard much about Sai Baba from him and wished to see Him. Next
day, Nanasaheb had to go to Shirdi, and he asked Thakur to accompany him. He
could not do so as he had to attend the Thana Civil Court for a civil case. So
Nanasaheb went alone. Thakur went to Thana, but there the case was postponed.
Then, he repented for not accompanying Nanasaheb. Still he left for Shirdi and
when he went there, he found that Nanasaheb had left the place the previous
day. Some of his other friends, whom he met there, took him to Baba. He saw
Baba, fell at His Feet and was overjoyed. His eyes were full of tears of joy
and his hair stood on end. Then after a while the omniscient Baba said to him -
"The path of this place is not so easy as the teaching of the Kanarese
Saint Appa or even as the buffalo-ride in the Nhane Ghat. In this spiritual
path, you have to put in your best exertion as it is very difficult". When
Thakur heard these significant signs and words, which none else than he knew,
he was overwhelmed with joy. He came to know, that the word of the Kanarese
Saint had turned true. Then joining both hands and placing his head on Baba's
Feet, he prayed that he should be a accepted and blessed. Then Baba said -
"What Appa told you was all right, but these things have to be practised
and lived. Mere reading won't do. You have to think and carry out what you
read, otherwise, it is of no use. Mere book-learning, without the grace of the
Guru, and self-realization is of no avail". The theoretical portion was read
from the work `Vichar Sagar' by Thakur, but the practical way was shown to him
at Shirdi. Another story given below will bring out this truth more forcibly.
Anantrao Patankar
One
gentleman from Poona, by name Anantrao Patankar wished to see Baba. He came to
Shirdi, and took Baba's darshan. His eyes were appeased, he was much pleased.
He fell at Baba's Feet; and after performing proper worship said to Baba -
"I have read a lot, studied Vedas, Vedants and Upanishads and heard all
the Purnas, but still I have not got any peace of mind; so I think that all my
reading was useless. Simple ignorant devout persons are better than myself.
Unless the mind becomes calm, all book-learning is of no avail. I have heard,
from many people, that you easily give peace of mind to so many people by your
mere glance, and playful word; so I have come here; please take pity on me and
bless me". Then Baba told him a parable, which was as follows:-
Parable of Nine Balls of Stool
(Nava-vidha Bhakti)
"Once a
Soudagar (merchant) came here. Before him a mare passed her stool (nine balls
of stool). The merchant, intent on his quest, spread the end of his dhotar and
gathered all the nine balls in it, and thus he got concentration (peace) of
mind".
Mr. Patankar could not make out the meaning of this story; so he asked
Ganesh Damodar, alias Dada Kelkar, "What does Baba mean by this?" He
replied - "I too do not know all that Baba says and means, but at His
inspiration I say, what I come to know. The mare is God's grace and the nine
balls excreted are the nine forms or types of Bhakti, viz., (1) Shravana
(Hearing); (2) Kirtana (Praying); (3) Smarana (Remembering); (4) Padasevana
(resorting to the feet); (5) Archana (Worship); (6) Namaskara (Bowing); (7)
Dasya (Service); (8) Sakhyatva (Friendship); (9) Atmanivedana (surrender of the
self). These are the nine types of Bhakti. If any of these is faithfully
followed, Lord Hari will be pleased, and manifest Himself in the home of the
devotee. All the sadhanas, viz. Japa (vocal worship), Tapa (penance), Yoga
practice and studying the scriptures and expounding them are quite useless
unless they are accompanied by Bhakti, i.e., devotion. Knowledge of the Vedas,
or fame as a great Jnani, and mere formal Bhajan (worship) are of no avail.
What is wanted is Loving Devotion. Consider yourself as the merchant or seeker
after the truth and be anxious and eager like him to collect or cultivate the
nine types of devotion. Then you will attain stability and peace of mind".
Next day, when Patankar went to Baba for saluation, he was asked whether he
collected the 'nine balls of stool'. Then he said that he, being a poor fellow,
should first be graced by Baba, and then they will be easily collected. Then
Baba blessed and comforted him, saying that he would attain peace and welfare.
After hearing this, Patankar became overjoyed and happy.
The Pandharpur Pleader
We shall
close this Chapter with short story showing Baba's omniscience and His using it
for correcting people and setting them on the right path. Once a pleader from
Pandharpur came to Shirdi, went to the Masjid, saw Sai Baba, fell at His Feet
and, without being asked, offered some Dakshina, and sat in a corner eager to
hear the talk, that was going on. Then Baba turned His face towards him and
said - "How cunning the people are! They fall at the feet, offer Dakshina,
but inwardly give abuses behind the back. Is not this wonderful?" This cap
(remark) fitted the pleader and he had to wear (take) it. None understood the
remark. The pleader grasped it, but kept silent. When they returned to the
Wada, the pleader said to Kakasaheb Dixit - "What Baba remarked was
perfectly right. The dart (remark) was aimed at me, it was a hint to me, that I
should not indulge in reviling or scandalizing others (calling by names). When
the subjudge or munsiff of Pandharput (Mr.Noolkar) came and stayed here for the
improvement of his health, a discussion about this matter was going on in the
bar-room at Pandharpur (as it ever happens in many a bar-room). It was said or
discussed there whether the ailments, from which the sub-judge suffered were,
ever likely to be got rid of without medicines, by merely going after Sai Baba,
and whether it was proper for an educated man, like the sub-judge, to have
recourse to such methods. The sub-judge was taken to task, i.e. he was
ciritisied, as also Sai Baba. I also took some part in this affair; and now Sai
Baba showed the impropriety of my conduct. This is not a rebuke to me, but a
favour, an advice that I should not indulge in any scandal or slander of
others; and not interfere unnecessarity in others' affairs".
Shirdi is about 100 Koss (Koss=3 miles) distant from Pandharpur; still Baba
by His omniscience knew what transpired there in the bar-room. The intervening
places -- rivers, jungles and mountains - were not a bar to His all-perceiving
sight and He could see or read the hearts of all. There was nothing secret or
veiled from Him. Everything, far or near, was plain and clear to Him as broad
as daylight. Let a man be far or near, he cannot avoid the all-pervading gaze
of Sai Baba. From this incident, the pleader took the lesson that he should
never speak ill of others, nor unnecessarily criticize them. This his evil
tendency was completely got rid of, and he was set on the right path.
Though the story refers to a pleader, still it is applicable to all. All
should, therefore, take this lesson to heart and profit thereby.
Sai Baba's greatness is unfathomable, so are His wonderful Leelas. His life
is also such; for He is Para-Brahman (Lord God) incarnate.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXII
Rescues from
Serpent-bites - (1) Balasaheb Mirikar (2) Bapusaheb Booty (3) Amir Shakkar (4)
Hemadpant - Baba's Opinion Regarding Killing of Serpents.
Preliminary
How to
meditate on Baba? No one has been able to fathom the nature or the form of the
Almighty. Even the Vedas and the thousand-tongued Shesha are not able to
describe it fully; but the devotees cannot but know and look at the form of the
Lord, for they know that His Feet are the only means of their happiness. They
know no other method of attaining the supreme goal of life, except meditating
on the Holy Feet. Hemadpant suggests an easy way of devotion and meditation as
follows:-
As the dark fortnight of every month wears out gradually, the moonlight also
wanes in the same degree and on the newmoon day, we do not see the moon at all,
nor do we get her light. Therefore, when the bright fortnight begins, people
are very anxious to see the moon. On the first day, the moon is not seen and on
the second day also she is not clearly visible. Then the people are asked to
see the moon through an opening between the two branches of a tree, and when
they begin to see through this aperture eagerly and after concentratedly, the
distant small crescent of the moon comes, to their great delight, within their
ken. Following this clue, let us try to see Baba's Light. Look at Baba's
posture, how fine it is! He is sitting with His legs folded,the right leg held
across the left knee. The fingers of His left hand are spread on the
right-foot. On the right toe are spread His two fingers-the index and middle
ones. By this posture Baba means to say, as it were-if you want to see My
Light, be egoless and most humble and meditate on My toe through the opening between
the two branches-index and middle fingers-and then you will be able to see My
Light. This is the easiest means of attaining devotion.
Now let us turn for a moment to Baba's life. Shirdi had become a place of
pilgrimage on account of Baba's stay. People from all quarters began to flock
there, and both the rich and the poor began to be benefited in more ways than
one and in some form or other. Who can describe Baba's boundless love and His
wonderful natural knowledge and His all-pervasiveness? Blessed is he, who could
experience one or all of these. Sometimes Baba observed long silence which was,
in a way, His dissertation on Brahman; at other times He was
Consciousness-Bliss Incarnate, surrounded by His devotees. Sometimes He spoke
in parables, and at other times indulged in wit and humour. At times, He was
quite unambiguous (clear) and at times He seemed enraged. Sometimes He gave His
teachings in a nut-shell, at other times He argued at length. Many a time He
was very plain. In this way, He gave varied instructions to many, according to
their requirements. His life was, therefore, inscrutable, beyond the ken of our
mind, beyond our intellect and speech. Our longing to see His face, to talk
with Him and hear His Leelas was never satisfied; still we were overflowing
with joy. We can count the showers of rain, encircle (tie) the wind in a
leather bag, but who can gauge or measure His Leelas? Now we deal here with one
aspect of them, viz. how He anticipated or forestalled the calamities of His
devotees and warded them off in time.
Balasaheb Mirikar
Balasaheb
Mirikar, son of Sirdar Kakasaheb Mirikar was Mamlatdar of Kopergaon. He was
going on tour to Chitali. On the way he came to Shirdi to see Sai Baba. When he
went to the Masjid and prostrated himself before Baba, usual conversation
regarding health and other matters commenced, when Baba sounded a note of
warning as follows:-"Do you know our Dwarakamayi?" As Balasaheb did
not understand he kept quiet, Baba continued - "This is our Dwarakamayi,
where you are sitting. She wards off all dangers and anxieties of the children,
who sit on her lap. This Masjidmayi (its presiding Deity) is very merciful, she
is the mother of the simple devotees, whom she will save in calamities. Once a
person sits on her lap, all his troubles are over. He, who rests in her shade,
gets Bliss". Then Baba gave him Udi, and placed His protecting hand on his
head. When Balasaheb was about to depart, He again said- "Do you know the
"Lamba Bava" (long gentleman), Viz. serpent?" And then closing
the left arm like fist He brought it near the right elbow, and moving His left
arm like the hood of a serpent, He said- "He is so terrible, but what can
he do to the children of Dwarakamayi: When the Dwarakamayi (its presiding
deity) protects, what can the serpent do?"
All who were present there, were curious to know the meaning of all this and
its reference to Mirikar, but none had the courage to ask Baba about this. Then
Balasaheb saluted Baba and left the Masjid with Shama. Baba called Shama back
and asked him to accompany Balasaheb, and enjoy the Chitali trip. Shama came to
Balasaheb, and told him that he would go with him according to Baba's wish.
Balasaheb replied that he need not come as it would be inconvenient. Sharma
returned to Baba and told Him what Balasaheb said to him. Baba said,
"Alright, do not go. We should mean well and do well. Whatever is destined
to happen, will happen".
In the meanwhile Balasaheb thought over again, and calling Shama asked him
to accompany him. Then Shama going again to Baba and taking His leave started
with Balasaheb in the tanga. They reached Chitali at 9 P.M. and encamped in the
Maruti temple. The office-people had not come; so they sat quiet in the temple,
talking and chitchating. Balasaheb was sitting on a mat reading a newspaper.
His Uparani (upper dhotar) was spread across his waist and on a part of it a
snake was sitting unobserved. It began to move with a rustling sound which was
heard by the peon. He brought a lantern, saw the snake and raised an alarm-
'serpent, serpent'. Balasaheb was frightened and began to quiver. Shama was
also amazed. Then he and others moved noiselessly and took sticks and clubs in
their hands. The snake got down slowly from the waist and it moved away from
Balasaheb; it was immediately done to death. Thus this calamity, which was
prophesied by Baba, was averted and Balasaheb's love for Baba was deeply
confirmed.
Bapusaheb Booty
A great
astrologer named Nanasaheb Dengale told one day Bapusaheb Booty, who was then
in Shirdi, "To-day is an inauspicious day for you, there is a danger to
your life". This made Bapusaheb restless. When they, as usual, came to
Masjid, Baba said to Bapusaheb- "What does this Nana say? He foretells
death for you. Well, you need not be afraid. Tell him boldly "Let us see
how death kills." Then later in the evening Bapusaheb went to his privy
for easing himself where he saw a snake. His servant saw it and lifted a stone
to strike at it. Bapusaheb asked him to get a big stick, but before the servant
returned with the stick, the snake was seen moving away and soon disappeared.
Bapusaheb remembered with joy Baba's words of fearlessness.
Amir shankar
Amir Shankar
was a native of the village Korale, in Kopergaon Taluka. he belonged to the
butcher caste. He worked as a commission agent in Bandra, and was well-known
there. He once suffered from Rheumatism, which gave him much pain. He was then
reminded of God, and so, he left his business and went to Shirdi, and prayed to
Baba to relieve him from his malady. Baba then stationed him in the Chavadi,
which was then a damp unhealthy place, unfit for such a patient. Any other
place in the village, or Korale itself would have been better for Amir, but
Baba's word was the deciding factor and the chief medicine. Baba did not allow
him to come to the Masjid, but fixed him in the Chavadi, where he got very
great advantage. Baba passed via Chavadi every morning and evening; and every
alternate day Baba went to the Chavadi in a procession and slept there. So Amir
got Baba's contact very often easily. Amir stayed there for full nine months,
and then, somehow or other, he got a disgust for the place. So one night he
stealthily left the place and came to Kopergaon and stayed in a Dharmashala.
There he saw an old dying Fakir, who asked him for water. Amir brought it and
gave it to him. As soon as he drank it, he passed away. Then Amir was in a fix.
He thought that if he went and informed the authorities, he would be held
responsible for the death as he was the first and sole informant, and knew
something about it. He repented for his action, viz. leaving Shirdi without
Baba's leave, and prayed to Baba. He then determined to return to Shirdi, and
that same night he ran back, remembering and muttering Baba's name on the way,
and reached Shirdi before day-break, and became free from anxiety. Then he
lived in the Chavadi in perfect accordance with Baba's wishes and orders, and
got himself cured. One night it so happened that Baba cried at midnight-
"Oh Abdul, some devilish creature is dashing against the side of My
bed". Abdul came with a latern, examined Baba's bed but found nothing,
Baba asked him to examine carefully all the place and began to strike ground
with His satka. Seeing this Leela of Baba, Amir thought that Baba might have
suspected some serpent had come there. Amir could know by close and long
contact the meaning of Baba's words and actions. Baba then saw near Amir's
cushion something moving. He asked Abdul to bring in the light, and when he
brought it, he saw the coil of a serpent there, moving its head up and down.
Thereupon the serpent was immediately beaten to death. Thus Baba gave timely
warning and saved Amir.
Hemadpant (Scorpion and Serpent)
(1) At Baba's recommendation Kakasaheb Dixit was daily reading the two works
of Shri Eknath Maharaj, viz., Bhagwat and Bhawartha Ramayana and Hemadpant had
the good forturne to be one of the audience when the reading of the works was
going on. Once when a portion from the Ramayana relating to Hanuman's testing
Rama's greatness, according to his mother's instructions, was being read, all
the listeners were spell-bound. Hemadpant was one of them. A big scorpion (none
knew where it came from), jumped and sat on the right shoulder of Hemadpant, on
his Uparani (upper dhotar). First it was not noticed, but as the Lord protects
those, who are intent on hearing His stories, he casually cast a glance over
his right shoulder and noticed it. It was dead silence, not a bit moved here or
there. It seemed as if, it also enjoyed the reading. Then by the Lord's grace,
Hemadpant without disturbing the audience, took the two ends of his dhotar,
folded them, and brought them together, enclosing the scorpion within. Then he
went out, and threw it in the garden. (2) On another occasion some persons were
sitting in the upper floor of Kakasaheb's Wada, just before nightfall, when a
serpent crept through a hole in the window frame and sat coiled up. A light was
brought. Though it was first dazzled, yet it sat still and only moved its head
up and down. Then many persons rushed there with sticks and cudgels, but as it
sat in an awakward place, no blow could be dealt. But hearing the noises of
men, the serpent went out hastily through the same hole. Then all the persons
there felt relieved.
Baba's Opinion
One devotee
named Muktaram, then said that it was good that the poor creature escaped.
Hemadpant challenged him saying that serpents should better be killed. There
was a hot discussion between them - the former contending that serpents, and
such creatures, should not be killed, the latter that they should be. As night
came on, the discussion came to an end, without any decision being arrived at.
Next day, the question was reffered to Baba, who gave His settled opinion as
follows:- "God lives in all beings and creatures, whether they be serpents
or scorpions. He is the Great Wirepuller of the world, and all beings,
serpents, scorpions etc., obey His command. Unless He will it, nobody can do
any harm to others. The world is all dependent on Him, and no one is independent.
So we should take pity and love all creatures, leave off adventurous fights and
killings and be patient. The Lord (God) is the Protector of all.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXIII
Yoga and
Onion - Shama Cured of Snake - Bite - Cholera Ordinance Broken - Ordeal of
Guru-Bhakti.
Preliminary
Really this
Jiva (human soul) transcends the three qualities, viz. Sattwa, Rajas and Tamas,
but being deluded by Maya, he forgets his nature which is
'Existence-knowledge-bliss', and thinks that he is the doer and enjoyer and
thus entangles himself in endless miseries and does not know the way of
deliverance. The only way of deliverance is Loving Devotion towards the Guru's
feet. The great Player or Actor Lord Sai has delighted His Bhaktas and transformed
them into Himself (His nature).
We regard Sai Baba as an incarnation of God for reasons already stated, but
He always said that He was an obedient servant of God. Though an incarnation He
showed the people the way, how to behave satisfactorily and carry out the
duties of their respective stations (Varnas) in this life. He never emulated
others in any way, nor asked others to have something done for Him. For Him,
Who saw the Lord in all movable and immovable things of this world, humility
was the most proper thing. None He disregarded or disrespected; for He saw
Narayan (Lord) in all beings, He never said, "I am God," but that He
was a humble servant and He always remembered Him and always uttered -
"Allah Malik" (God is the sole proprietor or Owner).
We do not know the various kinds of Saints, how they behave, what they do
and eat etc. We only know, that by God's grace they manifest themselves in this
world to liberate the ignorant and bound souls. If there be any store of merits
on our account, we get a desire in listening to the stories and Leelas of the
Saints, otherwise not. Let us now turn to the main stories of this Chapter.
Yoga and Onion
Once it so
happened, that a sadhak of Yoga came to Shirdi with Nanasaheb Chandorkar. He
had studied all the works on Yoga, including the Yoga-sutras of Patanjali, but
had no practical experience. He could not concentrate his mind and attain
samadhi even for a short time. He thought that if Sai Baba be pleased with him,
He will show him the way to attain samadhi for a long time. With this object in
view he came to Shirdi, and when he went to the Masjid he saw Sai Baba eating
bread with onion. On seeing this, a thought arose in his mind - `How can this
man, eating stale bread with raw onion, solve my difficulties and help me?' Sai
Baba read his mind and said to Nanasaheb - "Oh Nana, he who has the power
to digest onion, should eat it and none else". Hearing this remark, the
yogi was wonder-struck and then he fell at Baba's Feet with complete surrender.
With pure and open mind, he asked his difficulties and got their solution from
Baba. Thus being satisfied and happy, he left Shirdi with Baba's Udi and
blessings.
Shama Cured of Snake-Bite
Before
Hemadpant begins the story, he says about the Jiva that it can be very well
compared with a parrot, and that they both are bound, the one in the body and
the other in a cage. Both think that their present bound state is good for
them. It is only when a Helper, i.e., Guru comes and by God's grace opens their
eyes and liberates them from their bondage, that their eyes are opened to a
greater and larger life, compared to which their former limited life is
nothing.
In the last Chapter, it was shown how Baba anticipated the calamity, that
was to befall on Mr. Mirikar and rescued him from it. Now let the readers hear
a story grander than that. Once Shama was bitten by a poisonous snake. His
little finger of the hand was stung and the poison began to spread into the
body. The pain was also severe and Shama thought that he would pass off soon.
His friends wanted to take him to the God Viroba, where such cases were often
sent, but Shama ran to the Masjid -- to His Viroba (Sai Baba). When Baba saw
him, He began to scold and abuse. He got enraged and said - "Oh vile
Bhaturdya (Priest) do not climp up. Beware if you do so" and then roared -
"Go, Get away, Come down." Seeing Baba thus red with wrath, Shama was
greatly puzzled and disappointed. He thought that the Masjid was his home and
Sai Baba his sole Refuge, but if he was driven away like this, where should he
go? He lost all hope of life and kept silent. After a time Baba became normal
and calm when Shama went up and sat near. Then Baba said to him - "Don't
be afraid, don't care a jot, the Merciful Fakir will save you, go and sit quiet
at home, don't go out, believe in Me and remain fearless and have no
anxeity". Then he was sent home. Immediately afterwards, Baba sent Tatya
Patil and Kakasaheb Dixit to him with instructions to the effect, that he
should eat what he liked, should move in the home, but should never lie down
and sleep. Needless to say that these instructions were acted upon and Shama
got all-right in a short time. The only thing to be remembered in this
connection is this - the words of Baba (or the five syllabled Mantra, viz, `Go,
Get away, Come down') were not addressed to Shama- as it apparently looked -
but they were a direct order to the snake and its poison not to go up and
circulate through Shama's body. Like others well-versed in Mantrashastra, He
had not to use any incantation, charged rice or water etc. His words only were
most efficacious in saving the life of Shama.
Any one, hearing this story and other similar ones, will beget firm faith in
the Feet of Sai Baba, and the only way to cross the ocean of Maya is to
remember ever the Feet of Baba in the heart.
Cholera Epidemic
Once,
Cholera was raging virulently in Shirdi. The residents were much frightened and
they stopped all communication with the outside people. The panchas of the
village assembled together and decided upon two ordinances as a remedy to check
and put down the Epidemic. They were (1) No fuel-cart should be allowed to come
in the village, and (2) No goat should be killed there. If anybody disobeyed
these ordinances, they were to be fined by the village-authorities and panchas.
Baba knew that all this was mere supersition, and therefore, He cared two pence
for the Cholera-ordinances. While the ordinances were in force, a fuel-cart
came there, and wanted to enter the village. Everybody knew that there was
dearth of fuel in the village, still the people began to drive away the
fuel-cart. Baba came to know of this. He came to the spot and asked the cartman
to take the fuel-cart to the Masjid. None dared to raise his voice against this
action of Baba. He wanted fuel for His Dhuni and so He purchased it. Like an
Agnihotri keeping his sacred fire alive throughout his life, Baba kept His
Dhuni ever burning all day and night; and for this He always stocked fuel.
Baba's home, i.e. the Masjid was free and open to all. It had no lock and key;
and some poor people removed some wood from there for their use. Baba did not
grumble about this. Baba saw that the whole universe was pervaded by the
Almighty, and so He never bore enmity or ill-will to anybody. Though perfectly
detached. He behaved like an ordinary house-holder to set an example to the
people.
Ordeal of Guru-Bhakti
Let us now
see, how the second Cholera-ordinance fared with Baba. While it was in force,
somebody brought a goat to the Masjid. It was weak, old and about to die. At
this time Fakir Pir Mohamad of Malegaon alias Bade Baba was near. Sai Baba
asked him to behead it with one stroke, and offer it as an oblation. This Bade
Baba was much respected by Sai Baba. He always sat on the right hand of Sai Baba.
After the chilim (pipe) was first smoked by him, it was then offered to Baba
and others. After the dishes were served, at the time of taking meals at noon,
Baba respectfully called Bade Baba and made him sit on His left side, and then
all partook of food. Baba paid him also daily Rs.50/- out of the amount
collected as Dakshina. Baba accompanied him hundred paces whenever he was going
away. Such was his position with Baba. But when Baba asked him to behead the
goat, he flatly refused, saying "Why it should be killed for
nothing?" Then Baba asked Shama to kill it. He went to Radha-Krishna-Mai
and brought a knife from her and placed it before Baba. Knowing the purpose for
which the knife was taken, she recalled it. Then Shama went to bring another knife,
but stayed in the Wada, and did not return soon. Then came the turn of
Kakasaheb Dixit. He was 'good gold' no doubt, but had to be tested. Baba asked
him to get a knife and kill the goat. He went to Sathe's Wada and returned with
a knife. He was ready to kill it at Baba's bidding. He was born in a pure
Brahmin family and never in his life knew killing. Though quite averse to do
any act of violence, he made himself bold to kill the goat. All the people
wondered to see that Bade Baba, a Mahomedan was unwilling to kill it while this
pure Brahmin was making preparations to do so. He tightened his dhotar and with
a semicircular motion raised his hand with the knife and looked at Baba for the
final signal. Baba said - "What are you thinking of? Go on, strike".
Then, when the hand was just about to come down, Baba said - "Stop, how
cruel you are! Being a Brahmin, you are killing a goat?" Kakasaheb obeyed
and kept the knife down and said to baba - "Your nectarlike word is law
unto us, we do not know any other ordinance. We remember You always, meditate
on Your Form and obey You day and night, we do not know or consider whether it
is right or wrong to kill, we do not want to reason or discuss things, but
implicit and prompt compliance with Guru's orders, is our duty and dharma".
Then Baba said to Kakaseheb, that He would Himself do the offering and
killing business. It was settled that the goat should be disposed of near a
place called Takkya, where fakirs used to sit. When the goat was being removed
to that place, it fell dead on the way.
Hemadpant closes the Chapter with a classification of disciples. He says
that they are of three kinds : (1) First or best (2) Second or middling and (3)
Third or ordinary. The best kind of disciples are those who guess what their
Gurus want and immediately carry it out and serve them without waiting for an
order from them. The average disciples are those who carry out the orders of
their Masters to a letter, without any delay, and the third kind of disciples
are those, who go on postponing the carrying out of their orders and making
mistakes at every step.
The disciples should have firm faith, backed up by intelligence and if they
and patience to these, their spiritual goal will not be distant. Control of
breath -- ingoing and outgoing, or Hath-Yoga or other difficult practices are
not at all necessary. When the disciples get the above-mentioned qualities,
they become ready for further instructions and the Masters then appear and lead
them on, in their spiritual path to perfection.
In the next Chapter we will deal with Baba's interesting wit and humour.
Bow
to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXIV
Baba's Wit
and I lumour - Chanak Leela - (1) Hemadpant (2) Sudama (3) Anna Chinchanikar
vs. Mavsibai.
Preliminary
To say that,
we shall state such and such in the next or this Chapter, is a sort of egoism.
Unless, we surrender our ego to the feet of our Sad-guru, we will not succeed
in our undertaking. If we become egoless, then our success is assured.
By worshipping Sai Baba, we attain both the objects, worldly and spiritual,
and are fixed in our true Nature, and get peace and happiness. Therefore, those
who want to gain their welfare, should respectfully hear Sai Baba's Leelas or
stories and meditate on them. If they do this, they will easily attain the
object of their life and get Bliss.
Generally, all people like wit and humour, but they do not like that jokes
should be cut at their expense. But Baba's method was peculiar; when it was
accompained with gestures, it was very interesting and instructive, and the
people, therefore, did not mind, if they were held up to the ridicule.
Hemadpant gives his own instance below.
Chanak-Leela
In Shirdi,
bazar was held every Sunday, and people from the neighbouring villages came
there, erected booths and stalls on the street, and sold their wares and
commodities. Every noon, the Masjid was crowded more or less; but on Sunday, it
was crowded to suffocation. On one such Sunday, Hemadpant sat in front of Baba,
shampooing His Legs and muttering God's name. Shama was on Baba's left,
Vamanrao to His right - Shriman Booty and Kakasaheb Dixit and others were also
present there. Then Shama laughed and said to Annasaheb - "See that some
grains seem to have stuck to the sleeve of your coat". So saying he touched
the sleve and found that there were some grains. Hemadpant straightened his
left fore-arm to see what the matter was, when to the the surprise of all, some
grains of gram come rolling down and were picked up by the people who were
sitting there.
This incident furnished a subject-matter for joke. Everybody present began
to wonder and said something or other as to how the grains found their way into
the sleeve of the coat and lodged there so long. Hemadpant also could not guess
how they found an entrance and stayed there. When nobody could give any
satisfactory explanation in this matter, and everybody was wondering about this
mystery, Baba said as follows :-
Baba - "This fellow (Annasaheb) has got the bad habit of eating alone.
Today is a bazar-day and he was here chewing grams. I know his habit and these
grams are a proof of it. What wonder is there is this matter?"
Hemadpant - "Baba, I never know of eating things alone; then why do you
thrust this bad habit on me? I have never yet seen Shirdi bazar. I never went
to the bazar today, then how could I buy grams, and how could I eat them if I
had not bought them? I never eat anything unless I share it with others present
near me".
Baba - "It is true that you give to the persons present; but if none be
near-by, what could you or I do But do you remember Me before eating? Am I not
always with you? Then do you offer Me anything before you eat?"
Moral
Let us mark
and note carefully, what Baba has taught us, by this incident. He has advised
us that before the senses, mind and intellect enjoy their objects, he should
first be remembered, and if this be done, it is in a way an offering to Him.
The senses etc. can never remain without their objects, but if those objects
are first offered to the Guru, the attachment for them will naturally vanish.
In this way, all the Vrittis (thoughts) regarding Desire, Anger, Avarice etc.
should first be offered and directed to the Guru and if this practice be
followed, the Lord will help you in eradicating all the Vrittis. When before
enjoyment of the objects, you think that Baba is close by, the question whether
the object is fit to be enjoyed or not will at once arise. Then the object that
is not fit to be enjoyed will be shunned and in this way our vicious habits or
vices will disappear and our character will improve. Then love for the Guru
will grow and pure knowledge will sprout up. When this knowledge grows, the
bondage of body - consciousness (we are the body) will snap and our intellect
will be merged in spirit-consciousness (we are the spirit). Then we shall get
Bliss and contentment. There is no difference between Guru and God. He who sees
any difference in them, sees God nowhere. So leaving aside all ideas of
difference, we should regard Guru and God as one, and if we serve our Guru as
stated above, Lord (God) will be certainly pleased and purifying our minds He
will give us self-realisation. To put the matter in a nut-shell, we should not
enjoy any object with our senses etc. without first remembering our Guru. When the
mind is trained in this way, we will be always reminded of Baba, and our
meditation on Baba will grow apace. The Sagun Form of Baba will ever be before
our eyes and then devotion, non-attachment and salvation will all be ours. When
Baba's Form is thus fixed before our mental vision, we forget hunger, thirst,
and this samsar; the consciousness of worldly pleasures will disappear and our
mind shall attain peace and happiness.
Sudama's Story
When the
above story was being narrated, Hemadpant was reminded of similar story of
Sudama, which illustrates the same priciple and, therefore, it is given here.
Shri Krishna and His elder brother, Balarama, were living with a co-student,
named Sudama, in the ashram of their Guru, Sandipani. Once Krishna and Balarama
were sent to the forest for bringing fuel. Then the wife of Sandipani sent also
Sudama for the same purpose with some quantity of grams for the three. When
Krishna met Sudama in the forest, he said to him - "Dada, I want water as
I am thirsty". Sudama replied - "No water should be drunk on an empty
stomach, so it is better to rest a while". He did not say that he had got
grams with him and that He should take some. As Krishna was tired, He lay down
for rest on the lap of Sudama and was snoring. Seeing this, Sudama took out the
grams and began to eat. Then Krishna suddenly asked him - "Dada, what are
you eating, whence is the sound?". He replied - "What is there to
eat? I am shivering with cold and my teeth are chattering. I can't even repeat distinctly
Vishnu-Sahastra-Nama". Hearing this, the Omniscient Krishna said - "I
just dreamt a dream, in which I saw a man, eating things of another, and when
asked about this, he said - "What earth (dust) should he eat?",
meaning thereby that he had nothing to eat? The other man said - "Let it
be so". Dada, this is only a dream. I know that you won't eat anything
without Me; under the influence of the dream I asked you what you were
eating?" If Sudama had known a bit of the Omniscient, Shri Krishna and His
Leelas, he would not have acted, as he did. Therefore, he had to suffer for
what he did. Though he was a chum of Shri Krishna he had to pass his later life
in utter poverty. But when he later offered Krishna a handful of parched rice,
earned by his wife with her own labour, Krishna was pleased and gave him a
golden city to enjoy. This story should be remembered by those who have the
habit of eating things alone without partaking them with others.
The Shruti also emphasizes this lesson, and asks us to offer things first to
God and then enjoy them after they are renounced by Him. Baba also has taught
us the same lesson in His inimitable and humorous way.
Anna Chinchanikar vs. Mavsibai
Hemadpant,
now describes another witty incident, in which Baba played a peace-maker's part.
There was one devotee by name Damodar Ghanashyama Babare alias Anna
Chinchanikar. He was simple, rough and straightforward. He cared for nobody,
always spoke plainly and carried all dealings in cash. Though he looked
outwardly harsh and uncompromising, he was good natured and guileless. So Sai
Baba loved him. One day, like others serving Baba in their own way, this Anna
was, one noon standing prone and was shampooing the left arm of Baba, which
rested on the kathada (railing). On the right side, one old widow named Venubai
Koujalgi whom Baba called mother and all others Mavsibai, was serving Baba in
her own way. This Mavsibai was an elderly woman of pure heart. She clasped the
fingers of both her hands round the trunk of Baba and was at this time kneading
Baba's abdomen. She did this so forcibly that Baba's back and abdomen became
flat (one) and Baba moved from side to side. Anna on the other side was steady,
but Mavsibai's face moved up and down with her strokes. Once it so happened
that her face came very close to Anna's. Being of a witty disposition she
remarked - "Oh, this Anna is a lewd (bad) fellow, he wants to kiss me.
Even being so old with grey hair he feels no shame in kissing me." These
words enraged Anna and he pulled up his sleeves and said - "You say that I
am an old bad fellow, am I quite a fool? It is you that have picked up a
quarrel and are quarreling with me". All the persons, present there were
enjoying this encounter between them. Baba Who loved both of them equally and
wanted to pacify them, managed the affair very skillfully. Lovingly He said -
"Oh Anna, why are you unnecessarily raising this hue and cry? I do not
understand what harm or impropriety is there, when the mother is kissed?"
Hearing these words of Baba, both of them were satisfied and all the persons
laughed merrily and enjoyed Baba's wit to their heart's content.
Baba's Characteristics -- His
Dependency on Bhaktas
Baba allowed His devotees to serve Him in their own way, and did not like
any other persons interfering in this. To quote an instance, the same Mavsibai
was on another occasion, kneading Baba's abdomen. Seeing the fury and force
used by her, all the other devotees felt nervous and anxious. They said,
"Oh mother, be more considerate and moderate, otherwise you will break
Baba's arteries and nerves". At this Baba got up at once from His seat,
dashed His satka on the ground. He got enraged and His eyes became red like a
live charcoal. None dared to stand before or face Baba. Then He took hold of
one end of the Satka with both hands and pressed it in the hollow of his
abdomen. The other end He fixed to the post and began to press His abdomen
against it. The satka which was about two or three feet in length seemed all to
go into the abdomen and the people feared that the abdomen would be ruptured in
a short time. The post was fixed and immovable and Baba began to go closer and
closer to it and clasped the post firmly. Every moment the rupture was
expected, and they were all dismayed, did not know what to do, and stood dumb
with wonder and fear. Baba suffered this ordeal for the sake of His Bhakta. The
other devotees wanted only to give a hint to the Mavsibai to be moderate in her
service and not cause any trouble or pain to Baba. This they did with good
intention, but Baba did not brook even this. They were surprised to see that
their well-intentioned effort had resulted in this catastrophe; and they could
do nothing but to wait and see. Fortunately, Baba's rage soon cooled down. He
left the satka and resumed His seat. From this time onward, the devotees took
the lesson that they should not meddle with anybody but allow him to serve Baba
as the chooses, as He was capable to gauge the merits and worth of the service
rendered unto Him.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXV
Damu Anna
Kasar of Ahmednagar - (1) Speculations - (2) Amra-Leela
Preliminary
We begin
this Chapter with a bow with all our eight limbs to Sai Baba, Who is an ocean
of mercy, the God incarnate, who is Para-Brahman and the great Yogeshwara (Lord
of Yoga). Victory be unto Sai Baba, Who is the crest-jewel of the Saints, who
is the home of all auspicious things, who is our Atmaram (Dear Self), and who
is the able refuge of the devotees. We prostrate ourselves before Him, Who has
attained the aim and end of life.
Sai Baba is always full of mercy. What is wanted on our part is
whole-hearted devotion to Him. When a devotee has got firm faith and devotion,
his wishes are soon fulfilled. When the desire arose in the mind of Hemadpant
to write the life and Leelas of Sai Baba, He immediately got it written by him.
When the order 'to keep the memos' was given, Hemadpant was inspired and his
intellect got strength and boldness to undertake and finish the work. He was
not, he say, qualified to write the work, but the gracious blessings of Baba
enabled him to complete the undertaking; and thus you have this Satcharita
which is a Somakant jewel, from which nectar in the form of Sai Leelas oozes
out for the readers to drink to their hearts' content.
Whenever, a devotee had complete and whole-hearted devotion to Sai Baba, all
his calamities and dangers were warded off and his welfare attended to by Baba.
The story of Damodar Savalaram Resane, Kasar of Ahmednagar (now of Poona) alias
Damu Anna illustrating the above statement, is given below.
Damu Anna
The readers
are aware that a mention of this gentleman was made in the 6th Chapter,
regarding the celebration of Rama-Navami festival in Shirdi. He went to Shirdi
about the year 1895, when the Rama-Navami Utsava-celebration began and from
that time he has been providing an ornamental flag for that occasion every
year. He also feeds the poor and the fakirs that come there for the festival.
His Speculations : (1) Cotton
A Bombay friend of Damu Anna wrote to him, that they should do some
cotton-speculation business in partnership which would bring them about two
lacs of rupees as profit. (Damu Anna says in his statement made about the year
1936 to Mr. B.V.Narasimha Swami that the proposal about speculating at Bombay in
cotton was from a broker who was not to be a partner, and that he (Damu Anna)
was to be the sole adventurer: - vide P.75 of the Devotees' Experiences Part
II). The broker wrote that the business was good and involved no risks and that
the opportunity should not be lost. Damu Anna was oscillating in his mind. He
could not at once determine to venture in the speculation. He thought about
this and as he was a devotee of Baba, he wrote a detailed letter to Shama
giving all the facts and requested him to consult Baba and take His advice in
the matter. Shama got the letter next day and when he came with it at noon to
the Masjid and placed it before Baba. He asked Shama what the matter was, and
what the paper (letter) was about. He replied that Damu Anna of Nagar wanted to
consult Him about something. Then Baba said - "What does he write, and
what does he plan? It seems that he wants to catch the sky and that he is not
content with what God has given him; read his letter". Shama than said,
"The letter contains what you have just said now. Oh, Deva you sit here
calm and composed and agitate the devotees and when they get restless, you draw
them here, some in person and others through letters. If you know the contents
of the latter, why do you then press me to read it?" Baba said - "Oh
Shama, read it please. I speak at random and who believes Me."
Then Shama read the letter and Baba heard it attentively and said feelingly
- "The Shet (Damu Anna) has gone mad; write to him in reply that nothing
is wanting in his house. Let him be content with the half loaf (bread) he has
now and let him not bother himself about lacs." Shama sent the reply which
Damu Anna was anxiously waiting for. Reading it, he found that all his hopes
and prospects about lacs of rupees as profit were dashed to the ground. He
thought that he had done a mistake in consulting Baba. But as Shama had hinted
in the reply that there was always much difference in seeing and hearing and
that, therefore, he should come to Shirdi personally and see Baba. He thought
it advisable to go to Shirdi and consult Baba personally about the affair. So
he went to Shirdi, saw Baba, prostrated himself before Him and sat shampooing
His legs. He had no courage to ask Baba openly about the speculation, but he
thought in his mind, that it would be better if some share in the business
should be assigned to Baba and said in his mind, that if Baba were to help him
in this transaction, he would surrender some share of profits to Him. Damu Anna
was thus thinking secretly in his mind, but nothing was veiled from Baba;
everything past, present and future were clear to Him as an Amalaka fruit in
hand. A child wants sweets, but its mother gives bitter pills; the former spoil
its health, while the latter improve it. So the mother looking to the welfare
of her infant, coaxes it and gives it bitter pills. Baba, kind mother as He
was, knew the present and future prospects of His devotees, and therefore
reading Damu Anna's mind, He openly spoke to him - "Bapu, I do not want to
be entangled in any such wordly things (sharing profits)." Seeing Baba's
disapproval Damu Anna dropped the enterprise.
(2) Grain-Dealing
Then he thought of trading in grain, rice, wheat and other groceries. Baba
read also this thought and said to him, "You will be buying at five seers
and selling at seven seers a rupee". So this business was also given up.
The rice in the prices of grains was kept up for some time, and Baba's prophecy
seemed to be falsified, but in a month or two there was abundant rain
everywhere and the prices suddenly fell down; and, therefore, those who stored
grains suffered a severe loss. Damu Anna was saved from this fate. Needless to
say that the cotton speculation which was conducted by the broker with the help
of another merchant also collapsed with a severe loss to the adventurers. After
seeing that Baba had saved him from two severe losses in cotton and grain
speculations, Damu Anna's faith in Baba grew strong and he remained a true
devotee of Baba till His passing away and even now.
Amra-Leela (Mango miracle)
Once a
parcel of about 300 good mangoes was received at Shirdi. It was sent from Goa
by one Mamlatdar named Rale to Sai Baba in the name of Shama. When it was
opened, all the mangoes were found to be in a good condition. They were given
in Shama's charge and only four were retained and placed in the kolamba (pot)
by Baba. He said that, "These four fruits are for Damu Anna, let them lie
there".
This Damu Anna had three wives. According to his statement mentioned above,
he had not three but two wives only. He had no issue. He consulted many
astrologers and himself studied astrology to some extent and found that as
there was a 'papi' (inauspicious) planet in his horoscope, there was no
prospect of any issue to him in this life. But he had great faith in Baba. When
he went to Shirdi, two hours after the receipt of the mango parcel, for
worshipping Baba, He said, "Though other people are looking for the
mangoes, they are Dammya's. He whose they are, should 'eat and die'." Damu
Anna on hearing these words was first shocked, but on Mhalsapati (a prominent
Shirdi devotees) explaining to him that death meant the death of the little
self or egos, and to have it at Baba's Feet was a blessing, he said that he
would accept the fruits and eat them. But Baba said to him. "Do not eat
yourself, but give them to your junior wife. This Amra-Leela (mango miracle of
4 mangoes) will give her four sons and four daughters. This was done and
ultimately in due course it was found Baba's words turned out true and not those
of the astrologers.
Baba's speech established its efficacy or greatness while He was living in
the flesh, but wonder of wonders! It did the same even after His passing away.
Baba said - "Believe Me, though I pass away, My bones in My tomb will give
you hope and confidence. Not only Myself but My tomb would be speaking, moving
and communicating with those who would surrender themselves whole-heartedly to
Me. Do not be anxious that I would be absent from you. You will hear My bones
speaking and discussing your welfare. But remember Me always, believe in Me
heart and soul and then you will be most benefited.
Prayer
Hemadpant
closes this Chapter with a prayer. "Oh Sai Sad-guru, the wish fulfilling
tree of the Bhaktas, Let us never forget and lose sight of Your Feet; we have
been troubled with the ins and outs (births and deaths) in this samsar; now
free us from this cycle of births and deaths. Restrain us from the outgoing of
our senses to their objects and introvert us and bring us face to face with the
Atma (Self). As long as this outgoing tendency of the senses and the mind is
not checked, there is no prospect of self-realisation. Neither son, nor wife
nor friend will be of any use in the end. It is only You, Who will give us
salvation and happiness. Destroy completely our tendency for discussions and
other evil matters, let out tongue get a passion for chanting Your name. Drive
out our thoughts, good or otherwise and make us forget our bodies and houses,
and do away with our egoism. Make us ever remember Your name and forget all
other things. Remove the restlessness of our mind, and make it steady and calm.
If you just clasp us, the darkness of night of our ignorance will vanish and we
shall live happily in Your light. That You made us drink the nectar of Your
Leelas and awakened us from our slumber is due to Your grace and our store of
merits in past births".
Note :- In this connection the following extract from Damu Anna's statement
mentioned above, is worth perusal, (Page 76).
"Once when I sat at His Feet along with many others, I had two
questions in my mind and He gave answers to both.
(1) There are so many crowding to Sai Baba. Do they all get benefit from
Him?
To this, He replied orally - "Look at the mango tree in blossom. If all
the flowers brought fruit, what a splendid crop it would be. But do they? Most
fall off (either as flowers or as unripe fruits) by wind etc. Very few
remain".
(2) The second question was about myself. If Baba were to pass away, how
hopelessly adrift I would be and how am I to fare then? To this Baba answered
that He would be with me when and
wherever I thought of Him. That promise He had kept up before 1918 and has been
keeping up after 1918. He is still with me. He is still guiding me. This
was about 1910-11, when brothers separated from me and my sister died, and
there was a theft and police enquiry, all of which incidents upset me very
much.
When my sister died, my mind was much upset. I did not care for life and
enjoyments. When I went to Baba, He pacified me with His Upadesh and made me
eat a feast of Pooran Poli at Appa Kulkarni's house and get pasted with sandal.
There was a theft in my house. A thirty year's friend of mine stole my
wife's jewel-box, including her auspicious Nathi (nose-ring). I wept before
Baba's photo. The next day, the man returned the jewel-box and prayed for
pardon.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXVI
Stories of
(1) Bhakata Pant (2) Harishchandra Pitale and (3) Gopal Ambadekar.
Preliminary
All the
things that we see in the universe are nothing but a play of Maya -- the
creative power of the Lord. These things do not really exist. What really
exists is the Real Absolute. Just as we mistake a rope of a garland or a stick
for a serpent on account of darkness, we always see the phenomena, i.e. things
as they outwardly appear, and not the Noumenon which underlies all the visible
things. It is only the Sad-guru that opens the eyes of our understanding and
enables us to see things in their true light and not as they appear. Let us, therefore,
worship the Sad-guru and pray to him to give us the true vision, which is
nothing but God-vision.
Inner Worship
Hemadpant
has given us a novel form of worship. Let us, he says, use hot water in the
form of tears of joy to wash the Sad-guru's feet, let us besmear His body with
sandle-paste of pure love, let us cover His body with the cloth of true faith,
let us offer eight lotuses in the form of our eight Sattwik emotions and fruit
in the form of our concentrated mind; let us apply to His head bukka
(black-powder) in the form of devotion and tie the waistband of Bhakti and
place our head on his toes.
After decorating the Sad-guru with all jewelry in this way, let us offer our
all to Him and wave chamar of devotion to ward off heat. After such blissful
worship, let us pray thus:- "Introvert our mind, turn it inward, give us
discrimination between the Unreal and the Real and non-attachment for all
worldly things and thus enable us to get Self-realisation. We surrender
ourselves, body and soul (body-consciousness and ego). Make our eyes Yours, so
that we should never feel pleasure and pain. Control our body and mind as You
will and wish. Let our mind get rest in Your Feet".
Now let us turn to the stories of this Chapter.
Bhakta Pant
Once it so
happened that a devotee by name Pant, a disciple of another Sad-guru had the
good fortune of visiting Shirdi. He had no mind to go to Shirdi, but man
proposes one way and God disposes the other. He was travelling in a B.B. &
C.I. Rly. train where he met many friends and relations bound for Shirdi. They
all asked him to accompany them and he could not say nay. They alighted at
Bombay while pant got down at Virar. There he took the permission of his
Sadguru for the Shirdi trip and after arranging for the expenses, left with the
party for Shirdi. They all reached the place in the morning and went to the
Masjid at about 11 A.M. Seeing the concourse of the devotees assembled for
Baba's worship, they were all pleased, but Pant suddenly got a fit and fell
senseless. They were all frightened, still they tried their best to bring him
to his senses. With Baba's grace and with pitchers of water which they poured
over his head, he regained his consciousness and sat upright as if he was just
awakened from sleep. The omniscient Baba knowing that he was a disciple of
another Guru, assured him fearlessness and confirmed his faith in his own Guru,
by addressing him as follows :- "Come
what may, leave not, but stick to your Bolster (support, i.e. Guru) and ever
remain steady, always at-one-ment (in union) with him." Pant at once
knew the significance of this remark and thus he was reminded of his Sad-guru.
This kindness of Baba he never forgot in his life.
Harishchandra Pitale
There was a
gentleman by name Harishchandra Pital in Bombay. He had a son, who suffered
from epilepsy. He tried many allopathic and ayurvedic doctors, but there was no
cure. There remained only one way of remedy, viz. resorting to the saints. It
has been stated in Chapter XV that Das Ganu by his inimitable and splendid
kirtans spread the fame of Sai Baba in the Bombay Presidency. Mr. Pitale heard
some of these kirtans in 1910 and learnt therefrom and from others that Baba,
by His touch and mere glance, cured many incurable diseases. Then a desire
arose in his mind to see Sai Baba. Making all preparations and taking presents
and fruit-baskets, Mr. Pitale came to Shirdi with family, wife and children. He
then went to the Masjid with them, prostrated before Baba and placed his sick
son on Baba's Feet. No sooner Baba saw the child than an untoward thing
happened. The son immediately revolved his eyes and fell down senseless. His
mouth began to foam and his whole body began to perspire profusely and it
seemed as if he breathed himself out. Seeing this, the parents became very
nervous and excited. The boy used to get such fits very often, but this fit
seemed to persist long. Tears began to flow ceaselessly from the mother's eyes
and she began to wail, crying that her condition was like that of a person, who
being afraid of the robbers ran into a house which collapsed on him,or like a
cow fearing a tiger, ran into the hands of a butcher, or like a traveller, who
being tormented by the heat of the sun went to take refuge under a tree, which
fell upon him, or like a devout person going for worship into a temple which
collapsed upon him. Then Baba comforted her saying - "Do not wail like
this, wait a bit, have patience, take the boy to your lodging, he will come to
his senses within half an hour." They did as directed by Baba and found
that His words came true. As soon as he was taken into the Wada, the boy
recovered and all the Pitale family, husband, wife and others were very
delighted and all their doubts disappeared. Then Mr. Pitale came with his wife
to see Baba and prostrated himself before Him very humbly and respectfully and
sat shampooing His legs and mentally thanking Baba for His help. Baba then
smilingly said - "Are not all your thoughts, doubts and apprehensions
calmed down now? Hari (Lord) will protect him, who has got faith and
patience". Mr. Pitale was a rich and well-to-do gentleman. He distributed
sweet-meat on a large scale and gave Baba excellent fruits and pan
(betel-leaves). Mrs. Pitale was a very Sattwik lady, simple, loving and
faithful. She used to sit near the post staring at Baba with tears of joy
flowing down from her eyes. Seeing her of an amicable and loving nature, Baba
was much pleased with her. Like Gods, Saints are always dependent on their
devotees who surrender and worship them with their heart and soul. After
passing some happy days in Baba's company, the Pitale family came to the Masjid
to take Baba's leave to depart. Baba gave them Udi and blessings and called Mr.
Pitale close by and said to him - "Bapu, I had given you before, Rs. two, now
I give you Rs. three; keep these in your shrine for worship and you will be
benefited." Mr. Pitale accepted these as Prasad, prostrated himself again
before Baba and prayed for His blessings. A thought arose in his mind, that as
that was his first trip to Shirdi, he could not understand what Baba meant,
when He said that He had given Rs. two previously. He was curious to have this
mystery solves, but Baba kept silent. When Mr. Pitale returned to Bombay, he
narrated to his old mother all that had happened at Shirdi and the mystery
about Baba's giving him Rs. two formerly. The mother also did not understand
the mystery, but, thinking seriously about that, she was reminded of an old
incident, which solved the mystery. She said to her son - "As you now went
to Sai Baba with your son, so had your father done when he took you to
Akkalkot, for the darshana of the Maharaj there many years ago. That Maharaj
was also a Siddha, Perfect Yogi, omniscient and liberal. Your father was pure,
devout and his worship was accepted. He then gave your father Rs. two for being
kept in the shrine and worshipped. Your father worshipped them accordingly till
his death, but thereafter the worship was neglected and the rupees were lost.
After some years the memory of these two rupees also disappeared and now, as
you are very fortunate, the Akkalkotkar Maharaj has appeared to you in the form
of Sai Baba just to remind you to your duties and worship, and to ward off all
dangers. Now beware henceforth, leave off all doubts and bad thoughts, follow
your ancestors and behave well; go on worshipping the family gods and the
rupees, appraise properly and take pride in the blessing of the Saints. Sai
Samartha has kindly revived the spirit of Bhakti in you, cultivate it it your
benefit." Hearing the remarks of the mother, Mr. Pitale was very much
delighted. He came to know, and was convinced about the all-prevasiveness of
Baba and the significance of His darshan. From that time he became very careful
about his behaviour.
Mr. Ambadekar
Mr. Gopal
Narayan Ambadekar of Poona was a devotee of Baba. He served for ten years in
the Abkari department in the Thana District and in Javhar state, from where he
had to retire. He tried to get some other job, but he did not succeed. He was
overtaken by other calamities and his condition grew from bad to worse. He
passed 7 years in this condition, visiting Shirdi every year and placing his
grievance before Baba. In 1916 his plight became worst and be decided to commit
suicide in Shirdi. So he came there with his wife and stayed for two months.
One night while sitting in a bullock cart in front of Dixit's Wada, he resolved
to end his life by throwing himself into a well close by. He proposed to do one
way but Baba wished to do something else. A few paces from this place, there
was a hotel and its proprietor Mr. Sagun, a devotee of Baba, came out and
accosted him thus - "Did you ever read this Akkalkotkar Maharaja's
life?" Ambadekar took that book from Sagun and began to read it. Casually,
or we may say providentially he came across a story which was to this effect. -
During the life time of Akkalkotkar Maharaj a certain devotee suffered very
much from an incurble disease and when he could endure the agony and pain no
longer, be became desperate and to end his miseries threw himself one night
into a well. Immediately the Maharaj came there and took him out with his own
hands and advised him thus - "You must enjoy the fruit - good or bad - of
your past actions; if the enjoyment be incomplete, suicide won't help you. You
have to take another birth and suffer again; so instead of killing yourself,
why not suffer for some time and finish up your store of the fruit of your past
deeds and be done with it once and for all?"
Reading this appropriate and timely story, Ambadekar was much surprised, and
moved. Had he not got Baba's hint through the story, he would have been no
more. On seeing Baba's all-prevasiveness and benevolence, his faith in Him was
confirmed, and he became a staunch devotee. His father was a devotee of
Akkalkotkar Maharaj and Sai Baba wanted him to walk into his father's footsteps
and continue his devotion to Him. He then got Sai Baba's blessings and his
prospects began to improve. He studied astrology and gained proficiency in it
and thereby improved his lot. He was able to earn sufficient money and passed
his after-life in ease and comfort.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXVII
Favour Shown
by Giving Bhagwat and Vishnu-Sahasra Nam - Dixit's Vitthal Vision - Gita
Rahasya - Khapardes.
This Chapter describes, how Sai Baba favoured His devotees by granting them
religious books after he had touched and consecrated them, for parayana
(reading regularly) and certain other matters.
Preliminary
When a man
takes a plunge into the sea, he gets the merit of bathing in all the Tirthas
and sacred rivers. Similarly when a man takes refuge at the feet of the
Sad-guru, he gets the merit of bowing to the Trinity, i.e. Brahma, Vishnu and
Mahesh and also Para-Brahma. Victory be unto Shri Sai the wish-fulfilling tree
and the ocean of knolwedge, who gives us self-realisation. Oh Sai, create in us
regard for Your stories. Let the readers and audience devour them with the same
relish with which the chatak bird drinks the water from the clouds and becomes
happy. While listening to Your stories, let them and their families get all the
sattwik emotions, viz. let their bodies perspire, let their eyes be full of
tears, let their prana be steady, let their minds be composed, let their hair
stand on end, let them cry, sob and shake, let their hostilities and their
distinctions, great and small vanish. If these things happen, that is a sign of
the grace of the Guru dawning upon them. When these emotions develop in you,
the Guru is most pleased and will certainly lead you on to the goal of
self-realisation. The best way, therefore, to get free from the shackles of
Maya is our complete and whole-hearted surrender to Baba. The Vedas cannot take
you across the ocean of Maya. It is only the Sad-guru, who can do so and make
you, see the Lord in all creatures.
Granting Consecrated Book
The variety
of imparting instructions followed by Baba has already been noticed in the
previous Chapters. In this, we shall deal with one aspect of it. It was the
habit of some devotees to take some religious books, of which they wanted to
make a special study, to Baba and to receive the same back from Him, after they
were touched and consecrated by Him. While reading daily such books, they felt
that Baba was with them. Once, Kaka Mahajani came to Shirdi with a copy of
Ekanathi Bhagwat. Shama took that book to read and taking it with him went to
the Masjid. There Baba took it from him, touched it and turning some pages here
and there gave it back to Shama and asked him to keep it with him. When Shama
said that it belonged to Kaka and had to be returned to him. "No,
no", said Baba. "As I have given it to you, better keep it with you
for safe custody; it will be of use to you." In this way many books were
entrusted to Shama. Kaka Mahajani after a some days came again with another
copy of the same Bhagwat and gave it in Baba's hand. Then Baba gave it back as
Prasad and asked him to preserve it well and assured him that it would stand
him in good stead. Kaka accepted it with a bow.
Shama and Vishnu-Sahasra-Nam
Shama was a
very intimate devotee of Baba and Baba wanted to favour him in a particular way
by giving him a copy of Vishnu-Sahasra-Nam as Prasad. This was done in the
following way. Once a Ramadasi (follower of Saint Ramadas) came to Shirdi and
stayed for some time. The routine he followed daily was as follows : He got up
early in the morning, washed his face, bathed and then after wearing
saffron-coloured clothes and besmearing himself with sacred ashes, read
Vishnu-Sahasra-Nam (a book giving a thousand names in praise of Vishnu, and
held second in importance to Bhagwad Geeta) and Adhyatma-Ramayana (Esoteric
version of Rama's story) with faith. He read these books often and often and
then after some days Baba thought of favouring and initiating Shama with Vishnu-Sahasra-Nam.
He, therefore, called the Ramadasi to Him and said to him that, He was
suffering from intense stomach-pain, and unless He took Senna-pods (Sona-mukhi,
a mild purgative drug) the pain would not stop; so he should please go to the
bazar and bring the drug. The Ramadasi closed his reading and went to the
bazar. Then Baba descended from His seat, came to the Ramadasi's place of
reading, took out the copy of Vishnu-Sahasra-Nam, and coming to His seat said
to Shama- "Oh Shama, this book is very valuable and efficacious, so I
present it to you, you read it. Once I suffered intensely and My heart began to
palpitate and My life was in danger. At that critical time, I hugged this book
to My heart and then, Shama, what a relief it gave me! I thought that Allah
Himself came down and saved Me. So I give this to you, read it slowly, little
by little, read daily one name at least and it will do you good." Shama
replied that he did not want it, and that the owner of it, the Ramadasi who was
a mad, obstinate and irritable fellow would certainly pick up a quarrel with
him, besides, being a rustic himself, he could not read distinctly the Sanskrit
(Devanagari) letters of the book.
Shama thought that Baba wanted to set him up against the Ramadasi by this
act of His, but he had no idea of what Baba felt for him. Baba must have
thought to tie this necklace of Vishu-Sahasra-Nam round the neck of Shama, as
he was an intimate devotee, though a rustic, and thus save him from the
miseries of the worldly existence. The efficacy of God's Name is well-known. It
saves us from all sins and bad tendencies, frees us from the cycle of births
and deaths. There is no easier sadhana than this. It is the best purifier of
our mind. It requires no paraphernalia and no restrictions. It is so easy and
so effective. This sadhana, Baba wanted Shama to practise, though he did not
crave for it. So Baba forced this on him. It is also reported that long ago,
Eknath Maharaj, similarly, forced this Vishnu-Sahasra-Nam on a poor Brahmin
neighbour, and thus saved him. The reading and study of this Vishnu-Sahasra-Nam
is a broad open way of purifying the mind, and hence Baba thrust this on His
Shama.
The Ramadasi returned soon with the Seena-pods. Anna Chinchanikar, who was
then present and who wanted to play the part of Narada (the Celestial Rishi who
was well-known for setting up quarrels between Gods and demons and vice versa),
informed him of what had happened. The Ramadasi at once flared up. He came down
at once on Shama with all fury. He said that it was Shama who set Baba to send
him away under the pretext of stomach-ache for bringing the medicine and thus
got the book. He began to scold and abuse Shama and remarked that if the book
be not returned, he would dash his head before him. Shama calmly remonstrated
with him, but in vain. Then Baba spoke kindly to him as follows - "Oh
Ramadasi, what is the matter with you? Why are you so turbulent? Is not Shama
our boy? Why do you scold him unnecessarily. How is it that you are so
quarrelsome? Can you not speak soft and sweet words? You read daily these
sacred books and still your mind is impure and your passions uncontrolled. What
sort of a Ramadasi you are! You ought to be indifferent to all things. Is it
not strange that you should covet this book so strongly? A true Ramadasi should
have no 'mamata' (attachment) but have 'samata' (equality) towards all. You are
now quarrelling with the boy Shama for a mere book. Go, take your seat, books
can be had in plenty for money, but not men; think well and be considerate.
What worth is your book? Shama had no concern with it. I took it up Myself and
gave it to him. You know it by heart. I thought Shama might read it and profit
thereby, and so I gave to it him."
How sweet were these words of Baba, soft, tender and nectar-like! Their
effect was wonderful. The Ramadasi calmed down and said to Shama that he would
take 'Panch-ratni' Geeta in return. Shama was much pleased and said - "Why
one, I shall give ten copies in return".
So the matter was ultimately compromised. The question for consideration is
"Why should the Ramadasi press for Pancha-ratni Geeta, the God in which he
never cared to know, and why should he, who daily read religious books in the
Masjid in front of Baba, quarrel with Shama before Him?" We do not know
how to apportion the blame and whom to blame. We only say that, had this
procedure been not gone through, the importance of the subject, the efficacy of
God's name and the study of Vishnu-Sahasra-Nam would not have been brought home
to Shama. So we see that Baba's method, of teaching and initiating was unique.
In this cases Shama did gradually study the book and mastered its contents to
such an extent, that he was able to explain it to Professor G.G. Narke, M.A. of
the College of Engineering, Poona, the son-in-law of Shriman Booty and a
devotee of Baba.
Vitthal-Vision
One day,
while Kakasaheb Dixit was in mediation after his morning bath in his Wada at
Shirdi he saw a vision of Vitthal. When he went to see Baba afterwards, Baba
asked him - "Did vitthal Patil come? did you not see Him? He is very
elusive, hold Him fast, otherwise He will give you the slip and run away".
Then at noon a certain hawker came there, with 20 or 25 pictures of Vitthal of
Pandharpur for sale. Mr. Dixit was surprised to see that the form of Vithal he
saw in his mediation exactly tallied with that in the picture and he was also
reminded of Baba's words. He therefore, bought one picture most willingly and
kept it in his shrine for worship.
Geeta-Rahasya
Baba always
loved those who studied Brahma-vidya (metaphysics) and encouraged them. To give
an instance - Once Bapusaheb Jog received a post-parcel. It contained a copy of
Geeta-Rahasya by Lokamanya Tilak. Taking it under his armpit he came to the
Masjid and prostrated himself before Baba, when the parcel fell at Baba's Feet.
Baba enquired what it was. It was opened then and there and the book was placed
in Baba's hand. He turned some pages here and there for a few minutes and took
out a rupee from His pocket placed it on the book and handed the same with the
rupee to Jog and said to him - "Read this completely and you will be
benefited".
Mr. and Mrs. Khaparde
Let us close
this Chapter with a description of the Khapardes. Once Dadasaheb Khaparde came
with his family and lived in Shirdi for some months. (The diary of his stay has
been published in English in the Shri Sai Leela Magazine first Volume.)
Dadasaheb was not an ordinary man. He was the richest and the most famous
advocate of Amraoti (Berar) and was a member of the Council of State, Delhi. He
was very intelligent and a very good speaker. Still he dared not open his mouth
before Baba. Most devotees spoke and argued with Baba off and on, but only
three, viz. Khaparde, Noolkar and Booty kept always silent. They were meek,
modest, humble and goodnatured. Dadasaheb, who was able to expound Panchadashi
(A well-known Sanskrit treatise on the Adwaita Philosophy by the famous
Vidyaranya) to others, said nothing or uttered no word when he came to the
Masjid before Baba. Really a man, however learned he may be even in Vedas,
fades away before one, who was realised Brahman and become one with it.
Learning cannot shine before Self-reaisation. Dadasaheb stayed for four months,
but Mrs. Khaparde stayed for seven. Both were highly pleased with their Shirdi
stay. Mrs. Khaparde was faithful and devout, and loved Baba deeply. Every noon
she brought naivedya herself to the Masjid, and after it was accepted by Baba,
she used to return and take her meals. Seeing her steady and firm devotion,
Baba wanted to exhibit it to others. One noon she brought a dish containing
Sanza (wheat-pudding), purees, rice, soup, and kheer (sweet rice) and other
sundry articles to the Masjid. Baba, who usually waited for hours, got up at
once, went up to His dining seat and removing the outer covering from the dish
began to partake of the things zealously. Shama then asked Him - "Why this
partiality? You throw away dishes of others and do not care to look at them,
but this You draw to You earnestly and do justice to it. Why is the dish of
this woman so sweet? This is a problem to us." Baba then explained -
"This food is really extra-ordinary. In former birth this lady was a
merchant's fat cow yielding much milk. Then she disappeared and took birth in a
gardener's family, then in a Kshatriya family, and married a merchant. Then she
was born in a Brahmin family. I saw her after a very long time, let Me take
some sweet morsels of love from her dish." Saying this, Baba did full
justice to her dish, washed his mouth and hands, gave out some belches as a
mark of satisfaction, and resumed His seat. Then she make a bow and began to
shampoo Baba's legs and Baba began to talk with her and knead her arms which
were shampooing His Legs. On seeing this reciprocal service Shama began to joke
and said - "It is going on well, it is a wonderful sight to see God and
His Bhakta serving each other. "After being pleased with her sincere
service, Baba asked her in low and fascinating tone to chant 'Rajarama,
Rajarama' then and always, and said - "If you do this, your life's object
will be gained, your mind will attain peace and you will be immensely
benefited." To persons unfamiliar with spiritual matters, this might
appear as affair, but really it was not so. It was a case of, what in technically
called, 'Shakti-pat', i.e. transference of power from the Guru to the disciple.
How forcible and effective were Baba's words! In an instant, they pierced her
heart and found lodgement there.
This case illustrates the nature of the relations that should subsist
between the Guru and the disciple. Both should love and serve each other as
One. There is no distinction nor any difference between them. Both are One, and
one cannot live without the other. The disciple placing his head on the Guru's
feet is a gross or outward vision; really and internally they are both one and
the same. Those who see any difference between them are yet unripe and not
perfect.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXVIII
Sparrows
Drawn To Shirdi
(1) Lakhamichand - (2) Burhanpore Lady - (3) Megha
Preliminary
Sai is not
finite or limited. He dwells in all beings, from ants and insects to the God
Brahma. He pervades all. Sai was well-versed in the knowledge of the Vedas, as
well as in the science of Self-realisation. As He was proficient in both these,
He was well-fitted to be the Sad-guru. Any one, though learned, but not able to
awaken the disciples and establish them in Self-realisation, does not deserve
to be called a Sadguru. Generally the father gives birth to the body, and death
invariably follows life; but Sadguru does away with both life and death, and so
he is more kind and merciful, than any body.
Sai Baba often said that-let His man (Devotee) be at any distance, a
thousand koss away from Him, he will be drawn to Shirdi like a sparrow, with a
thread tied to its feet. This Chapter describes the stories of three such
sparrows.
Lala Lakhamichand
This
gentleman was first serving in the Railways and afterwards in Shri Venkateshwar
Press in Bombay and thereafter in the firm of Messrs. Ralli Brothers as a
munshi (clerk). He got the contact of Baba in 1910. One or two months before
Christmas he saw in his dream at Santacruz (a suburb of Bombay) an old man with
a beard, standing and surrounded by his Bhaktas. Some days later he went to the
house of his friend. Mr Dattatreya Manjunath Bijur to hear the kirtan by Das
Ganu. It was always the practice of Das Ganu to keep Baba's picture in front of
the audience while making the kirtan. Lakhamichand was surprised to see that
the features of the old man he saw in his dream, tallied exactly with those in
the picture and thus he came to the conclusion, that the old man, he saw in his
dream was Sai Baba himself. The sight of this picture, Das Ganu's kirtan and
the life of the Saint Tukaram on which Das Ganu discoursed, all these things
made a deep impression on his mind and he pined to go to Shirdi. It is always
the experience of the Bhaktas that God always helps them in their search for
Sad-guru and other spiritual endeavours. That very night at 8-00 p.m. a friend
named Shankarrao knocked at his door and asked him whether he would accompany
him to Shirdi. His joy knew no bounds and he at once decided to go to Shirdi.
He borrowed Rs.15/- from his cousin and after making due preparations left for
Shirdi. In the train, he and his friend Shankar Rao did some Bhajan (sang
religious songs) and enquired about Sai baba with some fellow passengers-four
Mahomedans, who were returning to their place near Shirdi. They all told tham
that Sai baba was a great Saint living in Shirdi for many years. Then when they
reached Kopergaon he wanted to buy some good guavas for offering to Baba, but
he was so much enrapt with the scenery and sights there, that he forgot to
purchase them. When they were nearing Shirdi, he was reminded of the guavas;
just then he saw an old woman with a guava-basket on her head, running after
the tanga. The tanga was stopped and he gladly purchased some select fruits,
when the woman said - "Take all the rest and offer them on my behalf to
Baba". The facts viz. that he had intended to purchase guavas, but that he
had forgotten to do so, the old woman's encounter and her devotion to Baba, all
these were a surprise to both the friends; and Lakhamichand thought in his
mind, that the old woman might be some relation of the old man he saw in his
dream. Then they drove on and came near Shirdi and seeing the flags on the
Masjid they saluted them. With Puja materials in hand, they then went to the
Masjid and worshipped Baba with due formality. Lakhmichand was much moved and
was extremely happy to see Baba. He was enrapt with Baba's Feet as a bee with a
sweet smelling lotus. Then Baba spoke as follows :-
"Cunning fellow, he does bhajan on the way and enquires from others.
Why ask others? Everything we should see with our own eyes; where is the
necessity to question others? Just think for yourself whether your dream is
true or not? Where was the necessity of the darshan by taking a loan from a
Marwari? Is the heart's desire now satisfied?"
Hearing these words Lakhamichand was wonderstruck at Baba's omniscience. He
was at a loss to know how Baba came to know about all the things that had
happened enroute from his house to Shirdi. The chief thing to note in this
respect is that Baba never liked people to run into debt for taking His
darshan, or celebrating any holiday or making any pilgrimage.
Sanza
At noon when
Lakhamichand was sitting for meals he got some sanza (wheat-pudding) from a
devotee as Prasad. He was pleased to have it. Next day also he expected it, but
got nothing. So, he was anxious to get it again. Then on the third day at the
noon Arati time, Bapusaheb Jog asked Baba, what naivedya he should bring. Baba
told him to bring sanza. Then the Bhaktas brought two big potfuls of sanza.
Lakshamichand was very hungry and there was some pain in his back. Then Baba
said to him - "It is good that you are hungry, take sanza and some
medicine for the pain in the back." He was again wonderstruck to see that
Baba again read his mind and spoke out what was passing therein. How omniscient
was He!
Evil eye
On this
occasion, he once witnessed one night the procession to the chavadi. Baba then
suffered much from cough. He thought that this suffering of Baba might be due
to somebody's evil eye. Next morning when he went to the Masjid Baba spoke to
Shama as follows - "I suffered last night from cough; is it due to some
evil eye? I think that somebody's evil eye has worked on me and so I am
suffering". In this case Baba spoke out what was passing in Lakshamichand's
mind.
On seeing these proofs of Baba's omniscience and kindness to His Bhaktas, he
fell prostrate at Baba's Feet and said - "I am much pleased with your
darshan. Ever be kind and merciful to me and protect me always. There is no
other God to me in this world except Your Feet. Let my mind be ever rapt in
Your Bhajan and Feet. Let Your grace protect me from the miseries of the world
and let me ever chant Your name and be happy".
After getting Baba' Udi and blessing he returned home with his friend, much
pleased and contented and singing Baba's glory on the way. He remained a
staunch devotee of baba afterwards and always sent garlands of flowers, camphor
and Dakshina with any person of his acquaintance bound for Shirdi.
Burhanpore Lady
Now let us
turn to another sparrow (Baba's word meaning devotee). One lady in Burhanpore
saw in her dream Sai Baba coming to her door and begging khichadi (rice cooked
with dal and salt) for His meals. On awakening she saw no body at her door.
However, she was pleased with the vision and told it to all including her
husband. He was employed in the Postal Department and when he was transferred
to Akola, both husband and wife, who were devout, decided to go to Shirdi. Then
on a suitable day they left for Shirdi and after visiting Gomati Tirth on the
way, reached Shirdi and stayed there for two months. Every day they went to the
Masjid, performed Baba's worship and passed their time happily. The couple came
to Shirdi to offer Khichadi as naivedya but for the first 14 days, somehow or
other, it could not be offered. The lady did not like this delay. Then on the
15th day she came at noon to the Masjid with her khichadi. There she found that
Baba and others were already sitting for meals, and that the curtain was down.
Nobody dared enter in when the curtain was let down, but the lady could not
wait. She threw up the curtain with her hand and entered. Strange to say that
Baba seemed that day, hungry for khichadi and wanted that thing first and when
the lady came in with the dish, Baba was delighted, and began to eat morsel
after morsel of khichadi. On seeing the earnestness of Baba in this respect,
everybody was wonderstruck and those, who heard the story of khichadi, were
convinced about His extraordinary love for His devotees.
Megha
Now let us
go to the third and bigger 'sparrow'. Megha of Viramgaon was a simple and
illiterate Brahmin cook of Rao Bahadur H. V. Sathe. He was a devotee of Shiva
and always chanted the five syllabled mantra 'Namah Shivaya'. He did not know
the Sandhya nor its chief mantra, the Gayatri. Rao Bahadur Sathe was interested
in him, got him taught the Sandhya and the Gayatri. Sathe told him that Sai
Baba of Shirdi was the embodied form of the God Shiva and made him start for
Shirdi. At the Broach Railway station he learnt that Sai Baba was a Moslem and
his simple and orthodox mind was much perturbed at the prospect of bowing to a
Moslem, and he prayed to his master not to send him there. His master, however,
insisted on his going there and gave him a letter of introduction to his
(Sathe's) father-in-law, Ganesh Domodar, alias Dada Kelkar at Shirdi, to
introduce him to Sai Baba. When he reached Shirdi and went to the Masjid, Baba
was very indignant and would not allow him to enter. "Kick out the rascal"
roared Baba, and then said to Megha - "You are a high caste Brahmin and I
am a low Moslem; you will lose your caste by coming here. So get away."
Hearing these words Megha began to tremble. He was wondering as to how Baba had
come to know about what was passing in his mind. He stayed there for some days,
serving Baba in his own way, but was not convinced. Then he went home. After
that he went to Tryambak (Nasik District) and stayed there for a year and a
half. Then again he returned to Shirdi. This time, at the intercession of Dada
Kelkar, he was allowed to enter the Masjid and stay in Shirdi. Sai Baba's help
to Megha was not through any oral instruction. He worked upon Megha internally
(mentally) with the result that he was considerably changed and benefited. Then
Megha began to look upon Sai Baba as an incarnation of Shiva. In order to
worship Shiva, bela leaves are required and Megha used to go miles and miles
every day to bring them and worship his Shiva (Baba). His practice was to
worship all the Gods in the village and then come to the Masjid and after
saluting Baba's gadi (asan) he worshipped Baba and after doing some service
(shampooing His Legs) drank the washings (Tirth) of Baba's Feet. Once it so
happened that he came to the Masjid without worshipping God Khandoba, as the
door of the temple was closed. Baba did not accept his worship and sent him
again, saying that the door was open then. Megha went, found the door open,
worshipped the Deity, and then returned to Baba as usual.
Ganges-Bath
On one
Makar-Sankranti day, Megha wanted to besmear the body of Baba with sandal-paste
and bathe Him with Ganges water. Baba was first unwilling to undergo this
operation, but at his repeated requests, He consented. Megha had to traverse a
distance of eight koss (going and returning) to bring the sacred water from the
Gomati river. He brought the water, made all preparations for the bath at noon
and asked Baba to get ready for the same. Then Baba again asked him to be freed
from his bath saying that, as a Fakir He had nothing to do (or gain) with
Ganges water; but Megha did not listen. He knew that Shiva is pleased with a
bath of Ganges water and that he must give his Shiva (Baba) that bath on that
auspicious day. Baba then consented, came down and sat on a pat (wooden board)
and protruding his head said - "Oh Megha, do at least this favour; head is
the most important organ of the body, so pour the water over that only-it is
equivalent to the full or whole bath." "Alright" said Megha and
lifting the water pot up, began to pour it on the head but in doing this he was
so much overwhelmed with love that he cried out 'Har Gange' and emptied the pot
on the whole body. He kept the pot aside and began to look at Baba, but to his
surprise and amazement he found that Baba's head was only drenched but the body
quite dry.
Trident and Pindi
Megha
worshipped Baba in two places; in the Masjid he worshipped Baba in person and
in the Wada, Baba's big picture, given by Nanasaheb Chandorkar. This he did for
12 months. Then in order to appreciate his devotion and confirm his faith, Baba
gave him a vision. Early one morning when Megha was still lying down on his bed
with eyes closed but internally awake, he saw clearly Baba's Form. Baba knowing
him to be awake threw Akshata (rice-grains marked red with Kumkum) and said,
"Megha, draw a Trident" and disappeared. Hearing Baba's words, he
eagerly opened his eyes but did not see Baba, but saw only rice grains spread
here and there. He then went to Baba, told Him about the vision and asked
permission to draw Trident. Baba said - "Did you not hear My words asking
you to draw Trident? It was no vision but direct order and My words are always
pregnant with meaning and never hollow." Megha said - "I thought you
woke me up, but all the doors were closed, so I thought it was a vision".
Baba rejoined - "I require no door to enter. I have no form nor any
extension; I always live everywhere. I carry on, as a wirepuller, all the
actions of the man who trusts Me and merges in Me."
Megha returned to the Wada, and drew a red Trident on the wall near Baba's
picture. Next day a Ramadasi Bhakta came from Poona, saluted Baba and offered
Him Pindi (an image of Shiva). At this time Megha also turned up there. Baba
said to him - "See, Shankar has come, protect (i.e., worship) Him
now." Megha was surprised to see Pindi following Trident immediately. Then
also in the Wada, Kakasaheb Dixit was standing with a towel on his head after
having taken his bath, and was remembering Sai, when he saw a Pindi before his
mental vision. While he was wondering about this, Megha came and showed him the
Pindi presented to him by Baba. Dixit was happy to know that the Pindi exactly
tallied with the One he saw a few minutes before in his vision. In a few days
after the drawing of the Trident was complete, Baba installed the Pindi near
the big picture which Megha was worshipping. The worship of Shiva was dear to
Megha and by arranging the drawing of the Trident and the installation of the
Pindi, Baba confirmed his faith therein.
After continuous service of Baba for many years, doing regular worship and
Arati every noon and evening, Megha passed away in 1912. Then Baba passed His
hands over his corpse and said - "This
was a true devotee of Mine." Baba also ordered that at His own expense
the usual funeral dinner should be given to the Brahmins, and this order was
carried out by Kakasaheb Dixit.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXIX
Stories of
(1) Madrasi Bhajani Mela - (2) Tendulkars (Father and son) - (3) Dr. Captain
Hate - (4) Waman Narvekar.
This Chapter described other interesting and wonderful stories of Sai Baba.
(1) Madrasi Bhajani Mela
It was in
the year 1916 that a Madrasi Bhajani Mela (Party of the Ramadasi Panth) started
on a Pilgrimage to the holy city of Banaras. The Party consisted of a man, his
wife, daughter and sister-in-law. Unfortunately their names are not mentioned.
On their way, the party heard that there lived at Shirdi in Kopergaon Taluka,
Ahmednagar District, a great sage named Sai Baba, who was calm and composed,
and who was very liberal and who distributed money every day to His Bhaktas and
to skilful persons, who went and showed their skill there. A lot of money in
the form of Dakshina was collected daily by Sai Baba and out of this amount, He
gave daily one rupee to a three year old girl Amani, the daughter of a Bhakta
Kondaji and Rs. 2 to 5 to some, Rs. 6 to Jamali, the mother of Amani and Rs. 10
to 20 and even Rs. 50 to other Bhaktas as He pleased. On hearing all this the
party came to Shirdi and stayed there. The Mela did very good bhajan and sang
very good songs, but inwardly they craved for money. Three of the party were
full of avarice, but the chief lady or mistress was of a very different nature.
She had a regard and love for Baba. Once it so happened, that when the noon-day
Arati was going on, Baba was much pleased with her faith and devotion, and was
pleased to give her darshan of her Ishtam (Beloved Deity). To her Baba appeared
as Sitanath (Rama) while to all the others the usual Sainath. On seeing her
beloved Deity, she was very much moved. Tears began to flow from her eyes and
she clapped her hands in joy. The people began to wonder at her joyful mood;
but were not able to guess its cause. Late in the afternoon she disclosed
everything to her husband. She told him how she saw Shri Rama in Sai Baba. He
thought that she was very simple and devout, and her seeing Rama might be a
hallucination of her mind. He poohpoohed her, saying that it was not possible,
that she alone should see Rama while they all saw Sai Baba. She did not resent
this remark, as she was fortunate enough to get Ramadarshan now and then, when
her mind was calm and composed and free from avarice.
Wonderful Vision
Things were
going on like this, when the husband got a wonderful vision in his dream one
night as follows :- He was in a big city, the police there had arrested him,
tied his hands with a rope, and put him up in a cage (lock-up). As the police
were tightening the grip, he saw Sai Baba standing quiet outside, near the
cage. On seeing Baba so near, he said in a plaintive tone - "Hearing Your
fame I came to Your Feet and why should a calamity befall me when You are
standing here in person?" Baba said - "You must suffer the
consequences of your action" He said - "I have not done anything in
this life which would bring such a misfortune on me." Baba said - "If
not in this life, you must have committed some sin in your past life." He
replied, "I do not know anything of my past life, but assuming that I did
commit some sin then, why should it not be burnt and destroyed in Your
presence, as dry grass before fire? "Baba - "Have you got such
faith?" He - "Yes." Baba then asked him to close his eyes. No
sooner did he shut them than he heard a thumping sound of something falling
down, and opening his eyes, he saw that he was free and the police had fallen
down, bleeding. Being much frightened he began to look at Baba who said -
"Now you are well caught, officers will now come and arrest you."
Then he begged - "There is no other saviour except You, save me
anyhow." Then Baba again asked him to close his eyes. He did so and when
he opened them, he saw that he was free, out of the cage and that Baba was by
his side. He then fell at Baba's Feet. Baba then asked him - "Is there any
difference between this namaskar and your previous ones? Think well and
reply." He said "There is a lot of difference; my former namaskaras
were offered with the object of getting money from You, but the present
namaskar is one offered to You as God; besides, formerly I thought resentfully
that you, being a Mahomendan, were spoiling us, the Hindus". Baba "Do
you not believe in your mind in Mahomendan Gods?" He said "No".
Then Baba said - "Have you not got a Panja (Emblem of Hand) in your house
and do you not worship the same in Tabut, i.e. Moharum festival? Also there is
in your house another Mahomedan Deity by name Kadbibi, whom you propitiate and
appease on your marriage and other festivals. Is it not so?" He admitted
all this. Then Baba said,"What more do you want?" Then a desire arose
in his mind to get the darshan of his Guru Ramdas, when Baba asked him to turn
back and see. And when he turned, lo, Ramadas was in front of him. No sooner
did he begin to fall at His Feet, Ramadas vanished. Then he inquisitively asked
Baba,"You look old. Do You know Your age?" Baba - "What! Do you
say I am old! just run a race with Me and see." Saying this Baba began to
run and he too followed. Baba disappeared in the dust raised by His foot-steps
while running and the man was awakened.
After awakening he began to think seriously about the dream-vision. His
mental attitude was completely changed and he realised the greatness of Baba.
After this, his grabbing and doubting tendencies disappeared and true devotion
to Baba's Feet sprang in his mind. The vision was a mere dream, but the
questions and answers therein were most significant and interesting. Next
morning when all the persons assembled in the Masjid for the Arati, Baba gave
him as prasad two rupees' worth sweetmeats and also two rupees from His pocket
and blessed him. He made him stay there for a few more days and gave him His
blessing, saying,"Allah (God) will give you plenty and He will do you all
good". He did not get more money there, but he got far better things viz.
Baba's blessing which stood him in good stead all along. The party got plenty
of money afterwards and their pilgrimage was successful as they had not to
suffer any trouble or inconvenience during their journey. They all returned
home safe and sound, thinking of Baba's words and blessings and the
Anand(Bliss) they experienced by His grace.
This story illustrates one of the methods, which Baba followed (and is
following even now) in some cases to improve and reform His devotees.
(2) Tendulkar family
There lived
in Bandra (a suburb of Bombay) a Tendalkar family, all the members of which
were devoted to Baba. Mrs. Savitribai Tendulkar has published a Marathi book
named "Shri Sainath Bhajan Mala" containing 800 abhangas and padas
describing the Leelas of Baba. It is a book worth reading by those who are
interested in Baba. The son, Babu Tendulkar was studying hard day and night and
wanted to appear for the medical examination. He consulted some astrologers.
Examining his horoscope they told him that the stars were not favourable that
year and that he should appear for the examination next year, when he would be
certainly successful. This cast a gloom over him and made him restless. A few
days afterwards his mother went to Shirdi and saw Baba. Amongst other things
she mentioned the gloomy and morose condition of her son, who was to appear for
the examination in a few days. Hearing this Baba said to her,"Tell your
son to believe in Me, to throw aside horoscopes and predictions of astrologers
and palmists and go on with his studies. Let him appear for the examination
with a calm mind, he is sure to pass this year. Ask him to trust in Me and not
to get disappointed". The mother returned home and communicated Baba's
message to her son. Then he studied hard and in due course appeared for the
examination. In the written papers he did well, but being overwhelmed by doubts
he thought that he would not secure sufficient marks for passing. So he did not
care to appear for the oral examination. But the examiner was after him. He
sent word through a fellow- student, stating that he had passed in the written
examination and that he should appear for the oral. The son being thus
encouraged appeared for the oral examination and was successful in both. Thus
he got through the examination that year successfully by Baba's grace, though
the stars were against him. It is to be noted here that doubts and difficulties
surround us just to move us and confirm our faith. We are tested as it were. If
we only hold on steadily to Baba with full faith and continue our endeavours,
our efforts will be ultimately crowned with success.
The father of this boy, Raghunathrao was serving in some foreign mercantile
firm in Bombay. As he grew old, he was not able to attend to his work properly
and so he had to take leave and rest. As he did not improve during the period
of leave a further extension of leave or retirement from service was
inevitable. The Chief Manager of the firm decided to retire him on pension as
he was an old and a reliable servant. The question regarding the amount of
pension to be given was under consideration. He was getting Rs.150/- p.m. and
his pension i.e. half the amount viz. Rs. 75/- would not be enough to meet the
expenses of the family. So they were all anxious about this matter. Fifteen days
before the final settlement, Baba appeared to Mrs. Tendulkar in her dream and
said, "I wish that Rs. 100/- should be paid (settled) as pension, will
this satisfy you?" She replied "Baba, why ask me this? We fully trust
in You". Though Baba said Rs.100/- still he was given ten Rupees more i.e.
Rs.110/- as a special case. Such wonderful love and care did Baba exhibit for
His Bhaktas.
(3) Captain Hate
Captain
Hate, who was staying in Bikaner, was a great devotee of Baba. Once Baba
appeared to him in his dream and said "Did you forget Me?" Hate then
immediately held Baba's Feet and replied, "If a child forgets his mother,
how could it be saved?" Then Hate went into the garden and took out fresh
walpapadi vegetables, and arranging 'shidha' (ghee, wheat-flour and dal etc.)
and Dakshina, was about to offer all this to Baba when he was awakened and came
to know that the whole thing was a dream. Then he decided to send all these
things to Baba at Shirdi. When he came to Gwalior some days afterwards, he sent
Rs.12/- by money order to a friend, with instructions that Rs. 2 should be
spent in buying shidha articles and walpapadi vegetables, and those should be
offered to Baba with Rs. 10 as Dakshina. The friend went to Shirdi and
purchased the things mentioned, but walpapadi was not available. In a short
time a woman turned up with a basket on her head, which curiously enough
contained the vegetables. It was purchased and then all the things were offered
to Baba on behalf of Captain hate. Mr. Nimonkar prepared the 'naivedya' (rice
and walpapadi vegetables) next day and offered the same to Baba. All the people
were surprised to see that Baba while dining, took and ate walpapadi, and did
not touch rice and other things. Hate's joy knew no bounds when he heard of
this from his friend.
Consecrated Rupee
At another
time Captain Hate wished that he should have in his house a coin of rupee
consecrated by Baba with His touch. He came across a friend who was bound for
Shirdi. With him Hate sent his rupee. The friend went to Shirdi and after the
usual saluation gave first his Dakshina which Baba pocketed. Then he gave
Hate's rupee, which Baba took in His hand and began to stare at it. He held it
in front, tossed it up with His right thumb and played with it. Then He said to
the friend, "Return this to its owner with the Prasad of Udi, tell him
that I want nothing from him, ask him to live in peace and contentment."
The friend returned to Gwalior, handed over the consecrated rupee to Hate, and
told him all the h0appened at Shirdi. This time Hate was much pleased and
realised that Baba always encouraged good thoughts, and as he wished intently,
Baba fulfilled the same accordingly.
(4) Waman Narvekar
Now let the
readers hear a different story. A gentleman, named Waman Narvekar loved Baba
very much. He once brought a rupee. On one said (obverse) of it were engraved
the figures of Rama, Laxman and Sita and on the other (reverse) side was
engraved the figure of Maruti, with folded hands. He offered it to Baba with a
hope that He should consecrate it with His touch and return it to him with Udi.
But Baba immediately pocketed it. Then Shama spoke to Baba, regarding
Womanrao's intention and requested Him to return it. Then Baba spoke in the
presence of Wamanrao as follows :- "Why should it be returned to him? We
should keep it ourselves. If he gives Rs.25/- for it, it will be
returned." Then, for the sake of that rupee, Wamanrao collected Rs.25/-
and placed them before Baba. Then Baba said, "The value of that rupee far
exceeds 25 Rupees. Shama, take this rupee, let us have it in our store, keep
this in your shrine and worship it." No one had the courage to ask Baba
why He followed this particular action. He only knows what is best and most
suitable to each and all.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXX
Drawn To
Shirdi
(1) Kakaji Vaidya of Vani - (2) Punjabi Ramalal of Bombay.
In this Chapter the story of two more devotees that were drawn to Shirdi, is
narrated.
Preliminary
Bow to the
Kind Sai Who is the Abode of Mercy and Who is affectionate towards His
devotees. By His mere darshan, He does away with their fear of this 'bhava'
(samsar) and destroys their calamities. He was first Nirgun (formless), but on
account of the devotion of His Bhaktas, He was obliged to take a form. To give
liberation - self-realisation to the Bhaktas is the mission of the saints, and
for Sai - the Chief of them, that mission is inevitable. Those who take refuge
in His Feet have all their sins destroyed and their progress is certain.
Remembering His Feet, Brahmins from holy places come to Him and read scriptures
and chant the Gayatri mantra in His presence. We, who are weak and without any
merits, do not know what Bhakti is but we know this much, that though all
others may leave us, Sai won't forsake us. Those whom He favours get enormous
strength, discrimination between the Unreal and the Real and knowledge.
Sai knows fully the desire of His devotees and fulfills the same. Hence they
get what they want and are grateful. So we invoke Him and prostrate ourselves
before Him. Forgetting all our faults let Him free us from all anxieties. He
who being overcome with calamities remembers and prays Sai thus, will get his
mind calmed and pacified through His grace.
This Sai - the ocean of mercy, says Hemadpant, favoured him and the result
of this, is the present work - Sai-Satcharia. Otherwise what qualifications had
he and who would undertake this enterprise? But as Sai took all the
responsibility, Hemadpant felt no burden, nor any care about this. When the powerful
Light of knowledge was there to inspire his speech and pen, why should he
entertain any doubt or feel any anxiety? Sai got the service in the form of
this book done by him; this is due to the accumulation of his merits in the
past births and, therefore, he thinks himself fortunate and blessed.
The following story is not a mere tale, but pure nectar. He who drinks it
will realise Sai's greatness and all-pervasiveness. Those who want to argue and
criticise, should not go in for these stories. What is wanted here, is not
discussion but unlimited love and devotion. Learned, devout and faithful
believers or those, who consider themselves as servants of the Saints, will
like and appreciate these stories, others will take them to be fables. The
fortunate Bhaktas of Sai, will find the Sai-leelas as the Kalpataru
(Wish-fulfilling Tree). Drinking this nectar of Sai-leelas, will give
liberation to the ignorant Jivas, satisfaction to the house-holders and a
sadhana to the aspirants. Now to the story of this Chapter.
Kakaji Vaidya
There lived
in Vani, Nasik District, a man named Kakaji Vaidya. He was the priest of the
Goodness Sapta-Shringi there. He was so much overwhelmed with adverse
circumstances and calamities that he lost peace of mind and became quite
restless. Under such circumstances one evening he went into the temple of the
Goodess and prayed unto Her from the bottom of his heart and invoked Her aid to
free him from anxeity. The Goddess was pleased with his devotion and the same
night appeared to him in his dream and said to him, "You go to Baba and
then your mind will become calm and composed". Kakaji was anxious to know
from Her who that Baba was, but before he could get any explanation, he was
awakened. Then he began to think as to who might be that Baba, to whom the
Goodess has asked him to go. After some thinking, he resolved that this Baba
might be 'Tryambakeshwar' (Lord Shiva). So he went to the holy place 'Tryambak'
(Nasik District) and stayed there for ten days. During this period, he bathed
early in the morning, chanted the 'Rudra' hymns, did the 'Abhishekam' (pouring
unceasingly fresh cold water over the Pindi) and did other religious rites; but
with all that, he was as restless as before. Then he returned to his place and
again invoked the Goddess most pitifully. They night She again appeared in his
dream and said - "Why did you go to Tryambakeshwar in vain? I mean by Baba
- Shri Sai Samarth of Shirdi."
The question before Kakaji now was 'How and when to go to Shirdi and how to
see Baba? If anybody is in real earnest to see a Saint, not only the Saint but
God also, fulfills his wish. In fact the 'Sant' (Saint) and the 'Anant' (God)
are one and the same; there is not the least difference between them. If
anybody thinks that he will go himself and see a Saint, that will be a mere
boast. Unless the Saint wills it, who is able to go and see him? Even the leaf
of the tree won't move without his bidding. The more anxious a Bhakta is for
the saint's visit, the more devout anf faithful he is, the more speedily and
effectively is his wish satisfied to his heart's content. He who invites
anybody for a visit, also arranges everything for his reception, and so it
happened with Kakaji.
Shama's Vows
When Kakaji
was thinking his visit to Shirdi, a guest came to him at his place to take him
to Shirdi. He was no other than Shama, a very close and intimate devotee of
Baba. How he came to Vani at this juncture, we shall just see. Shama was
severely ill when he was very young and his mother had taken a vow to her family
Goddess Sapta-Shringi at Vani, that if the son got well, she would bring and
dedicate him at Her feet. Then after some years the mother herself suffered
much from ring-worms on her breasts. At that time she again took another vow to
her Deity that if she got all right, she would offer Her two silver breasts.
These two vows remained unfulfilled. At her death-bed she called her son Shama
to her and drew his attention to the vows and after taking a promise from him
that he would fulfills them, she breathed her last. After some time, Shama
quite forgot about these vows and thus 30 years elapsed. About this time a
famous astrologer had come to Shirdi and stayed there for a month. His
predictions in the case of Shriman Booty and others came true and everybody was
satisfied. Shama's younger brother Bapaji consulted him and was told that his
mother's vows, which his elder brother promised to fulfill at her death-bed,
were not yet fulfilled; hence the Goddess was displeased with them and bringing
troubles on them. Bapaji told this to his brother Shama who was then reminded
of the unfulfilled vows. Thinking that any further delay would be dangerous, he
called a goldsmith and got a pair of silver breast prepared. Then he went to
the Masjid, prostrated himself before Baba and, placing before Him the two
silver breath, requested Him to accept them and free him from the vows as He
was to him his Sapta-Shringi Goddess. Then Baba insisted upon him to go himself
to the temple of Sapta-Shringi and offer them in person at the feet of the
Goddess. Then after taking Baba's permission and Udi, he left for Vani and
searching for the priest came to Kakaji's house. Kakaji was then very anxious
to visit Baba and Shama went there to see him at that very time. What a
wonderful coincidence is this!
Kakaji asked him who he was and whence he had come, and on learning that he
came from Shirdi, he at once embraced him. So overpowered was he with love!
Then they talked about Sai-leelas and after finishing the rites of Shama's
vows, they both started for Shirdi. On reaching the place, Kakaji went to the
Masjid, and fell at Baba's Feet. His eyes were soon bedewed with tears, and his
mind attained calmness. According to the vision of the Goddess, no sooner did
he see Baba, that his mind lost all its restlessness and it became calm and
composed. Kakaji began to think, in his mind, "What a wonderful power is
this! Baba spoke nothing, there was no question and answer, no benediction
pronounced; the mere darshana itself was so conducive to happiness; the
restlessness of my mind disappeared by His mere darshan, consciousness of joy
came upon me - this is what is called 'the greatness of darshan'." His
vision was fixed on Sai's feet and he could utter no word. Hearing Baba's
Leelas, his joy knew no bounds. He surrendered himself completely to Baba,
forgot his anxiety and cares and got undiluted happiness. He lived happily
there for twelve days and after taking Baba's leave, Udi and blessings returned
home.
Khushalchand of Rahata
It is said
that a dream, which we get in the small hours of the morning, generally comes
out true in the walking state. This may be so, but regarding Baba's dreams
there is no restriction of time. To quote an instance :- Baba told Kakasaheb
Dixit one afternoon to go to Rahata and fetch Khushalchand to Shirdi, as He had
not seen him since long. Kakasaheb accordingly took a tanga and went to Rahata.
He saw Khushalchand and gave him Baba's message. Hearing it, Khushalchand was
surprised and said that he was taking a noon nap after meals when Baba appeared
in his dream and asked him to come to Shirdi immediately and that he was
anxious to go. As he had no horse of his own nearby, he had sent his son to
inform Baba; when his son was just out of the village-border, Dixit's tanga
turned up. Dixit then said that he was sent specially to bring him. Then they
both went in the tanga back to Shirdi. Khushalchand saw Baba and all were
pleased. Seeing this Leela of Baba, Khushalchand was much moved.
Punjabi Ramalal of Bombay
Once a
Punjabi Brahmin of Bombay named Ramalal got a dream in which Baba appeared and
asked him to come to Shirdi. Baba appeared to him as a Mahant (Saint), but he
did not know His whereabouts. He thought that he should go and see Him, but as
he knew not His address, he did not know what to do. But He Who calls anybody
for an interview makes the necessary arrangements for the same. The same
happened in this case. The same afternoon when he was strolling in the streets,
he saw a picture of Baba in a shop. The features of the Mahant, he saw in the
dream, exactly tallied with those of the picture. Then making enquiries, he
came to know that the picture was of Sai Baba of Shirdi. He then went soon
after to Shirdi and stayed there till his death.
In this way Baba brought His devotees to Shirdi for darshan and satisfied
their wants, material as well as spiritual.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXXI
The Passing
Away In Baba's Presence of - (1) Sannyasi Vijayanand - (2) Balaram Mankar - (3)
Noolkar - (4) Megha - and (5) The Tiger.
In this Chapter Hemadpant describes the passing away of certain persons and
a tiger in Baba's presence.
Preliminary
The last
wish or thought that a man has at the hour of death, determines his future
course. Shri Krishna has said in Gita (VIII-5-6) that "he who remembers Me
in his last moments, comes verily to Me, and he that meditates otherwise at
that time goes to what he looks for." We cannot be certain that we can
entertain a particular good thought at our last moment, for, more often than
not, we are more likely to be frightened and terrified by many causes. Hence
constant practice is necessary for enabling us to fix our mind on any desired
good thought at any or the last moment. All Saints, therefore, recommended us
to always remember God and chant His name always, so that we may not be puzzled
when the time for departure comes. The devotees on their part surrender
themselves completely to the Saints, fully believing that the all-knowing
Saints would guide and help them in their last moments. A few such cases will
be noted here.
(1) Vijayanand
A Madrasi
Sannyasi named Vijayanand started on a pilgrimage to Manasa-Sarovar. En route,
hearing Baba's fame, he halted at Shirdi. There he met one Somadevaji Swami of
Hardwar and enquired of him about the particulars of the Manasa-Sarovar trip.
The Swami told him that the Sarovar was 500 miles above the Gangotri and
described to him the difficulties of the journey, viz. plenty of snow and the
change of dialect every 50 koss and the suspicious nature of the people of
Bhutan who give a lost of trouble to the pilgrims on the way. Hearing this, the
Sannyasi was dejected and cancelled the trip. Then when he went to Baba and
prostrated himself before Him, Baba got enraged and said, "Drive out this
useless Sannyasi, his company is of no use". The Sannyasi did not know
Baba's nature. He felt discomforted, but sat there watching things that were
going on. It was the morning Darbar and the Masjid was overcrowded. Baba was
being worshipped in various ways. Some were washing His Feet, some taking the
Tirth (holy water) from His toe and drinking it heartily and some touching
their eyes with it, some were applying sandal-paste, and some scents to His
body. And all were doing these things forgetting the distinction of caste and
creed. Though Baba got enraged with him, he was filled with affection for Baba
and he did not like to leave the place.
He stayed in Shirdi for two days when he got a letter from Madras stating
that his mother was very ill. He felt very dejected and wanted to be by his
mother's side; but he could not leave without Baba's permission. So he saw Baba
with the letter in hand and asked for His permission to return home. The
omniscient Baba knowing the future said to him - "If you so loved your
mother, why did you take Sannayasa? Fondness or attachment ill becomes an ochre
garb. Go and sit quiet at your lodging, wait with patience for a few days. In
the Wada there are many robbers, bolt your doors, be very vigilant, the thieves
will carry everything. Wealth and prosperity are transient and the body is
subject to decay and death. Knowing this, do your duty, leaving all attachment
to the things of this world and next. He who does this and surrenders himself
to the Feet of Hari (Lord) will get free from all troubles and attain bliss.
The Lord runs and helps him who remembers and meditates on Him with love and
affection. Your store of past merits is considerable, so you have come here.
Now attend to what I say and realise the end of your life. Being desireless,
begin from tomorrow the study of Bhagwat. Do three 'saptahas' i.e. three
reading during three weeks, conscientiously. The Lord will be pleased with you
and destroy your sorrows, your illusions will vanish and you will get
peace." Seeing that his end was approaching, Baba prescribed that remedy
and made him read 'Ramavijaya' which pleases the God of death. Next morning
after bathing and other purifying rites he commenced to read Bhagwat in a
secluded part in the Lendi garden. He completed two readings and thereafter
felt much exhausted. He returned to the Wada and stayed in his lodging for two
days and on the third day he breathed his last on Fakir (Bade) Baba's lap. Baba
asked the people to preserve the body for a day for a good reason. The police
afterwards came and on making proper enquiries gave permission for the disposal
of the body. It was buried in a proper place with due rites. In this way Baba
helped the Sannyasi and ensured him Sadgati (salvation).
(2) Balaram Mankar
There was a
house-holder devotee of Baba by name Balaram Mankar. When his wife passed away,
he got dejected and entrusting his household to his son, left his home and came
to Shirdi and lived with Baba. Being pleased with his devotion, Baba wanted to
give a good turn to his life and He did this in this wise. He gave him Rs. 12/-
and asked him to go and live in Macchindragad (District Satara). Mankar was
first unwilling to go and stay away from Baba, but Baba convinced him that he
was giving the best course for him and asked him to practise mediation thrice a
day on the Gad. Believing in Baba's words, Mankar came to the Gad. He was much
pleased with the lovely sight, pure water, healthy air and the surroundings of
the place, and began to practice assiduously the meditations as recommended by
Baba. After some days he got a revelation. Generally Bhaktas get revelation in
their Samadhi or trance states, but in Mankar's case he got it, when he came
down to his ordinary consciousness from his trance. Baba appeared to him in
person. Not only that Mankar saw Him, but he also asked Him why he was sent
there. Baba replied - "In Shirdi many thoughts and ideas began to rise in
your mind and I sent you here to rest your unsteady mind. You thought that I
was in Shirdi with a body composed of the five elements and three and a half
cubits in length, and not outside of it. Now you see and determine for yourself
whether the person you see here now is the same you saw at Shirdi. It is for
this reason that I sent you here." Then after the period was over, Mankar
left the Gada and proceeded to his native place Bandra. He wanted to travel by
rail from Poona to Dadar, but when he went to the booking office to get a
ticket, he found it very much crowded. He could not get his ticket soon, when,
a villager with a langoti (piece of cloth) on his waist and kambali on his
shoulder turned up and said - "Where are your going?" "To
Dadar." replied Mankar. Then he said - "Please take this Dadar ticket
of mine; as I have some urgent business here, I have cancelled my Dadar
trip." Mankar was very glad to receive the ticket and was just taking out
money from his pocket, when the rustic disappeared in the crowd. Mankar tried
to find him out in the crowd, but it was in vain. He waited for him till the
train left the station but found no trace of him. This was the second
revelation Mankar got in a strange form. Then Mankar after visiting his home,
again returned to Shirdi and remained there at Baba's feet, always following
His biddings and advice. In the end, he was very fortunate to leave this world
in the presence, and with the blessings of Baba.
(3) Tatyasaheb Noolkar
Hemadpant
gives no particulars regarding Tatyasaheb Noolkar, except the bare mention of
the fact that he up his ghost in Shirdi. A brief summary of his account that
appeared in the Sai Leela magazine is given here.
Tatyasaheb was a Sub-Judge at Pandharpur in 1909, when Nanasaheb Chandorkar
was Mamalatdar there. Both met often and exchanged talks. Tatyasaheb did not
believe in saints, while Nanasaheb loved them. Nanasaheb often told him the
Leelas of Sai Baba and pressed him to go to Shirdi and see Baba. He finally
agreed to go to Shirdi on two conditions:- (1) he must get a Brahmin cook, and
(2) must get good Nagpur oranges for the presentation. Both these conditions
were providentially fulfilled. A Brahmin came to Nanasaheb for service and he
was sent to Tatyasaheb and a fruit parcel containing 100 beautiful oranges was
received by Tatyasaheb, the consigner being not known. As the conditions were
fulfilled, Tatyasaheb had to go to Shirdi. At first Baba was much enraged with
him. But by and by Tatyasaheb got such experiences that he was convinced that
Baba was God incarnate. So he was enamoured of Baba and stayed there till his
death. As his end was approaching, sacred literature was read out to him and at
the last hour Baba's Pada-tirth was brought and given to him for drinking. Baba
on hearing of his death, said, "Oh, Tatya went ahead of us, he won't be
reborn."
(4) Megha
The story of
Megha has been already described in Chapter 28. When Megha died, all the
villagers followed the funeral procession. Baba also accompanied them and
showered flowers on Megha's body. After the obsequies were performed, tears
flowed from Baba's eyes and like an ordinary mortal, Baba showed Himself
overcome with grief and sorrow. Then covering the body with flowers and crying
like a near relation, Baba returned to the Masjid.
Many Saints have been seen giving Sadgati to men, but Baba's greatness is
unique. Even a cruel animal like a tiger came to Baba's feet for being saved.
It is this story which will be narrated now.
(5) Tiger
Seven days
before Baba passed away, a wonderful incident occured at Shirdi. There came a
country-cart and stopped in front of the Masjid. A tiger was on the cart,
fastened with iron chains, with its fierce face turned to the rear. It was
suffering from some pain or agony. Its keepers - three Derveshis - were taking
it from place to place and making money by exhibiting it. It was the means of
their subsistence. They tried all sorts of remedies to cure it from the malady
it was suffering from, but all was in vain. Then they heard of Baba's fame and
came to Him with the animal. They got it down the chains in their hands and
made it stand at the door. It was naturally fierce, besides, disease ridden. So
it was restless. The people began to look at it with fear and amazement. The
Derveshies went in, told Baba everything about the animal and with His consent,
brought it before Him. As it approached the steps, it was taken aback on
account of the lustre of Baba and hung its head down. When both saw each other,
it got on the step and looked at Baba with affection. Immediately it moved the
tuft of its tail and dashed it thrice against the ground and then fell down
senseless. On seeing it dead the Derveshis were first much dejected and full of
sorrow, but on mature thought they came to their senses. They considered that
as the animal was diseased and nearing its end, it was very meritorious on its
part that it should meet its death at the feet and in the presence of Baba. It
was their debtor, and when the debt was paid off it was free and met its end at
Sai's Feet. When any creatures bow down their heads at saints' feet and meet
death, they are saved; and unless they have got a good store of merit on their
account, How could they get such a happy end?
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXXII
In Quest of
Guru and God - Fasting Disapproved.
In this
Chapter Hemadpant describes two things:- (1) How Baba met His Guru in the
woods, and through him God; and (2) How Baba made one Mrs. Ghokhale, who had
made up her mind to fast for three days, eat Puran-Polis.
Preliminary
In the
beginning, Hemadpant describes the samsara (visible world) by the allegory of
Ashvattha (Banyan) tree which has, in the phraseology of the Geeta, roots above
and branches below. Its branches are spread downwards and upwards and are
nourished by the gunas (qualities), and its sprouts are the objects of the
senses. Its roots, leading to actions, are extended downwards to this world of
men. Its form cannot be known in this world, nor its end, its beginning nor its
support. Cutting this Ashvattha tree of strong roots with the sharp weapon of
non-attachment, one should seek the path beyond, treading which there is no
return.
For traversing this path, the help of a good guide (Guru) is absolutely
necessary. However learned a man may be, or however deep his study of Vedas and
Vedangas (sacred literature) may be, he cannot go to his destination safely. If
the guide be there to help him and show him the right way, he would avoid the
pitfalls and the wild beasts on the journey, and everything will be
smooth-sailing.
Baba's experience in this matter, the story which He gave out Himself, is
really wonderful, which, when attended to, will give you faith, devotion and
salvation.
The Quest
Once four of
us were studying religious scriptures and other books and, being thus
enlightened, we began to discuss the nature of the Brahman. One of us said that
we should raise the self by the Self and not depend on others. To this the
second replied that he who controls his mind is blessed; we should be free from
thoughts and ideas and there is nothing in the world without us. The third said
that the world (phenomenon) is always changing, the formless is eternal; so we
should discriminate between the Unreal and the Real. And the fourth (Baba
Himself) urged that bookish knowledge is worthless and added, "Let us do
our prescribed duty and surrender our body, mind and five pranas (life) to the
Guru's feet. Guru is God, all pervading. To get this conviction, strong
unbounded faith is necessary."
Discussing in this wise, we four learned men began to ramble through the
woods in the quest of God. The three wanted to make the quest with their free
and unaided intellect. On the way a Vanjari (a man who trades in certain
things, such as grain etc. by carrying them on bullock) met us and asked us,
"It is hot now, where and how far are you going?". "To search
the woods", we replied. He enquired, "On what quest are you
bound?" We gave him an ambiguous and evasive reply. Seeing us rambling
aimlessly, he was moved and said, "Without knowing the woods fully, you
should not wander at random. If you want to walk through forests and jungles,
you should take a guide with you. Why do you exert youselves unnecessarily at
this sultry noon-time? You may not give out to me your secret quest; still you
can sit down, eat bread, drink water, take rest and then go. Be always patient
at heart." Though he spoke so tenderly, we discarded his request and
marched on. We thought that we were self-contained men and needed nobody's
help. The woods were vast and trackless, the trees therein grew so close and
tall, that the sun's rays could not penetrate through them; so we lost our way
and wandered here and there for a long time. Ultimately through sheer good
luck, we came back to the place from were we started. The Vanjari met us again
and said, "Relying on your own cleverness you missed your way; a guide is
always necessary to show us the right way in small or great matters; and no
quest can be successfully carried out on an empty stomach. Unless God wills it,
no one meets us on the way. Do not discard offers of food; served dish should
not be thrust away. Offers of bread and food should be regarded as auspicious
signs of success." Saying this he again offered us food and asked us to be
calm and patient. Again we did not like this good hospitality and discarded his
offer and went away. Without doing any quest and without taking any food, the
three began to move out. So obstinate were they. I was hungry and thirsty and I
was moved with the Vanjari's extraordinary love; we thought ourselves very
learned but were quite strangers to pity and kindness. The Vanjari was a quite
illiterate and unqualified fellow and belonged to a low caste. Still he had
love in his heart and asked us to eat the bread. In this way he who loves
others disinterestedly is really enlightened and I thought acceptance of his
hospitality was the best beginning of getting knowledge. So very respectfully I
accepted the loaf of bread offered, ate it and drank water.
Then to! The Guru at once came and stood before us, "What was the
dispute about?" He asked and I told him everything that had happened. Then
he said, "Would you like to come with me? I will show you what you want;
but he alone, who believes in what I say, will be successful." The others
did not agree to what he said and left him; but I bowed to him reverently and
accepted his dictum. Then he took me to a well, tied my feet with a rope and
hung me - head downwards and feet up - from a tree near the well. I was
suspended three feet above the water, which I could not reach with My hands,
nor which could go into my mouth. Suspending me in this manner he went away, no
one knew where. After 10 or 12 ghatakas (4 or 5 hours) he returned and taking
me out quickly asked me how I fared. "In Bliss supreme, I was. How can a
fool like me describe the joy I experienced?" I replied. On hearing my answer
the Guru was much pleased with me, drew me near him and stroking my body with
his hand kept me with him. He took care of me as tenderly as a mother-bird does
of her young ones. He put me into his school; how beautiful it was! There I
forgot my parents, all my attachment was snapped and I was liberated easily. I
thought that I should embrace his neck and remain staring at him always. If his
image were not fixed in my pupils, I would like better to be blind. Such was
the school! No one, who entered it once, could return empty-handed. My Guru
became my all-in-all, my home and property, mother and father, everything. All
my senses left their places and concentrated themselves in my eyes, and my
sight was centred on him. Thus was my Guru, the sole object of my meditation
and I was conscious of none else. While meditating on him my mind and intellect
were stunned and I had thus to keep quiet and bow to him in silence.
There are other schools where you see an altogether different spectacle. The
disciples go there to seek knowledge and spend their money, time and labour;
but ultimately they have to repent. The Guru there boasts of his secret
knowledge and his straight-forwardness. He makes a show of his sacredness and
holiness, but he is not tender at heart. He speaks a lot and sings his own
glory; but his own words do not touch the disciples' hearts and they are not
convinced. So far as Self-realization is concerned, he has none. How can such
schools be of any use to the disciples and how can they be benefited? The
master (Guru) mentioned above was of different type. By his grace, realization
flashed upon me of itself, without effort or study. I had not to seek anything,
but everything became clear to me as broad day-light. The Guru alone knows how
the topsy-turvy Suspension, 'with head down and feet up' can give happiness!
Among the four, one was a Karmatha (Ritualistic) who only knew how to
observe, and abstain from, certain rites; the second was a Jnani, who was
puffed up with pride of knowledge and the third was a Bhakta who surrendered
himself completely to God, believing that he was the sole Doer. When they were
discussing and arguing, the question of God turned up, and they, depending on
their unaided knowledge, went in search of Him. Sai, who was Discrimination and
Dispassion incarnate, was one of the four. Being Himself Brahman Incarnate,
some may ask, "Why did He mix with them and act foolishly?" He did
this for attaining the good of the public, and setting them an example to
follow. Though an incarnation Himself, He respected a low Vanjari, by accpeting
his food with the firm belief that "Food is Brahman" and showed how
those who rejected Vanjari's hospitable offer suffered and how it was
impossible to get Jnana without a Guru. The Shruti (Taittiriya Upanishad)
exhorts us to honour and worship mother, father and preceptor, and to study
(learn and teach) the sacred scriptures. These are the means of purifying our
minds and unless this purification is effected, self-realization is not
possible. Neither the senses, nor the mind and intellect reach the Self. Modes
of proof, such as Perception and Inference will not help us in the matter. It
is the grace of the Guru that counts. The objects of our life such as Dharma,
Artha and Kama are attainable with our effort, but the fourth object, Moksha
(liberation) can only he had with the help of the Guru.
In the Darbar of Shri Sai, many personalities appear and play their part;
astrologers come and give out their predicitions; princes, noblemen, ordinary
and poor men, Sannyasis, Yogis songsters and others come for darshan. Even a
mahar comes and, making a Johar (his salutation), says this Sai is the Mai-Baap
(True parents), Who will do away with our rounds of births and deaths. So many
others such as Jugglers, Gondhalis, the blind and the lame, Nath-panthis,
dancers and other players come and are given suitable reception. Biding his own
time, the Vanjari also appeared, and played the part assigned to him. Let us
now revert to the other story.
Fasting and Mrs. Gokhale
Baba never
fasted Himself, nor did He allow others to do so. The mind of the faster is
never at ease, then how could he attain his Paramartha (goal of life)? God is
not attained on an empty stomach; first the soul has to be appeased. If there
is no moisture of food in the stomach and nutrition, with what eyes should we
see God, with what tongue should we describe His greatness and with what ears
should we hear the same? In short, when all our organs get their proper
nutrition and are sound, we can practise devotion and other sadhanas to attain
God. Therefore, neither fasting nor overeating is good. Moderation in diet is
really wholesome both to the body and mind.
One Mrs. Gokhale came to Shirdi with an introductory letter from Mrs.
Kashibai Kanitkar (a devotee of Baba) to Dada Kelkar. She came to Baba with a
determination to sit at Baba's Feet observing a three days fast. The day
previous, Baba said to Dada Kelkar, that He would not allow his children to
starve during the Shimga, i.e., Holi holidays, and that if they had to starve,
why was He there? Next day when the woman went with Dada Kelkar and sat at
Baba's Feet, Baba at once said to her, "Where is the necessity of fasting?
Go to Dadabhat's house, prepare the dish of Puran POlis (wheat rotis with
gram-flour and jaggery), feed his children and yourself too." Shimga
holidays were on. Mrs. Kelkar was then in her menses and there was nobody to
cook in Dadabhat's house. So Baba's advice was very timely. Then Mrs. Gokhale
had to go to Dadabhat's house and prepare the dish as directed. She cooked that
day, fed others and herself. What a good story and how beautiful its import!
Baba's Sircar
Baba gave a
story of his boyhood as follows:- "When I was a youngester, I was in
search of bread and went to Beedgaum. There I got embroidery work. I worked
hard, sparing no pains. The employer was very much pleased with Me. Three other
boys worked before Me. The first got Rs. 50/- the second Rs. 100/- and the
third Rs. 150/-. And I was given twice the whole of this amount, viz. Rs. 600/-.
After seeing my cleverness, the employer loved me, praised me and honoured me
with a full dress, a turban for the head and a shell a for the body, etc. I
kept this dress intact withoutusing it. I thought that what a man might give
does not last long and it is always imperfect. But what My Sircar (God) gives,
lasts to the end of time. No other gift from any man can be compared to His. My
Sircar says "Take, take," but everybody comes to me and says 'Give,
give.' Nobody attends carefully to the meaning of what I say. My Sircar's
treasury (spiritual wealth) is full, it is overflowing. I say, "Dig out
and take away this wealth in cartloads, the blessed son of a true mother should
fill himself with this wealth. The skill of my Fakir, the Leela of my Bhagwan,
the aptitude of my Sircar is quite unique. What about Me? Body (earth) will mix
with earth, breath with air. This time won't come again. I go somewhere, sit
somewhere; the hard Maya troubles Me much, still I feel always anxiety for My
men. He who does anything (spiritual endeavour) will reap its fruit and he who
remembers these words of Mine will get invaluable happiness."
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXXIII
Greatness of
Udi
Scorpion
Sting and Plague Cases Cured - Jamner Miracle - Narayanarao's Sickness -
Balabuva sutar - Appasaheb Kulkarni - Haribhau Karnik.
In the last
Chapter we described the greatness of the Guru; now in this we will describe
the greatness of Udi.
Preliminary
Let us bow now before the great saints. Their merciful glances will destroy
mountains of sins and do away with all the evil taints of our character. Their
casual talk gives us good teachings and confers on us imperishable happiness.
Their minds do not know any difference such as 'This is ours and that is
yours.' Such differentiation never arises in their minds. Their debts
(obligations) will never be repaid by us in this birth as well as in many
future births.
Udi
It is
well-known that Baba took Dakshina from all, and out of the amount thus
collected, He spent a lot on charity and purchased fuel with the balance left
with Him. This fuel He threw in the Dhuni - the sacred fire, which he kept ever
burning. The ash from this fire was called Udi and it was freely distributed to
the devotees at the time of their departure from Shirdi.
What did Baba teach or hint by this Udi? Baba taught by His Udi that all the
visible phenomena in the universe are as transient as the ash. Our bodies
composed of wood or matter of the five elements, will fall down, after all
their enjoyments are over, and be reduced to ashes. In order to remind the
devotees of the fact that their bodies will be reduced to ashes, Baba
distributed Udi to them. Baba also taught by the Udi that the Brahman is the
only Reality and the universe is ephemeral and that no one in this world, be he
a son, father or wife, is really ours. We come here (in this world) alone and
we have to go out alone. It was found and is even now found out, that the Udi
cured many physical and mental maladies, but Baba wanted to din into the
devotee's ears the principles of discrimination between the Unreal and the
Real, non-attachment for the Unreal, by His Udi and Dakshina. The former (Udi)
taught us discrimination and the latter (Dakshina) taught us non-attachment.
Unless we have these two things, it is not possible for us to cross over the
sea of the mundane existence. So Baba asked for and took Dakshina, and while
the devotees took leave, He gave Udi as Prasad, besmeared some of it on the
Bhaktas' foreheads and placed His boon-conferring hand on their heads. When
Baba was in a cheerful mood, He used to sing merrily. One such song was about
Udi. The burden of the Udi song was this,"Oh, playful Rama, come, come,
and bring with you sacks of Udi." Baba used to sing in very clear and
sweet tones.
So much about the spiritual implication of Udi. It had also its material
significance. It conferred health, prosperity, freedom from anxiety, and many
other worldly gains. So the Udi has helped us to gain both our ends - material
as well as spiritual. We shall now begin with the stories about the Udi.
Scorpion-Sting
Narayan
Motiram Jani of Nasik was a devotee of Baba. He was serving under another
devotee of Baba, by name Ramachandra Vaman Modak. Once he went to Shirdi with
his mother and saw Baba. Then Baba Himself told her that he (her son) should
serve no more, but start independent business. Some days after, this prophecy
turned true. Narayan Jani left service and started a boarding house
'Anandashram' which thrived well. Once a friend of this Narayanrao was stung by
a scorpion and the pain caused by it, was servere and unbearable. Udi is most
efficacious in such cases; it is to be applied on the seat of pain, and so
Narayanrao searched for it, but found none. Then he stood before Baba's picture
and invoked Baba's aid, chanted Baba's name and taking out a pinch of the ashes
of the joss-stick burning in front of Baba's picture and thinking it to be
Baba's Udi, applied it on the seat of pain and the sting. As soon as he took
out his fingers, the pain vanished and both the person were moved and felt
delighted.
Bubonic Plague Case
Once a
devotee in Bandra came to know that his daughter, who was staying in another
place was down with bubonic plague. He had no Udi with him; so he sent word to
Nanasaheb Chandorkar to send the same. Nanasaheb got this message on a road
near the Thana Railway Station when he was travelling with his wife to Kalyan.
He had no Udi with him at that time. He, therefore, took up some earth from the
road, meditated upon Sai Baba, invoked His aid and applied it on the forehead
of his wife. The devotee saw all this and when he went to his daughter's house
he was very glad to learn that his daughter, who was suffering for three days,
began to improve from the very moment Nanasaheb invoked Baba's aid near the
Thana Railway Station.
The Jamner Miracle
About
1904-05 Nanasaheb Chandorkar was Mamlatdar at Jamner, in the Khandesh District,
which is more that 100 miles distant from Shirdi. His daughter Mainatai was
pregnant and was about to deliver. He case was very serious and she was
suffering from labour pains for the last two or three days. Nanasaheb tried all
remedies but they proved in vain; he then remembered Baba and invoked His aid.
There in Shirdi, one Ramgirbuva, whom Baba called Bapugirbuva, wanted at this
time to go to his native place in Khandesh. Baba called him and told him to
take a little rest and stop at Jamner on his way home and give the Udi and
Arati to Nanasaheb. Ramgirbuva said that he had only two rupees with him and that
amount was barely sufficient for the railway fare upto Jalgaon and it was not
possible for him to go from jalgaon to Jamner, a distance of about 30 miles.
Baba assured him that he need not worry, as everything would be provided for
him. Then Baba asked Shama to write the well-known Arati composed by Madhav
Adkar (a translation of this is given at the end of this work) and give a copy
of it with Udi to Ramgirbuva to be delivered to Nanasaheb. Then relying on
Baba's words, Ramgirbuva left Shirdi and reached Jalgaon at about 2-45 a.m. He
had only two annas left with him and was in a hard plight. To his great relief
he heard somebody calling out "Who is Bapugirbuva of Shirdi?" He went
to him and told him that he was the person Bapugirbuva. Then the peon, professing
to be sent by Nanasaheb, took him out to an excellent tanga with a good pair of
horses. They both drove in it. The tanga ran fast and early in the morning they
came to a brooklet. The drive took the horses for watering them and the peon
asked Ramgirbuva to partake of some eatables. On seeing the beard, moustache
and the livery of the peon, Rangirbuva suspected him to be a Moslem and was
unwilling to take any refreshments from him, but the peon satisfied him by
saying that he was a Hindu, a Kshatriya of Garhwal and that Nanasaheb had sent
these refreshments and that there should be no difficulty, nor any doubt about
acceptance. Then both of them took the refreshments and started again. They
reached Jamner at dawn. Ramgirbuva alighted to attend a call of nature (passing
urine) and returned within a few minutes, but found that there was no tanga, no
driver and no peon. He was dumbfounded. Then he went to the neighbouring
Katcheri and making enquiries, learnt that the Mamlatdar was at home. He went
to Nanasaheb's house, and announced himself and gave to Nanasaheb, Baba's Udi
and Arati. At this time, Mainatai's case was most serious and all were in deep
anxiety about her. Nanasaheb called out his wife and asked her to give the Udi,
mixed with water, to their daughter to drink, and sing Baba's Arati. He
throught that Baba's help was most opportune. In a few minutes came the news
that the delivery was safe and that the crisis had passed away. When Ramgirbuva
thanked Nanasaheb for the peon, tanga and the refreshments etc. the latter was
greatly surprised as he had sent none to the station, and was not aware of any
person coming from Shirdi.
Mr. B.V. Deo of Thana, Retired Mamlatdar, made enquiries about this matter
with Bapurao Chandorkar, son of Nanasaheb and Ramgirbuva of Shirdi and after
satisfying himself wrote an elaborate article - part prose and part poetry - in
Shri Sai Leela magazine (Vol. 13 Nos. 11, 12 and 13). Brother B.V. Narsimhswami
has also taken down the statements of (1) Mainatai (No. V page 14) and (2)
Bapusaheb Chandorkar (No. XX page 50) and (3) Ramgirbuva (No. XXVII, Page 83)
dated Ist June 1936, 16th September 1936 and Ist December 1936 respectively and
published them in his "Devotees' Experiences, Part III." The
following is quoted from Ramgirbuva's statement.
"One day Baba called me to him and gave me a packet of Udi and a copy
of Baba's Arati. I had to go to Khandesh at the time. Baba directed me to go to
Jamner and told me to deliver the Arati and Udi to Nanasaheb Chandorkar, at
Jamner. I said to Baba that all I had was Rs. 2, and asked Him how that could
take me by train from Kopergaon to Jalgaon and next by cart from Jalgaon to
Jamner. Baba said,"God will give." That was Friday and I started at
once. I reached Manmad at 7-30 p.m. and Jalgaon at 2-45 a.m. At that time
plague regulations were enforced and I had much trouble. I was to discover what
I should do to get to Jamner. At about 3 a.m. a peon in boots, turban and well
equipped with other details of good dress came to me and took me to a tanga and
drove me on. I was in terror. On the way at Bhaghoor, I took refreshments. We
reached Jamner early in the morning and by the time I attended my call of
nature the tanga and its driver had disappeared (page 83)."
Narayanarao
Bhakta
Narayanrao (father's name and surname are not given) had the good fortune to
see Baba twice during the Latter's lifetime. Three years after the passing away
of Baba in 1918, he wanted to come to Shirdi, but he could not come. Within a
year of Baba's Mahasamadhi he fell sick and suffered much. All ordinary
remedies gave him no relief. So he meditated on Baba day and night. One night
he had a vision in his dream. Baba coming to him through a cellar, comforted
him saying, "Don't be anxious, you will be improving from tommorrow, and
within a week you will be on your legs." Narayanrao got perfectly well
within the time mentioned in the vision. Now the point for consideration is
this:- Was Baba living because he had the body, and was He dead because He left
it? No, Baba is ever alive, for He transcends both life and death. He who loved
Him once whole-heartedly gets response from Him at any time and at any place.
He is always by our side and will take any form and appear before the devout
Bhakta and satisfy him.
Appasaheb Kulkarni
In 1917 the
chance of one Appasaheb Kulkarni came. He was transferred to Thana and began to
worship Baba's picture presented to him by Balasaheb Bhate. In real earnest he
did the worship. He offered flowers, sandal-paste, and naivedya daily to Baba
in the picture and longed intently to see Him. In this connection it may be
remarked that seeing Baba's picture earnestly is equivalent to seeing Him in
person. The following story illustrates this statement.
Balabuva Sutar
A Saint of
Bombay named Balabuva Sutar, who on account of his piety, devotion and bhajan,
was called "Modern Tukaram", came to Shirdi for the first time in
1917. When be bowed before Baba, the latter said "I know this man since
four years". Balabuva wondered and thought, how could that be, as that was
his first trip to Shirdi. But thinking about it seriously he recollected that
he had prostrated himself four years ago before Baba's portrait at Bombay and
was convinced about the significance of Baba's words. He said to himself,"How
omniscient and all-pervading are the Saints and how kind are they to their
Bhaktas! I merely bowed to His photo, this fact was noticed by Baba and in due
time He made me realize that seeing His photo is equivalent to seeing Him in
person!"
Appasaheb Kulkarni
To return to
Appasaheb's story. While he was in Thana, he had to go on tour to Bhivandi and
was not expected to return within a week. In his absence, the following
wonderful thing took place on the third day. At noon a fakir turned up at
Appasaheb's house. His features resembled exactly those of Baba's photo. Mrs.
Kulkarni and the children all asked him whether he was Sai Baba of Shirdi. He
said 'No', but that he was an obedient servant of His and came there at His
order to enquire after the health of the family. Then he asked for Dakshina.
The lady gave him a rupee. He gave her a small packet of Udi, and asked her to
keep this in the shrine along with the photo for worship. Then he left the
house and went away. Now hear the wonderful Leela of Sai.
Appasaheb could not proceed with his tour as his horse fell sick at
Bhivandi. He returned home that afternoon and learnt from his wife about
fakir's visit. He smarted in his mind as he did not get the darshan of the
fakir and he did not like that only one rupee was paid as Dakshina. He said
that had he been present, he would have offered not less than rupees ten. Then
he immediately started in quest of the fakir and searched for him in the Masjid
and other places, without taking any food. His search was in vain. He then
returned home and took his food. The reader may remember here Baba's dictum in
Chapter 32 that God's quest should not be made on an empty belly. Appasaheb got
a lesson, here about this. Then after meals he went out for a walk with a
friend Mr. Chitre. Going some distance they saw a man approaching them rapidly.
Appasaheb though that he must be the fakir that came to his house at noon, as
his features tallied with those of baba in the photo. The fakir immediately put
forth his hand and asked for Dakshina. Appasaheb gave him a rupee. He demanded
again and again and so Appasaheb gave him two more. Still he was not satisfied.
Then he borrowed Rs. three from Mr. Chitre and gave them to him. He wanted
still more. Appasaheb asked him to accompany him to his home. Then they all
returned home and Appasaheb then gave him again three rupees, in all nine. He
looked unsatisfied and demanded again. Then he told him that he had a currency
of Rs. ten. The fakir asked for the same and took it and returned the nine rupees
in cash and went away. Appasaheb had said that he would pay Rs. ten and that
sum was taken from him and nine rupees, consecrated by Baba's touch, were
returned to him. The figure 9 is significant. It denotes the nine types of
devotion (vide Chapter 21). It may also be noted here that Baba gave Rs. nine
to one Laxmibai Shinde at His last moment.
Appasaheb examined the Udi-packet and found that it contained some
flower-petals and Akshata. Then some time afterwards he got hair from Baba when
he saw Him at Shirdi. He put the Udi-packet and the hair in a talisman and
always wore it on his arm. Appasaheb realized the power of the Udi. Though he
was very clever he got Rs. 40/- as pay in the beginning, but after he secured
Baba's photo and His Udi, he got many times forty rupees per month and also got
much power and influence; and along with these temporal benefits, his spiritual
progress was also rapid. So those who are fortune enough to get Baba's Udi
should, after bath, apply it on the forehead and take some little of it mixed
with water in the mouth as holy Tirth.
Haribhau Karnik
In 1917
Haribhau Karnik of Dahanu (Thana District) came to Shirdi on the Guru-pournima
day (in the month of Ashadha) and worshipped Baba with all formality. He
offered clothes and Dakshina, and after taking Baba's leave through Sharma, got
down the steps of the Masjid. Then he thought that he should offer one more
rupee to Baba and was just turning to get up when Shama informed him by signs
that as he had got Baba's leave, he should go and not return. So he started
home. On his way, when he went into the temple of Kala Rama at Nasik for
darshan, the Saint Narsing Maharaj who used to sit just inside the big door of
the temple, left his Bhaktas there came to Haribhau, caught his wrist and
said,"Give me my one rupee". Karnik was surprised. He paid the rupee
most willingly and thought that Sai Baba recovered the rupee, which he intended
in his mind to give, through saint Narsing Maharaj. This shows how the saints
work in unison.
This story illustrates the fact that all saints are one and shows how they
work in unison.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXXIV
Greatness of
Udi (continued)
(1) Doctor's Nephew - (2) Dr. Pillay - (3) Shama's Siste-in-Law - (4) Irani
Girl - (5) Harda Gentleman - (6) Bombay Lady.
This Chapter continues the subject "Greatness of Udi" and
describes cases in which the application of Udi was most efficacious.
Doctor's Nephew
At Malegaon
(Dt. Nasik) there lived a doctor (qualified and degree-holder). His nephew
suffered from an incurable disease - Tubercular bone-abcess. The doctor himself
and his brothers, the medical practitioners, tried all sorts of remedies and
even an operation. There was no relief and there was no end to the little boy's
suffering. Friends and relations advised the parents of the boy to seek divine
aid and recommended them to try Sai Baba, who was known to have cured such
incurable cases by His mere glance. The parents, therefore, came to Shirdi.
They prostrated themselves before Baba, placed the boy before Him and pleaded
humbly and respectfully, and implored Him to save their son. The merciful Baba
comforted them saying "Those who resort to this Masjid shall never suffer
anything in this life and to the end of time. Be now care-free. Apply Udi on
the abcess and within one week he will recover. Believe in God. This is no
Masjid, but Dwarawati. He who steps here will soon get health and happiness and
his sufferings will come to an end". The boy was made to sit before Baba,
Who moved his hands on the affected part and cast His loving glances on him.
The patient was pleased and with the application of the Udi, he began to
recover, and was all right after some days. The parents then left Shirdi with
their son, thanking Baba for the cure, which was effected by Udi and Baba's
gracious looks.
After knowing this, the doctor, the uncle of the boy became wonder-struck
and desired to see Baba while he was on his way to Bombay for some business;
but at Malegaon and Manmad somebody spoke to him against Baba and poisoned his
ears. He therefore, dropped the idea of visiting Shirdi and went to Bombay
direct. He wanted to spend the rest of his leave at Alibag, but at Bombay he
heard three successive nights, a voice crying out,"Still you disbelieve me?".
Then the doctor changed his mind and resolved to go to Shirdi. He had to attend
in Bombay to a case of Infectious Fever, which showed no signs of abatement
soon. So he thought that his Shirdi trip would be postponed. He however
proposed a test in his mind and said,"If the patient gets all right today,
I start for Shirdi tomorrow." The wonder is that exactly at the time when
the determination was taken, the fever began to abate and the temperature
became normal. Then he went to Shirdi as per his determination, took Baba's
darshan and prostrated himself before Him. Baba gave him such experiences that
he became His devotee. He stayed there for four days and returned home with
Baba's Udi and blessings. Within a fortnight he was transferred on promotion to
Bijapur. His nephew's case gave him an opportunity for seeing Baba and this
visit engendered in him a neverfailing love for the Saint's feet.
Dr. Pillay
One Dr.
Pillay was an intimate Bhakta of Baba. He was much liked by Baba, Who always
called him Bhau (brother). Baba talked with him off and on and consulted him in
all matters and wanted him always at His side. This Pillay suffered once very
badly from guinea-worms. He said to Kakasaheb Dixit, "The pain is most
excruciating and unbearable. I prefer death to it. This pain, I know, is for
repaying past Karma, but go to Baba and tell Him to stop the pain and transfer
the working of my past Karma to ten future births of mine." Mr. Dixit went
to Baba and told Him his request. Then Baba, being moved by his request, said
to Dixit,"Tell him to be fearless. Why should he suffer for ten births? In
ten days he can work out the sufferings and consequences of his past Karma.
While I am here to give him temporal and spiritual welfare, why should he pray
for death? Bring him here on somebody's back and let us work and finish his
sufferings once for all".
The doctor was brought in that condition and was seated on Baba's right
side,where Fakir Baba always sat. Baba gave him His bolster and said,"Lie
calmly here and be at ease. The true remedy is, that the result of past actions
has to be suffered and got over. Our Karma is the cause of our happiness and
sorrow; therefore put up with whatever comes to you. Allah (God) is the sole
Dispenser and Protector, always think of Him. He will take care of you.
Surrender to His feet with body, mind, wealth and speech, i.e. completely and
then see what He does." Dr. Pillay said in return that Nanasaheb had put a
bandage over the leg, but he found no relief. "Nana is a fool"
replied Baba. "Take off that bandage or else you will die. Now a crow will
come and peck you, and then you will recover."
While this conversation was going on, one Abdul, who always cleaned the
Masjid and trimmed the lamps, turned up. While he was attending to his work of
training, his foot accidentally fell upon the stretched leg of Dr. Pillay. The
leg was already swollen and when Abdul's foot fell upon it and pressed it, all
the seven guinea-worms were squeezed out at once. The pain was unbearable and
Dr. Pillay bawled out loudly. After some time, he calmed down and began to sing
and cry alternately. Then Pillay enquired when the crow was coming and peeking.
Baba said, "Did you not see the crow? He won't come again. Abdul was the
crow. Now go and rest yourself in the Wada and you will be soon allright."
By application of the Udi and by taking it in the stomach with water, and
without taking any other treatment or medicine, the disease was completely
cured in ten days as predicted by Baba.
Sharma's Sister-in-law
Shama's
younger brother Bapaji was staying near Sawool well. Once his wife was attacked
with Bubonic plague. She had high fever and two bubos in her groins. Bapaji
rushed to Shama at Shirdi and asked him to come and help. Shama was frightened,
but according to his wont, he went to Baba, prostrated himself before Him,
invoked His aid, and requested Him to cure the case. He also asked His
permission to go to his brother's house. Then Baba said, "Don't go there
at this late hour (night), send her Udi. Why care for the fever and bubos? God
is our father and master; she will be alright easily. Do not go now, but go
there in the morning and return immediately."
Shama had full faith in Baba's Udi. It was sent with Bapaji. It was applied
on the bubos and some of it was mixed with water and was given to the patient
for drinking. No sooner was it taken in, than perspiration set in profusely,
the fever abated and the patient had a good sleep. Next morning Bapaji was
surprised to see his wife alright and refreshed with no fever and bubos. When
Shama went there next morning with Baba's permission he was also surprised to
see her at the hearth and preparing tea. On questioning his brother, he learnt
that Baba's Udi cured her completely in one night. Then Shama realized the significance
of Baba's words. "Go there in the morning and return immediately.
After taking tea, Sharma returned and after saluting Baba said,"Deva,
what is this play of Yours? You first raise a storm and make us restless and
then calm it down and ease us". Baba replied "You see mysterious is
the path of action. Though I do nothing, they hold Me resonsible for the
actions which take place on account of Adrista (destiny). I am only their
witness. The Lord is the sole Doer and Inspirer. He is also most merciful. Neither
I am God nor Lord. I am His obedient servant and remember Him often. He, who
casts aside his egoism, thanks Him and he, who trusts Him entirely, will have
his shackles removed and will obtain liberation".
Irani's Daughter
Now read the
experience of an Irani gentleman. His young daughter got fits every hour. When
the convulsion came she lost her power of speech, her limbs got shrunk and
contracted and she fell down senseless. No remedy gave her any relief. Some
friend recommended Baba's Udi to her father and asked him to get it from
Kakasaheb Dixit at Vile Parle (suburb of Bombay). Then the Irani gentleman got
the Udi and gave it mixed with water to his daughter daily for drinking. In the
beginning the convulsions, which were coming on hourly, came every seven hours
and after a few days the daughter recovered completely.
Harda Gentleman
An old
gentleman of Harda (C.P) was suffering from a stone in his bladder. Such stones
are generally removed by surgical operations and people recomended him to undergo
one. He was old and weak, lacked strength of mind and could not think of
submitting himself to surgical treatment. His suffering was soon to end in
another way. The Inamdar (City Officer) of that town happened to come there at
this time. He was a devotee of Baba and had always a stock of Udi with him. On
the recommendation of friends, his son got some Udi from and mixing it with
water, gave it to his old father to drink. Within five minutes the Udi was
assimilated, the stone was dissolved and came out through his urine and old man
was soon relieved.
Bombay Lady
A woman of
the Kayastha Prabhu caste in Bombay always suffered terrible pain at her
delivery. She was very much frightened each time she became pregnant and did
not know what to do. Shri Rama-Maruti of Kalyan, who was a devotee of Baba
advised her husband to take her to Shirdi for a painless delivery. When she
next became pregnant, both husband and wife came to Shirdi, stayed there for
some months and worshipped Baba and got all the benefit of His company. After
some time the hour of delivery came and as usual there was obstruction in the
passage from the womb. She began to suffer labour pains, did not know what to
do, but began to pray to Baba for relief. In the meantime, some neighbouring
women turned up and after invoking Baba's aid, gave her Udi-mixture to drink.
In five minutes, the woman delivered safely and painlessly. The issue was
still-born according to its fate; but the mother who got rid of the anxiety and
pain, thanked Baba for the safe delivery and ever remained grateful to Him.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace to be all
Chapter XXXV
Tested And
Never Found Wanting
Kaka Mahajani's Friend and Master - Bandra Insomnia Case - Bala Patil
Newaskar.
This Chapter also continues the subject of the importance of the Udi; it
also gives two cases in which Baba was tested and not found wanting. These
cases will be taken up first.
Preliminary
In spiritual
matters or endeavours, sectarianism is the greatest bar to our progress. Those,
who believe the God is without form, are heard saying that to believe the God
is with the form is an illusion and that the Saints are only human beings. Then
why should they bend their heads before them and offer Dakshina? Persons
belonging to other sects will also raise objections and say, "Why should
they bow and offer allegiance to other Saints, leaving their Sadgurus?"
Similar objections regarding Sai Baba were heard before and are heard even now.
Some said that when they went to Shirdi, Baba asked for Dakshina from them. Is
it good that Saints should collect money in this fashion? If they do so, where
is their Sainthood? But there are many instances where men went to Shirdi to
scoff; but remained there to pray. Two such instances are given below.
Kaka Mahajani's Friend
A friend of
Kaka Mahajani was a worshipper of God without form and was averse to idolatry.
Out of curiosity he agreed to go to Shirdi with Kaka Mahajani on two
conditions, viz., (1) that he would neither bow to Baba, (2) nor pay Him any
Dakshina. Kaka agreed to these conditions and they both left Bombay on a
Saturday night and reached Shirdi the next morning. As soon as they put their
feet on the steps of the Masjid, Baba, looking at the friend from a little
distance, addressed him in sweet words as follows, "Oh, welcome sir".
The tone that uttered these words was a very peculiar one. It exactly resembled
the tone of the friend's father. It reminded him of his departed father and
sent a thrill of joy through his body. What an enchanting power the tone had!
Being surprised the friend said, "This is no doubt the voice of my
father". Then he at once up and, forgetting his resolution, placed his
head upon Baba's Feet.
Then Baba asked for Dakshina twice, once in the morning and again at noon at
the time of their taking leave; but He asked it from Kaka only and not from the
friend. The latter whispered to Kaka, "Baba asked for Dakshina from you
twice. I am with you, why does He omit me?" You ask Baba Himself" was
Kaka's reply. Baba asked Kaka what his friend was whispering, then the friend
asked Baba himself whether he should pay any Dakshina. Baba replied, "You
had no mind to pay, so you were not asked; but if you want to pay now you
may." Then the friend paid Rs.17 as Dakshina, the same amount that Kaka
paid. Baba then addressed him a few words of advice, "You do away, destroy
the Teli's wall (sense of difference) between us, so that we can see and meet
each other face to face". Then Baba allowed them to depart. Thought the
weather was cloudy and threatening, Baba assured them of their safe journey and
both of them reached Bombay safely. When he reached home and opened the door
and windows of his house, he found two sparrows fallen dead on the ground and
one just flying out through a window. He thought that if he had left the
windows open, two sparrows would have been saved, but thought again, that they
had met their lot and that Baba had sent him back soon just to save the third
sparrow.
Kaka Mahajani's Master
Kaka was the
Manager in the firm of Thakkar Dharmasey Jethabhai, a solicitor of Bombay. Both
the Master and the Manager were on intimate terms. Mr. Thakkar knew that Kaka
was often going to Shirdi, staying there for some days and returning, when Baba
permitted him. Out of curiosity and just to test Baba, Mr. Thakkar decided to
go to Shirdi with Kaka during Shimga holidays. As Kaka's return was uncertain,
he took another man with him as an associate. The three started together and
Kaka bought two seers of raisins (dried grapes with seed) on the way for presentation
to Baba. They reached Shirdi in due time, and went to the Masjid for darshan.
Then Babasaheb Tarkhad was there, Mr. Thakkar asked him why he came there.
"For darshan", Tarkhad replied. Mr. Thakkar asked if miracles took
place there. Tarkhad replied that it (to see miracles) was not his attitude,
but the earnest intentions of the Bhaktas were satisfied here. Then Kaka
prostrated himself before Baba and offered the raisins to Him. Baba ordered
them to be distributed. Mr. Thakkar got a few of them. He did not like the
raisins and he was advised by his doctor not to eat them without washing and
cleaning them. So he was in a fix. He did not like to eat them, nor could he
reject them. To keep up formalities, he put them into his mouth, but did not
know what to do with the seeds. He could not spit them out on the floor of the
Masjid, so he pocketed them against his wish. He then said in his mind that if
Baba was a Saint, how could He be ignorant of his dislike for the raisins and
could He force them on him. When this thought arose in his mind Baba again gave
him some more raisins. He could not eat them, but held them in his hand. Then
Baba asked him to eat them up. He obeyed and found, to his surprise, that they
were all seedless. He wanted to see miracles and here was one. He knew that
Baba read his thought; and as per his wish converted raisins (with seeds) into
seedless grapes. What a wonderful power! Again to test further he asked
Tarkhad, who was sitting by and who also got some raisins, "What kind of
grapes you got?" He replied "They variety with seeds." Mr.
Thakkar was still more surprised to hear this. Then to confirm his growing
faith Thakkar thought in his mind that if Baba was a real Saint, the raisins
should be now given to Kaka first. Reading this thought also, Baba ordered that
distribution should be commenced from Kaka. These proofs were sufficient for
Thakkar.
Then Shama introduced Mr. Thakkar as the master of Kaka, upon which Baba
said, "How could he be his master? He has got a different Master
altogether". Kaka appreciated this reply. Forgetting his resolve, Thakkar
saluted Baba and returned to the Wada.
After the noon-Arati was over, they all went to the Masjid for taking Baba's
leave for their departure. Sharma spoke for them. Baba then spoke as follows.
"There was a fickle-minded gentleman. He had health and wealth and was
free from both physical and mental afflictions, but he took on him needless
anxieties and burdens and wandered hither and thither, thus losing his peace of
mind. Sometimes he dropped the burdens and at other times carried them again.
His mind knew no steadiness. Seeing his state, I took pity on him and said,
"Now please keep your faith on any one place (point) you like, why roam
like this? Stick quietly to one place.
Thakkar at once came to know that, that was an exact description of himself.
He wished that Kaka should also return with him but no one expected that Kaka
would be allowed to leave Shirdi so soon. Baba read also this thought to his
and permitted Kaka to return with his master. Thakkar got one more proof of
Baba's capacity to read another's mind.
Then Baba asked Kaka for Rs. 15/- as Dakshina and received it. To Kaka He
said, "If I take one rupee as Dakshina from anybody I have to return it
tenfold to him. I never take anything gratis. I never ask any one
indiscriminately. I only ask and take from him whom the Fakir (My Guru) points
out. If any one is indebted formerly to the Fakir money is received from him.
The donor gives, i.e. sows his seeds, only to reap a rich harvest in future.
Wealth should be the means to work out Dharma. If it is used for personal
enjoyment, it is wasted. Unless you have given it before, you do not get it
now. So the best way to receive is to give. The giving of Dakshina advances
Vairagya (Non-attachment) and thereby Bhakti and Jnana. Give one and receive
tenfold".
On hearing these words Mr. Thakkar himself gave Rs.15/- in Baba's hand,
forgetting his resolve not to do so. He thought he did well in coming to Shirdi
as all his doubts were solved and he learnt so much.
Baba's skill in handling such cases was unique. Though He did all those
things He was totally non-attached to them. Whether anybody saluted Him or not,
or whether anybody gave Him Dakshina or not, it was the same to Him. None He
disrespected. He felt no pleasure because He was worshipped and no pain because
He was disregarded. He transcended the pairs of opposites, viz. pleasure and
pain, etc.
Insomnia Case
A Kayastha
Prabhu gentleman of Bandra suffered from Insomnia for long. As soon as he laid
himself down for sleep, his departed father appeared to him in his dream, and
abused and scolded him severely. This broke his sleep and made him restless the
whole night. Every night this went on and the man did not know what to do. One
day he consulted a devotee of Baba in this respect. He recommended the Udi as
the only infallible remedy he knew. He gave him some Udi and asked him to apply
a little of it to his forehead before going to bed and keep the Udi-packet
under the pillow. He tried this remedy and found, to his great surprise and
joy, that he got sound sleep and that there was no disturbance of any kind. He
continued the remedy and always remembered Sai. Then he got a picture of Sai
Baba which he hung on the wall near his pillow and started worshipping it daily
and on Thursdays, offering garland, naivedya etc. Then he got on well and
forgot altogether his past trouble.
Balaji Patil Newaskar
This man was
a great devotee of Baba. He rendered most excellent and disinterested service.
Every day he swept and kept clean all the passages and streets in Shirdi
through which Baba passed in His daily routine. This work was, after him,
equally well-done by another female devotee named Rahda-Krishna-Mai, and after
her by Abdoola. When Balaji reaped his corn every year, he brought the whole
quantity and presented it to Baba. He returned with what Baba gave him and
maintained himself and his family with it. This course was followed by him for
many years and after him by his son.
Power and Efficacy of Udi
Once it
happened that at Balaji's death anniversary day, a certain number of guests
were invited and the dinner was prepared for them. But at the dinner-time it
was found that thrice the number of people invited had turned up. Mrs. Newaskar
was in a fix. She thought that the food would not suffice for the people
assembled and that if it fell short, the honour of the family would be at
stake. Her mother-in-law comforted her by saying, "Don't be afraid, it is
not ours, but Sai's food; cover every vessel with cloth, putting some Udi in
it, and serve from the same without opening it : Sai will save us from
ignominy." She did as she was advised and it was found to their surprise
and joy that not only did the food suffice for all, but plenty of it remained
after serving. "As one feels intently, so he realizes accordingly"
was proved in this case.
Sai Appearing as Serpent
Once Raghu
Patil of Shirdi went to Balaji Patil at Newase. That evening he found that a
serpent entered the cowshed hissing. All the cattle were afraid and began to
move. The immates of the house were frightened, but Balaji thought that it was
Sai Who appreared in his house as a serpent. Without being afraid in the least
he brought a cup of milk and placing it before the serpent said, "Baba,
why do you miss and make noise? Do you want to frighten us? Take this cup of
milk and drink it with a calm mind". Saying this, he sat close by
unperturbed. The other members were frightened and did not know what to do. In
a short time the serpent disappeared. Nobody knew where it went. It was not
found though a search was made in the cowshed.
Balaji had two wives and some children. They sometimes went to Shirdi from
Newase for taking Baba's darshana. Then Baba bought saris and other clothes
which were given to them with His blessings.
Bow to Shri Sai - peace be to all
Chapter XXXVI
Wonderful
Stories of
(1) Two Goa Gentleman - (2) Mrs. Aurangabadkar.
This Chapter relates the wonderful stories of two gentlemen from Goa and
Mrs. Aurangabadkar of Sholapur.
Two Gentlemen
Once two
gentlemen came from Goa for taking darshan of Sai Baba, and prostrated
themselves before him. Though both came together, Baba asked only one them to
give Him Rs.15/- as Dakshina which was paid willingly. The other man
voluntarily offered Rs. 35/-. This sum was rejected by Baba to the astonishment
of all. Shama, who was present, asked Baba, "What is this? Both came
together, one's Dakshina you accept, the other, though voluntarly paid, you
refuse. Why this distinction? Baba replied, "Shama, you know nothing. I
take nothing from anybody. The Masjidmayi (The presiding Deity of the Masjid)
calls for the debt, the donor pays it and becomes free. Have I any home,
property or family to look after? I require nothing. I am ever free. Debt,
enmity and murder have to be atoned for, there is not escape". Baba then
continued in His characteristic way as follows:-
As first he was poor and took a vow to his God that he would pay his first
month's salary if he got an appointment. He got one on Rs.15/- p.m. Then he
steadily got promotions, from Rs.15/- he got Rs. 30, 60, 100, 200 and
ultimately Rs.700/- per month. But in his prosperity he forgot clean the vow he
took. The force of his karma has driven him here and I asked that amount (Rs.15/-)
from him as Dakshina.
Another story, While wandering by the sea-side I came to a huge mansion and
sat on its verandah. The owner gave me a good reception and fed me sumptuously.
He showed me a neat and clean place near a cupboard for sleeping. I slept
there. While I was sound asleep, the man removed a literite slab and broke the
wall entered in and scissored off all the money from my pocket. When I woke up,
I found that Rs.30,000/- were stolen. I was greatly distressed and sat weeping
and moaning. The money was in currency notes and I thought that the Brahmin had
stolen it. I lost all interest in food and drink and sat for a fortnight on the
verandah, bemoaning my loss. After the fortnight was over, a passing fakir saw
me crying, and made enquiries regarding the cause of my sorrow. I told him
everything. He said, "If you act according to my bidding, you will recover
your money; go to a fakir, I shall give his whereabouts, surrender yourself to
him, he will get back your money; in the meanwhile give up your favourite food
till you recover your money." I followed the fakir's advice and got my
money. Then I left the Wada and went to the sea-shore. There was a steamer, but
I could not get into it as it was crowded. There a good-natured peon interceded
for me and I got in luckily. That brought me to another shore, where I caught a
train and came to the Masjidmayi.
The story finished and Baba asked Shama to take the guests and arrange for
their feeding. Then Shama took them home and fed them. At dinner, Shama said to
the guests that Baba's story was rather mysterious, as He had never gone to the
sea-side, never had any money (Rs.30,000/-), never travelled, never lost any
money and never recovered it, and enquired whether they understood it and
caught its significance. The guests were deeply moved and were shedding tears.
In a choking voice they said that Baba was omniscient, infinite, the One (Para
Brahma) without a second. The story He gave out is exactly our story, What He
spoke has already taken place in our case. How He knew this, is a wonder of
wonders! We shall give all the details after the meals.
Then after the meals while they were chewing betel-leaves,the guests began
to tell their stories. One of them said:-
"A hill-station on the ghats is my native place. I went to Goa to earn
my living by securing a job. I took a vow to God Datta that if I got any
service, I would offer Him my first month's salary. By His grace I got an
appointment of Rs.15/- and then I got promotions as described by Baba. I did forget
all about my vow. Baba has just reminded me of it in this way and recovered Rs.
15/- from me. It is not Dakshina as one may think it to be, but a repayment of
an old debt and fulfillment of long forgotten vow".
Moral
Baba never,
in fact, actually begged any money, nor allowed His Bhaktas to beg. He regarded
money as a danger or bar to spiritual progress and did not allow His Bhaktas to
fall into its clutches. Bhagat Mhalsapati, is an instance on tis point. He was
very poor and could hardly make both ends meet. Baba never allowed him to make
any money, nor gave him anything from the Dakshina amount. Once a kind and
liberal merchant named Hansaraj gave a large amount of money to Mhalsapati in
Baba's presence, but Baba did not allow him to accept it.
Then the second guest began his tale. "My Brahmin (cook) was serving me
faithfully for 35 years. Unfortunately he fell into bad ways, his mind changed
and he robbed me of my treasure. By removing a laterite slab from my wall where
my cup-board is fixed, he came in while we were all asleep and carried away all
my accumulated wealth, Rs. 30,000/- in currency notes. I know not how Baba
mentioned the exact amount. I sat crying day and night. My enquiries came to
nothing. I spent a fortnight in great anxiety. As I sat on the verandah, sad
and dejected, a passing fakir noted my condition and enquired of its cause, and
I told him all about it. He told me that an Avalia by name Sai lives in Shirdi,
Kopergaon Taluka. Make vow to Him and give up any food that you like best and
say to Him mentally that 'I have given up eating that food till I take your
darshan'. Then I took the vow and gave up eating rice and s0aid, "Baba, I
will eat it after recovering my property and after taking your darshan".
Fifteen days passed after this. The Brahmin, of his own accord, came to me,
returned my money and apologized, saying, "I went mad and acted thus; I
now place my head on your feet, please forgive me". Thus everything ended
well. The fakir that met me and helped me, was not seen again. An intensive
desire to see Sai Baba, whom the fakir pointed out to me, arose in my mind. I
thought that the fakir who came all the way to my house was no other than Sai
Baba. Would He, who saw me and helped me to get my lost money ever covet to get
Rs.35/-? On the contrary without expecting anything from us, He always tries
His best to lead us on the path of spiritual progress.
I was overjoyed when I recovered my stolen property and being infatuated, I
forgot all about my vow. Then when I was at Colaba, one night I saw Sai Baba in
my dream. This reminded me of my promised visit to Shirdi. I went to Goa and
from there wanted to start for Shirdi, by taking a steamer to Bombay, en route.
But when I came to the harbour, I found that the steamer was crowded and there
was no place. The captain did not allow me, but on the intercession of a peon,
who was stranger to me, I was allowed to get into the steamer which brought me
to Bombay. From there, I got in the train and came here. Surely I think that
Baba is all-pervading and all-knowing. What are we and where is our home? How
great our good fortune that Baba got back our money and drew us here to
Himself? You Shirdi folk must be infinitely superior and more fortunate than
we; for Baba has played, laughed, talked and lived with you for so many years.
I think that your store of good merits must be infinite, for it attracted Baba
into Shirdi. Sai is our Datta. He ordered the vow. He gave me a seat in the
steamer and brought me here and thus gave proof of His omniscience and
omnipotence".
Mrs. Aurangabadkar
A lady from
Sholapur, wife of Sakharam Aurangabadkar had no issue during the long period of
27 years. She had made a number of vows of Gods and Goddesses for an issue, but
was not successful. She then became almost hopeless. To make a last attempt in
this matter, she came to Shirdi with her step-son Vishwanath and stayed there
for two months, serving Baba. Whenever she went to the Masjid, she found it
full and Baba surrounded by devotees. She wanted to see Baba alone, fall at His
feet and open her heart and pray for an issue, but she got no suitable
opportunity. Ultimately she requested Shama to intercede with Baba for her when
He was alone. Shama said to her that Baba's Darbar was open, still he would try
for her and that the Lord might bless her. He asked her to sit ready with a
cocoa-nut and joss-sticks on the open courtyard at the time of Baba's meals and
that when he beckoned to her, she should come up. One day after dinner, Shama
was rubbing Baba's wet hands with a towel when the latter pinched Shama's
cheek. Shama feigning anger said, "Deva, is it proper for you to pinch me
like this? We don't want such a mischievous God who pinches us thus. Are we
Your dependents, is this the fruit of our intimacy?" Baba replied,
"Oh Shama, during the 72 generations that you were with me, I never
pinched you till now and now you resent my touching you". Shama, "We
want a God that will give us ever kisses and sweets to eat; we do not want any
respect from You, or heaven, balloon etc. Let our faith unto Your Feet be ever
wide-awake". Baba, "Yes, I have indeed come for that. I have been
feeding and nursing you and have got love and affection for you".
Then Baba went up and took his seat. Shama beckoned to the lady. She came
up, bowed and presented the cocoa-nut and joss-sticks. Baba shook the cocoa-nut
which was dry. The Kernal within rolled and made a noise. Baba said,
"Shama, this is rolling, see what it says". Shama, "The woman
prays that a child might be similarly rolling and quickening in the womb. So
give her the cocoa-nut with Your blessings".
Baba, "Will the coconut give her any issue? How people are foolish and
fancy such things!"
Shama, "I know the power of Your word and blessing. Your word will give
her a string or series of children. You are wrangling and not giving real
blessing".
The parley went on for a while. Baba repeatedly ordering to break the
coconut and Shama pleading for the gift of the unbroken fruit to the lady.
Finally Baba yielded and said, "She will have an issue".
"When?" asked Shama. "In 12 months" was the reply. The
cocoa-nut was therefore broken into two part, one was eaten by the two, the
other was given to the lady.
The Shama turned up to the lady and said, "Dear madam, you are a
witness to my words. If within 12 months you do not get any issue, I will break
a cocoa-nut against this Deva's head and drive him out of this Masjid. If I
fail in this, I will not call myself Madhav. You will soon realize what I
say".
She delivered a son in one year's time and the son was brought to Baba in
his fifth month. Both husband and wife, prostrated themselves before Baba and
the grateful father (Mr. Aurangabadkar) paid a sum of Rs.500/- which was spent
in constructing a shed for Baba's house "Shyamakarna".
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXXVII
Chavadi
Procession
In this
chapter Hemadpant after making some preliminary observations on some points of
Vedanta, describes the Chavadi procession.
Preliminary
Blessed is
Sai's life, blessed is His daily routine. His ways and actions are
indescribable. Sometimes He was intoxicated with Brahmanand (divine joy), and
at other times content with Self knowledge. Doing so many things sometimes, He
was unconcerned with them. Though He seemed at times quite actionless (doing
nothing) He was not idle or dozing; He always abided in His own Self. Though He
looked calm and quiet as the placid sea, He was deep and unfathomable. Who can
describe His ineffable nature? He regarded men as brothers, women as sisters
and mothers. He was a perfect and perpetual celibate as everybody knows. May
the understanding (knowledge), we got in His company, last long unto death. Let
us ever serve Him with whole-hearted devotion to His feet. Let us see Him (God)
in all beings and let us ever love His name.
Hemadpant, after making some lengthy dissertations on some topics of
Vedanta, which he himself considers as a digression, goes on to describe the
Chavadi procession.
Chavadi Procession
Baba's
dormitory has been already described. One day He slept in the Masjid and on the
next, in the Chavadi (a small building containing a room or two near the
Masjid). This alternate sleeping in both these buildings went on till Baba's
Mahasamadhi. From 10th December 1909 devotees began to offer regular worship to
Baba in the Chavadi. This we will now describe with His grace. When the turn of
retiring to the Chavadi came, people flocked to the Masjid and made bhajan in
the mandap (courtyard) for a few hours. Behind them was a beautiful Ratha
(small car), to the right a Tulsi-vrindavan and in front Baba, and between
these the devotees fond of bhajan. Men and women who had a liking for the
bhajan came in time. Some took Tal, Chiplis and Kartal, Mridang, Khanjiri and
Ghol (all musical instruments) in their hands and conducted the bhajan. Sai
Baba was the Magnet Who drew all the devotees to Him there. Outside in the
open, some trimmed their divatyas, (torches), some decorated the palanquin,
some stood with cane-sticks in their hands and uttered cries of victory to
Baba. The corner was decorated with buntings. Round about the Masjid, rows of
burning lamps shed their light. Baba's horse 'Shyamakarna' stood fully
decorated outside. Then Tatya Patil came with a party of men to Baba and asked
Him to be ready. Baba sat quiet in his place till Tatya came and helped Him to
get up by putting his arm under Baba's arm-pit. Tatya called Baba by the name
of Mama. Really their relationship was extremely intimate. Baba wore on his
body the usual kafni, took His satka (short stick) under His arm-pit and after
taking His chilim (tobacco-pipe) and tobacco and placing a cloth over His
shoulder became ready to start. Then Tatya threw a golden-embroidered beautiful
Shela (Shawl) over His body. After this Baba, moving a little the bundle of
fuel-sticks lying behind with His right toe and then extinguishing the burning
lamp with His right hand, started for the Chavadi. Then all sorts of muscial
instruments, tashe, band and horns and mridang, gave out their different
sounds; and fire-works exhibited their different and various coloured views.
Men and women singing Baba's name started walking, making bhajan to the
accompaniment of mridang and veena. Some danced with joy and some carried
various flags and standards. The Bhaldars announced Baba's name when He came on
the steps of the Masjid. On the two sides of Baba stood persons, who held
chavaris and others who fanned Baba. On the way were spread folds of cloth on
which Baba walked on, being supported by devotees' hands. Tatyaba held the left
hand and Mhalasapati the right and Bapusaheb Jog held the chhatra (umbrella)
over His head. In this fashion Baba marched on to the Chavadi. The fully
decorated red horse, named Shyamakarna led the way and behind him were all the
carriers, waiters, musical players and the crowd of devotees. Hari-nama (the
name of the Lord) chanted to the accompaniment of music rent the skies as also
the name of Sai. In this manner the procession reached the corner when all the
persons that joined this party seemed well-pleased and delighted.
On coming to this corner Baba stood facing the Chavadi and shone with a
peculiar lustre. It seemed, as if the face of Baba glittered like dawn, or like
the glory of the rising sun. Baba stood there with a concentrated mind, facing
the north, as if He was calling somebody. All the instruments played their
music while Baba moved His right arm up and down for some time. Kakasaheb Dixit
at this time came forward with a silver plate containing flowers besmeared with
gulal (red powder) and threw them on Baba's body off and on. The musical
instruments played their best at this juncture and Baba's face beamed with
steady and added radiance and beauty, and all the persons drank this lustre to
their hearts' content. Words fail to describe the scene and splendour of this
occasion. Some times Mhalasapati began to dance being possessed or obsessed by
some deity, but all were surprised to see that Baba's concentration was not in
the least disturbed. With a lantern in his hand Tatya Patil walked on Baba's
left side and Bhagat Mhalasapati on the right, holding with his hand the hem of
Baba's garment. What a beautiful procession and what an expression of devotion!
To witness this, men and women, poor and rich, flocked together there. Baba
walked very slow. Bhaktas followed on both sides with love and devotion. With
joy pervading the whole atmosphere of the place, the procession reached the
Chavadi. That scene and those days are gone now. Nobody can see them now or in
the future; still remembering and visualising that scene and sight, we can
bring solace and comfort to our minds.
The Chavadi was also fully decorated with a good white ceiling, mirrors and
many sorts of lamps. On reaching it Tatya went ahead and spread an asan and
placing a bolster made Baba sit there and made Him wear good angaraksha (coat).
Then the devotees worshipped Him in various ways. They put on His head a mugut
(crown) with a tuft above, placed garlands of flowers and jewels round His neck
and marking His forehead with musk-mixed vertical lines and a dot (as Vaishnava
devotees do) they started at Him for long to their hearts' content. They
changed His head-dress now and then and held it aloft on the head, fearing that
Baba might throw it away. Baba knew the heart of them all and meekly submitted
to all their methods without objection. With these decorations He looked
wonderfully beautiful.
Nanasaheb Nimonkar held the Chhatra (umbrella) with its beautiful pendants
which moved in a circle with its supporting stick. Bapusaheb Jog washed the
feet of Baba in a silver dish and offered 'arghya' and worship with due
formalities, then besmeared His arms with sandal paste, and offered tambul
(betel-leaves). Baba sat on the asan (gadi), while Tatya and others kept
standing and falling at His feet. When Baba sat on the gadi supporting Himself
against the bolster, devotees on both sides waved chamars and fans. Shama then
prepared the chillim and handed it over to Tatyaba who drew a flame out of it
by his breath and then gave it to Baba. After Baba had His smoke, it was given
to Bhagat Mhalasapati and then it was passed round to all. Blessed was the
inanimate chillim. It had first to undergo many ordeals of penance, such as
being treated by pot-makers, dried in the open sun and burnt in fire and then
it had the good fortune to get the contact of Baba's hand and His kiss. After
this function was over, devotees put garlands of flowers on His neck and gave
Him nose-gays and bunches of flowers for smelling. Baba who was dispassion or
non-attachment incarnate, cared a fig for all these necklaces of jewels, and
garlands of flowers and other decorations; but out of real love to His
devotees, He allowed them to have their own way and to please themselves.
Finally Bapusaheb Jog waved the arati over Baba, observing all formalities, the
musical instruments playing thier auspicious tunes. When this arati was over,
the devotees returned home one by one saluting Baba and taking His leave. When
Tatya Patil, after offering chillim, attar (scent) and rose-water, rose to
depart, Baba said to him lovingly - "Guard Me, go if you like, but return
sometimes at night and enquire after Me." Replying in the affirmative
Tatyaba left the Chhavadi and went home. Then Baba Himself prepared His bed. He
arranged 50 or 60 white chadders one upon another and thus making His bed, went
to rest.
We shall also now take rest and close this chapter with a request to the
readers that they should remember Sai Baba and His Chavadi procession daily
before they retire and go to bed.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXXVIII
Baba's Handi
- Disrespect of Shrine - Kala or Hodge-Podge - Cup of Butter-Milk.
In the last chapter we described Baba's Chavadi procession. In this we take
up Baba's Handi (cooking pot) and some other subjects.
Preliminary
Oh, blessed
Sad-guru Sai, we bow to You, Who have given happiness to the whole world,
accomplished the welfare of the devotees and have removed the affliction of
those who have resorted to Your Feet. Being very liberal and being the
protector and saviour of the Bhaktas who surrender themselves to You, You
incarnate yourself in this world to oblige the people and do them good. The
liquid essence of Pure Self was poured into the mould of Brahma and out of this
has come out the crest-jewel of the saints-Sai. This Sai is Atmarama Himself.
He is the abode of perfect divine bliss. Having Himself attained all objects of
life, He made His devotees desirelss and free.
Baba's Handi
Different
sadhanas (means of accomplishments) are prescribed in our scriptures for
different ages. Tapa (Penance) is recommended for Krita age, Jnana (Knowledge)
for Treta age, Yajna (Sacrifice) for Dwapara age and Dana (Charity) for Kali
(present) age. Of all the charities, giving food is the best one. We are much
perturbed when we get no food at noon. Other beings feel similarly under
similar circumstances. Knowing this, he who gives food to the poor and hungry,
is the best donor or charitable person. The Taittiriya Upanishad says that
"Food is Brahma; from food all the creatures are born and having been
born, by food they live, and having departed, into food again they enter."
When an Atithi (uninvited guest) comes to our door at noon, it is our bounden
duty to welcome him by giving him food. Other kinds of charities, viz., giving
away wealth, property and clothes etc., require some discrimination, but in the
matter of food, no such consideration is necessary. Let anybody come to our
door at noon, he should be served forthwith; and if lame, crippled, blind and
diseased paupers come, they should be fed first and the able-bodied persons and
our relations afterwards. The merit of feeding the former is much greater than
that of feeding the latter. Other kinds of charities are imperfect without this
Anna-dana (giving of food) as stars are without the moon, a necklace without
its central medal, a crown without pinnacle, a tank without a lotus, bhajan
without love, a married lady without the kumkum-mark, singing without a sweet
voice or butter-milk without salt. Just as varan (Pulse-soup) excels all other
dishes, Anna-dana is the best of all merits. Now let us see how Baba prepared
food and distributed it.
It has been stated before that Baba required very little food for Himself
and what little He wanted, was obtained by begging from a few houses. But when
He took it into His mind to distribute food to all, He made all preparations
from beginning to end, Himself. He depended on nobody and troubled none in this
matter. First He went to the bazar and bought all the things, corn, flour, spices
etc., for cash. He did also the grinding. In the open courtyard of the Masjid,
He arranged a big hearth and after lighting a fire underneath kept a Handi over
it with a proper measure of water. There were two kinds of Handi, one small and
the other big. The former provided food for 50 persons, the later for 100.
Sometimes He cooked 'Mitthe Chaval' (sweet rice), and at other times 'pulava'
with meat. At times in the boiling varan (soup), He let in small balls of thick
or flat breads of wheat flour. He pounded the spices on a stone-slab, and put
the thin pulverized spices into the cooking-pot. He took all the pains to make
the dishes very palatable. He prepared 'Ambil' by boiling jawari-flour in water
and mixing it with butter-milk. With the food He distributed this Ambil to all
alike. To see whether the food was properly cooked or not, Baba rolled up the
sleeve of His Kafni and put His bare arm in the boiling cauldron without the
least fear, and churned (moved) the whole mass from side to side and up and down.
There was no mark of burn on His arm, nor fear on His face. When the cooking
was over, Baba got the pots in the Majid, and had them duly consecrated by the
moulvi. First He sent part of the food as prasad to Mhalasapati and Tatya Patil
and then He served the remaining contents with His own hand to all the poor and
helpless people to their hearts' content. Really blessed and fortunate must be
those people who got food prepared by Baba and served by Him.
Somebody may raise a doubt here and ask - "Did Baba distribute
vegetable and animal food as prasad alike to all His devotees?" The answer
is plain and simple. Those who were accustomed to (take) animal food were given
food from the Handi as prasad and those who were not so accustomed, were not
allowed to touch it. He never created in them any wish or desire to indulge in
this food. There is a principle well established that when a Guru himself gives
anything as prasad, the disciple who thinks and doubts whether it is acceptable
or otherwise, goes to peridition. In order to see how any disciple has imbibed
this principle, Baba at times proposed tests. For instance, on an Ekadashi day
He gave some rupees to Dada Kelkar and asked him to go in person to Koralha to
get mutton from there. This Dada Kelkar was an orthodox Brahmin and kept all
orthodox manners in his life. He knew that offering wealth, grain and clothes
etc., to a Sad-guru was not enough but that implicit obedience to and prompt
compliance with His order was the real Dakshina that pleased Him most. So Dada
Kelkar dressed himself and started for the place. Then Baba called him back and
said, "Don't go yourself, but send somebody." Then Dada sent servant
Pandu for the purpose. Seeing him starting, Baba asked Dada to call him back
and cancelled that programme. On another occation Baba asked Dada just to see
how the saltish `Pulava' (mutton dish) was done. The latter said casually and
formally that it was alright. Then Baba said to him - "Neither you have
seen it with your eyes, nor tasted in with your tongue, then how could you say
that it was good? Just take out the lid and see." Saying this Baba caught
his arm and thrust it into the pot and added, "Draw out your arm and
taking a ladle, put some quantity in the dish without caring for your orthodoxy
and without blustering." When a wave of real love rises in a mother's
mind, she pinches her child with her hand and when it begins to cry and shout,
she hugs it close to her bosom. Similarly Baba, in a true motherly way pinched
Dada Kelkar in this fashion. Really no saint or guru will ever force his
orthodox disciple to eat forbidden food and defile himself thereby.
The Handi business went on for some time till 1910 and was stopped
thereafter. As stated before, Das Ganu spread the fame of Baba by his kirtans far
and wide in the Bombay Presidency and people from that part of the country
began to flock to Shirdi, which became in a few days a place of pilgrimage. The
devotees brought with them various articles for presentation and offered
various dishes of food as naivedya. The quantity of naivedya offered by them
was so much that the fakirs and paupers could feed themselves to their hearts'
content, leaving some surplus behind. Before stating how naivedya was
distributed, we shall refer to Nanasaheb Chandorkar's story showing Baba's
regard and respect for local Shrines and deities.
Nanasaheb's Disrespect of a Shrine
By drawing
inferences or guessing in their own way some people said that Sai was a
Brahmin, and some that He was a Moslem. Really He belonged to no caste. No one
knew definitely when He was born and in what community and who were His
parents. Then how could He be a Moslem or Brahmin? If He were a Moslem, how
could He keep Dhuni fire ever burning in the Masjid, how could there be a Tulsi
Vrindavan there, how could He allow the blowing of conches and ringing of bells
and the playing of the musical instruments, how could He allow all the
different forms of Hindu worship, there? Had He been a Moslem, could He have
pierced ears and could He have been spent money from His pocket for repairing
Hindu temples? On the contrary He never tolerated the slightest disrespect to
Hindu Shrines and deities.
Once Nanasaheb Chandorkar came to Shirdi with his 'Sadu' - husband of his
sister-in-law, Mr.Biniwalle. When they went to the Masjid and sat before Baba
talking, the latter suddenly got angry with Nanasaheb and said - "You are
so long in My company and how do you behave like this?" Nanasaheb then at
first did not understand anything and humbly requested Baba to explain. Baba
asked him when he came to Kopergaon and how he came to Shirdi from thence.
Nanasaheb then at once realized his mistake. He usually worshipped the Shrine
of Datta, on the banks of the Godavari at Kopergaon on his way to Shirdi, but
this time he dissuaded his relation who was a Datta Bhakta from going to that
Shrine, to avoid delay and drove straight. He confessed all this to Baba and
told Him that while bathing in the Godavari, a big thorn went into his foot and
gave him much trouble. Baba said that, that was the slight punishment be met
and warned him to be more careful in future.
Kala (hodge-podge)
To revert to
the distribution of the naivedya. - After the arati was over and after Baba
sent away all the people with Udi and blessings, He went inside and sat with
his back to the Nimbar for meals, with two rows of the Bhaktas, one on each
side. The Bhaktas who brought naivedya thrust inside their dishes containing a
variety of food such as Puris, Mande, Polis, Basundi, Sanza, fine rice etc.,
and kept waiting outside for prasad consecrated by Baba. All the foods were
mixed in a hotch-potch and placed before Baba. He offered it all to God and
consecrated it. Then portions of the same were given to the persons waiting
outside and the rest was served to the inner party with Baba at the centre. The
Bhaktas sitting in two rows then dined to their hearts' content. Baba asked
Shama and Nanasaheb Nimonkar daily to serve the consecrated food to all the
persons sitting inside and look to their individual needs and comforts. This
they did very carefully and willingly. Every morsel of the food thus partaken
gave them nutrition and satisfaction. Such sweet, lovely and consecrated food
it was! Ever auspicious and every holy!
Cup of Butter-Milk
Once
Hemadpant had eaten his full in this company, when Baba offered him a cup of
butter-milk. Its white appearance pleased him, but he was afraid that there was
no space inside for it. He, however, took a sip which proved very tasty. Seeing
his faltering attitude, Baba said - "Drink it all, you won't get any such
opportunity hereafter." He drank it off then, but found that Baba's words
were prophetic, for He passed away soon.
Now, readers, we have certainly to thank Hemadpant. He drank the cup of
butter-milk, but has supplied us with sufficient quantity of nectar in the form
of Baba's Leelas. Let us drink cups and cups of this nectar and be satisfied
and happy.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XXXIX & L
Baba's
Knowledge of Sanskrit
His Interpretation of a Verse from Gita - Construction of the Samadhi
Mandir.
This chapter (39) deals with Baba's interpretation of a verse from the
Bhagawad-Gita. As some people believed that Baba knew not Sanskrit, and the
interpretation was Nanasaheb Chandorkar's, Hemadpant wrote another chapter (50)
refuting that objection. As the chapter No.50 deals with the same
subject-matter, it is incorporated in this chapter.
Preliminary
Blessed is
Shirdi and blessed is Dwarkamayi where Shri Sai lived and moved until He took
Mahasamadhi. Blessed are the people of Shirdi whom He obliged and for whom He
came such long distance. Shirdi was a small village first, but it attained
great importance, on account of His contact and became a Tirtha, holy place of
pilgrimage. Equally blessed are the womenfolk of Shirdi, blessed is their whole
and undivided faith in Him. They sang the glories of Baba while bathing,
grinding, pounding corn and doing other house-hold work. Blessed is their love,
for they sang sweet songs which calm and pacify the minds of the singers and
listeners.
Baba's Interpretation
Nobody
believed that Baba knew Sanskrit. One day He surprised all by giving a good
interpretation of a verse from the Gita to Nanasaheb Chandorkar. A brief
account about this matter was written by Mr.B.V.Deo, Retired Mamlatdar and
published in Marathi in 'Shri Sai Leela' magazine, Vol IV. Sphuta Vishaya, page
563. Short accounts of the same are also published in 'Sai Baba's Charters and
Sayings' page 61 and in 'The Wondrous Saint Sai Baba', page 36 - both by Brother
B.V.Narsimhaswami. Mr.B.V.Deo has also given an English version of this in his
statement dated 27-9-1936 and published on page 66 of "Devotees'
Experiences, Part III" published by the said Swami. As Mr.Deo has got
first hand information about this Subject from Nanasaheb himself we give below
his version.
Nanasaheb Chandorkar was a good student of Vedanta. He had read Gita with
commentaries and prided himself on his knowledge of all that. He fancied that
Baba knew nothing of all this or of Sanskrit. So, Baba one day pricked the
bubble. These were the days before crowds flocked to Baba, when Baba had
solitary talks at the Mosque with such devotees. Nana was sitting near Baba and
massaging His Legs and muttering something.
Baba - Nana, what are you mumbling yourself?
Nana - Iam reciting a shloka (verse) from Sanskrit.
Baba - What shloka?
Nana - From Bhagawad-Gita
Baba - Utter it loudly.
Nana then recited B.G.IV-34 which is as follows :-
'Tadviddhi Pranipatena Pariprashnena
Sevaya,
Upadekshyanti Te Jnanam
Jnaninastattwadarshinah'
Baba - Nana, do you understand it?
Nana - Yes.
Baba - If you do, then tell me.
Nana - It means this - "Making Sashtanga Namaskar, i.e., prostration,
questioning the guru, serving him, learn what this Jnana is. Then, those Jnanis
that have attained the real knowledge of the Sad-Vastu (Brahma) will give you
upadesha (instruction) of Jnana."
Baba - Nana, I do not want this sort of collected purport of the whole
stanza. Give me each word, its grammatical force and meaning.
Then Nana explained it word by word.
Baba - Nana, is it enough to make prostration merely ?
Nana - I do not know any other meaning for the word 'pranipata' than 'making
prostration'.
Baba - What is 'pariprashna'?
Nana - Asking questions.
baba - What does 'Prashna' mean?
Nana - The same (questioning).
Baba - If 'pariprashna' means the same as prashna (question), why did Vyasa
add the prefix 'pari'? Was Vyasa off his head?
Nana - I do not know of any other meaning for the word 'pariprashna'.
Baba - 'Seva', what sort of 'seva' is meant?
Nana - Just what we are doing always
Baba - Is it enough to render such service?
Nana - I do not know what more is signified by the word 'seva'.
Baba - In the next line "upadekshyanti te jnanam", can you so read
it as to read any other word in lieu of Jnanam?
Nana - Yes.
Baba - What word?
Nana - Ajnanam.
Baba - Taking that word (instead of Jnana) is any meaning made out of the
verse?
Nana - No, Shankara Bhashya gives no such construction.
Baba - Never mind if it does not. Is there any objection to using the word
"Ajnana" if it gives a better sense?
Nana - I do not understand how to construe by placing "Ajnana" in
it.
Baba - Why does Krishna refer Arjuna to Jnanis or Tattwadarshis to do his
prostration, interrogation and service? Was not Krishna a Tattwadarshi, in fact
Jnana himself.
Nana - Yes He was. But I do not make out why he referred Arjuna to Jnanis?
Baba - Have you not understood this?
Nana was humiliated. His pride was knocked on the head. Then Baba began to
explain -
(1) It is not enough merely to prostrate before the Jnanis. We must make
Sarvaswa Sharangati (complete surrender) to the Sad-guru.
(2) Mere questioning is not enough. The question must not be made with any
improper motive or attitude or to trap the Guru and catch at mistakes in the
answer, or out of idle curiosity. It must be serious and with a view to achieve
moksha or spiritual progress.
(3) Seva is not rendering service, retaining still the feeling that one is
free to offer or refuse service. One must feel that he is not the master of the
body, that the body is Guru's and exists merely to render service to him.
If this is done, the Sad-guru will show you what the Janna referred to in
the previous stanza is.
Nana did not understand what is meant by saying that a guru teaches ajnana.
Baba - How is Jnana Upadesh, i.e., imparting of realization to be effected?
Destroying ignorance is Jnana. (cf. Verse-Ovi-1396 of Jnaneshwari commenting on
Gita 18-66 says - "removal of ignorance is like this, Oh Arjuna, If dream
and sleep disappear, you are yourself. It is like that." Also Ovi 83 on
Gita V-16 says - "Is there anything different or independent in Jnana
besides the destruction of ignornace?")* Expelling darkness means light.
Destroying duality (dwaita) means non-duality (adwaita). Whenever we speak of
destroying Dwaita, we speak of Adwaita. Whenever we talk of destroying
darkness, we talk of light. If we have to realise the Adwaita state, the
feeling of Dwaita in ourselves has to be removed. That is the realization of
the Adwaita state. Who can speak of Adwaita while remaining in Dwaita? If one
did, unless one gets into that state, how can one know it and realise it?
Again, the Shishya (disciple) like the Sad-guru is really embodiment of Jnana.
The difference between the two lies in the attitude, high realization,
marvellous super-human Sattva (beingness) and unrivalled capacity and Aishwarya
Yoga (divine powers). The Sad-guru is Nirguna, Sat-Chit-Ananda. He has indeed
taken human form to elevate mankind and raise the world. But his real Nirguna
nature is not destroyed thereby, even a bit. His beingness (or reality), divine
power and widsom remain undiminished. The disciple also is in fact of the same
swarupa. But, it is overlaid by the effect of the samaskaras of innumerable
births in the shape of ignorance, which hides from his view that he is Shuddha
Chaitanya (see B.G. Ch. V-15). As stated therein, he gets the impressions -
"Iam Jiva, a creature, humble and poor." The Guru has to root out
these offshoots of ignorance and has to give upadesh or instruction. To the
disciple, held spell-bound for endless generations by the ideas of his being a
creature, humble and poor, the Guru imparts in hundreds of births the teaching
- "You are God, you are mighty and opulent." Then, he realizes a bit
that he is God really. The perpetual delusion under which the disciple is
labouring, that he is the body, that he is a creature (jiva) or ego, that God
(Paramatma) and the world are different from him, is an error inherited from
innumerable past births. From actions based on it, he has derived his joy,
sorrows and mixtures of both. To remove this delusion, this error, this root
ignorance, he must start the inquiry. How did the ignorance arise? Where is it?
And to show him this is called the Guru's upadesh. The following are the
instances of Ajnana :-
1 - I am a Jiva (creature)
2 - Body is the soul (I am the body).
3 - God, world and Jiva are different.
4 - I am not God.
5 - Not knowing, that body is not the soul.
6 - Not knowing that God, world and Jiva are one.
Unless these errors are exposed to his view, the disciple cannot learn what
is God, jiva, world, body; how they are inter-related and whether they are
different from each other, or are one and the same. To teach him these and
destroy his ignorance is this instruction in Jnana or Ajnana. Why should Jnana
be imparted to the jiva, (who is) a Jnanamurti? Upadesh is merely to show him
his error and destroy his ignorance.
Baba added :- (1) Pranipata implies surrender. (2) Surrender must be of
body, mind and wealth; Re: (3) Why should Krishna refer Arjuna to other Jnanis?
"Sadbhakta takes every thing to be Vasudev (B.G.VII-19 i.e., any Guru will
be Krishna to the devotee) and Guru takes disciple to be Vasudev and Krishna
treats both as his Prana and Atma (B.G.7-18, commentary of Jnanadev on this).
As Shri Krishna knows that there are such Bhaktas and Gurus, He refers Arjuna
to them so that their greatness may increase and be known.
Construction of the Samadhi-Mandir
Baba never
talked, nor ever made any fuss about the things which He wanted to accomplish,
but He so skillfully arranged the circumstances and surroundings that the
people were surprised at the slow but sure results attained. The construction of
the Samadhi-mandir is an instance in point. Shriman Bapusaheb Booty, the famous
multi-millionaire of Nagpur lived in Shirdi whith his family. Once an idea
arose in his mind that he should have a building of his own there. Sometimes
after this, while he was sleeping in Dixit's Wada, he got a vision. Bava
appeared in his dream and ordered him to build a Wada of his own with temple.
Shama who was sleeping there, got also a similar vision. When Bapusaheb was
awakened, he saw Shama crying and asked him why. The latter replied that in his
vision Baba came close to him and ordered distinctly - "Build the Wada
with the temple. I shall fulfill the desires of all. Hearing the sweet and
loving words of Baba, I was overpowered with emotion, my throat was choked, my
eyes were overflowing with tears, and I began to cry." Bapusaheb was
surprised to see that both their visions tallied. Being a rich and capable man,
he decided to build a Wada there and drew up a plan with Madhavarao (Shama).
Kakasaheb Dixit also approved of it. And when it was placed before Baba, He
also sanctioned it immediately. Then the construction-work was duly started and
under the supervision of Shama, the ground floor, the cellar and the well were
completed. Baba also on his way to and from Lendi suggested certain
improvements. Further work was entrusted to Bapusaheb Jog and when it was going
on, an idea struck Bapusaheb Booty's mind that there should be an open room or
platform and in the centre the image of Murlidhar (Lord Krishna with the flute)
be installed. He asked Shama to refer this matter to Baba and get His consent.
The latter asked Baba about this when He was just passing by the Wada. Hearing
Shama, Baba gave His consent saying, "after the temple is complete I will
come there to stay" and staring at the Wada He added - "after the
Wada is complete, we shall use it ourselves, we shall live, move and play
there, embrace each other, and be very happy." Then Shama asked Baba
whether this was the auspicious time to begin the foundation-work of the
central room of the Shrine. The latter answered in the affirmative. Shama got a
coconut broke it and started the work. In due time the work was completed and
an order was also given for making a good image of Murlidhar. But before it was
ready, a new thing turned up. Baba became seriously ill and was about to pass
away. Bapusaheb became very sad and dejected, thinking that if Baba passed
away, his Wada would not be consecrated by the holy touch of Baba's Feet, and
all his money (about a lakh of rupees) would be wasted away. But the words
"Place or keep Me in the Wada" which came out of Baba's mouth just
before His passing away, consoled not only Bapusaheb, but one and all. In due
time Baba's holy body was placed and preserved in the central shrine meant or designed
for Murlidhar and Baba Himself became Murlidhar and the Wada thus became the
Samadhi-mandir of Sai Baba. His wonderful life is unfathomable.
Blessed and fortunate is Bapusaheb Booty in whose Wada lies the holy and the
pure body of Baba.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XL
Stories
of Baba
(1) Attending Mrs.Deo's Udyapan Ceremony as a Sannyasi with two Others
(Trio) and - (2) Hemadpant's House in the Form of His Picture.
In this chapter we give two stories; (1) How Baba attended the Udyapan
ceremony of Mr.B.V.Deo's mother at his house at Dahanu and (2) How Baba
attended the Shimga dinner-party in Hemadpant's house at Bandra.
Preliminary
Blessed is
Shri Sai Samartha who gives instructions in both temporal and spiritual matters
to His devotees and makes them happy by enabling them to achieve the goal of
their life, - Sai He who when places His hand on their heads transfers His
powers to them and thus destroying the sense of differentiation, makes them
attain the Unattainable Thing. - He who embraces the Bhaktas who prostrate
themselves before Him with no sense of duality or difference. He becomes one
with the Bhaktas as the sea with the rivers when they meet it in the rainy
season and gives them His power and position. It follows from this that he who
sings the Leelas of God's Bhaktas is equally or more dear to Him than one who
sangs the Leelas of God only. Now to revert to the stories of this chapter.
Mrs.Deo's Udyapan Ceremony
Mr.B.V.Deo
was a Mamlatdar at Dahanu (Thana District). His mother had observed 25 or 30
different vows and a Udyapan (concluding) ceremony in connection therewith was
to be performed. This ceremony included the feeding of 100 or 200 Brahmins.
Mr.Deo fixed a date for the ceremony and wrote a letter to Bapusaheb Jog asking
him to request Sai Baba on his behalf to attend the dinner of the ceremony, as
without His attendance the ceremony would not be duly completed. Bapusaheb Jog
read out the letter to Baba. Baba noted carefully the pure-hearted invitation
and said - "I always think of him who remembers Me. I require no
conveyance, carriage, tanga, nor train nor aeroplane. I run and manifest myself
to him who lovingly calls me. Write to him a pleasing reply that three of us
(the trio), Myself, yourself and a third will go and attend it." Mr.Jog
informed Mr.Deo of what Baba said. The latter was much pleased, but he knew
that Baba never went to any place except Rahata, Rui and Nimgaon in person. He
also thought that nothing was impossible to Baba as He was all-pervading and
that He might suddenly come, in any form He likes and fulfill His words.
A few days before this, a Sannyasi with Bengali dress and professing to work
for the cause of the protection of the cows, came to the station-master at
Dahanu to collect subscriptions. The latter told him to go into the town and
see the Mamlatdar (Mr.Deo) and with his help collect funds. Just then the
Mamlatdar happened to come there. The station-master then introduced the
Sannyasi to him. Both sat talking on the platform. Mr.Deo told him that a
subscription-list for some other charitable cause had already been opened by
the leading citizen Rao Saheb Narottam Shetti and so it was not good to start
another subscription-list and that it would be better if he would visit the
place after 2 or 4 months. Hearing this, the Sannyasi left the place.
About a month afterwards, the Sannyasi came in a tanga and stopped in front
of Mr.Deo's house at about 10 a.m. Deo thought that he came for subscriptions.
Seeing him busy with the preparations of the ceremony, the Sannyasi said that
he had come not for money but for meals. Deo said - "Alright, very glad,
you are welcome, the house is yours." The Sannyasi - "Two lads are
with me." Deo - "Well, come with them." As there was time (2
hours) for dinner, Deo enquired where he should send for them. He said that it
was not necessary as he would come himself at the appointed time. Deo asked him
to come at noon. Exactly at twelve noon, the Trio came and joined the dinner
party and after feeding themselves went away.
After the ceremony was finished, Deo wrote a letter to Bapusaheb Jog
complaining of Baba's breach of promise. Jog went to Baba with the letter, but
before it was opened Baba spoke - "Ah, he says that I promised him to come
but deceived him. Inform him that I did attend his dinner with two others, but
he failed to recognize Me. Then why did he call me at all? Tell him that he
thought that the Sannyasi came to ask for subscription money; did I not remove
his doubt in that respect and did I not say that I would come with two others,
and did not the Trio come in time and take their meals? See, to keep My words I
would sacrifice my life, I would never be untrue to My words." This reply
gladdened Jog's heart and he communicated the whole of the reply to Deo. As
soon as he read it, he burst into tears of joy, but he took himself to task
mentally for vainly blaming Baba. He wondered how he was deceived by the
Sannyasi's prior visit and his coming to him for subscriptions, how he also
failed to catch the significance of the Sannyasi's words that he would come
with two others for meals.
This story clearly shows that when the devotees surrender themselves
completely to their Sad-guru, He sees that the religious functions in their
houses are duly executed and complied with all the necessary formalities.
Hemadpant's Shimga Dinner
Now let us
take another story which shows how Baba appeared in the form of His picture and
fulfilled the desire of His devotee.
In 1917 on the full-moon morning, Hemadpant had a vision. Baba appeared to
him in his dream in the form of a well-dressed Sannyasi, woke him up, and said
that He would come to him for meals that day. This awakening constituted a part
of the dream. When he fully awoke, he saw no Sai nor any Sannyasi. But when he
began to recollect the dream, he remembered each and every word the Sannyasi
uttered in his dream. Though he was in contact with Baba for seven years and
though he always meditated on Baba, he never expected that Baba would come to
his house for meals. However, being much pleased with Baba's words, he went to
his wife and informed her that being the Holi day, a Sannyasi guest was coming
for meals and that some more rice should be prepared. She enquired about the
guest, who he was and whence he was coming. Then not to lead her astray and not
to cause any misunderstanding he gave her the truth, i.e., told her about the
dream. She doubtingly asked whether it was possible that Baba should come there
(Bandra) from Shirdi, leaving the dainty dishes there for accepting their
coarse food. Hemadpant then assured her that Baba might not come in person but
He might attend in the form of a guest and that they would lose nothing if they
cooked some more rice.
After this, preparations for the dinner went on and it was quite ready at
noon. The Holika-worship was gone through and the leaves (dishes) were spread
and arranged with 'Rangoli' marks around them. Two rows were put up with a
central seat between them for the guest. All the members of the family - sons,
grandsons, daughters and sons-in-law etc., came and occupied their proper seats
and the serving of the various articles commenced. While this was being done,
everybody was watching for the guest, but none turned up though it was past
noon. Then the door was closed and chained; the anna-shuddhi (ghee) was served.
This was a signal to start eating. Formal offering to the Vaishwadeva (Fire),
and Naivedya to Shri Krishna were also over and the members were about to
begin, when foot-steps in the staircase were distinctly heard. Hemadpant went
immediately and opened the door and saw two men there: (1) Ali Mahomed and (2)
Moulana Ismu Mujavar. These two persons, seeing that meals were ready and all
the members were about to begin eating, apologized to Hemadpant and requested
him to excuse their interference. They said - "You left your seat and came
running to us, others are waiting for you, so please take this your Thing and I shall relate all the
wonderful tale about it later on at your convenience." So saying he took
out from his arm-pit a packet wrapped in an old newspaper cover and placed it
on the table. Hemadpant uncovered the packet and saw, to his great wonder and
surprise, a big nice picture of Sai Baba. Seeing it, he was much moved, tears
ran from his eyes and hair stood on end all over his body, and he bent and
placed his head on the feet of Baba in the picture. He thought that Baba had
blessed him by this miracle or Leela. Out of curiosity he asked Ali Mahomed
whence he got this picture. He said that he bought it from a shop and that he
would give all the details about it some time afterwards and wished that as all
the members were waiting for him, he should go and join them. Hemadpant thanked
him, bade them good-bye and returned to the dinning-hall. The picture was
placed on the central seat reserved for the guest and after the due offering of
the Naivedya, the whole party commenced eating and finished it in proper time.
Seeing the beautiful form in the picture everybody was extremely pleased and
wondered how all this happened.
The is how Sai Baba kept up and fulfilled His words uttered by Him in the
dream of Hemadpant. The story of the picture with all its details, viz., how
Ali Mahomed got it, why he bought it and gave it to Hemadpant, is reserved for
the next chapter.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XLI
Story of the
Picture - Stealing the Rags and Reading of Jnaneshwari.
As stated in the last chapter, we continue here the story of the picture.
Nine years after the occurrence of the incident depicted in the last
chapter, Ali Mahomed saw Hemadpant and related to him the following story.
One day
while wandering in the streets of Bombay he bought the picture from a
street-hawker; then he framed and set it on a wall in his house at Bandra
(suburb of Bombay). As he loved Baba, he daily took darshana of it. Three
months before he gave the picture to Hemadpant, he was suffering from an
abscess or swelling on his leg for which an operation was performed and he was
convalescing in the house of his brother-in-law, Mr. Noor-Mahomed Peerbhoy in
Bombay. For three months his house in Bandra was closed; and nobody was living
there. Only the pictures of the famous Baba Abdul Rahiman, Moulanasaheb Mahomed
Hussain, Baba Sai, Baba Tajudin and other saints (living) were there. The wheel
of time did not even spare these. He was lying sick and suffering in Bombay.
Why should the pictures suffer there (in Bandra)? It seems that they have also
their ins and outs (births and deaths). All the pictures met their fate, but how
Sai Baba's picture escaped it, nobody had been able to explain to me up till
now. It shows the all-pervasiveness, omnipresence of Sai and His insrutable
power.
He got a small picture of Saint Baba Abdul Rahiman from Mahomed Hussain
Thariyatopan many years ago. He gave it to his brother-in-law, Noor-Mahomed
Peerbhoy and it was lying on his table for eight years. Once the latter saw it,
took it to a photographer and got it enlarged to life-size and distributed
copies of the same amongst his relations and friends, including Ali Mahomed who
fixed it up in his Bandra house. Noor-Mahomed was a disciple of Saint Abdul
Rahiman and when he went to present the picture to his Guru in an open darbar
held by him, the Guru got wild and ran to beat him, and drove him out. He felt
very sorry and dejected. He thought that he lost so much of his money, and
incurred his Guru's displeasure and anger. As his Guru did not like
image-worship, he took the enlarged picture with him to the Appollo Bunder and,
after hiring a boat, went in it and drowned it in the sea. He requested the
friends and relations to return their copies and after getting them (6 in all)
back, had them thrown by a fisherman in the Bandra sea. At this time Ali
Mahomed was in his brother-in-law's house. He was told by him that his
suffering would come to an end if he would soon drown the pictures of the
saints in the sea. Hearing this, Ali Mahomed sent his Mehta (Manager) to his
Bandra house and got all the pictures of the saints in his house thrown into
the sea.
When Ali Mahomed returned home after two months, he was surprised to find
Baba's picture on the wall as before. He did not understand how his Mehta took
away all the pictures except this. He immediately took it out and kept it in
his cupboard, fearing that if his brother-in-law saw it, he would do away with
it. While he was thanking how it should be disposed of, and who would keep it
and guard it well, Sai Baba Himself as it were, suggested to him that he should
see and consult Moulana Ismu Mujavar and abide by his opinion. He saw the
Moulana and told him everything. After mature consideration they both decided
that the picture should be presented to Annasaheb (Hemadpant) and that he would
protect it well. Then they both went to Hemadpant and presented the picture in
the nick of time.
This story shows how Baba knew all the past, present and future, and how
skillfully He pulled the wires and fulfilled desired of His devotees. The
following story shows that Baba liked very much those persons who took real interest
in matters spiritual and that He removed all their difficulties and made them
happy.
Stealing the Rags and Reading of
Jnaneshwari
Mr.B.V.Deo
who was Mamlatdar of Dahanu (Thana District) wished for a long time to read
Jnaneshwari - (the well-known Marathi commentary on the Bhagawad-Gita by
Jnaneshwar), along with other scriptures. He could read daily one chapter of
the Bhagawad-Gita, and some portion of other books; but when he took
Jnaneshwari in hand, some difficulties cropped up and he was precluded from
reading it. He took three months' leave, went to Shirdi and thence to his home
at Pound for rest. He could read there other books but when he opened
Jnaneshwari, some evil or stray thoughts came crowding in his mind and stopped
him in the effort. Try however he might, he was not able to read even a few
lines of the book with ease. So he resolved in his mind that when Baba would
create love for the book and would order him to read it, he would begin and not
till then. Then in the month of February 1914 he went with his family to
Shirdi. There Jog asked him whether he daily read Jnaneshwari. Deo said that he
was desirous of reading it, but he was not successful and that only when Baba
would order him to read it, he would commence. Jog then advised him to take a
copy of the book and present it to Baba and to start the reading after it was
consecrated and returned by Him. Deo then replied that he did not want to
resort to this device, as Baba knows his heart. Would He not know his desire
and satisfy it by giving him a clear order to read?
Deo then saw Baba and offered one rupee as Dakshina. Baba asked for Rs. 20/-
which he gave. At night, he saw one Balakram and enquired how he secured Baba's
devotion and grace. Balakram told him that he would communicate everything next
day after arati. When Deo went for darshana next day, Baba asked for Rs.20/-
which he gave willingly. As the Masjid was crowded, Deo went aside and sat in a
corner. Baba asked him to come close and sit with a calm mind, which Deo did. Then
after the noon-arati was over and after the men dispersed, Deo saw again
Balakram and asked him his previous history, what Baba told him and how he was
taught meditation. Balakram was going to reply when Baba sent one Chandru, a
leper devotee to call Deo to Him. When Deo went to Baba, the latter asked him
when and with whom and what he was talking. He said that he talked with
Balakram and heard from him His fame. Then Baba asked again Rs.25/- as Dakshina
which Deo gladly gave. Then Baba took him inside and sitting near the post
charged him saying - "You stole away My rags without My knowledge."
Deo denied all knowledge of the rags, but Baba asked him to make a search. He
searched but found none. Then Baba got angry and said - "There is nobody
here, you are the only thief, so grey-haired and old, you came here for
stealing." After this Baba lost His temper, got terribly wild, gave all
sorts of abuses and scoldings. Deo remained silent and watching, and thought
that he might get a beating also. After about an hour or so, Baba asked him to
go to the Wada. He returned to the Wada and told Jog and Balakram all that had
happened. Then in the after-noon Baba sent for all and Deo also, and said that
His words might have pained the old man (Deo) but as he committed the theft, He
could not but speak out. Then Baba asked again for Rs. 12/- Deo collected the
amount, paid it and prostrated himself before Him. Then Baba said to him -
"What are you doing?" "Nothing" replied Deo. Then Baba -
"Go on daily reading the Pothi (Jnaneshwari), go and sit in the Wada, read
something regularly every day and while reading, explain the portion read, to
all with love and devotion. I am sitting here ready to give you the whole
gold-embroidered Shella (valuable cloth), then why go to others to steal rags,
and why should you get into the habit of stealing?"
Deo was much pleased to hear the words of Baba, for He asked him to start
reading Pothi (Jnaneshwari). He thought that he got what he wanted and that he
could read the book with ease thenceforth. He again prostrated himself before
Baba and said that he surrendered himself to Him and that he should be treated
as a child and be helped in his reading. He realized then what Baba meant by
'stealing the rags'. What he asked Balakram constituted the 'rags' and Baba did
not like his behaviour in this respect. As He was ready to answer any question,
He did not like him to ask others and make unnecessary enquiries and therefore
He harassed and scolded him. Deo thought that He really did not 'harass and
scold' him but taught that He was ready to fulfill his desires, and there was
no use asking others in vain. Deo took these scoldings as flowers and blessings
and went home satisfied and contented.
The matter did not end here. Baba did not stop with only issuing an order to
read. Within a year He went to Deo and enquired about his progress. On 2nd
April 1914, on Thursday morn, Baba gave him a dream-vision. He sat on the upper
floor and asked him whether he understood the Pothi. "No" answered Deo.
Baba - "Then when are you going to understand?" Deo burst into tears
and said, "Unless You shower Your grace, the reading is mere worry and the
understanding is still more difficult. I say this definitely." Baba -
"While reading you make haste, read it before Me, in My presence."
Deo - "What shall I read?" Baba - "Read Adhyatma
(spiritualism)." Deo went to bring the book when he opened his eyes and
was awakened. We leave the readers to imagine what ineffable joy and bliss Deo
felt after this vision.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XLII
Baba's
Passing Away
Previous
Indication - Averting Death of Ramachandra Dada Patil and Tatya Kote Patil -
Charity to Laxmibai Shinde - Last Moment.
This chapter describes the Passing away of Baba.
Preliminary
The stories
given in the previous chapter have shown that the light of Guru's grace removes
out fear of the mundane existence, opens the path of salvation and turns our
misery into happiness. If we always remember the feet of the Sad-guru, our
troubles come to an end, death loses its sting and the misery of this mundane
existence is obliterated. Therefore those who care for their welfare should
carefully listen to these stories of Sai Samarth, which will purify their
minds.
In the beginning, Hemadpant dwells on Dr.Pandit's worship and his marking
Baba's forehead with Tripundra, i.e., three horizontal lines; but as this has
been already described in chapter XI, this has been omitted here.
Previous Indication
The readers
up till now heard the stories of Baba's life. Let them now hear attentively
Baba's Passing away. Baba got a slight attack of fever on 28th September, 1918.
The fever lasted for 2 or 3 days, but afterwards Baba gave up his food and
thereby He grew weaker and weaker. On the 17th day, i.e., Tuesday, the 15th
October 1918, Baba left His mortal coil at about 2-30 p.m. (Vide Professor G.G.
Narke's letter, dated 5th November 1918, to Dadasaheb Khaparde, published in
"Sai Leela" magazine, Page 78, first year). Two years before this,
i.e., in 1916, Baba gave an indication of His Passing away, but nobody
understood it then. It was as follows:- On the Vijayadashmi (Dasara) day Baba
at once got into wild rage in the evening when people were returning from
'Seemollanghan' (crossing the border or limits of the village). Taking off His
head-dress, kafni and langota etc., He tore them and threw them in the Dhuni
before Him. Fed by this offering, the fire in the Dhuni began to burn brighter
and Baba shone still brighter. He stood there stark naked and with His burning
red eyes shouted - "You fellows, now have a look and decide finally
whether Iam a Moslem or a Hindu." Everybody was trembling with fear and
none dared to approach Baba. After some time Bhagoji Shinde, the leper devotee
of Baba, went boldly near Him and succeeded in tying a langota (waist-band)
round His waist and said - "Baba, what is all this? To-day is the
Seemollanghan, i.e., Dasara Holiday." Baba striking the ground with His
satka said - "This is my Seemollanghan (crossing the border)." Baba
did not cool down till 11-00 p.m. and the people doubted whether the chavadi
procession would ever take place that night. After an hour Baba resumed His
normal condition and dressing Himself as usual attended the chavadi procession
as described before. By this incident Baba gave a suggestion that Dasara was
the proper time for Him to cross the border of life, but none understood its
meaning. Baba gave also another indication as follows:-
Averting Death of Ramachandra and
Tatya Patil
Some time
after this, Ramachandra Patil became scriously ill. He suffered a lot. He tried
all remedies, but finding no relief, despaired of his life and was waiting for
the last moment. The one midnight Baba suddenly stood near his pillow. Patil
held His Feet and said - "I have lost all hopes of life, please tell me
definitely when I shall die." Merciful Baba said - "Don't be anxious,
your hundi (death-warrant) has been withdrawn and you will soon recover, but
Iam afraid of Tatya Patil. He will pass away on Vijayadashami of Shaka 1840 (1918
A.D.). Do not divulge this to anybody, nor to him, for he will be terribly
frightened." Ramachandra Dada got well, but he felt nervous about Tatya's
life, for he knew that Baba's word was unalterable, and that Tatya would
breathe his last within two years. He kept this hint secret, told it to none
but one Bala Shimpi (a tailor). Only these two persons - Ramachandra Dada and
Bala Shimpi were in fear and suspense regarding Tatya's life.
Ramachandra Dada soon left his bed and was on his legs. Time passed quickly.
The month of Bhadrapad of Shaka 1840 (1918 A.D.) was ending and Ashwin was in
sight. True to Baba's word, Tatya fell sick and was bed-ridden; and so he could
not come for Baba's darshana. Baba was also down with fever. Tatya had full
faith in Baba and Baba in Lord Hari, who was His Protector. Tatya's illness
began to grow from bad to worse and he could not move at all but always
remembered Baba. The predicament of Baba began to grow equally worse. The day
predicted, i.e., Vijayadashami was impending and both Ramachandra Dada and Bala
Shimpi were terribly frightened about Tatya and with their bodies trembling and
perspiring with fear, thought that as predicted by Baba, Tatya's end was nigh.
Vijayadashami dawned and Tatya's pulse began to beat very slow and he was
expected to pass away shortly. But a curious thing happened. Tatya remained,
his death was averted and Baba passed away in his stead. It seemed as if there
was an exchange. People said that Baba gave up His life for Tatya; why He did
so? He alone knows as His ways are inscrutable. It seems, however, that in this
incident, Baba gave a hint of His passing away, substituting Tatya's name for
His.
Next morning (16th October) Baba appeared to Das Ganu at Pandharpur in his
dream and said to him - "The Masjid collapsed, all the oilmen and grocers
of Shirdi teased me a lot, so I leave the place. I therefore came to inform you
here, please go there quickly and cover me with 'Bhakkal' flowers." Das
Ganu got the information also from Shirdi letters. So he came to Shirdi with
his disciples and started bhajan and kirtan and sang the Lord's name, all
through the day before Baba's samadhi. Himself weaving a beautiful garland of
flowers studded with Lord Hari's name he placed it on Baba's samadhi and gave a
mass-feeding in Baba's name.
Charity to Laxmibai
Dasara or
Vijayadashami is regarded by all the Hindus as the most auspicious time and it
is befitting that Baba should choose this time for His crossing the
border-line. He was ailing some days before this, but He was ever conscious
internally. Just before the last movement He sat up erect without anybody's
aid, and looked better. People thought that the danger had passed off and He
was geeting well. He knew that He was to pass away soon and therefore, He wanted
to give some money as charity to Laxmibai Shinde.
Baba Pervading All Creatures
This
Laxmibai Shinde was a good and well-to-do woman. She was working in the Masjid
day and night. Except Bhagat Mhalasapati, Tatya and Laxmibai, none was allowed
to step in the Masjid at night. Once while Baba was sitting in the Masjid with
Tatya in the evening, Laxmibai came and saluted Baba. The latter said to her -
"Oh Laxmi, Iam very hungry." Off she went saying - "Baba, wait a
bit, I return immediately with bread." She did return with bread and
vegetables and placed the same before Baba. He took it up and gave it to a dog.
Laxmibai then asked - "What is this, Baba, I ran in haste, prepared bread
with my own hands for You and You threw it to a dog without eating a morsel of
it; You gave me trouble unnecessarily." Baba replied - "Why do you
grieve for nothing? The appeasement of the dog's hunger is the same as Mine.
The dog has got a soul; the creatures may be different, but the hunger of all
is the same, though some speak and others are dumb. Know for certain, that he
who feeds the hungry, really serves Me with food. Regard this as an exiomatic
Truth." This is a ordinary incident but Baba thereby propounded a great
spiritual truth and showed its practical application in daily life without
hurting anybody's feelings. From this time onward Laxmibai began to offer Him
daily bread and milk with love and devotion. Baba accepted and ate it
appreciatingly. He took a part of this and sent the remainder with Laxmibai to
Radha-Krishna-Mai who always relished and ate Baba's remnant prasad. This
bread-story should not be considered as a digression; it shows, how Sai Baba
pervaded all the creatures and transcended them. He is omnipresent, birthless,
deathless and immortal.
Baba remembered Laxmibai's service. How could He forget her? Just before
leaving the body, He put His hand in His pocket and gave her once Rs.5/- and
again Rs.4/-, in all Rs.9/-. This figure (9) is indicative of the nine types of
devotion described in chapter 21 or it may be the Dakshina offered at the time
of Seemollanghan. Laxmibai was a well-to-do woman and so she was not in want of
any money. So Baba might have suggested to her and brought prominently to her
notice the nine characteristics of a good disciple mentioned in the 6th verse
of chapter ten, skandha eleven of the Bhagwat, wherein first five and then four
characteristics are mentioned in the first and second couplets.* Baba followed
the order, first paid Rs.5/- and then Rs.4/- in all Rs.9/-. Not only nine, but
many times nine rupees passed through Laxmibai's hand, but Baba's this gift of Nine, she will ever remember.
Being so watchful and conscious, Baba also took other precautions in His
last moment. In order that He should not be embroiled or entangled with love
and affection for His devotees, He ordered them all to clear off. Kakasaheb
Dixit, Bapusaheb Booty and others were in the Masjid anxiously waiting upon
Baba, but He asked them to go to the Wada and return after meals. They could
not leave Baba's presence, nor could they disobey Him. So with heavy hearts and
heavy feet they went to the Wada. They knew that Baba's case was very serious
and that they could not forget Him. They sat for meals, but their mind was
elsewhere, it was with Baba. Before they finished, news came to them of Baba's
leaving the mortal coil. Leaving their dishes, they ran to the Masjid and found
that Baba rested finally on Bayaji's lap. He did not fall down on the ground
nor did He lie on His bed, but sitting quietly on His seat and doing charity
with His own hand threw off the mortal coil. Saints embody themselves and come
into this world with a definite mission and after that is fulfilled they pass
away as quietly and easily as they came.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapters XLIII & XLIV
Baba's
Passing Away (Continued)
Preparation
- Samadhi-Mandir - Breaking of the Brick - 72 Hours' Samadhi - Jog's Sannyas -
Baba's Nectar-like Words.
Chapters 43 and 44 continue the story of Baba's Passing away, and therefore
they are taken together.
Previous Preparation
It is the
general practice amongst the Hindus that when a man is about to die, some good
religious scripture is read out to him with the object that his mind should be
withdrawn from worldly things and fixed in matters spiritual, so that his
future progress should be natural and easy. Everybody knows that when king
Parikshiti was cursed by the son of a Brahmin Rishi and was about to die after
a week, the great sage Shuka expounded to him the famous Bahagwat Puran in that
week. This practice is followed even now and Gita, Bhagawat and other sacred
books are read out to dying persons. Baba being an incarnation of God needed no
such help, but just to set an example to the people, He followed this practice.
When He knew that He was to pass away soon, He ordered one Mr.Vaze to read
Ramavijaya to Him. Mr.Vaze read the book once in the week. Then Baba asked him
to read the same again day and night and he finished the second reading in
three days. Thus eleven days passed. Then again he read for three days and was
exhausted. So Baba let him go and kept Himself quiet. He abided on His Self and
was waiting for the last moment.
Two or three days previous, Baba had stopped His morning peregrinations and
begging rounds and sat in the Masjid. He was conscious to the last and was
advising the devotees not to lose heart. He let nobody know the exact time of
His departure. Kakasaheb Dixit and Shriman Booty were dining daily with Him in
the Masjid. That day (15th October) after arati, He asked them to go to their
residence for dining. Still a few, viz., Laxmibai Shinde, Bhagoji Shinde,
Bayaji, Laxman Bala Shimpi and Nanasaheb Nimonkar remained there. Shama was
sitting down on the steps. After giving Rs. 9/- to Laxmibai Shinde, Baba said
that He did not feel well there (in the Masjid) and that He should be taken to
the Dagadi (stone) Wada of Booty, where He would be alright. Saying these last
words, He leaned on Bayaji's body and breathed His last. Bhagoji noticed that
His breathing had stopped and he immediately told this to Nanasaheb Nimonkar
who was sitting below. Nanasaheb brought some water and poured it in Baba's
mouth. It came out. Then he cried out loudly 'Oh Deva.' Baba seemed just to
open His eyes and say 'Ah' in a low tone. But it soon become evident that Baba
had left His body for good.
The news of Baba's passing away spread like a wild fire in the village of
Shirdi and all people, men, women and children ran to the Masjid and began to
mourn this loss in various ways. Some cried out loudly, some wallowed on in the
streets and some fell down senseless. Tears ran down from the eyes of all and
every one was smitten with sorrow.
Then the question arose - How to dispose off Baba's body? Some (Mahomedans)
said that the body should be interred in an open space and a tomb built over
it. Even Khushalchand and Amir Shakkar shared this opinion. But Ramachandra
Patil, the village officer said to the villagers with a firm and determined
voice, "Your thought is not acceptable to us. Baba's body should be
nowhere placed except in the Wada." Thus people were divided on this point
and discussion regarding this point went on for 36 hours.
On Wednesday morning Baba appeared to Laxman Mama Joshi in his dream and
drawing him by His hand said - "Get up soon; Bapusaheb thinks that I am
dead and so he won't come; you do the worship and the Kakad (morning)
arati." Laxman Mama was the village astrologer and was the maternal uncle
of Shama. He was an orthodox Brahmin and daily first worshipped Baba in the
morning and then all the village deities. He had full faith in Baba. After the
vision he came with all the pooja materials and not minding the protests of the
moulvis, did the Pooja and the Kakad arati with all due formalities and went
away. Then at noon Bapusaheb Jog came with all others and went through the
noon-arati ceremony as usual.
Paying due respect to Baba's words the people decided to place His body in
the Wada and started digging the central portion there. In the evening of
Tuesday the Sub-Inspector came from Rahata and others from other places turned
up and they all agreed to the proposal. Next morning Amirbhai came from Bombay
and the Mamlatdar from Kopergaon. The people seemed divided in their opinion.
Some insisted on interring His body in the open field. The Mamlatdar therefore
took a general plebiscite and found that the proposal to use the Wada secured
double the number of votes. He, however, wanted to refer the matter to the
Collector and Kakasaheb Dixit got himself ready to go to Ahmednagar. In the
meanwhile, by Baba's inspiration there was a change in the opinion of the other
people and all the people unanimously voted for the proposal. On Wednesday
evening Baba's body was taken in procession and brought to the Wada and was
interred there with due formalities in the garbha, i.e., the central portion
reserved for Murlidhar. In fact Baba became the Murlidhar and the Wada became a
temple and a holy shrine, where so many devotees went and are going now to find
rest and peace. All the obsequies of Baba were duly performed by Balasaheb
Bhate and Upasani, a great devotee of Baba.
Breaking of the Brick
Some days
before Baba's departure, there occurred an ominous sign foreboding the event.
There was, in the Masjid an old brick on which Baba rested His hand and sat. At
night time He leaned against it and had His asan. This went on for many years.
One day, during Baba's absence, a boy who was sweeping the floor, took it up in
his hand, and unfortunately it slipped from thence fell down broken into two pieces.
When Baba came to know about this, He bemoaned its loss, crying - "It is
not the brick but My fate that has been broken into pieces. It was My life-long
companion, with it I always meditated on the Self, it was as dear to Me as My
life, it has left Me to-day." Some may raise here a question - "Why
should Baba express this sorrow for such an inanimate thing as a brick?"
To this Hemadpant replies that saints incarnate in this world with the express
mission of saving the poor helpless people, and when they embody themselves and
mix and act with the people, they act like them, i.e., outwardly laugh, play
and cry like all other people, but inwardly they are wide awake to their duties
and mission.
72 Hours' Samadhi
Thirty two
years before this, i.e., in 1886 A.D., Baba made an attempt to cross the border
line. On a Margashirsha Pournima (Full moon) day, Baba suffered from a severe
attack of asthma. To get rid of it Baba decided to take His prana high up and
go into samadhi. He said to Bhagat Mhalasapti - "Protect My body for three
days. If I return, it will be alright; if I do not, bury My body in that open
land (pointing to it) and fix two flags there as a mark." Saying this,
Baba fell down at about 10 P.M. His breathing stopped, as well as His pulse. It
seemed as if His prana left the body. All the people including the villagers
came there and wanted to hold an inquest and bury the body in the place pointed
by Baba. But Mhalasapati prevented this. With Baba's body on his lap he sat
full three days guarding it. After three days passed, Baba showed signs of life
at 3 A.M. His breathing commenced, the abdomen began to move. His eyes opened
and stretching His limbs, Baba returned to consciousness (life) again.
From this and other accounts, let the readers consider whether Sai Baba was
the three and a half cubits' body that He occupied for some years and that He
left thereafter or He was the Self inside. The body, composed of the five
elements is perishable and transient, but the Self within is the thing - Absolute Reality which is
immortal and intransient. The pure Being, Consciousness or Brahma, the Ruler
and Controller of the senses and mind is the thing Sai. This pervades all things in the universe and there is no
space without it. For fulfilling His mission He assumed the body and after it
was fulfilled, He threw away the body (the finite aspect), and assumed His
infinite aspect. Sai ever lives, as also the previous Incarnation of God Datta,
Shri Narsimha Saraswati of Ganagapur. His Passing away is only an outward
aspect, but really He pervades all animate and inanimate things and is their
Inner Controller and Ruler. This can be, and is even now experienced by many
who surrender themselves completely to Him and worship Him with whole-hearted
devotion.
Though it is not possible for us to see Baba's form now, still if we go to
Shirdi, we shall find His beautiful life-like portrait adorning the masjid.
This has been drawn by Shamrao Jaykar, a famous artist and well-known devotee
of Baba. To an imaginative and devout spectator this portrait can give even
to-day the satisfaction of taking Baba's darshana. Though Baba has no body now,
He lives there and everywhere, and will effect the welfare of the devotees even
now as He was doing before when He was embodied. Saints like Baba never die,
though they look like men, they are in reality God Himself.
Bapusaheb Jog's Sannyas
Hemadpant
closes this chapter with the account of Jog's sannyas. Sakharam Hari alias
Bapusaheb Jog was the uncle of the famous Varkari Vishnubuva Jog of Poona.
After his retirement from Govt. Service (He was a Supervisor in the P.W.
Department) in 1909 A.D., he came and lived in Shirdi with his wife. He had no
issue. Both husband and wife loved Baba and spent all their time in worshipping
and serving Baba. After Megha's death, Bapusaheb daily did the arati ceremony
in the Masjid and Chavadi till Baba's maha-samadhi. He was also entrusted with
the work of reading and explaining Jnaneshwari and Ekanathi Bhagawat in Sathe's
Wada to the audience. After serving for many years, Jog asked Baba - "I
have served you so long, my mind is not yet calm and composed, how is it that
my contact with Saints has not improved me? When will You bless me?" -
Hearing the Bhakta's prayer Baba replied - "In due time your bad actions
(their fruit or result) will be destroyed, your merits and demerits will be
reduced to ashes, and I shall consider you blessed, when you will renounce all
attachments, conquer lust and palate, and getting rid of all impediments, serve
God whole-heartedly and resort to the begging bowl (accept sannyas)."
After some time, Baba's words came true. His wife predeceased him and as he had
no other attachment, he became free and accepted sannyas before his death and
realized the goal of his life.
Baba's Nectar-like words
The kind and
merciful Sai Baba, said many a time the following sweet words in the Masjid -
"He who loves Me most, always sees Me. The whole world is desolate to him
without Me, he tells no stories but Mine. He ceaselessly meditates upon Me and
always chants My name. I feel indebted to him who surrenders himself completely
to Me and ever remembers Me. I shall repay his debt by giving him salvation
(self-realization). I am dependent on him who thinks and hungers after Me and
who does not eat anything without first offering it to Me. He who thus comes to
Me, becomes one with Me, just as a river gets to the sea and becomes merged
(one) with it. So leaving out pride and egoism and with no trace of them, you
should surrender yourself to Me Who am seated in your heart."
Who is this ME?
Sai Baba
expounded many a time Who this ME (or
I) is. He said "You need not go far or anywhere in search of Me. Barring
your name and form, there exists in you, as well as in all beings, a sense of
Being or Consciousness of Existence. That is Myself. Knowing this, you see Me
inside yourself, as well as in all beings. If you practise this, you will
realize all-pervasiveness, and thus attain oneness with Me."
Hemadpant, therefore, makes a bow to the readers and requests them humbly
and lovingly that they should love and respect all Gods, saints and devotees.
Has not Baba often said "He who carps and cavils at others, pierces Me in
the heart and injures Me, but he that suffers and endures, pleases Me
most." Baba thus pervades all beings and creatures and besets them on all
sides. He likes nothing but love to all beings. Such nectar, pure auspicious
ambrosia always flowed from Baba's lips. He therefore, concludes - Those who
lovingly sing Baba's fame and those who hear the same with devotion, both
become one with Sai.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XLV
Kakasaheb's
Doubt and Anandrao's Vision - Wooden Plank Baba's bed-stead and not Bhagat's.
Preliminary
We have
described in the last three chapters Baba's Passing away. His physical or
finite form has no doubt disappeared from our view; but the infinite or
spiritual form (Spirit of Baba) ever lives. The Leelas which occurred during
His lifetime have been dwelt upon at great length up till now. Ever since His passing
away, fresh Leelas have taken place and are even now happening. This clearly
shows that Baba is ever-living and helping His devotees as before. The people
who got the contact of Baba when He was living, were indeed very fortunate, but
if any of them did not get a dispassion for the things and enjoyments of the
world and had not their minds turned to the Lord, it was sheerly their
ill-luck. What was then wanted and is now wanted is the whole-hearted devotion
to Baba. All our senses, organs, and mind should co-operate in worshipping and
serving Baba. It is no use in engaging some organs in the worship and
deflecting others. If a thing like worhsip or meditation is to be done, it
ought to be done with all our mind and soul.
The love that a chaste woman bears to her husband is sometimes compared to
that which a disciple bears to his master (Guru). Yet the former falls far
short of the latter, which is incomparable. No one, whether he be father,
mother, brother or any other relation, comes to our aid in attaining the goal
of life (self-realization). We have to chalk out and traverse the path of
self-realization ourselves. We have to discriminate between the Unreal and the
Real, renounce the things and enjoyments of this world and the next, control
our senses and mind, and aspire for liberation only. Instead of depending upon
others, we should have full faith in ourselves. When we begin to practice
discrimination, we come to know, that the world is transient and unreal and our
passion for worldly things becomes less and less, and ultimately we get
dispassion or non-attachment for them. Then we know that the Brahma which is no
other than our Guru is the sole reality and as It transcends and besets the
seeming universe, we begin to worship It in all creatures. This is the unitive
Bhajan or worship. When we thus worship the Brahma or Guru whole-heartedly, we
become one with Him and attain self-realization. In short, always chanting the
name of the Guru, and meditating on Him enables us to see Him in all beings, and
confers eternal bliss on us. The following story will illustrate this.
Kakasaheb's Doubt and Anandrao's
Vision
It is
well-known, that Sai Baba had enjoined Kakasaheb Dixit to read daily two works
of Shri Ekanath: (1) Bhagawat and (2) Bhawartha Ramayan. Kakasaheb read these
daily while Baba was living and he followed the practice even after Baba's
passing away. Once in Kaka Mahajani's house in Choupati, Bombay, Kakasaheb was
reading Ekanathi Bhagawat in the morning. Madhavarao Deshpande alias Shama and Kaka
Mahajani were then present and listened attentively to the portion read, viz.,
the 2nd Chapter, 11th skandha of the book. Therein the nine Nathas or Siddhas
of the Rishabha family, viz., Kavi, Hari, Antariksha, Prabuddha, Pippalayan,
Avirhotra, Drumil, Chamas and Karabhajan expounded the principles of the
Bhagawat Dharma to King Janak. The latter asked all the nine Nathas most
important questions and each of them answered them satisfactorily. The first,
i.e., Kavi explained what is Bhagawat Dharma; Hari, the characteristics of a
Bhakta (devotee); Antariksha, what is Maya; Prabuddha, how to cross Maya;
Pippalayan, what is Para-Brahma; Avirhotra, what is Karma; Drumil, the
incarnations of God and their deeds; Chamas, how a non-devotee fares after
death; Karabhajan, the different modes of worship of God in different ages. The
substance of all the exposition was that in this Kali age, the only means of
liberation was the remembrance of Hari's (Lord's) or Guru's feet. After the
reading was over, Kakasaheb said in a despondent tone to Madhavarao and others
- "How wonderful is the discourse of the nine Nathas on Bhakti or
devotion. But at the same time how difficult it is to put it into practice! The
Nathas were perfect, but is it possible for fools like us to attain the
devotion as delineated by them? we won't get it even after several births, then
how are we to get salvation? It seems that there is no hope for us."
Madhavarao did not like this pessimistic attitude of Kakasaheb. He said -
"It is a pity that one who by his good luck got such a jewel (Guru) as
Baba, should cry out so disparagingly; If he has unwavering faith in Baba, why
should he feel restless? The Bhakti of the Nathas may be strong and wonderful,
but is not ours' loving and affectionate? And has not Baba told us
authoritatively that remembering and chanting Hari's and Guru's name confers
salvation? Then where is the cause for fear and anxiety? Kakasaheb was not
satisfied with Madhavarao's explanation. He continued to be anxious and
restless, the whole day, thinking and brooding over how to get the powerful
Bhakti of the Nathas. Next morning, the following miracle took place.
One gentleman, named Anandrao Pakhade came there in search of Madhavarao.
The reading of the Bhagawat was then going on. Mr.Pakhade sat near Madhavarao
and was whispering something to him. He was mentioning in low tone his
dream-vision. As there was some interruption in the reading by this whispering,
Kakasaheb stopped the reading, and asked Madhavarao what the matter was. The latter
said - "Yesterday you expressed your doubt, now here is the explanation of
it; hear Mr.Pakhade's vision which Baba gave him, explaining the characteristic
of 'saving' devotion and showing that the devotion in the form of bow to, or
worship of, Guru's feet is sufficient." All were anxious to hear the
vision specially Kakasaheb. At their suggestion Mr.Pakhade began to relate the
vision as follows.
I was standing in a deep sea in waist-deep water. There I saw Sai Baba all
of a sudden. He was sitting on a beautiful throne studded with diamonds, with
His Feet in water. I was most pleased and satisfied with the Form of Baba. The
vision was so realistic that I never thought that it was a dream. Curiously
enough Madhavarao was also standing there. He said to me feelingly - 'Anandrao,
fall at Baba's Feet.' I rejoined - "I also wish to do so, but His Feet are
in water, how can I place my head on them? I am helpless." Hearing this he
said to Baba - "Oh Deva, take out Your Feet which are under water."
Then Baba immediately took out His feet. I caught them without delay and bowed
to them. On seeing this Baba blessed me saying - Go now, you will attain your
welfare, there is no cause for fear and anxiety. He also added - "Give a
silk-bordered dhotar to my Shama, you will profit, thereby."
In compliance with Baba's order, Mr.Pakhade brought the dhotar and requested
Kakasaheb to hand it over to Madhavarao; but the latter refused to accept it,
saying that unless Baba gave a hint or suggestion for acceptance, he would not
accept it. Then after some discussion Kakasaheb decided to cast lots. It was
the invariable practice of Kakasaheb to cast lots in all dubious matters and to
abide by the decision as shown by the picked up chit or lot. In this particular
case two chits, on one of which was written 'To accept' and on another 'To
reject', were placed at the feet of Baba's picture and an infant was asked to
pick one of them. The 'To accept' chit was picked up and the dhotar was handed
over to, and accepted by, Madhavarao. In this way both Anandrao and Madhavarao
were satisfied and Kakasaheb's difficulty was solved.
This story exhorts us to give respect to the words of other saints, but at
the same time asks us to have full faith in our Mother, i.e., the Guru, and
abide by His instructions: for he knows our welfare better than any other
person. Carve out on your heart, the following words of Baba - "There are
innumerable saints in this world, but 'Our father' (Guru) is the Father (Real
Guru). Others might say many good things, but we should never forget our Guru's
words. In short, love your Guru whole-heartedly, surrender to Him completely
and prostrate yourselves before Him reverentially and then you will see that
there is no sea of the mundane existence before you to cross, there is no
darkness before the sun."
Wooden plank Baba's Bed-Stead, and
not Bhagat's
In His earlier days, Baba slept on a wooden plank, 4 arms in length and only
a span in breadth with panatis (earthen lamps) burning at the four corners.
Later on He broke the plank into pieces and threw it away (Vide Chapter X).
Once Baba was describing the greatness or importance of this plank to
Kakasaheb. Hearing this the latter said to Baba - "If You still love the
wooden plank, I will again suspend or hang up one in the Masjid again for You
to sleep at ease." Baba replied - "I won't like to sleep up, leaving
Mhalasapati down on the ground." Then Kakasaheb said - "I will
provide another plank for Mhalasapati." Baba - "How can he sleep on
the plank? It is not easy to sleep up on the plank. He who has many good
qualities in him can do so. He who can sleep 'with his eyes wide open' can
effect that. When I go to sleep I ask often Mhalasapati to sit by My side,
place his hand on My heart and watch the 'chanting of the Lord's name' there,
and if he finds Me sleepy, wake Me up. He can't do even this. He himself gets
drowsy and begins to nod his head. When I feel his hand heavy as a stone on My
heart and cry out - 'Oh Bhagat', he moves and opens his eyes. How can he, who
can't sit and sleep well on the ground and whose asana (posture) is not steady
and who is a slave to sleep, sleep high up on a plank? On many other occasions
Baba said, out of love for His devotees - "What (whether good or bad) is
ours, is with us, and what is another's is with him."
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XLVI
Baba's
gaya Trip - Story of Goats.
This Chapter
describes Shama's strip to Kashi, Prayag and Gaya and how Baba (in the Form of
His portrait) was there ahead of him; it also describes Baba's reminiscences of
the past birth of two goats.
Preliminary
Blessed, Oh
Sai, are Your Feet, blessed is Your remembrance and blessed is Your darshana
which frees us from the bond of Karma. Though Your Form is invisible to us now,
still if the devotees believe in You, they get living experiences from You. By
an invisible and subtle thread You draw Your devotees from far and near to Your
Feet and embrace them like a kind and loving mother. The devotees do not know
where You are, but You so skillfully pull the wires that they ultimately
realize that You are at their back to help and support them. The intelligent,
wise and learned folk fall into the pit of the samsar on account of their
egoism, but You save, by Your power, the poor, simple and devout persons.
Inwardly and invisibly you play all the game, but show that you are not
concerned with it. You do things and pose yourself as a non-doer. Nobody ever
knows Your life. The best course therefore for us is to surrender our body,
speech and mind to Your Feet and always chant Your name for destroying our
sins. You fulfill the wishes of the devotees and to those who are without any
desire You give bliss supreme. Chanting Your sweet name is the easiest sadhan
for devotees. By this sadhan (means), our sins, Rajas and Tamas qualities will
vanish, the Sattwa qualities and righteousness will gain predominance and along
with this, discrimination, dispassion and knowledge will follow. Then we shall
abide in our Self and our Guru (who are one and the same). This is what is
called complete surrender to the Guru. The only sure sign of this is that our
mind gets calm and peaceful. The greatness of this surrender, devotion and
knowledge is unique; for peace, non-attachment, fame and salvation etc., come
in its train.
If Baba accepts a devotee, He follows him and stands by him, day and night,
at his home or abroad. Let the devotee go anywhere he likes, Baba is there
ahead of him in some form in an inconceivable manner. The following story
illustrates this.
Sometime after Kakasaheb Dixit was introduced to Sai Baba, he decided to
perform the thread (Upanayan) ceremony of his eldest son Babu at Nagpur. At
about the same time Nanasaheb Chandorkar decided to perform the marriage
ceremony of his eldest son at Gwalior. Both Dixit and Chandorkar came to shirdi
and lovingly invited Baba for these functions. Baba asked them to take Shama as
His representative. When He was pressed to come in person. Baba told them to
take Shama with them and that "after
doing Banares and Prayag He would be ahead of Shama." Now mark these
words for they show Baba's all-pervasiveness.
Taking the permission of Baba, Shama decided to go to Nagpur and Gwalior for
these functions and ceremonies and thence to Kashi, Prayag and Gaya. Appa Kote
made up his mind to accompany him. They both went first to Nagpur for the
thread ceremony. Kakasaheb Dixit gave Shama Rs.200/- for his expenses. Then
they went to Gwalior for the marriage ceremony. There Nanasaheb Chandorkar gave
Shama Rs.100/- and his Vyahi (relation) Mr.Jather gave him also Rs.100/-. Then
Shama went to Kashi, and then to Ayodhya where he was well received in Jather's
beautiful temple of Laxmi-Narayan at Kashi (Varanasi or Banares) and in the
Rama-Mandir at Ayodhya by Jathar's manager. They (Shama and Kote) stayed for 21
days in Ayodhya and two months in Kashi (Banares). Then they left for Gaya. In
the train they felt a little uneasy on hearing that plague was prevailing in
Gaya. At night they alighted at Gaya station and stayed in the Dharmashala. In
the morning the Gayawala (the Priest who arranges and provides for the lodging
and boarding of the pilgrims) came there and aid - "The pilgrims have
already started, you better make haste." Shama casually asked him whether
there was plague in Gaya. "No" said the Gayawala. "Please come
without any fear or anxiety and see yourself." Then they went with him and
stayed in his house which was a big and commodious Wada. Shama was pleased with
the accommodation provided for him, but what pleased him most, was the beautiful
big portrait of Baba fixed in the central and front portion of the building.
Seeing this portrait Shama was overwhelmed with emotion. He remembered Baba's
words, viz., "After doing Kashi and
Prayag He would be ahead of Shama" and burst into tears. His hairs
stood on end, his throat was choked and he began to sob. The Gayawala thought
that he was afraid of plague prevailing there and therefore was crying. But
Shama enquired of him whence he got Baba's portrait there. He replied that he
had 200 or 300 agents working at Manmad and Punatambe for looking to the
convenience of the pilgrims to Gaya and from them he heard about Baba's fame.
Then about 12 years ago he went to Shirdi and took Baba's darshana. There he
wanted Baba's portrait hung in Shama's house and with Baba's permission Shama
gave it to him. This was the same protrait. Shama then remembered this former
incident. The Gayawalas's joy knew no bounds when he learnt that the same Shama
who obliged him before, was his guest then. Then they both exchanged love and
service and were most delighted and happy. The Gayawala gave him a right royal
welcome. He was a very rich man. He sat in a palanquin and made Shama ride an
elephant and attended to all his comforts and conveniences.
The moral of the story is this:- That Baba's words came out true to the
letter and unbounded was His love towards the devotees. But leave this aside.
He also loved all creatures equally, for He felt that He was one with them. The
following story will illustrate this.
Two Goats
Baba was
once returning from Lendi, when He saw a flock of goats. Two of them attracted
His attention. He went to them, caressed and fondled them and bought them for
Rs.32/-. The devotees were surprised at this conduct of Baba. They thought that
Baba was duped in this bargain, as the goats would fetch Rs.two each, at the
most Rs.3/- or 4/- each, i.e., Rs.8/- for both. They began to take Baba to task
for this, but Baba kept calm and cool. Shama and Tatya Kote asked Baba for an
explanation. He said He should not store money as He had no home, and any
family to look after. He asked them to purchase at His cost 4 seers of 'dal'
(lentil) and feed the goats. After this was done, Baba returned the goats to
the owner of the flock and gave out of the following reminiscences and story of
the goats.
"Oh, Shama and Tatya, you think that I have been deceived in this
bargain. No. Listen to their story. In their former birth they were human
beings and had the good fortune to be My companions and sit by My side. They
were uterine brothers, loving each other at first, but later on, they became
enemies. The elder brother was an idle fellow while the younger one was an
active chap and earned a lot of money. The former became greedy and jealous and
wanted to kill his brother and take away his money. They forgot thier fraternal
relations and began to quarrel with each other. The elder brother resorted to
many devices to kill his younger brother, but all of his attempts failed. Thus
they became deadly enemies and finally on one occasion the elder gave a deadly
blow with a big stick on the latter's head while the latter struck the former
with an axe, with the result that both fell dead on the spot. As the result of
their actions, they were both born as goats. As they passed by me, I at once
recognized them. I remembered their past history. Taking pity on them I wanted
to feed them and give them rest and comfort and for this reason I spent all the
money for which you reprove me. As you did not like My bargain I sent them back
to their shepherd." Such was Sai's love for the goats!
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XLVII
Baba's
Reminiscences
Story of
Veerbhadrappa and Chenbassappa (Snake and frog)
The last chapter described Baba's reminiscences about two goats. This describes
more such reminiscences and relates the story of Veerbhadrappa and
Chenbassappa.
Preliminary
Blessed is the face of Sai. If we cast a glance at Him for a moment, He
destroys the sorrow of many past births and confers great bliss on us; and if
He looks at us with grace, our bondage of Karma is immediately snapped away and
we are led to happiness. The river Ganges washes away the dirt and sins of all
people who go to her for a bath; but she intently longs for the saints to come
to her and bless her with their feet and remove all the dirt (sins) accumulated
in her. She knows for certain that this accumulation can only be removed by the
holy feet of the saints. Sai is the crest-jewel of the saints, and now hear
from Him the following purifying story.
The Snake and the Frog
Sai Baba
said - "One morning after taking My breakfast I strolled along till I came
to a small river bank. As I was tired, I rested there, washed My hands and feet
and had a bath and felt refreshed. There was a foot-path and a cart-track
sheltered by shady trees. The breeze was also blowing gently. As I was
preparing to smoke chillim (pipe), I heard the croaking of a frog. I was
striking the flint and lighting the fire, when a traveller turned up, sat by My
side, bowed to Me and politely invited Me to his house for meals and rest. He
lit up the pipe and handed it over to Me. The croaking was heard again and he
wanted to know what it was. I told him that a frog was in trouble and was
tasting the bitter fruit of its own karma. We have to reap now the fruit of
what we sow (do) in our past life, and there is no use in crying about it. Then
he smoked and handed over the pipe to Me and said that he would go there in
person and see for himself. I told him that a frog was caught by a big snake and
was crying. Both were very wicked in their past life and were now reaping the
fruit of their actions in these bodies. He went out and found that a huge black
serpent was holding a big frog in its mouth.
He turned to Me and said that in about 10 or 12 minutes the frog would be
eaten up by the snake. I said, "No, this can't be. I am its father
(protector) and I am here now. How shall I allow the snake to eat it up, am I
here for nothing? Just see how I release it."
After smoking again, we walked on to the place. He was afraid and asked Me
not to proceed further as the snake might attack us. Not minding him, I went
ahead and addressed the creatures thus:- "Oh Veerbhadrappa, has not your
enemy Bassappa yet repented though he has been born as a frog, and you too,
though born as a serpent, still maintain bitter enmity against him? Fie upon
you, be ashamed, give up your hatred now and rest in peace."
Hearing these words, the snake left the frog quickly and dived into the
river and disappeared. The frog also jumped away and hid itself in the bushes.
The traveller was much surprised; he said that he could not understand how
the snake dropped the frog and disappeared at the words uttered, who was
Veerbhadrappa and who was Basssappa, and what was the cause of their enmity. I
returned with him to the foot of the tree and after sharing a few puffs of
smoke with him I explained the whole mystery to his as follows:-
There was ancient holy place sanctified by a temple of Mahadev about 4 or 5
miles from My place. The temple was old and dilapidated. The residents of the
place collected funds for its repairs. After a large amount was collected,
arrangement for worship was made and plans with estimates for repairs were
prepared. A rich local man was appointed the Treasurer and the whole work was
entrusted to him. He was to keep regular accounts and be honest in all his
dealings. He was a first class miser and spent very little for the repairs,
which consequently made very little progress. He spent all the funds, swallowed
some amount himself and spent nothing from his pocket. He had a sweet tongue
and was very clever in offering plausible explanations regarding the poor and
tardy progress of the work. The people again went to him and said that unless
he lent his helping hand and tried his best, the work would not be complete.
They requested him to work out the scheme and again collected subscriptions and
sent the amount to him. He received it, but sat as quiet as before without
making any progress. After some days, God (Mahadev) appeared in his wife's
dream and said to her - "You get up, build the dome of the temple, I will
give you a hundred-fold of what you spend." She told this vision to her
husband. He was afraid that it would involve him in some expenses and therefore
laughed it out saying that it was a mere dream, a thing not to be relied and
acted upon, or else why did not God appear to him and tell him? Was he far off
from her? This looks like a bad dream, having for its object the creation of
ill feeling between husband and wife. She had to remain quiet.
God does not like big subscriptions and donations collected against the
wishes of the donors, but He likes ever trifling amounts given with love,
devotion and appreciation. Some days after, God again appeared in her dream and
said - "Do not bother yourself about your husband and the collections with
him. Don't press him to spend any amount for the temple. What I want is,
feeling and devotion. So give, if you like, anything of your own." She
consulted her husband about this vision and decided to give God her ornaments
given by her father. The miser felt disconcerted and decided to cheat even God
in this item. He undervalued the ornaments at Rs.1,000/- and bought them
himself and in lieu of the amount gave a field to God as endowment or security.
The wife agreed to this. The field or land was not his own, it belonged to one
poor woman named Dubaki who mortgaged it to him for Rs.200/-. She was not able
to redeem it for long. So the cunning miser cheated all, his wife, Dubaki and
even God. The land was sterile, uncultivated and worth nothing and yielded
nothing, even in best seasons.
Thus ended this transaction and the land was given in the possession of the
poor priest who was pleased with the endowment. Sometime later on, strange
things happened. There was a terrific storm and heavy down-pour of rain;
lightning struck the house of the miser, when he and his wife both died. Dubaki
also breathed her last.
In the next life, the rich miser was born at Mathura in a Brahmin family and
was named Veerbhadrappa. His devout wife was born as the daughter of the priest
of the temple and was named Gouri. The woman Dubaki (the mortgagor) was born as
a male in the family of the Gurav (attendent) of the the temple and was named
Chenbassappa. The priest was a friend of Mine, He often came to Me, chatted and
smoked with Me. His daughter Gouri was also devoted to Me. She was growing fast
and her father was seeking a good husband for her. I told him not to worry
about this as the bridegroom himself would come seeking her. Then there came a
poor boy named Veerbhadrappa of their caste, wandering and begging his bread to
the priest's house. With My consent Gouri was given in marriage to him. He was
also at first devoted to Me as I recommended his marriage with Gouri. Even in
this new life he was hankering after money and asked Me to help him to get it
as he was leading a married man's life.
Strange things happened. There was a sudden rise in prices. By Gouri's good
luck, there was a great demand for land and the endowment land was sold for one
lakh of rupees (100 times the worth of her ornaments). Half the amount was paid
in cash and the remaining was to be paid in 25 instalments of Rs. 2,000/- each.
All agreed to this transaction, but began to quarrel over the money. They came
to Me for consultation. I told them that the property belonged to God and was
vested in the priest and Gouri was his sole heiress and proprietress and no
amount should be spent without her consent and that her husband had no right
whatsoever to the amount. Hearing my opinion Veerbhadrappa was wroth with Me
and said that I wanted to establish Gouri's claim and embezzle her property.
Hearing his words, I remembered God and kept quiet. Veerbhadrappa scolded his
wife (Gouri) and she came to Me at noon and requested Me not to mind the words
of others and not to discard her as she was My daughter. As she thus sought My
protection I gave her a pledge that I would cross seven seas to help her. Then
that night Gouri had a vision. Mahadev appeared in her dream and said -
"The whole money is yours, do not give anything to anybody, spend some
amount for temple purposes in consultation with Chenbassappa and if you want to
use it for some other purpose, consult Baba in the Masjid (Myself)." Gouri
told Me the vision and I gave her the proper advice in the matter. I told her
to take the principal or capital amount to herself, give half the amount of
interest to Chenbassappa and that Veerbhadrappa had nothing to do in the
matter. While I was thus talking, both Veerbhadrappa and Chenbassappa came
there quarreling. I tried My best to appease them and told them God's vision to
Gouri. Veerbhadrappa got wild and angry and threatened to kill Chenbassappa
cutting him to pieces. The latter was timid, he caught my feet and sought my
refuge. I pledged Myself to save him from the wrath of his foe. Then after some
time Veerbhadrappa died and was born as a snake and Chenbassappa died and was
born as a frog. Hearing the croaking of Chenbassappa and remembering my pledge,
I came here, saved him and kept My word. God runs to His devotees for help in
times of danger. He saved Chenbassappa (the frog) by sending Me here. All this
is God's Leela or sport."
The Moral
The moral of
the story is that one has to reap what one sows, and there is no escape unless
one suffers and squares up one's old debts and dealings with others, and that
greed for money drags the greedy man to the lowest level and ultimately brings
destruction on him and others.
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XLVIII
Warding
off Devotee's Calamities
Stories of
(1) Shevade and (2) Sapatneker
At the commencement of this chapter, some one asked Hemadpant whether Sai
Baba was a Guru or Sad-guru. In order to answer the question Hemadpant
describes the signs or marks of a Sad-guru as follows:-
Signs of Sad-guru
He who
teaches us Veda and Vedanta or the six Shastras (systems), he who controls the
breath, or brands his body with Mudras (metallic marks of Vishnu's weapons) or
gives pleasing discourses regarding Brahma, he who gives mantras (sacred
syllables) to the disciples and orders them to chant the same a certain number
of times, but does not assure them any result in a definite time, he who by his
spacious wordy knowledge explains beautifully the Ultimate Principle, but has
himself got no experience or self-realization is not a Sad-guru. But he, who by
his discourse creates in us, a distaste for the enjoyments of this world and
the next, and gives us a taste of self-realization, who is well-versed in both
the theoretical and practical knowledge (self-realization) deserves to be
called a Sad-guru. How can he, who is himself devoid of self-realization, give
it to the disciples? A Sad-guru does not, even in his dream, expect any service
or profit from his disciples. On the contrary he wishes to serve them. He does
not think that he is great and the disciple small. Not only he loves him as his
son but regards him as equal to himself or as Brahma. The main characteristic
of a Sad-guru is that he is the abode of peace. He is never restless nor
ruffled. He has no pride of his learning. The poor and the rich, the small and
the great, are the same to him.
Hemadpant thinks that on account of the store or accumulation of merits in
his past births, he had the good fortune of meeting and being blessed by such a
Sad-guru as Sai Baba. Even in full youth He hoarded nothing (expect perhaps
chillim). He had no family, no friend, no home, nor any support. Since He was
eighteen, His control of mind was perfect and extra-ordinary. He lived then
fearless in a secluded place and always abided in His Self. Seeing the pure
attachment of His devotees He always acted in their interests and hence He was
in a way dependent on them. What experiences He gave to His devotees while he
was living in flesh, are even to-day, after His Mahasamadhi, obtained now by
those who attach themselves to Him. What the devotees have to do is this - They
have to trim their heart-lamp of faith and devotion, and burn in it wicks of
love, and when this is done, the flame of knowledge (self-realization) will be
lit up and shine brighter. Mere knowledge without love is dry; nobody wants
such knowledge. Without love there is no contentment; so we should have
unbroken and unbounded love. How can we praise love? Everything is
insignificant before it. Without love our reading, hearing and the study are of
no avail. In the wake of love follow devotion, dispassion, peace and liberation
with all their treasures. We do not get love for anything unless we feel earnestly
about it. So where there is real yearning and feeling, God manifests Himself.
It includes love and is the means of liberation.
Now let us revert to the main story of this chapter. Let a man go to a true
saint with a pure mind, otherwise (fraudulently) and hold his feet; ultimately
he is sure to be saved. This is illustrated by the following stories.
Mr.Shevade
Mr.
Sapatneker of Akkalkot (Sholapur District) was studying for law. A co-student
Mr.Shevade met him. Other fellow students also gathered together and compared
notes of their study. It was found by the questions and answers amongst
themselves, that Mr.Shevade was the least prepared of all for the examination,
and therefore all the students derided him. But he said that though he was not
prepared, he was sure to pass the examination, as his Sai Baba was there to get
him through it successfully. Mr.Sapatnekar was surprised at this remark. He
took Mr.Shevade aside and asked him who this Sai Baba was whom he extolled so
high. He replied - "There lives in a Masjid in Shirdi (Ahmednagar
District) a fakir. He is a great Sat-purusha. There may be other saints, but
this is unique. Unless there is a great store of merits on one's account, one
can't see Him. I fully believe in Him, and what He says will be never untrue.
He has assured me that I will pass definitely next year and I am confident that
I will get through the final examination also with His grace."
Mr.Sapatneker laughed at his friend's confidence and jeered at him and Baba.
Sapatnekars
Mr.Sapatnekar
passed his examination, settled at Akkalkot and practised as a pleader there.
Ten years after this, i.e., in 1913 he lost his only son on account of a throat
disease. This broke his heart. He sought relief by making a pilgrimage to
Pandharpur, Ganagapur and other holy places. He got no peace of mind. Then he
read Vedanta, which also did not help him. In the meanwhile he remembered
Mr.Shevade's remarks and his faith in Baba, and he thought that he too should
go to Shirdi and see Baba. He went to Shirdi with his younger brother Panditrao
and was much pleased to see Baba from a distance. When he went near and
prostrated himself and placed a coconut before Baba with pure feeling
(devotion), the latter at once cried out "Get away." Saptnekar hung
down his head, moved back and sat aside. He wanted to consult somebody who
would advise him how to proceed. Somebody mentioned Bala Shimpi's name.
Sapatnekar saw him and sought his help. They bought Baba's photos and came with
them to the Masjid. Baba Shimpi took a photo in his hand, gave it to Baba and
asked him whose photo it was. Baba said that this photo was the 'Yara' (Lover)
of him, pointing to Sapatnekar. Saying this Baba laughed and all others joined.
Bala asked Baba the significance of the laugh and beckoned Sapatnekar to come
forward and take darshan. When Saptnakar began to prostrate himself, Baba again
cried "Get out." Sapatnekar did not know what to do. Then they both
joined their hands and sat before Baba, praying. Baba finally ordered sapatnekar
to clear out immediately. Both were sad and dejected. As Baba's order had to be
obeyed, Sapatnekar left Shirdi with a heavy heart praying that he should be
allowed to take darshan next time.
Mrs.Saptnekar
One year
elapsed. Still his mind was not at peace. He went to Gangapur, where he felt
more restless. Then he went to Madhegaon for rest and finally decided to go to
Kashi. Two days before starting, his wife got a vision. In her dream she was
going with a pitcher to Lakadsha's well. There a fakir with a piece of cloth
round his head, who was sitting at the foot of the Neem tree, came close to her
and said - "My dear lassie, why get exhausted for nothing? I get your
pitcher filled with pure water." She was afraid of the fakir and hastened
back with the empty pitcher. The fakir followed her. At this she was awakened
and opened her eyes. She told this vision to her husband. They thought that
this was an auspicious sign and they both left for Shirdi. When they reached
the Masjid, Baba was absent. He had gone to Lendi. They waited till His return.
When He returned, she was surprised to see that the fakir she saw in her
vision, resembled exactly Baba. She reverentially prostrated herself before
Baba and sat looking at him. Seeing her humility Baba was much pleased and began
to tell a story in his peculiar characteristic fashion to a third party. He
said - "My arms, abdomen and waist are paining for a long time. I took
many medicines, the pains did not abate. I got sick of the medicines as they
gave me no relief, but I am surprised to see now that all the pains have
disappeared at once." Though no name was mentioned it was the story of
Mrs.Sapatnekar herself. Her pains, as described by Baba, left her soon and she
was happy.
Then Mr.Sapatnekar went ahead to take darshan. He was again welcomed with
the former "Get out." This time he was more penitent and persevering.
He said that Baba's displeasure was due to his past deeds and resolved to make
amends for the same. He determined to see Baba alone and ask his pardon for his
past actions. This he did. He placed his head on Baba's feet and Baba placed
His hand on it and Sapatnekar sat stroking Baba's leg. Then a shepherdess came
and sat massaging Baba's waist. Baba in his characteristic way began to tell
the story of a bania. He related the various vicissitudes of all his life,
including the death of his only son. Sapatnekar was surprised to see that the
story which Baba related was his own, and he wondered how Baba knew every
detail of it. He came to know that He was omniscient and knew the hearts of
all. When this thought crossed his mind, Baba still addressing the shepherdess
and pointing to Sapatnekar said - "This fellow blames Me and charges Me
with killing his son. Do I kill people's children? Why does this fellow come to
the Masjid and cry? Now I will do this I will again bring that very child back
in his wife's womb." WIth these words He placed His blessing and on his
head and comforted him saying - "These feet are old and holy, you are
care-free now; place entire faith in Me and you will soon get your
object." Sapatnekar was much moved with emotion, he bathed Baba's feet
with his tears and then returned to his residence.
Then he made preparations of worship and naivedya and came with his wife to
the Masjid. He offered all this to Baba daily and accepted prasad from Him.
There was a crowd in the Masjid and Sapatnekar went there and saluted Baba
again and again. Seeing heads clashing against heads Baba said to Sapatnekar -
"Oh, why do you prostrate yourself now and then? The one Namaskar offered
with love and humility is enough." Then Sapatnekar witnessed that night
the chavadi procession described before. In that procession Baba looked like a
veritable Pandurang (Vithal).
At parting next day, Sapatnekar thought that he should first pay one rupee
as dakshina and if Baba asked again, instead of saying no, he should pay one
more, reserving with him sufficient amount as expenses for the journey. When he
went to the Masjid and offered one rupee, Baba asked for another as per his intention
and when it was paid, Baba blessed him him saying - "Take the coconut, put
it in your wife's oti (upper fold of her sari), and go away at ease without the
least anxiety." He did so, and within a year a son was born to him and
with an infant of 8 months the pair came to Shirdi, placed it at Baba's feet
and prayed thus - "Oh, Sainath, we do not know how to redeem Your
obligations, therefore we prostrate ourselves before You, bless us poor
helpless fellows, henceforth let Your holy feet be our sole refuge. Many
thoughts and ideas trouble us in waking and dream states, so turn away our
minds from them to Your bhajan and bless us."
The son was named Murlidhar. Two others (Bhaskar and Dinkar) were born
afterwards. The Sapatnekar pair thus realized that Baba's words were never
untrue and unfulfilled, but turned out literally true.
Bow to Shri sai - Peace be to all
Chapter XLIX
Stories of
(1) Hari Kanoba - (2) Somadeva Swami - (3) Nanasaheb Chandorkar.
Preliminary
The Vedas
and the Puranas cannot sufficiently praise (describe) Brahma or Sad-guru; then
how can we, who are ignorant, describe our Sad-guru Shri Sai Baba? We think
that it is better for us to keep quiet in this matter. In reality the
observance of the vow of silence is the best way of praising the Sad-guru; but
the good qualities of Sai Baba make us forget our vow of silence and inspire us
to open our mouth. Good dishes taste flat if there be no company of friends and
relations to partake of the dishes with us, but when they join us, the dishes
acquire additional flavour. The same is the case with the Sai Leelamrit - the
nectar in the form of Sai's leelas. This nectar we cannot partake alone.
Friends and brothers have to join us - the more the better.
It is Sai Baba Himself that inspires these stories and gets them written as
He desires. Our duty is to surrender completely to Him and meditate on Him.
Practising penance is better than pilgrimage, vow, sacrifice, and charity.
Worshipping Hari (Lord) is better than penance, and meditation on the Sad-guru
is the best of all. We have, therefore, to chant Sai's name by mouth, think
over His sayings in our mind, meditate on His form, feel real love for Him in
our heart and do all our actions for His sake. There is no better means than
this for snapping the bondage of samsar. If we can do our duty on our part as
stated above, Sai is bound to help and liberate us. Now we revert to the
stories of this chapter.
Hari Kanoba
A gentleman
of Bombay named Hari Kanoba heard from his friends and relations many Leelas of
Baba. He did not believe in them as he was a doutbing Thomas. He wanted to test
Baba himself. So he came to Shirdi with some Bombay friends. He wore a
lace-bordered turban on his head and a new pair of sandals on his feet. Seeing
Baba from a distance he thought of going to Him and prostrating himself before
Him. He did not know what to do with his new sandals. Still going to some
corner outside in the open courtyard, he placed them there and went in the
Masjid and took Baba's darshan. He made a reverential bow to Baba, took udi and
prasad from Baba and returned. When he reached the corner he found that his
sandals had disappeared. He searched for them in vain and returned to his
lodging very much dejected.
He bathed, offered worship and naivedya and sat for meals, but all the while
he was thinking about nothing but his sandals. After finishing his meals, he
came out to wash his hands when he saw a Maratha boy coming towards him. He had
in his hand a stick, on the top of which was suspended a pair of new sandals.
He said to the men who had come out to wash their hands that Baba sent him with
this stick in hand and asked him to go on the streets crying - "Hari Ka
Beta. Jari Ka Pheta" and told him that "If anybody claims these
sandals, first assure yourself that his name is Hari and that he is the son of
Ka, i.e., Kanoba, and that he wears a lace-bordered turban and then give them
to him." Hearing this, Hari Kanoba was pleasantly surprised. He went ahead
to the boy and claimed the sandals as his own. He said to the boy that his name
was Hari and that he was the son of Ka (Kanoba) and showed him his
lace-bordered turban. The boy was satisfied and returned the sandals to him.
Hari Kanoba wondered in his mind saying that his lace-bordered turban was
visible to all and Baba might have seen it, but how could he know his name Hari
and that he was the son of Kanoba, as this was his first trip to Shirdi. He
came there with the sole object of testing Baba and with no other motive. He
came to know by this incident that Baba was a great Satpurush. He got what he
wanted and returned home well-pleased.
Somadeva Swami
Now hear the
story of another man who came to try Baba. Bhaiji, brother of Kakasaheb Dixit
was staying at Nagpur. When he had gone to the Himalayas in 1906 A.D., he made
an acquaintance with one Somadeva Swami of Haradwar at Uttarkashi down the
Gangotri valley. Both took down each other's names in their diaries. Five years
afterwards Somadeva Swami came to Nagpur and was Bhaiji's guest. There he was
pleased to hear the Leelas of Baba and a strong desire arose in his mind to go
to Shirdi and see Him. He got a letter of introduction from Bhaiji and left for
Shirdi. After passing Manmad and Kopergaon, he took a tanga and drove to
Shirdi. As he came near Shirdi he saw two high flags floating over the Masjid
in Shirdi. Generally we find different ways of behaviour, different modes of
living and different outward paraphernalia with different saints. But these
outward signs should never be our standards to judge the worth of the saints.
But with Somadeva Swami it was different. As soon as he saw the flags flying,
he thought - "Why should a saint take a liking for the flags, does this
denote sainthood? It implies the saint's hankering after fame." Thinking
thus he wished to cancel his Shirdi trip and said to his fellow travellers that
he would go back. They said to him - "Then why did you come so long? If
your mind gets restless by the sight of the flags, how much more agitated would
you be on seeing in Shirdi the Ratha (car), the palanquin, the horse and all
other paraphernalia?" The Swami got more confounded and said - "Not a
few such Sadhus, with horses, palanquins and tom-toms have I seen and it is
better for me to return than see such Sadhus." Saying this he started to
return. The fellow-travellers pressed him not to do so, but to proceed. They
asked him to stop his crooked way of
thinking and told him that the Sadhu, i.e., Baba did not care a bit for the
flags and other paraphernalia, nor for fame. It was the people, His devotees
that kept up all this paraphernalia out of love and devotion to Him. Finally he
was persuaded to continue his journey, go to Shirdi and see Baba. When he went
and saw Baba from the courtyard, he was melted inside, his eyes were full of tears,
his throat was choked and all his evil and crooked thoughts vanished. He
remembered his Guru's saying that - 'that is our abode and place of rest where
the mind is most pleased and charmed.' He wished to roll himself in the dust of
Baba's Feet and when he approached Baba, the latter got wild and cried aloud -
"Let all our humbug (paraphernalia) be with us, you go back to your home,
beware if you come back to this Masjid. Why take the darshan of one who flies a
flag over his Masjid? Is this a sign of sainthood? Remain here not a
moment." The Swami was taken aback by surprise. He realized that Baba read
his heart and spoke it out. How omniscient He was! He knew that he was least
intelligent and that Baba was noble and pure. He saw Baba embracing somebody, touching
someone with his hand, comforting others, staring kindly at some, laughing at
others, giving udi prasad to some and thus pleasing and satisfying all. Why
should he alone be dealt with so harshly? Thinking seriously he came to realize
that Baba's conduct responded exactly to his inner thought and that he should
take a lesson from this and improve; and that Baba's wrath was a blessing in
disguise. It is needless to say that later on, his faith in Baba was confirmed
and he became a staunch devotee of Baba.
Nanasaheb Chandorkar
Hemadpant
concludes this chapter with a story of Nanasaheb Chandorkar. When Nanasaheb was
once sitting in the Masjid with Mhalasapati and others, a Mahomedan gentlemen
from Bijapur came with his family to see Baba. Seeing gosha (veiled) ladies
with him, Nanasaheb wanted to go away, but Baba prevented him from doing so.
The ladies came and took the darshan of Baba. When one of the ladies removed
her veil in saluting Baba's feet and then resumed it again, Nanasaheb, who saw
her face, was so much smitten with her rare beauty that he wished to see her
face again. Knowing Nana's restlessness of mind, Baba spoke to him after the
lady had left the place as follows - "Nana, why are you getting agitated
in vain? Let the senses do their allotted work, or duty, we should not meddle
with their work. God has created this beautiful world and it is our duty to
appreciate its beauty. The mind will get steady and calm slowly and gradually.
When the front door was open, why go by the back one? When the heart is pure,
there is no difficulty, whatsoever. Why should one be afraid of any one if
there be no evil thought in us? The eyes may do their work, why should you feel
shy and tottering?"
Shama was there and he could not follow the meaning of what Baba said. So he
asked Nana about this on their way home. Nana told him about his restlessness
at the sight of the beautiful lady, how Baba knew it and advised him about it.
Nana explained Baba's meaning as follows - "That our mind is fickle by
nature, it should not be allowed to get wild. The senses may get restless, the
body, however, should be held in check and not allowed to be impatient. Senses
run after objects, but we should not follow them and crave for their objects.
By slow and gradual practice retlessness can be conquered. We should not be
swayed by the senses, but they cannot be completely controlled. We should curb
them rightly and properly according to the need of the occasion. Beauty is the
subject of sight; we should fearlessly look at the beauty of objects. There is
no room for shyness or fear. Only we should never entertain evil thoughts.
Making the mind desireless, observe God's works of beauty. In this way the
senses will be easily and naturally controlled and even in enjoying objects you
will be reminded of God. If the outer senses are not held in check and if the
mind be allowed to run after objects and be attached to them, our cycle of
births and deaths will not come to an end. Objects of sense are things harmful.
With Viveka (discrimination) as our charioteer, we will control the mind and
will not allow the senses to go astray. With such a charioteer we reach the
Vishnu-pada, the final abode, our real Home from which there is no
return."
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
Chapter L
Stories of
(1) Kakasaheb Dixit (2) Shri Tembye Swami (3)Balaram Dhurandhar.
Chapter 50 of the original
Satcharita has been incorporated in Chapter 39, as it dealt with the same
subject matter. Now, Chapter 51 of the Satcharita has been treated here as Chapter
50. This Chapter gives the stories of (1) Kakasaheb Dixit (2) Shri Tembye Swami
(3) Balaram Dhurandhar.
Preliminary
Victory be
unto Sai Who is the main-stay of the Bhaktas, Who is our Sadguru, Who expounds
the meaning of the Gita and Who gives us all powers. Oh Sai, look favourably on
us and bless us all.
The sandal-wood trees, grow on the Malaya mountains and ward off heat. The
clouds, pour their rain-water and thereby, cool and refresh all the people. The
flowers, blossom in the spring and, enable us to worship God, therewith. So the
stories of Sai Baba come forth, in order to give solace and comfort to the
readers. Both, those, who tell; and those who hear the stories of Baba, are
blessed and holy, as also the mouths of the former and the ears of the latter.
It is well-established fact, that though we try hundreds of means or
sadhanas, we do not attain the spiritual goal of life, unless a Sadguru blesses
us with his grace. Hear the following story in illustration of this statement
Kakasaheb Dixit (1864-1926)
Mr. Hari Sitaram alias Kakasaheb Dixit was born in 1864 A.D., in a Vadnagara
Nagar - Brahmin-family, at Khandwa(C.P). His primary education was done at
Khandwa, Hinganghat, and secondary education at Nagpur. He came to Bombay for
higher eduaction and studied first in the Wilson College and then in the
Elphinstone College. After graduation in 1883 A.D., he passed his LL.B. and
solicitor's examination; and then served in the firm of the Govt. Solicitors,
Messrs Little and Co., and then, after sometime started a solicitors' firm of
his own.
Before 1909 A.D., Sai Baba's name was not familiar to Kakasaheb, but after
that he soon becomes His great devotees. While he was staying at Lonavla, he
happened to see his old friend. Mr. Nanasaheb Chandorkar. Both spent some time,
in talking about many things. Kakasaheb described to him, how when he was
boarding a train in London, he met with an accident, in which his foot slipped
and was injured. Hundreds of remedies gave him no relief. Nanasaheb then told
him that if he wished to get rid of the pain and lameness of his leg, he should
go to his Sadguru-Sai Baba. He also gave him all the particulars of Sai Baba
and mentioned to him Sai Baba's dictum "I draw to Me My man fram far off,
or even across the seven seas, like a sparrow with a string fastened to its
feet." He also made it clear to him that if he be not Baba's man, he would
not be attracted to Him and given a darshan. Kakasaheb was pleased to hear all
this, and said to Nanasaheb that he would go to Baba, see Him and pray to Him
to cure not so much his lame leg, but bring round his lame, fickle mind and
give him eternal Bliss.
Some time after, Kakasaheb went to Ahmednagar; and stayed with sirdar
Kakasaheb Mirikar in connection with securing votes for a seat, in the Bombay
Legislative Council. Mr. Balasaheb Mirikar, son of Kakasaheb Mirikar, who was a
Mamalatdar of Kopergaon, also came at that time to Ahmendnagar in connection
with a Horse-Exhibition there. After the election business was over, Kakasaheb
Dixit wanted to go to Shirdi and both the Mirikars, father and son were also
thinking in their house about a fit and proper person, as a guide, with whom he
should be sent there. There Sai Baba was arranging things for his reception.
Shama got a telegram from his father-in-law at Ahemdnagar, stating that his
wife was seriously ill, and that he should come to see her with his wife. Shama
with Baba's permission went there, and saw his mother-in-law and found her
improving and better. Nanasaheb Panshe and Appasaheb Gadre happened to see
Shama, on their way to the Exhibition Dixit there and take him to Shirdi along
with him. Kakasaheb Dixit and the Mirikars were also informed of Shama's
arrival. In the evening Shama came to Mirikars, who introduced him to
Kakasaheb. They arranged that Shama should leave for Kopergaon with Kakasaheb
by the 10 O'Clock night train. After this was settled, a curious thing
happened. Balasaheb Mirikar threw aside the veil or covering on Baba's big
portrait and showed the same to Kakasaheb. He was surprised to see that He,
Whom he was going to meet at Shirdi, was already there in the form of His
portrait to greet him, at this juncture. He was much moved and made his
prostration before the portarit. This portrait belonged to Megha. The glass over
it was broken and it was sent to Mirikars for repairs. The necessary repairs
had been already made; and it was decided to return the portarit with Kakasaheb
and Shama.
Before ten O'Clock, they went to the station and booked their passage; but
when the train arrived, they found that the second class was overcrowded; and
then there was no room for them. Fortunately, the guard of the train turned out
to be an acquaintance of Kakasaheb; and he put them up in the first class. Thus
they travelled comfortably and alighted at Kopergaon. Their joy knew no bounds
when they saw there Nanasaheb Chandorkar, who was also bound for Shirdi.
Kakasaheb and Nanasaheb embraced each other, and then after bathing in the
sacred Godavari river they started for Shirdi. After coming there and getting
Baba's darshan, Kakasaheb's mind was melted, his eyes were full of tears and he
was overflowing with joy. Baba said to him, that he also was waiting for him;
and had sent Shama ahead to receive him.
Kakasaheb then passed many happy years in Baba's company. He buit a Wada in
Shirdi which he made as his, more or less, permanent home. The experiences he
got from Baba are so manifold, that it is not possible to relate them all here.
The readers are advised to read a special (Kakasaheb Dixit) No. of 'Shri Sai
Leela' magazine, Vol 12, No. 6-9. we close this account with the mention of one
fact only. Baba had comforted hi by saying that in the end "He will take
him in air coach (Viman)", (i.e., secure him a happy death). This came out
true. On the 5th of July 1926 A.D., he was travelling in the train with
Hemadpant and talking about Sai Baba. He seemed deeply engrossed in Sai Baba.
All of a sudden he threw his neck on Hemadpant's shoulder, and breathed his
last with no trace of pain and uneasiness.
Shri Tembye Swami
We come to the next story, which shows how Saints love aech other with
fraternal affection. Once Shri Vasudevanand Saraswati, known as Shri Tembye
Swami encamped, at Rajamahendri (Andhra Country), on the banks of Godavari. He
was a devout, orthodox, Jnani and Yogi Bhakta of the God Dattatreya. One, Mr.
Pundalikrao, pleader of Nanded (Nizam State) went to see him, with some
friends. While they were talking with him, the names of Shirdi and Sai Baba
were casually mentioned. Hearing Baba's name, the Swami bowed with his hands;
and taking a coconut gave it to Pundalikrao, and said to him, "Offer this
to my brother Sai, with my pranam and request Him not to forget me, but ever
love me." He also added that the Swamis do not generally bow to others,
but in this case an exception had to be made. Mr. Pundalikrao consented to take
the fruit and his message to Baba. The Swami was right in calling Baba a
brother, for as he maintained an Agnihotra (Sacred fire) day and night, in his
orthodox fashion; Baba too kept His Agnihotra, i.e., Dhuni ever burning in the
Masjid.
After one month Pundalikrao and others left for Shirdi with the coconut, and
reached Manmad, and as they felt thirsty they went to a rivulet for drinking
water. As water should not be drunk on an empty stomach, they took out some
refreshments, i.e., Chivda (flattened rice mixed with spice). The Chivda tasted
pungent and in order to soften it, some one suggested and broke the coconut and
mixed its scrapings with it. Thusthey made the Chivda mare tasty and palatable.
Unfortunately the fruit broken, turned out to be the same, that was entrusted
to Pundalikrao. As they neared Shirdi, Pundalikrao remembered the trust, i.e.,
the coconut and was very sorry to learn that it was broken and utilized. Fearing
and trembling, he came to Shirdi and saw Baba. Baba had already received a
wireless message, regarding the coconut, from the Tembye Swami, ad Himself
asked Pundalikrao first to give the things sent by His brother. He held fast
Baba's Feet, confessed his guilt and negligence, repented and asked for Baba's
pardon. He offered to give another fruit as a substitute, but Baba refused to
accept it saying that the worth of that coconut was by far, many times more,
than an ordinary one and that it could not be replaced by another one. Baba
also added- "Now you need not worry yourself any more about the matter. It
was on account of my wish that the coconut was entrusted to you, and ultimately
broken on the way; why should you take the responsibility of the actions on
you? Do not entertain the sense of doership in doing good, as well as for bad
deeds; be entirely prideless and egoless in all things and thus your spiritual
progress will be rapid." What a beautiful spiritual instruction Baba gave!
Balaram Dhurandhar (1878-1925)
Mr. Balaram Dhurandhar belonged to the Pathare Prabhu community, of
Santacruz, Bombay. He was an advocate of the Bombay High Court and sometime
Principal of the Governament Law School, Bombay. The whole Dhurandhar family
was pious and religious. Mr. Balaram served his community, and wrote and
published an account of it. He then turned his attention to spiritual and
religious matters. He studied carefully Gita, and its commentary Jnaneshwari;
and other philosiphical and other metaphysical works. He was a devotee of
Vithoba of Pandharpur. he came in contact with Sai Baba in 1912 A.D.. Six
months previous, his brothers Babulji and Vamanrao came to Shirdi and took
Baba's darshan. They returned home, and mentioned their sweet experiences to
Balaram and other members. Then they all decided to see Sai Baba. Before they
came to Shirdi, Baba declared openly that - "To-day many of my Darbar
people are coming." The Dhurandhar brothers were astonished to hear this
remark of Baba, from others; as they had not given any previous intimation of
their trip. All the other people prostrated themselves before Baba, and sat
talking to Him. Baba said to them- "These are my Darbar people to whom I
referred before" and said to the Dhurandhar brothers- "We are
acquainted with each other for the last sixty generations." All the
brothers were meek and modest, they stood with joined hands, staring at Baba's
Feet. All the Sattwic emotions such as tears, horripilation, choking, etc.,
moved them and they were all happy. Then they went to their lodging, took their
meals and after taking a little rest again came to the Masjid. Balaram sat near
Baba, messaging His Legs. Baba Who was smoking a chillam advanced it towards
him and beckoned him to smoke it. Balaram was not accustomed to smoking, still
he accepted the pipe, smoked it with great difficulty; and returned it
reverentially with a bow. This was the most auspicious moment for Balaram. He
was suffering from Asthma for six years. This smoke completely cured him of the
disease, which never troubled him again. Some six years later, on a particular
day, he again got an attack of Asthma. This was precisely the time when Baba
took his Mahasamadhi.
The day of this visit was a Thursday; and the Dhurandhar brothers had the
good fortune of witnessing the Chavadi, Balaram saw the lusture of pandurang on
Baba's face and next morning at the Kakad-Arti time, the same phenomenon - the
same lusture of his Beloved Deity- Pandurang was visible again on Baba's face.
Mr. Balaram Dhurandhar wrote, in Marathi, the life of the Maharashtra Saint
Tukaram, but did not survive to see its publication. It was published, later
on, by his brothers in 1928. In a short note on Balaram's life given in the
beginning of the book, the above account of Balaram's visit has been fully
corroborated therein (Vide page 6 of the book).
Bow to Shri Sai - Peace be to all
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